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Col. MacGregor and more Gaza horrors

MacGregor (just below) shows a clip from this CBS News Sunday Morning show, "Children of Gaza," by Tracy Smith July 21, 2024 / 9:48 AM EDT. Excerpts:

Dr. Mark Perlmutter, an orthopedic surgeon from North Carolina, and vice president of the International College of Surgeons, volunteered in Gaza from the end of April through the first half of May. Asked to describe what he witnessed in Gaza, Dr. Perlmutter replied, "All of the disasters I've seen, combined – 40 mission trips, 30 years, Ground Zero, earthquakes, all of that combined – doesn't equal the level of carnage that I saw against civilians in just my first week in Gaza."

And the civilian casualties, he said, are almost exclusively children. "I've never seen that before," he said. "I've seen more incinerated children than I've ever seen in my entire life, combined. I've seen more shredded children in just the first week..."

"I have two children that I have photographs of that were shot so perfectly in the chest, I couldn't put my stethoscope over their heart more accurately, and directly on the side of the head, in the same child. No toddler gets shot twice by mistake by the 'world's best sniper.' And they're dead-center shots."

I got this very recent MacGregor video in response to my update on Charles Bausman (just below). MacGregor shows a clip of the "Children of Gaza" show.

Zundel trial footage, etc. ‐‐ connecting this to Gaza

Below I mention the SPLC, or ADL Junior. SPLC has a $1 billion endowment. Yahweh knows about the ADL's endowment. I'm going to resist looking it up; it's probably findable.

In the text above you read what the "Modern State of Israel" does. In a sense, the ADL's job is to enable double sniper shots to toddlers. That enablement is extremely broad and includes much larger crimes. They do this by inverting history. You have mountains of evidence on sniper shots and related horrors in 2024. The ADL promotes fictitious horror tales of the 1940s to justify what's happening today.

Jewish (by blood) David Cole's documentary on Auschwitz, David Cole Interviews Dr. Franciszek Piper (52:30). That's a classic. There is some weird stuff going on in that particlar copy. You can probably find better copies, although that one seems viewable.

This is at least some of the footage of Ernst Zundel's trial that I saw in the mid-90s. Zundel published a pamphlet, Did Six Million Really Die? (title from memory), questioning a number of claims about The Holocaust™. In 1984 (ironically), the Canadian government charged Zundel with something to the effect of "publishing false [fake] news that might lead to racial or religious strife." By calling it false, they just put the truth of the Holocaust on trial. Zundel's attorney shredded the Big Liars. I'm going to try to resist watching that and looking for more footage. Again, it may or may not be everything I saw years ago. It will give you a basis to look, at least.

Robert Lenski's THE HOLOCAUST ON TRIAL: The Case of Ernst Zündel (1990) was also very useful when I was researching this. The book is hard to find, though. Here is a review by Mark Weber.

Speaking of Weber, here is an excerpt of his interview with Nazi German General Otto Ernst Remer:

I observed something in ... Zolochev, which [is] east of Lvov [in Ukraine]...

We had captured Zolochev and a couple of my tanks were stuck behind. The troops took a rest on the edge of the town because we didn’t yet know if there would be an enemy counterattack or if we were to continue our own attack... in that little town I saw small children who had been thrown out of windows, and I saw women lying on the street who had been beaten to death with clubs. They were Jews.

I called to a [local] woman, and she came into my vehicle. And she said to me: "I'll show you why we did this."

We drove to the local prison. There was an area surrounded by a wall for the prisoners to walk around in. And in that area corpses were lying there this high ... The blood was still flowing from the corpses.

Just two hours earlier, as the Russians were leaving the town, they had used machine guns to kill all of the local Ukrainian nationalists who were prisoners there.

In this case as well, it was the Jewish commissars who had done this. And that’s why the local Ukrainians had carried out pogroms against the Jews. And so, whenever a Ukrainian saw a Jew, he immediately killed him. But we were blamed for these deaths, even though we had no influence at all locally at that time. We weren’t able to establish order until later.

I'm repeating myself. I'll link to my JQ / JP (problem) article. Note Henry Ford's Dearborn [Michigan] Independent compilation / book, which is out of copyright and thus freely available. That is one of several if not many sources that demonstrates communism is a J---- movement.

A glance shows government-sponsored murders in the Soviet Union as between 20 and 62 million. Most or enough of that was well before 1933 or 1941 or whatever cutoff you want to set. The J--- make up stories about 6 - 11 million killed by Nazis, but we never hear about the undisputed evidence that (((they))) had already killed far more than that. The Holocaust™ relies on tens of trillions in publicity, spanning 80 years. I believe the count of Holocaust™ movies was 300+ in about 2014. How many evil Soviet movies do we have? Something like 2 - 4. When a few people spend a few hundred thousand, the Holocaust™ falls to pieces. On the other hand, NO ONE disputes larger Soviet numbers. The only question is how much larger.

Also see "Mass repression in the Soviet Union" linked from "List of massacres in the Soviet Union".

Charles Bausman / Russia Insider update

Bausman's russia-insider.com is gone. I didn't go back and forth too much, but, off hand, this is the latest Wayback entry I could find (Feb 14, 2023 16:55:31 [UTC I think]). I had visited the site a few weeks earlier on January 1.

Of course Big Evil Goo Search led me to (((the enemy))). The bad guys were the ones who told me where Bausman and russia-insider.com went. It would seem Bausman got too close to the Capitol on Jan 6 (2021). He went back to Russia after that. I'm not sure if (((they))) charged him, or if he simply suspected charges. Here is what the vile, malicious, mass-murdering, genocidal, ultra-villain SPLC bad guys had to say about it:

Bausman, 59, is an American who has lived in Russia on and off for the past three decades. He founded the pro-Vladimir Putin website Russia Insider in September 2014 while living in Moscow. In 2018, Bausman relocated to the eastern Pennsylvanian town of Lancaster about an hour and a half outside Philadelphia. There, Bausman collaborated with members of the pro-Hitler podcast network The Right Stuff, as well as promoted and attended "Stop the Steal" events in the region, pushing the lie that former President Donald Trump won the 2020 presidential election. Bausman appeared among the rioters inside the U.S. Capitol during the Jan. 6, 2021, insurrection, before traveling to Russia and leaving behind nearly $1 million in property in the Lancaster area. Neighbors told Hatewatch he has not returned.

I will NOT cite the site. You can go ask their bestie Goo. I'm sure any 5 sequential words of that will find it in a jiffy.

Meanwhile, I'm always happy when such hateful organizations make recommendations for me. Here is the aforementioned The Right Stuff. I'll try to put it on my endless list to search through. Let me know if you find good stuff. I'm sure lots of it is good stuff.

update for my long-lost DARPA Lifelog ("Facebook") friends - shorter summary

For those who are not friends (within Lifelog or otherwise), my Lifelog friends are mostly from high school. I skipped my senior year, so I was not valedictorian, but, as best I remember, I was in a 3-way GPA tie going into senior year. I suppose I was projected to do great things or some such. "Great things" are still possible. As the old man in Holy Grail said, "I'm not dead yet. I'm feeling happy." At this moment, though, I'm way off the projections from high school.

When "How are you doing?" is meant literally, I break the answer into money, health, and romance. I'll start with money. I despise Lifelog, but I've also been avoiding posting because I haven't wanted to address those failed projections.

Put one way, I need help. With that said, I am still an Ayn Rand-ite / Objectivist, so from that point of view, I have a lot to trade. I need the right trading partners. (Howard Roark needed clients.)

My money situation is between nearly a disaster and precisely a disaster. The problem has been long in the making. I'll try to tell the short version.

I suddenly developed night owl tendencies during our junior year of high school. I slept after school, woke up around 9pm, did schoolwork into the morning (3am-ish), and then slept a few hours before school. I was committed to school, so I managed this and functioned well enough during school hours.

Tribes have always needed a Night's Watch, whether against saber-toothed tigers, opposing tribes, bandits, wights, or White Walkers. Thus, some of us need to be genetically wired for the Night's Watch. That appears to include me. Trying to work 9 - 5 takes a serious toll on physical and mental health. Back then, I was committed to "education." Now I don't consider any day job important enough for the cost.

In attempt to solve this limitation, I've been a freelance software / systems guy for many years. I don't have the social skills to freelance, though. I have tried to figure out how to make a trade to get help, but it's never worked very well. One problem is I just can't believe how consistently inept I've been at sales. There is always more to the story, but I'm trying to keep this relatively short.

My physical health is quite good for our age. ("Our" age because I'm talking to my classmates.) I've traded money for health. My mental health is strained by the money problems. I've also gotten more and more isolated for other reasons that I talk about at length in this blog and elsewhere my site.

Romance has been limited. I'm single (never married), no children, and, sporadically, I'm looking. For those who don't know me, or in case there is a question, I'm male and straight and 50 years old.

for my DARPA Lifelog friends - longer summary

I've been whittling on this classmates entry for quite a while. I'm probably going to post the various versions. This is a longer summary, written before the shorter one above.

When I go for breakfast (at 5pm), I am sometimes asked "How are you doing today?" Generally, only new employees ask me that. One of my responses is mock-loudly appealing to a longer-serving employee, "Bob, she's asking the question!" A related response is "That's way too complicated to answer before I've had 4 cups of coffee."

Another variant, perhaps after coffee, is "What do you mean by 'today'? The calendar day, 24 hours, or since I woke up?" Next, is "Do you mean how am I doing in terms of finances, health, or romance? Please make the potential answer less complicated!"

longer summary outtakes

Given that I've taken the time to write all this, I don't want to throw anything away.

The first doctor's visit for job screening was in 1998. I'm not going into details because it's too long a story.

The second time, I was applying to be a long-haul, big-rig truck driver in 2003. My attractions were 1. Can drive at night, 2. Don't have to deal with people, 3. It's the best case of an outdoor view with climate control, and 4. involves travel. My straw man (long story) held the class A CDL for years, but I never did truck driving professionally. That's another story.

the longer updates

Looks like I went over the following 3 times over a day or two. I'm probably going to post all 3 versions. There is overlap and sometimes the exact same words. Nothing says you have read any or all.

A couple of early mornings ago I got in the chatty mood. I have at least one friend who will probably enjoy this, so, to a degree, I'm thinking of him. I should probably not assume anyone will read my mini auto biography.

for my Lifelog friends - an update - yet longer version (attempt 3 of 3)

Two days ago I ranted about the evils of Lifelog ("Facebook"). I posted to it for the first time in years, although the posts were just a pointer to this site / page. One of the responses was "I hope you are well dear friend," and I got other pushbutton activity ("likes"). I suppose it's time for a status report.

In several ways, I am not doing well at all. The situation I'm in has been in the making for a long time. Also, I'm largely updating high school friends, so I might as well go back that far.

Just before (or perhaps during) our junior year of high school, which was during puberty for me, my genetic night owl switch was activated. Tribes have always needed a Night's Watch, whether against saber-toothed tigers, opposing tribes, bandits, wights, or White Walkers. Thus, some of us need to be genetically wired for the Night's Watch. That appears to include me. That's my best theory. I had a weird sleep schedule that year involving two sleep periods. At that point, I was laser focused on and motivated by school, so I managed to function well enough.

Being a night owl has caused me no end of grief. For 4 out the 5 years from 1997 - 2002, I was a developer at two "real" 9 - 5 jobs. I went from 133 to 190+ pounds over that period. I was a mess. I have much more recent evidence that my work is above average even when I feel like I'm operating at 30% - 50%. Thus, decades ago I was doing the job well enough, but I was not happy. Other than a disastrous episode in 2015 (the "recent more evidence"), I have never worked 9 - 5 again. (Ok, I did it for one day this past January, but, again, that's another story.)

To try to solve the night owl problem, I have been a freelance software developer, Linux sysadmin, etc., but that has never quite worked financially. I don't have the social skills to solo freelance. I have tried getting others to help, usually by offering software apprenticeships, but I never quite got that off the ground either.

The night owl issue probably brings up more questions than answers. I can imagine quite a few questions, but I'm not elaborating now. I'm going to introduce another thread that has caused me grief.

A friend of mine has a train analogy. Most people get on a train in school as children and never get off. That is, they go from school to college to jobs for decades. The train has a lot of momentum, and, given that it's on rails, it steers itself. Some of us fall off the train, though. Once we do, we have a different view of life, and the train doesn't necessarily look attractive anymore. Also, given that it's moving, it's hard to get back on.

I'll sketch some of the reasons for my personal derailment. As some of you may recall, I skipped our senior year and went to U of Southern Cal (THE USC). The advisors for that early enrollment program tried to get our high schools to issue diplomas after our first year at USC. Given that I was an engineering major (computer engineering / CS) with a high verbal SAT score, USC allowed me to skip English 101 and 102. That little policy had a massive impact on my life, as will become clear in a moment. A major reason I decided to skip is that I wanted to focus on computers and save general education for later.

Given that I didn't have to take those English classes, my advisor recommended an honors humanities class. It grossly contradicted the plan I just laid out (general ed later), but she managed to talk me into it. As was my plan, I was pouring massive energy into CS 120 (honors CS that combined 101 and 102). I was putting enough energy into Calc I and EE 101. I could not get my heart into the humanities class. I got a B- in the class. Due to a fluke, my high A in EE 101 turned into a B at the last moment. I earned As in the other two classes.

If it was just the EE class, and I got an A in a hypothetical 4th class, I probably would have emotionally recovered. (Obviously, there is no recovering a 4.0 average mathematically.) For reasons that my high school classmates will understand, though, this result caused a bit of an identity crises.

When lightning didn't strike me dead, I realized there might be other things in life than 4.0 averages. That was a major input to falling off the train.

Also, my straw man with the similar name (long story) was eligible to vote in 1992. I went in search of what I now think of as both factions of the uni-party, where "uni-party" is a very polite term. Republicans were easy to find, but there literally was no DemoNcrat club at that time. I shudder to think what it looks like now. This seemed unbalanced to me, so I wound up finding a farther left group. I recovered quickly, but I still hold some of their views. I saw Noam Chompsky speak, for example, and I still see him as partially correct.

The point is that I immediately had my worldview rattled from at least two directions. Then my mother died in a car accident after my 2nd year at USC. That was more than a rattle. I tried starting the next semester (fall '93), but I didn't last long. I dropped out before the drop date. I wasn't sure if I was there for my own reasons or my mother's.

A few weeks after I came home, a friend of a friend recommended a seminar in Atlanta. That seminar led me to the "far right." A member of those groups was fighting a speeding ticket with a jury trial in a rural Georgia county. For both reasonable and petty reasons, they made her wait until near the end of the day. Thus, our group of friends watched the sheep shearing festival for hours. I knew I was witnessing evil, although I still ascribed possible good intentions to them. Now I see the courts as yet another branch of Satanic influence, or, more frequently, outright Satanism.

I suppose I'll continue that thread. That court experience was in '94 (maybe '95). During that time, I also watched 2 complete Federal trials. One of them lasted two weeks, and I was in downtown Atlanta every day before 8am to see it all. To back up a bit, I had the honor to see H. Ross Perot speak at USC in 1992, and my straw man had the honor to vote for him. In 1996 I did some work for Pat Buchanan's campaign. I went to his rally at the Cobb Civic Center. I have not followed his evolution in detail, but I get the impression that I would still be largely in alignment with his policies.

I went through the somewhat common evolution from Libertarian to libertarian to anarchist. I called myself an anarchist by '07 or '08. Now I would say "right wing anarchist" is more or less correct. The right wing part means a few things. The "abortion" (Satanic child sacrifice) issue might be considered a conflict of rights, and a right-wing anarchist is pro life. Similarly, we are anti-immigration / outright nationalist, where a nation refers to a genetic people and not a state.

I should add a non-"political" incident, although I see this as very closely related to "political" issues. In 2015 I was talked into a disastrous attempt at 9 - 5. The very short version is that the job recruiter advised me to lie by omission. I was miserable, but the joke is that the company wanted to keep me. That is, I was working at 20% - 40% of capacity, but they wanted to keep me. The recruiters would have gotten paid after ~5 weeks. I was not thinking rationally at that point. I was sleep deprived and sick due to the lack of sleep. In hindsight, the recruiters probably could have fixed the situation, but I was so furious at them that I didn't want them paid, so I quit. That whole experience rattled me.

I should go back to my high school times again and add another thread. Some of you may vaguely remember that I went to Governor's Honors Program (GHP) in the summer of '90, before junior year. Just in the last few weeks, I made or remembered a connection that I had not thought about in decades. Bear with me, I'm going somewhere with this. GHP had a curious rule emphasizing that we must wear shoes at all times. I don't remember the exact wording. A friend of mine even had a stare down with an instructor over this rule.

I can probably trace a number of my life threads to that rule and that stare-down. The obvious thread is that after GHP, I started taking longer and longer walks barefoot. This may have been one of the first times I started questioning rules. I suspect the rule made me question the necessity of shoes. At first I would go roughly 1.5 miles on the neighborhood's roads. I remember a few similar-length walks on the USC campus, which was mostly paved. When I came home from USC, I started going from Burnt Hickory Road to the top of (Big) Kennesaw Mountain and back. That's a long walk on dirt trails. Sometimes I did that 3 times a week.

I still take long barefoot walks on dirt trails. There have been periods when it's been every day. At this point, even if I'm otherwise bundled up, I'm still barefoot if it's 12° F or even if there is snow on the ground. The parks are often closed for snow, though, so I haven't gone that many miles in snow. On the other end, I have not met a parking lot that gets too hot for me, even at solar noon on a clear day around summer solstice. I might get very slightly singed, but I don't go out of my way to avoid black asphalt.

Here's where I combine some threads. A few months after that 9 - 5 job incident, I managed another interview. This time, I was quite clear on King of the Night Owls, the Andals, the First Men, Gondor, and Arnor. (I didn't get the job. I'm not sure why. I thought the interview went pretty well, but that isn't the important part.) A few days after that interview, I had a life-altering incident.

I was on the Sawnee Mountain Indian Seats Trail going sharply downhill towards the visitor's center. It was early October and still summer warm. The sun had set roughly 10 - 15 minutes before. I had a flashlight with me, but my night vision is pretty good, so I wasn't using it yet. At that point I'd been hiking Sawnee barefoot almost every day for 4 - 5 years. At the moment of the incident, it was roughly 7:45. (I'm going to try to resist looking up sunset.) The park closed at 9:30.

One point is that I had almost no beard, and I had a very recent haircut due to the interview. (I've let my beard get pretty thick many times since I could grow a beard. A handful of times my hair has gotten somewhat long.) The point is that I was almost completely "clean cut" at that moment.

At that moment, another hiker was coming up the hill towards me. Because it sort of matters, he was white, perhaps 65 years old, and had a neutral American-born accent. He said something like "Be careful," referring to my feet. In hindsight, there was an unusual degree of emotion to his voice. I don't remember what I did or didn't say to him.

A while later I was on the rocking chairs outside the visitor's center, watching the sky turn colors, and along come two sheriff's deputies. Apparently Mr. Jackass had called 911.

Legally, nothing came of my "chat" with the deputies. After they determined that I was sane enough for their purposes, they simply encouraged me to leave the park 30 minutes earlier than I otherwise would have.

I am well aware that a number of things could have gone wrong in that scenario. I am an anarchist, after all. In some ways I have views vaguely similar to those of libtards, although for different reasons. My heart rate went way, way up.

This was a relatively recent event that rattled me. I soon coined the phrase "shod muggles" to refer to most people. I was trying not to call them goy. I have a genetic basis for using goy, but the word is much, much worse than the dreaded n word. ("Dreaded" to libtards. I have absolutely no problem with people using the word. I'll take the 5th on my own usage.) If one is a shod muggle, that's a fact, not an insult.

I've suffered a trend of greater and greater isolation. "Shod muggles" was a turning point. I started to formalize the isolation with the term--me versus them.

Back to the "political" thread: when we left off, I was an anarchist but hadn't come across the term "right wing anarchist." In 2016 - '17, Q's Great Awakening was beginning. Sorry to be blunt and graphic, but that's when I found out that too much of "our" "leadership" are literally baby-raping demon worshipers. Here is Ben Swann of CBS 46 Atlanta in January, 2017, on "Pizza Gate." Also look for any Lara Logan interviews from the last few years. You'll have to look on Bitchute (or perhaps Rumble). She's probably not on Big Evil Goo Tube. WikiPedOia lists some of her "mainstream" experience, but they are white-washing (of course) her current content. She is calling them precisely baby-raping demon worshipers.

We can set aside Trump as a person. He accomplished a number of things in the open, but I am pro-Q, meaning that the Q operation is alive and well. The Q operation is much bigger than Trump. His major job was to order the op as Commander-in-Chief. Q promised "It's going to be Biblical," and we're going to see that soon. Thus is, Trump's (undisputed) second term may be the most important period in recorded history because the demon worshipers are going to be crushed. They have been largely in control for all of ("mainstream") recorded history and a very long time before that.

Back to work and money, in 2017 I was just barely making ends meet as a freelance software guy. In 2017 - '18 I had some housing disruptions and software project disruptions. At the end of 2018 I was misled by someone I trusted, and that got way, way out of hand. That had consequences for years.

In 2020 I may or may not have figured the freelancing thing out, but then Billuminati Gates and company began their Satanic Crusade. That is know to the dawn-supremacist, illiterate, Zoom-ing, shod, masked, vaxxed zombie horde as "Covid."

I need to back way up. Several of us went to our first drum corps show in 1989 at Sprayberry HS. I wound up going for 31 consecutive years through 2019. That was 150 shows in 20 states and 58 - 61 unique venues. Once or twice, I went to 13 shows in a seasons. I went to all 3 nights of finals 11 times (minus one Thursday, but THAT is yet another story). Drum corps was life-giving.

For me, the first devastating consequence of Billuminati's Crusade was the death of the drum corps season. Since then, I've become increasingly angry at a large portion of Americans (and others, but they are outside of my immediate scope). Several times I've linked to the email I sent to the Countess of Forsyth on March 28, 2020. I basically called "Covid" fake. Fake in the sense that nothing "novel" was going on, at least not in terms of an allegedly novel alleged virus. I'd say my analysis was been borne out and then some. It's taken years for the extent of their Big Lie to be revealed.

I've addressed this at great length, so I'll try not to belabor it. I will mention that in private I was calling for Fauci's trial and execution by May or June of 2020. I was in Cumming at that point. I never, ever wore a mask. I distorted my life somewhat in order to avoid that confrontation. On one hand, I wouldn't have minded the confrontation. On the other, I was and am pretty angry. I might have lost my temper and gotten arrested. In hindsight, that might have been an improvement. It would have forced me to aggressively push the issue.

The suggestion that I wear a mask only came up twice. The first time I more or less ignored it because I was distracted. At that moment, I was trying to figure out what to do with a beautiful, young, very friendly stray kitten. The second time I was one word away from a potential shouting match with another customer. If she had said one more word on the matter, I was going to let her have it, but she backed down.

First most people were "shod muggles." Now they are the dawn-supremacist, illiterate, Zoom-ing, shod, masked, vaxxed zombie horde. As I've mentioned in this blog before, zombie is not a joke. Some of those vax batches eff with your blood and you become a zombie who barely has a pulse and doesn't bleed.

I was then treated to vax mania. Billions of people ran out to get injected with a chemical and probably biological weapon for a non-existent disease. Brilliant. The only question is how many millions have died. Based on Barry Young's New Zealand numbers, 1 in 1,000 clot shots kill the patient. That is, they died quickly enough to be in the database. Who knows how many more are dead now. The serious damage count is obviously much higher than the outright death count.

I know three people who should have known better who joined the lemmings. Two of those three really, really, REALLY should have known better, as in WTF!!?!?! This of course adds to my isolation. I'm pretty much in the mindset of them and us. (Steve Kirsch joined the lemmings, but he has radically changed sides, so he's one of us.)

After 31 years, drum corps was and is "dead to me" because almost all of the major corps required a vax for 22 year-old kids in perfect health. That is between monumentally naive, monumentally stupid, and mass-murdering Satanic.

Ted Nugent speaks to the sheep.

a thorough personal update, going back decades (attempt 2)

Earlier (days ago, below) I explained part of my reason for my partial boycott of that literally damned site. Another branch is more personal. My Lifelog "Friends" are largely from high school, and my life path has turned from the projections people made then. In some ways, I am not doing well at all. Put one way, I need help. It's past time to admit that. With that said, I am still an Ayn Rand-ite / Objectivist. From that point of view, I have a lot to trade, but I mostly have failed at the usual methods of trade.

As soon as I mention Rand, I should mention religion. Recently I was asked yet again if I am a Christian. I finally decided that if it's a yes / no answer, the answer is yes. For now, I'm not going to look up when I addressed that. It's on this web page, and relatively recently. A search of "Christ" will find the entries. There are several of them.

But isn't that a contradiction? I don't think so, but I haven't worked out the details. It would probably take days and days and maybe longer. I'd probably have to read at least the Gospels again if not the whole Bible. I've had more pressing issues plaguing me for years.

I'll introduce one of these issues. Recently I started calling most people "dawn supremacists." The libtards like to talk about oppression, but they usually have the oppression backwards. In any event, try being a night owl. I've discovered what it's like to be at the wrong end of supremacy.

My theory is that tribes have always needed a Night's Watch, whether against saber-toothed tigers, opposing tribes, bandits, or White Walkers and wights. Thus, some of us need to be genetically wired for the Night's Watch. That appears to include me. This began during our junior year of high school, or more-or-less puberty for me. The night gene activating at puberty makes sense. I had a wacky sleep schedule then including two daily sleeping periods. Since then, my natural schedule pushes me to want to wake up 4 - 5 hours before sunset. My natural sleep cycle follows the seasons to a degree.

I'll introduce another thread and come back to the dawn supremacists later. From 1991 - 1993 a few events rattled my worldview. Skipping our senior year led to some expected consequences. For one, my advisor's attempt to get me a high school diploma led to an arguable disaster. One reason I decided to start college early was to focus on computers and save the general ed for later.

Also, my straw man (long story) with the similar name was eligible to vote in 1992. Thus, I went seeking both the college Republicans and (what I now call) DemoNcrats. There was not a Demoncrat club at U Southern Cal in 1991. I shudder to think what it looks like now. This lack struck me as unfair in my severe (near fatal) naivety, so I would up taking up with the far left. I got over that quickly, but some of their ideas are partially correct if distorted. In any event, this was another blow to my worldview.

I was programming for USC in June of 1993 but not taking summer classes. If that job had continued another week, I might have gone on to Silicon Valley, which in turn might have killed me several times over. And / or maybe I would have gone to the Dark Side. My mother died in a car accident, though. Specifically, she almost certainly fell asleep at the wheel after attending an almost certainly useless 8 or 9am meeting. That is part of my bitterness towards the dawn cult: useless meetings, and how most companies do business. A results-only work environment would have solved a number of problems, but that concept doesn't seem to have gotten very far.

After Mom died, I wasn't sure whether I was in college for her purposes or my purposes, and I didn't last very long during the fall semester of 1993. I dropped out before the drop date. Within a few weeks on coming home, I fell in with the "far right." Although it's not a perfect description, I now call myself a right-wing anarchist. The right wing part means a few things. The "abortion" (Satanic child sacrifice) issue might be considered a conflict of rights, and a right-wing anarchist is pro life. Similarly, we are anti-immigration or outright nationalist where a nation refers to a genetic people and not a state. One point to all this being that I had my worldview rattled from several directions.

During four of the five years from 1997 - 2002, I was developing for 2,000-employee software companies. In hindsight, the 9 - 5 hours were literally killing me. I went from 133 pounds to 190+ over those years, and that was fat. I lost enough of that fat soon after. I don't have an athletic build, but I'm not puffy, and I can go a long way up Sawnee Mountain quickly enough and without much strain.

I quit the first job during that period due to misery, and the second time I was laid off with 5 levels of management above me during the Dot Com Bust. Then I made the mistake of continuing my BS in CS. I took a break to get my straw man a big rig driver's license. The attractions were 1. Can drive at night, 2. Don't have to deal with people, 3. It's the best case of an outdoor view with climate control, and 4. involves travel. My straw man held that license for years, but a couple of really strange events kept me from getting a trucking job just after trucking school. I went back to my knitting: back to college. I now consider this a big mistake.

Years ago a friend said that grad school is the snooze button of life. In my case, finishing my BS was the snooze button, and I'm not sure I ever woke up, even after I got my degree in 2005. The degree has done me zero good so far. I should have taken that time to figure out how to make a living as a night owl software guy.

I should mention that I moved Mom's mom to Marietta in 2001. I was never her direct caregiver, but I spent a lot of time with her for years. She passed in 2007 at 101 years old. Her health declined over that period, and her changing needs were a wildcard over that period. I let that situation distract me from planning / getting a life.

I wrote the above in one sitting and then was pulled onto a friend's project for a while. I'm losing my focus, but I'm going to try to post something this early morning. [So much for that. It's been a few days, and I haven't posted yet.]

I should mention that almost all of my classes from '02 to '05 started at 1 - 2pm or later. On a related point, I guess I do have to describe my mindset before 2010.

On the gripping hand, I may try to rework this.

a thorough personal update, going back decades - attempt 1

I suppose I need to go back to just after high school. Some of you will recall that I skipped our senior year and went to U of Southern Cal (THE USC).

Actually, I need to back up a bit. Going to USC was my mother's idea. She thought that starting a year early would be prestigious or some such. I applied because it sounded like a vaguely interesting and exotic option. I suppose I wanted the confidence boost of an acceptance, but I didn't have much intention of carrying through. Despite contradictory messages as to whether I was interested in USC, they produced a favorable financial aid letter a few weeks before classes started. I already planned to visit my father in Arizona at the same time, so we decided we might as well visit USC.

One of my major motivations for starting early was that I wanted to focus on computers. My plan was to take general ed classes later. I was eligible to skip English 101 and 102, which had some interesting consequences 10+ years later.

The counselors of the early acceptance program at USC tried their best to get us our high school diplomas, so my counselor pushed me to take a humanities class. She thought it would help me get my diploma. That led to a major inflection point in my life. I knew the class was a bad idea; as I said, it contradicted my plan to delay general ed. I should have held my ground, but I took the class. I could not get my heart into it, so I did not get an A. In EE 101, I didn't get an A due to a fluke. If EE were the only problem, I probably would have recovered. As it was, though, I didn't get off to a great GPA start by my standards.

The short version is I left the life path I started years earlier. I had to reassess my identity, to a degree. I found that I survived without a 4.0 GPA.

This isn't a thriller novel, and most of you know that my mother died in 1993. Obviously that further disrupted my path. From an academic point of view, if she hadn't died, I might have switched majors to physics. My curiosity around computing seemed satisfied at that point. On the other hand, just before Mom died, I was programming (before "developing") for USC. This was dev'ing as a job as opposed to dev'ing for a class. If she had died a week later, I might eventually have gone to Silicon Valley. Of course, that might also have killed me on a number of occasions for a number of different reasons. (That's another story.)

I should introduce another thread. My similarly named straw man was eligible to vote in 1992. ("Straw man" is a whole 'nother topic.) Thus, when I arrived at USC, I went looking for both major parties. I found the Republicans, but there literally was not what I now call a DemoNcrat club. I can only imagine what it must be like now, though. In any event, that seemed unfair to me, so I wound up getting involved with the farther left. On one hand, I got over that quickly. On the other hand, they had elements of truth, but that's another discussion. The point is that I had my worldview rattled. Looking back, rightfully so. Again, the far left did have part of the truth.

I tried going back to USC after Mom died. I quickly found that I didn't know why I was there anymore. Was I there for her purposes or mine? I didn't last long. I dropped out before the drop date.

A few weeks after getting back home, I fell in with the "far right." How that happened is another story. My worldview was further rattled.

I suppose it's time for the train analogy. The analogy is NOT my idea, but the source would not want to be credited. When most of us are in high school and maybe college, we're on a moving train, and moving forward with all of the other passengers and cars is easy. If you ever get off the train, you may never get back on. I temporarily fell off the train.

For 4 of the 5 years from 1997 - 2002 I dev'ed for two different 2,000-employee software companies. The first time I may have made a mistake. In hindsight, I should have asked for more flexible hours, and I might have gotten them. (I'll come back to this.) I may have moved over to another products' off-shift support, although I'm not certain they had 24 hour support.

I was already considering long-haul truck driving at this point. The attractions were 1. Can drive at night, 2. Don't have to deal with people, 3. It's the best case of an outdoor view with climate control, and 4. involves travel.

I quit the first job in '99. I was not a happy camper. In hindsight, I wasn't getting enough sunlight during the winter, and I wasn't sleeping enough because I became a night owl with puberty. My theory is that tribes have always needed a Night's Watch, whether against saber-toothed tigers, opposing tribes, bandits, or White Walkers and wights. Thus, some of us need to be genetically wired for the Night's Watch. That appears to be me.

My first boss at the first company had moved to another company. After a year's hiatus, I went to work for him again. I had the same problems. At some point in this period I went from 133 to 190 pounds. I got puffy. I was heading towards quitting again, but then the Dot Com Bubble burst, and 5 levels of management above me were laid off with me.

I started back towards my BS in CS, but later I did get my big-rig license. After another weird series of events in the trucking world, I ran into some not quite literal roadblocks. I got irritated and decided to "go back to my knitting" and finish my degree. I did so in '05.

Finishing my degree was almost certainly a mistake. A friend used to say that grad school is the snooze button of life. In my case, undergrad was the snooze button, and I never completely woke up.

From 2001 - 2007 I was indirectly caring for Mom's mom. That is, I was making the care decisions and spending a decent amount of time with her. Her declining health led to some stressful times. She died in late 2007 at 101 years old.

now for something completely different - another Q hit - Nessun Dorma and the Sum of All Fears payback sequence

This is David "Nino" Rodriguez yesterday (or perhaps a bit earlier) with Juan O Savin. Nino says that is the Goo Tube edition, which means self-censored, but it's already gone from Big Evil Goo Tube, as far as I can tell.

Their telling of the story is somewhat inefficient; I'll try to do better. Nessun Dorma was performed live at the end of the RNC. The song was also featured during the "payback" sequence of the 2002 movie Sum of All Fears. In the sequence, the US and Russian Presidents are signing an agreement. Meanwhile, the bad guys--the enemies of both and all--are being killed. The English translation of the song (sung) is in part "At dawn, I will win! I will win! I will win!" (text).

Q posted "Sum of All Fears" a number of times. Juan O Savin is almost certainly part of the Q team.

I was just writing about Phantom Regiment 2008 when I took a break to have a snack and watched Nino's video. Here is PR 1991 Nessun Dorma. This also reminds me of the victorious ending of Star '91.

I'll underscore this all with "We leave you in the love and in the light of the One Infinite Creator. Go forth, therefore, rejoicing in the power and the peace of the One Glorious Infinite Creator."

There is a LOT more to this. Even people on "my side" mock my pro-Q crowd for such comments as the above. They are leaving out a lot of context in part because the context is vast. I'm not going to take the time to argue for Q yet again. I just find today's connection yet more encouragement.

I had a quasi-mystical experience in October of 2020 when I could briefly feel a portion of the emotions from the coming victory. I thought Trump was going to win without (significant) dispute. Of course, he did win, but "the show," as it turned out, was just getting started. I am once again hopeful that the in-the-open crushing of the serpent is about to ensue.

speak of the Devil, and the Devil shall appear

Hours after I had my say about Lifelog ("Facebook"), I came across this Trump quote:

"If you get rid of TikTok, Facebook and Zuckerschmuck will double their business," Trump wrote on Truth Social at the time [March 7, 2024]. "I don't want Facebook, who cheated in the last Election, doing better. They are a true Enemy of the People!"

"Enemy of the people" is clear enough. "Schmuck" is insufficient, but perhaps it's appropriate for the zombie horde.

I am assuming Trump will follow through on the Q promises. Thus, Trump as a symbol is one of the most exciting prospects in hundreds of years if not thousands. I would interpret the Q promises to include smashing millennia of Satanic rule. With that said, I have spent very, very little time listening to Trump, ever. I don't deem it productive.

The Trump quote was from Gateway Pundit via Revolver News. I list Revolver in my news sources. Zuckerberg has some interesting quotes.

regarding the Kamal

That's an intentional misspelling of the creature's name. I was hoping that the bad guys would be forced to keep Dan on the ticket. For years the word as been that the Kamal is even less popular, which is hard to believe. So maybe The Show will get yet more entertaining, and Kamal will get shredded as thoroughly as Dan. Then again, perhaps the DemoNcrats will replace her, too. Q said "Enjoy the show!" The show is not bloodless, but it's better than a major world war. I can either shriek or find the entertainment in it. No matter what, no souls were permanently harmed in the making of this film. Or "All the world is a stage."

DARPA Lifelog ("Facebook")

First I should address my spitting hatred of that literally Yahweh-damned site. I will in a moment. So why do I still have an account? Because maybe I can get some use out of it. Given the epic destruction they have caused, that seems fair.

The WikiPedOia entry has changed somewhat in the last year or so, but they still have "'Pentagon Kills LifeLog Project'. Wired. 4 February 2004" in the DARPA Lifelog entry. In the Facebook entry, "Founded February 4, 2004." Which of these dates is exactly like the other? More to come shortly.

Why the rant today? A few days ago, I posted to Lifelog for the first time in years. Why I did, at least the full reason, is another topic that I may or may not get to. One reason is that I wanted to let people know that I am posting content, just not on THAT Yahweh-damned site.

So I suppose I'm speaking to that audience. I do have "friends" on there. Apparently I have 102. I thought it was higher (138?) at one point. A few friends had their accounts nuked, which is part of my issue, as I'll explain. (I suppose there are other perfectly good reasons why my friend count went down, aside from nukings.)

The next Lifelog points get weirder. Given that I'm speaking to people I knew once, I ask that you give me some credit. It's likely I'm showing various neuroses at this point. Emotionally I'm getting increasingly isolated and frustrated. Mentally, I'd like to think the evidence shows that I'm not slipping relative to high school. That would be an interesting compare and contrast, because some things have changed, although not necessarily for the worse. My public GitHub has a bunch of nicely working code. A lot of it is quirky and not polished, but it largely does what I want, or I wouldn't have given it its own repo. (GitHub was of course taken over by SatanSoft, which needs its own chapter. I suppose once again there is a question of why I use them. For one, if they want to store my code for free, that's nice. Yes, they are using it for AI that only benefits them. Another chapter....) The point being that I show public evidence of logical thinking. I can make a computer do what I want, generally.

I took up the following type of research withing weeks of arriving at USC in 1991. I have put a lot of research and thought into "this stuff" on and off for that whole period.

Before I continue (or start) bashing Lifelog, a relevant aside. Far be it for me to site authority, but Elon Musk is special. As I pinned above, I would like to see him as emperor, and I'm somewhat serious about that. My understanding is that Musk still kicks people off of Twitter / X. In some cases they're suspended for a day and that just calls attention to temporarily-banned users. Thus, there are questions as to what degree X is a "free speech" platform, but I'll leave that aside.

Elon Musk himself has been raining terror on the bad guys since he bought Twitter (if not before). I am stunned at how far Musk goes as he shreds the bad guys' narratives. His Tweet "Looks very slopey ..." is a case in point (3:17 PM [probably ET] Jul 16, 2024). Elon Musk has given a good deal of direct and somewhat indirect backing to much of what I have to say.

Before I continue with Lifelog, I should cite Cathy O'Brien at the Grenada [Granada?] Forum, probably in 1996. Take her testimony and cross it with DC Hammond, "The Greenbaum Speech" (DC Hammond, Hypnosis in MPD: Ritual Abuse, "The Greenbaum Speech." Fourth Annual Eastern Regional Conference on Abuse and Multiple Personality. Alexandria, VA, 1992). In Hammond's speech, you can hear the background noise and applause and Q&A from the audience. That is, I have no doubt that it's for real. Putting them together, it's convincing. Put it together with a number of other items, and it nears certainty. It's certain enough to start seriously questioning the nature of our overlords. For more recent testimony, see Fiona Barnett on SGTReport. O'Brien and Barnett were victims of MK-ULTRA horrific sexual abuse for "purposes" of mind-control. DC Hammond had more and more MK-ULTRA victims come into his practice, as did his colleagues.

Back to Lifelog, I have not read the following in a long time, and I'm not certain I finished it. This is what I've gathered from a number of sources. It fits in perfectly with everything else I've learned about the bad guys: The Zuckerberg Dossier: Mark Zuckerberg is a Fraud Used by the CIA. That article does not use the term "MK-ULTRA," but it's pretty clear that Zuckerberg is pretty much literally a puppet. DARPA Lifelog became "Facebook." It was already running at Harvard. It was already called "Facebook." It took them 11+ years to spring the trap, but then we found out what "Facebook" was all about.

Regarding Lifelog, soon I'll get to Killary Clinton. To be "fair," though, I'll address Bush "Senior" first. For historical context, one of my conclusions is that all of the US Incorporated's wars starting with the Mexican-American War (1846 - '48) are based on Big Lies. Otherwise put, the people who push these wars are probably more evil than you can imagine. Bush "senior" ran up quite the butcher's bill in Gulf War I. That's the external actions. As for slightly behind the scenes, I'll introduce another witness. I've mentioned Jessie Czebotar a number of times in this blog and otherwise on my site. She's been interviewed many times since 2020. I first saw her on Sarah Westall's show. Her interviews are perfectly consistent with her affidavits. In one her affidavits, she swears to seeing Bush Senior doing what Hannibal Lecter does to his psychiatrist in Hannibal: Bush Senior was eating a living child's brain. Yes, given everything I've learned, I believe it and then some.

Killary didn't match the Bush family, but she ran up quite the body count in Syria and Libya. Czebotar says she was next in line after Gloria Vanderbilt Cooper. That is, Hillary was pretty much literally the Wicked Witch of the East. I don't mean a Wiccan. This is what I mean: there are a number of data points to indicate that frazzled.rip is real. It was on Representative Anthony Weiner's laptop. Sidney Powell confirms it to a degree. That video supposedly shows Hillary and Huma eating the face off of a living little girl. Once again, yes, this is consistent with dozens or hundreds of data points.

At this point I'll break my distinction between Lifelog and Big Evil Goo. On or just before November 8, 2020, Dr. Robert Epstein testified before the Senate Judiciary Committee that Goo's manipulation of search results gave Killary between 2.6 million and 10.4 million extra votes in 2016. On a mundane level, that is a massive undisclosed campaign contribution. It is worth noting here that Eric Schmidt left his position as the executive chairman of Alphabet on the same day that Trump issued an executive order on "Blocking the Property of Persons Involved in Serious Human Rights Abuse or Corruption"; this was December 21, 2017. The speculation, with at least some evidence, is that Schmidt is yet another member of the "elite" pedophile club, although I cannot find him (off hand) in Joachim Hagopian's Pedophilia & Empire. Their actions in 2016 were of course just the start of Big Evil Tech's eventually successful attempts at mass murder.

The Satanic, child-torturing bad guys are clearly terrified of Trump. Although it's another large topic, I am fairly sure that the Q Operation is real and ongoing. Any reasons to oppose Trump are dwarfed by the fact that all of the Satanists are terrified of Trump.

Big Evil Tech turned up the "shriek-o-meter" against Trump year by year before 2020. Then they brought out their pom-poms to celebrate the allegedly novel alleged virus, which I call Billuminati Gates' Satanic Crusade. I suspected "Covid" of being a Big Lie on March 28, 2020. I think I won that argument in that I was right. Now it's just a matter of how many get tried and executed for that lie.

On March 12 I ran / cited the nonsensical "Covid" numbers yet again. Just a few hours ago, I came across yet another study indicating a Big Lie.

The major purpose of "Covid" was to defeat Trump. "They wouldn't declare a global pandemic just to defeat Trump." Damned right they would! They did! It was one of the few catastrophes that could claim to defeat him. It tanked the economy, brought in ballot drop boxes in the street, etc.

As for the "vaccine," I'll just cite Steve Kirsch and be done with it, although Elon Musk has chimed in on "my" side, too. The vax kills at least 1 person for every 1,000 shots. Imagine what would happen if 1 / 1,000 meals at a restaurant killed the customer.

In case any of you missed the chapter, all of Big Evil Tech "censored" all of this material, from "Pizza / Pedo Gate" to the "Covid" Big Lie to the vax Big Lie. "Censorship" does not cover it. It's psychological war, economic war, mass murder, treason, etc., etc., etc. I want people at Goo and Lifelog tried and executed. Alternatively, it's about time that they start pointing fingers up the chain. If they want to claim that they were "fooled," they'd better point to who fooled them fast.

To go back to Lifelog specifically, I'll cite two more sources. Someone posted that February 4, 2004 date on 8Chan. Q responded with something to the effect of, "Whoever noticed this, please apply to NSA. That's the sort of analysis we want!" I take that as evidence.

Also, roughly in the last year, if not before, Juan O Savin has told this story of Lifelog. His testimony might be as good as Q's, although I'm reasonably sure Savin is part of the Q Team. Jaun O Savin is another story, though.

a bit more on Fauci

I am nearly certain that Fauci is a member of one or more Satanic societies. RFK Junior's book shows that Fauci has been committing mass murder for decades, back to "AIDS."

So, on one hand, Fauci is a node. On the other, he obviously had vast, global cooperation. Also, he can't be highly ranked enough to act on his own. He's too specialized to be in charge at a higher level. He got a "go" order.

The buck stops with the Rothschilds, as far as I can tell. Billuminati is being very slowly prosecuted for murder in Bombay. (I cite that somewhere around here.) There are at least a few dozen people in the US who need to be tried and executed. That's at the very minimum, although a few dozen executions would send quite a message.

That's only a portion of the Biblical cleanup that needs doing. I address that to some degree in my first post today, and I've "nattered" about it for years on this site.

preface for the day - worldview stuff

As is usually the case, I see room for improvement below, and I could whittle on this endlessly. As I have hopefully explained, though, I literally can't afford to keep polishing. Hopefully I'm close enough to getting my points across. The sections from "the big Trump event" to "Podcast Associate Producer/Partner (New York)" are being posted after 00:25.

the big Trump event

This topic is not productive as most are chewing on it, but I want to say a few things.

Some of this goes in the category of Irri, Daenerys' maid, "It is known." We have known increasingly for years that Trump cannot rely on any agency of the Evil Empire. Duh. So why would he all of a sudden be relying on such? I'm reasonably sure we've seen evidence of both private security and military security for years. I certainly count the military as "an agency," but I also find the claim of a Q faction of the military credible. That is, Trump knows which military units he can trust.

The whole national situation just keeps getting weirder month by month since roughly 2015. Part of this can be measured by Catherine Austin Fitts' "shriek-o-meter." I haven't heard her use that analogy since roughly 2018. (Nor have I heard her interviewed that much. She hasn't done anything to lose her ranking as one of our best. For whatever reason, I just haven't run into her as much.) The meter is the level of shrillness of Big Evil Media and other elements of Big Evil. She said the meter was at record levels in roughly '18. Now it's approaching Biblical proportions. Q told us "Enjoy the show." He talked about prominent actors. He said disinformation is necessary. The bad guys are being driven to actions that cause them more and more damage.

I'm not going to speculate too much on what happened because it's pointless, unless I spent dozens and dozens of hours of research at least, and then I'm not sure I would know much more. My best guess is that the good guys are once again using the techniques of the enemy. I would hope it's clear that I am not one to defer to authority, but there are cases where it's appropriate to at least set a default due to authority.

I'm almost sure that Dr. Jim Fetzer still asserts that Sandy Hook was an exercise and nobody died. (I'm not saying the Trump event was exactly the same.) He wrote a book about it. Then both he and Alex Jones were sued. I remember a journalist who hinted that Fetzer was crazy, but the journalist still said Fetzer was given a bad deal in court. Fetzer went all the way to the US Supreme Court. This is the case that has bankrupted Jones. I suspect they aren't going after Fetzer because 1. They don't want to focus on Fetzer, in part because Fetzer is closer to the target than Jones, and 2. Fetzer is old and would make a sympathetic martyr.

My point being that Fetzer has maintained his position against harsh opposition. I've listened to Fetzer quite a bit. Given all this, if he still says Sandy Hook was an exercise, I'll accept it as fact. My other point is that the bad guys can create fake events and make them stick as fact.

I suspect the good guys are using these same techniques that were used at Sandy Hook. I'm not saying nobody died. Everyone going to a Trump rally has every reason to know that Trump is a target. If you're sitting literally in the potential line of fire, you might die. It's similar with the January 6 folk who got too close to the Capitol. At the exact moment the J6ers were allegedly committing crimes, Trump was over a mile away at the White House speaking to another group of supporters. If you get too close to the Beast, it might bite. Those near Trump were not the ones prosecuted. Someone taking a shot at Trump on January 6 was vaguely possible, but (((they))) did not want Trump to be sympathetic at that moment. Ironically, in that case, being closer to Trump was safer.

Last week, though, it should be fairly clear that being close to Trump (or the public face of Trump) is potentially dangerous. Their January 6 ploy miserably failed. Prosecutions directly against Trump (including for J6) failed. It should be pretty clear that murder was their next option. They rather openly talked about it right up through a week ago.

"The tree of liberty must be refreshed from time to time with the blood of patriots and tyrants." I'm not saying that the murders and prosecutions of J6ers are just. I'm saying that they took a fairly well known risk and have been martyred. Similarly, for the sake of argument, I will go with that notion that Corey Comperatore was a real person and died. I can see how the good guys would let him die because he made the choice to be in the line of fire. Again, he had every reason to know that he was taking a risk. For now, I will assume he is a patriot who died well and contributed to the cause.

So if Corey Comperatore really died (for sake of argument), what does that mean about Trump? I'm going to try not to go down that path. Any of my ideas would be mildly to moderately exotic. I would simply say that things have gotten insanely exotic over these past few years. Exotic makes more sense than mundane at this point.

It appears that all the results will go Trump's way. I am fine with that. That is, if the event was manipulated to a degree, the results will be well worth it. It seems that the event made Trump that much more popular. Once again, the Evil Empire is shown to be somewhere between incompetent and evil. DEI (DIE WHITEY) is in the spotlight. The benefits to Trump are so vast that it's all the more reason I'm almost sure the event is contrived to some degree. That is, the good guys would not risk the real Trump to a bullet being 1mm over.

I am open to what some would call Divine Intervention. I just don't think this is a case of it.

thoughts on certain Trump quotes

On a somewhat similar topic, one can point to a number of Trump quotes that are evil, spanning years up to the last few weeks. My best guess is that these comments are supposed to be grim jokes. It's a stereotype that politicians will say one thing to get elected and then do the opposite. Trump will say things to bring in some Zionists and the vaxxed and a few other groups. As far as I'm concerned, Trump can say literally whatever he wants before the inauguration.

There are numerous indications that the bad guys are genuinely terrified of him. Q warned us of disinformation, psy war, and all sorts of weirdness. Thus, Trump is the opposite of most politicians. He can say whatever he wants. I feel content to ignore his "Satanic verses." It would appear that he will be elected without significant disagreement. Then, relatively quickly, Q's promise will be fulfilled. That is, Trump will say the opposite at times but then take Biblical action against the bad guys.

the Q promises and the implementation

I'll try to sketch the Q promises. Q acknowledged just how bad the situation is. The world is (was) run by Satanists. All of their wars are evil. They eat children alive. Their monetary system has no other mathematical result than to enslave us. I can go on and on. Q heavily implied that there is a worldwide faction of military and others who will solve this problem. "It's going to be Biblical." "God wins."

The goal of the Dan Show ("Biden" "administration") has been to pull the foundations out from Big Evil. (((They))) are ready to fall.

I'm not sure how long it will take after his inauguration, but we will soon see big moves. At least, those who are looking will see big moves. It's hard to say what the zombie horde will see.

There are several indications that the zombie horde "can't handle the truth," as the famous quote goes. In 2016, all polite authority was against Trump, but "the people" voted him in. Q tried to get momentum behind the facts of just how bad the bad guys are, but the message only went so far. Thus, "you can't tell them, you have to show them." That is, in 2020 "the people" were still not ready to call BS in sufficient numbers.

The Dan Show is to show all the truth that "the people" can handle. For example, even if the real Trump wasn't at risk last week, it is absolutely true that (((they))) want him dead. This time, Trump's lead is going to be so overwhelming that I see two major (branches of) possibilities. The most likely is that the bad guys will concede defeat. They are already doing so. My guess is that some research will show that they have never, ever conceded defeat like this before in the case of Trump. A variant scenario is that they try to call the election for Dan again. This time, the response will be dramatic. Maybe the Q faction of the military will finally poke their noses out and call the game over. This time, the military would get enough of "the people" behind them to clean up the mess in a Biblical fashion. Q said "It's going to be Biblical," and the obviousness of that is still to come.

Back to what the zombie horde will see. Simon Parkes has had an ongoing argument with a few of the white hat leaders. For a few years, Parkes was arguing for big revelations, but he's conceded that won't work. "They can't handle the truth," at least not all of it, and not yet. Thus, it's hard to say how much will remain behind the scenes and how much will be dramatic. The results should be dramatic, though. The wars will end, the economy will eventually boom like never before, the birds and angels will sing, etc.

I suppose it's time to wind this down. The point is that last week's event, whatever the event actually was or wasn't, has been yet another blow to the bad guys. As I recall, Chris Cuomo (or his turncoat avatar) even said that it just won Trump the election. I just tried to track down that Cuomo quote, and I can't easily find it. I'm fairly sure that's what I saw, but I'll leave it as an exercise to the reader.

along the same lines, pUkraine and Gaza

Q's statement "Patriots in control" does not mean exactly what it says. The good guys are not playing the bad guys' playbook. The bad guys are pushing pUkraine and Gaza. Perhaps it's more proper to say that their middle management is pushing it. Simon Parkes says that the good guys were surprised at how resilient the remaining tiers have been. The theory is that the top bad guys were removed several years ago. Given that the Dan Show is either unbelievably incompetent or very entertaining, depending on how you look at it, that's evidence that the bad guys are not firmly in control. That's one of many pieces of evidence. If the bad guys were in control, the wars would have gotten much worse years ago. The bad guys are approaching a million dead in those two wars versus billions if things got way out of hand.

The Gazans use the term "martyr," and I suppose that will be true. A few hundred thousand will die such that (((the Beast))) will finally be broken. "Saving Israel for last," Q said. Emily Youcis pointed out that now both the far right and far left hate J---. I don't think the International Criminal Court has gotten this far before. Even if it has, it hasn't been as well publicized. Maybe Turkey, Egypt, or Saudi Arabia will finally do something dramatic. Those "leaders" must be looking worse and worse to "their" people. It looks like something dramatic will happen. Eventually this will destroy the "Modern State of Israel."

As for pUkraine, the success of the psy war against the pUkrainians is stunning. I can't believe the J-- president has remained in power this long. How has the pUke army not staged a coup yet? My best understanding is that the pUkes have open internet to this day. Apparently they haven't used it very well. One point being that I have trouble being sympathetic.

Some headlines on Rense ask why Russia hasn't finished this yet. Then again, the Rense folk are generally anti-Q. That is, they don't believe Q's promises are going to be fulfilled. In any event, there are several reasons. Russia continues to gain ground on the world stage. Russia is trying not to destroy Kiev or Odessa. Bakhmut was destroyed, but I would hope most people had left by then. Presumably the pUke people are running out of running room. Russia doesn't want to destroy cities, and they don't want large civilian casualties. Another reason is that Dan the Actor ("Biden" / BidAn) can't get any credit. It's another case of a million people dying to prevent billions of deaths.

now I've seen everything, nth edition - weird CL ad

I'm tempted to answer this in a relatively serious manner. The format of the show could be that I can accuse him of all sorts of things, and he can answer the charges.

another ad draft / discussion / scratch pad / long form

live from KSFO, episode 4

I stopped watching / listening around 9:55 PT / 04:55 UTC / 00:55 ET. I was watching for 30 - 45 minutes. It was quite a show. I saw roughly my 5th go-around. I now understand that there can be a significant delay between visual and audio--sometimes the audio comes very roughly 15 seconds after the video. Usually the delay is much less. Perhaps one day I'll try to figure out what the delay is.

In any event, with this go-around, the previous landing on 28R had not exited the runway when the next landing was too close. In a previous entry, I mentioned that I was surprised by the go-around. Now I realize I have to adjust for the possibility of delay. As I think about it, that's somewhat backwards. The surprise comes because by the time I hear the go-around order, the first plane is rolling off the runway. If I were watching more carefully, I would see the problem because the visual shows the problem, and the audio delay is not relevant. Again, the surprise is because I'm not paying enough attention visually.

It's disturbing watching two planes landing on both 28L and 28R. FlightRadar doesn't show a scale, and I haven't looked it up elsewhere to try to figure out just how close the planes are, but they are sometimes very close.

Tonight's tower controller was the lady I mentioned weeks ago. I've heard her a handful of times since then. Tonight she seemed 70% as happy as the first time. She wasn't being playful, but she seemed to be having a good evening into night. (FR24 shows sunset and the 3 twilight marker / terminator curves, so I can see evening and night. Whatever "evening" is.)

history of "Israel" deliberately targeting civilians

"Why Israel Deliberately Targets Civilians," GDF [Goo Tube] channel, October 14, 2023. This was posted a week after the latest slaughter began. The body count has gone way up since. That's what J--- do. I watched this several days ago, so parts are already fading from memory, but I'm pretty sure he doesn't answer "Why?" He demonstrates that killing civilians is explicit policy. He cites their own official statements.

more nattering on what Satanism means

I've discussed "Why?" in some detail below and scattered around my site. (((They))) are a combination of consciously Satanic and ultra-racists in the Satanic sense, even if the Satanism isn't conscious. Satanic in the sense of the negative path of ascension and employing the calculus of evil. I've used that term before, but I should keep whittling on it:

Satanism, or the negative path of ascension, has an objective scoring system. The highest score is something to the effect of getting billions of people to eagerly torture themselves slowly to death. Blowing civilians into bits and pieces is actually very crude by this standard. I take it, though, that in third density, shredding people is good enough. Earth is currently third density, and our bodies are such. I'm reasonably sure that J--- are Group Soul Yahweh, but that doesn't mean they are descendants of Jacob (Israel) or even Abraham. Group Soul Yahweh are the native souls of Earth. The native souls of Earth are third density souls.

It would be lovely to organize these ideas from the ground up. One day.

Getting billions of people to eagerly inject pharmakeia gave them huge evil brownie points. Yet more points for those who died quickly and yet more for those who died slowly. That may have been their biggest score in history. They maximize points when the victim is most willing. Bombing people involves a tiny degree of free will, but nothing close to running out to get blood clot shots.

case in point: "I'm so excited!"

It took me too long to find it, but, somewhat surprisingly, the video is still out there, and now I have all the metadata. This girl is "So excited!" to get her first vax.

Perhaps unfortunately, she seems healthy enough, still. Maybe that sentiment is cruel of me, but I keep getting more pissed off that there isn't a global chant for Fauci's execution, where that is only the tip of the necessary payback and cleanup.

Obviously various batches of the "vax" were very different. As best I remember, the analysis is that 5% - 10% of the batch numbers accounted for 80% of the deaths.

I suppose it gets them brownie points simply to have pretty girls putting such energy into promotion. It gets them many more points if that video got others killed, which is very possible. I mean who wouldn't go running out to die because she's "So excited!"?

Dr. Paul Alexander continued

I've tracked back Dr. Alexander's calls for executions as far back as October 4, 2022. At some point I'll have to figure out how far back such comments go. Note that Dr. Alexander was on Trump's "Coronavirus" Task Force. "HANG Them HIGH! Fauci, Francis Collins, Farrar, Birx, Baric, Daszak..."

The Other Side NDE outro music

It's Skyline by The Redactions (formerly A-Dub Cosmonauts), 2022, on the Akashic Records label. Official Akashic video on GooTube. User @ThoughtWave64 published the lyrics "1 year ago" and then others revised it. It would appear that this link puts that comment at the top.

For more keywords, this is the song at the end of videos on "The Other Side NDE" Goo Tube channel. Big Evil Goo Assistant found it when I played it into the phone from the end of a video. Assistant wanted to listen for another minute or so, but when I gave it silence it finally decided to find it.

Nurse Hadley Vlahos - more detail

I mentioned Nurse Hadley a few weeks ago, but she needs an HTML h4 section. :) Note that she has dozens of Goo Tube "shorts" in addition to a handful of longer videos. I'm considering entering her as a candidate for Empress-Goddess. (Stephenie Meyer of Twilight is a candidate.)

In all of those videos, I only saw 2 vague references to "Covid." I'm nearly certain I never saw her wearing a mask. That's a good start. Given that she was a hospice nurse during the peak of that psy war, she doesn't have to directly weigh in on it. She just has to avoid promoting it.

On a similar point, her short on "Why Did You Hate Working in the Hospital?" is pretty scathing of standard operating procedure. I of course like people who poke at Big Evil Pharmakeia-"Health" Care.

Her "End-of-Life Visions: Proof of an Afterlife or Hallucinations?" was well-done. With that said, I didn't spend the mental power to try to poke holes in it because I agree with her.

She has one of the purest jobs I can think of. Pure in the sense that I can't find obvious paths by which the job is tainted by the usual Satanic calculus of evil. Her patients are people who have stopped dealing with the usual malice of Big Evil "Health." They use morphine which has been used for at least 7,000 years (opium). Perhaps amazingly, "It is available as a generic medication," meaning the patent expired 6,980 years ago (ok, maybe 151 - 173 years ago).

I elaborate a bit below, but I'm convinced that our bodies in this space-time are not meant to last beyond a certain point. It's appropriate at some point to give it up, especially given the literally torturous methods of Big Evil.

I suppose I can't resist at least a few more comments. I assume Vlahos is her soon-to-be-ex husband. I was very saddened to hear that she is getting divorced as of "3 months ago" (Goo Tube's time). I assumed Vlahos was Spanish, but Goo says it's Greek, and Mr. Vlahos is very white. Also, her first child she had at 19 years old (almost certainly out of wedlock) is very white.

a tangent on lifespan - and some important witnesses

Based on Ra's confirmation and explanation of the relevant Biblical passage, these 3rd density Earth-human bodies are not meant to last past a certain lifespan.

I rather doubt that the Bad Guys work too hard on life extension even for themselves. They are absolutely certain we reincarnate, and, with a few exceptions, they follow those rules. David Rockefeller, Kissinger, Prince Phillip and others add a handful of decades with adrenochrome and the "Sublime Royal Secret." I suppose they are trying to live long enough to see the rest of us totally crushed. But I doubt they are working very hard on longer extension.

"SUBLIME PRINCE OF THE ROYAL SECRET" is a section / Degree / chapter 32 (XXXII) in Albert Pike's infamous Morals and Dogma. It looks like that is the formal title of a 32nd degree Mason. Bill Schnoebelen revealed that the "sublime, royal secret" is that sodomy of young boys extends life.

I remembered Schnoebelen as a 3 hour lecture, but it's 2:25:38 at the Prophecy Club. That video was listed at the same time on BeforeItsNews with Jessie Czebotar's Patriot Underground interview #2. They were listed in November, 2022, on BeforeItsNews. That's the interview where Czebotar says that a few of the Satanists can heal broken bones in minutes.

I'm going to add more keywords to Schnoebelen because I keep misplacing him in my mind. He was a Druid (I think) and New Ager and Satanist and (maybe) Illuminati. I described (in my mind and web searches) the church where he gives the lecture as "evangelical," which is probably true. I'll list 1992, 1993, 1994, 1995, 1996, 1997, and 1998. I don't think it was before or after that. He mentions Bill Clinton as "president," and there were other relatively precise date indicators. I can't find the date off hand.

more Big Evil Media

I was overhearing a Big Evil Media true crime documentary and started getting hooked. Perhaps I was hooked because I was delaying another task. The other task got done, however. I'm not sure how much I'll talk about here, though.

Big Evil Media is telling the story of the disappearance of Cari Farver in Omaha in 2012. Spoiler alert! They are telling the story of one murder. How useful. Now we might have some idea of the signs in the very improbable event that a white former girlfriend (or some such) kills someone.

Where are the shows telling us about the murders of a hundred million people in the 20th Century? Oh, wait, that would be murders by the owners of Big Evil Media and Big Evil Everything.

How many have been killed in Gaza since October 7? 100,000? More? Are they even trying to keep count when the Evil Empire US Inc. is allowing it? Perhaps we should have continuous coverage of that until the killing stops.

To take the case of Farver, I'm not trying to bash police. The context of their jobs is really messed up. That is, they are in a Satanic system. I'll try not to go on about that.

It is of course my contention that governments are occupying armies that cause an utter disaster for the occupied people. To take this case, it took years for police to even start to figure out that Farver hadn't voluntarily vanished. They took the line that an adult has a right to vanish. But she was arguably abandoning her minor son (Max), which is by their laws a crime to investigate.

I could as always go on, but I wanted to note that. I'm feeling stupid for spending so much time listening and then watching that.

Al Jazeera (English language): The Night Won't End: Biden's War on Gaza, Fault Lines documentary, 2024/06/21.

It is appropriate to use Goo Tube's servers to watch this. There are no commercials. This is the Al Jazeera site link.

PedOia has an entry on the murder ("killing") of a 6-year-old girl named Hind Rajab, six of her family members, and two paramedics who were blown to pieces trying to get to her. The documentary went over that sequence in detail. At 34:39, Rajab's 15-year-old (female) cousin Layan Hamadeh is on the phone with the Red Crescent. You can hear the Synagogue of Satan's tank open fire at her with a machine gun. Layan starts screaming, and then she's silent because she is dead. I can't remember if it was the same call, but at some point Hind picked up the phone. She was the only one still alive in the car. The Red Crescent had to seek permission from the Satanists to send a well-marked ambulance with emergency lights and such. It took hours to get permission, and the Crescent was given an exact route to follow. The ambulance had its emergency lights on. As it approached Hind, you can sort of hear the explosion that totally destroyed the ambulance and mostly destroyed the two paramedics' bodies. You can only sort of hear it because the phone was likely destroyed in milliseconds from an enormous explosion. The experts determined it was a Synagogue anti-tank weapon. The noise is at 41:13. That's the most horrifically memorable sequence in the film. Obviously the rest isn't any more cheerful.

I am not certain how many hours of audio experts had, but I got the impression that they have enough that they can identify the audio signatures only of Satanic weapons and absolutely no AK-47 or other Hamas fire. In other words, the Army of Satan was just riding around killing whoever moved with no threat to themselves. Hind was in a tiny Kia Picanto, which is about the same size as a Soul if not smaller. The PedOia says "335 rounds" were shot through the car. I'm going to try to disengage and not identify the caliber. From the video, I would guess at 30 caliber. The holes are big but probably not big enough for 50 caliber.

PedOia, somewhat surprisingly has this to say about the Nakba:

The Nakba (Arabic: ... an-Nakba, lit. 'the catastrophe') is the ethnic cleansing of Palestinians through their violent displacement and dispossession of land, property, and belongings, along with the destruction of their society and the suppression of their culture, identity, political rights, and national aspirations. The term is used to describe the events of the 1948 Palestine war in Mandatory Palestine as well as the ongoing persecution and displacement of Palestinians by Israel. As a whole, it covers the fracturing of Palestinian society and the long-running rejection of the right of return for Palestinian refugees and their descendants....

around 750,000 people, were expelled from their homes or made to flee through various violent means...

Revelation 3:9: "Behold, I will make them of the synagogue of Satan, which say they are Jews, and are not, but do lie; behold, I will make them to come and worship before thy feet, and to know that I have loved thee." That is one of many pieces of evidence that the "Modern State of Israel" has a dubious claim to Biblical Jacob / Israel. The Gazans likely have a much better claim through Abraham if not Jacob. Not to mention the Gazans / Palestinians / Judeans lived there continuously for at least 3,000 years. Also see the Balfour Declaration and the "Star of David" in the Rothschild family crest. "Israel" is simply yet another Rothschild property with a more obvious land grant as opposed to ownership through several layers of shells.

Emily Youcis and Isabel Peralta

I just discovered Emily Youcis. Here she is in early 2021 reporting on Isabel Peralta. Peralta is an 18 year old Spanish lady who named the J-- at a Spanish nationalist rally on February 20 (or 21), 2021. She gave a Nazi Salute. I'm going to try not to look up to what extent that has another name, other than Sieg Heil ("hail victory"). Ok, I noted that PedOia has an entry, and I'll try to leave it at that.

The event was organised by the Juventud Patriota, a nationalist organisation that openly fights against the liberal left and opposes modern and progressive national values.

Residents looked on as the march travelled through the city centre to commemorate the role of the Blue Division in World War II, a battalion of Spanish volunteers and Franco supporters that worked under Adolf Hitler.

The march was organised to pay tribute to the 78th anniversary of the battle of Krasny Bor, one of the main battles that the Blue Division participated in.

‐‐ "18-year-old influencer is Spain's new face of the far-right racism after viral march in Madrid" by James Warren, The Olive Press, 25 Feb, 2021 @ 20:00 [probably UTC].

The (((Powers that Be))) went after Peralta, of course. Her parents had already kicked her out of the house. I am also going to try not to look up what happened to her.

Yesterday, Rebecca / Blonde in the Belly of the Beast posted an interview with Youcis. I sent that to a friend, who informed me he'd sent me the above video of Youcis in September, 2022. (I've been increasingly distracted for years.) I haven't watched that interview yet. I only got 27 seconds in when "name the J--" was mentioned in a positive context. I'll try to watch it soon.

I wonder why Rebecca restarted her Goo Tube channel. She was active elsewhere, including her show Beauty and the Beta with Matt Christiansen as the beta male. I think it's still running, although I've only watched a tiny bit of it. I'm almost sure she was suspended from Goo along with everyone else who mattered. I wonder if that interview will stay on Goo Tube.

yet another Muslim-on-German rape case, made possible by J---, and certain people's commentary on such

I will qualify "Muslim." I spent quite a bit of time with a Muslim friend over the course of a summer decades ago. Mostly for his sake, I will qualify the statement. For shorthand, though, it is at least a loosely correct descriptor. The perpetrators are not genetically German, and I am reasonably sure they "identify as" Muslim. Also, I don't know of any Muslim groups that spend time condemning such orcs. Otherwise put, I don't think anyone disputes they are Muslims. (That doesn't much such groups don't exist, but I am skeptical that they do. I am reasonably sure I would have heard about them.)

The source I cite for reference is more or less random. I'm just looking for a reference point. "The 10 accused had been charged with raping the girl during a two-and-a-half-hour ordeal on the night of September 19, 2020." This was in Hamburg, either at "Hamburg City Park" or a city park in Hamburg.

Out of 10, I believe one was acquitted and 8 got no prison time. The 10th got some prison time. Meanwhile, a German woman who insulted one of the orcs spent at least a weekend in jail and was probably fined and who knows what else. I've know for ~15 years this is happening in Germany, but I learned of this particular case through a recent video.

I'm not going to name the author and presenter of the video. A mention here may make him more or less popular, but I'll lean on the side of not mentioning him in any event. He's too annoying; that's the point I'm going to make.

People like him will talk about the "Unspeakable Outrage" of the case, but, overall, he's inconsistent. Ayn Rand said that given two consistent arguments, the most reasonable (life-giving) will win. However, given an evil argument versus an inconsistent argument, the evil one will win. That is part of the problem we're up against: certain people won't be consistent.

Ryan Faulk once equated the case in favor of the Nazis to rolling a 10,000 pound boulder up a big hill by hand. That boulder is getting lighter, and it's time that *certain people* start pushing the damn boulder rather than being inconsistent. Of course, Q tried several times to lighten the boulder, and it remained stubbornly heavy.

My case for the Nazis is strewn about this site and needs to be unified one day. This is is the Information Age, though. Now that you know to look, please go look if you want. Let's just say that Hitler's Big Lie concept applies. Hitler was talking about the technique of (((the enemy))), and his enemy is our enemy. The (((enemy))) makes outrageous lies and then spends tens of trillions to make them BIG.

There were no homicidal gas chambers. There were not millions killed in concentration camps. Tens of thousands, and perhaps a few 100k, died due to disease despite the Germans' best efforts. When (((they))) whine and complain about their hair being shaved and having their clothes taken, they are leaving out the context. Typhus is carried by lice which live in hair, and there was a serious typhus epidemic, especially in the J----- "community." Their clothes were taken to honest-to-goodness gas chambers that could barely fit one human, and then their clothes were returned after being deloused. Germany had far better reasons for concentration camps than the US Inc did when they concentrated the Japanese-American population. Obviously there is more to the argument, but one thing at a time.

I just found a few more nuggets, though:

Historian David Dorado Romo told NPR in 2006 in researching his book "Ringside Seat to a Revolution" he discovered that U.S. officials at the Santa Fe Bridge in El Paso, Texas, continued to delouse and spray the clothes of Mexicans crossing into the U.S. with Zyklon B — a cyanide-based pesticide invented in Germany in the 1920s.

Also, there were gas chambers at Ellis Island.

Setting up a scenario where an exponentially increasing number of Germans are raped by brown males awards lots of Satanic brownie points. Collecting such points is what Satanists do. I'm nearly certain the Rothschilds are explicitly Satanic. Perhaps some of their underlings are in fact J----- by blood but atheists. In that case, they are J----- ultra-supremacists and ultra-racists who believe any woman not belonging to their group is a lower being to be horribly sexually abused. The earliest codification of the scenario that I know of is the Kalergi Plan in 1925. I refer to WikiPedOia because I find it amusing that they feel the need to have an entry so that they can debunk it. I'm fairly sure the Protocols of the Learned Elders of Zion mention this, too, and they are a few decades older.

As an example of the Information Age, with a few minutes I found that Cleon Peterson is the demon-in-training whose black-on-white rape images were "displayed" at the Eiffel Tower in September, 2016. The same images are on Edmond De Rothschild's sailboat / catamaran (?). If you dig a bit more you'll find videos and photos with a full view of the white women being attacked.

The point is that the Nazis saw this coming. That's why they came to be. That's why they fought so hard and what they fought so hard against.

*Certain people* will speak of "outrage" but not the context going back decades, centuries, and millennia. Condemning the "German" courts without supporting the Nazis is inconsistent and will get us all killed if it continues.

There is top-down evil pushing this, and a bunch of German traitors who gleefully implement it. I consider government to be evil in concept. Cory Doctorow (if he ever found out) would probably not appreciate my comparison, but I consider the Nazis to be an ad hoc committee who did their best to save their people (who are genetically my people to a large degree). Even as governments go, the current "German" one is heading in the direction of as bad is it can get. They are genociding their people. They are effectively an occupying army, but that army is out of uniform and not following any laws of war. Thus, they lose any protection of (legitimate) law, or they are outlawed, or terrorists.

Ad hoc committee in this context comes from Down and Out in the Magic Kingdom. Down is part of my Anarchist Canon. That link goes to a legal copy of the whole book. Last I checked (many years ago), Doctorow's books are under a Creative Commons license.

when / why I'm motivated to write here

I'm writing this at 21:07, after sunset and as it's starting to get truly dark. Even for a native Georgian, it was hot out there, and I got stuck in the direct sun for longer than I would have liked. (That's another story.) I got stuck in a parking lot. I was barefoot, of course. This parking lot seems to have been very well built such that it hasn't needed resurfacing in a while, so it's more gray / white than it is black. I would guess that my radiating heat outward had a greater effect than the vaguely hot pavement.

I mention this because I was tired when I got back here. I got in bed for a while. There are a number of activities that I perhaps should be doing, but that I don't feel energetic enough to do. I've realized, though, that I can get myself motivated to write here. Perhaps this is a good thing, or it will be a good thing eventually.

Hopefully this is similar to my run where I wrote a few 10,000s of lines of public source code in the repository site that shall not be named. That kept me relatively happy and sane and somewhat productive in a tech context.

If I could make a bit over minimum wage writing something similar to this blog and site, I'd consider it. I enjoy this, and I probably need to do anything that will keep my mood up.

The point being that if I am not feeling up to anything else, but I can write here, I should probably write here.

interesting bumper sticker

Recently I sighted a very interesting bumper sticker. I was about to leave the owner a note, and then he showed up. Interesting conversation. Yet another vax dissident. In fact, he's a refugee from Big Evil Blue Land. Also recently, I had another long discussion with another vax dissident. So there is hope.

Michael Ellner, April 10, 1949 – February 26, 2018

I just came across this quote by Ellner: "Everything is backwards. Everything is upside-down. Doctors destroy health, lawyers destroy justice, universities destroy knowledge, governments destroy freedom, the major media destroy information, and religion destroys spirituality." This is one of his "remembrances" or an obituary outside of a newspaper.

It seems his "official" training was most likely in hypnotherapy, but he was an AIDS "dissident." I'll come back to that. I'm trying to figure out how early that quote is. I think I've traced to earlier than 2014, and it may be decades older. I should probably stop looking, although the quote would be more impressive the earlier it is. I've been saying something very close to that for 10 - 15 years, but it's nice to see from a recognized activist. Again, if he came up with it decades ago, it would be more impressive.

As I've written previously, RFK Junior's Fauci book makes the argument that HIV is fake. Luc Montagnier, who thought he discovered an HIV-AIDS correlation, had changed his mind within 6 years from '84 to '90. It sounds like Eller was on that same path.

Ellner has an entry in the "Encyclopedia of American Loons." I hoped that guy who wrote that and mocked Ellner is dead from the "Covid" "vaccine," but apparently not. He was writing 2 days ago. I think (((they))) are up to shot #10. Maybe that will kill the "Loon" author. As with many people, the "Loon" author is hideously dangerous at best and a mass-murdering Satanist at worst.

Anyhow, Ellner seemed worth mentioning and remembering.

Kate Wand in full daylight using a selfie phone cam

I've only seen her "filming" (recording) inside (probably) with a tripod-mounted camera roughly 4 - 6 feet away. She is stunning in the daylight video, which was right at summer solstice, so, depending on the time of day, that was more-or-less as bright as the sun will get in the northern hemisphere. (One can probably figure out the time of day from the shadows, but I will do my best not to do that.) On a 23" (full) screen in 1080, there is some compression distortion, but using the default view, around 12 - 14" out of 23", that works fine in 1080.

I'm neutral on the content of the video. It was somewhat interesting. As for the longer view: despite enjoying looking at her under any filming conditions, I haven't watched all that much Wand. I take it she is largely on my side. In this video, she explains that her family is to a degree fleeing Canada for more freedom in ... Mexico? I can vaguely see that, and I'm sure they thought hard about it. It's not where I would be looking, but I wish them well.

live from (K)SFO, episode 3

I didn't call episode 1 "live from SFO," but I was listening to SFO, so I'll name this episode 3. I hope I have my numbering right. There will probably be more entries. The reference time for this entry is about 6/21 22:45 ET or 19:45 PT (SFO), or 6/22 02:45 UTC. In some cases, though, I'm talking about what I've seen and heard over the last few weeks.

The shocker today / tonight is that runway 28L is in use. (I've watched and listend a number of times without making entries.) I've never seen it in use before. I have no idea why. When 28L was not in use, the instructions were usually "turn left at Echo, hold short of 28L, and contact ground on (whatever frequency)." Then, more recently, it was "turn left at Echo, cross 28L, and contact ground..." I'm also not sure why that change.

Several days ago the crosswind across the 01 runways was something like 27 gusting to 38 from 290. I think that was mph and not knots, but I don't remember. The 28 runways are 284 degrees (magnetic), so that wasn't a big problem. The 01 runways were not in operation, and neither was 28L. So there were something like 20 planes piled up at one point. Otherwise put, there was only 1 runway in use for both takeoff and landing.

I've seen another goaround and the immediate evidence of a 3rd. I think I saw a 4th, too, but I'm not sure. The "evidence" was when I clicked on a plane and realized it had already made a tight circuit to the southwest of KSFO and then to the left and back around for 28R. The controller also says "welcome back."

I saw a helicopter coming from the south and going to a hospital in downtown SF. That was an interesting interaction. I missed parts of it, though. I think for most of the time the copter was "flight following." Perhaps they only needed specific clearance once to get across the airport itself, but I wasn't paying enough attention to be sure. The interaction ended with "radar service terminated" moments before the copter landed and turned its transponder off.

As of my reference time, planes are both taking off and landing on both 28s within moments of each other. I've seen one of the 01s active within moments, but there isn't enough traffic that all 4 runways have had traffic close to each other.

I haven't heard any female controllers again. There are 2 - 3 guys. I'm sure there have been 2 voices and perhaps 3. I'm still sticking with the tower and haven't wandered off in a while.

When I saw that second go-around, I wasn't sure what caused it, and I don't think the controller called it. Any number of things might have caused it. On recordings, I've heard the controller ask for the reason for the go-around, but I haven't heard that live.

During the reference time (20-ish minutes ago), I saw a Cessna Citation use a small portion of 28L to take off. I had heard of such takeoffs but never seen one.

I did see a propeller-driven small plane land at KATL a few weeks ago. I wonder what that was about. I didn't note the exact type. So far, I haven't gotten into geeking out on specific makes and models. I'll try to avoid that.

I'll probably cut this off soon. There are other fish to fry.

Cyrillic alphabet (and on to odd topic branches)

Months ago I went on a quest to try to determine the origin of a video clip from pUkraine or Russia. Whether it was pUke or Russian was part of what I was trying to determine.

I had to identify a particular Cyrillic letter that was on the screen. I believe I tracked down the letter and then the city, but now I don't even remember where it was. I'll come back to that.

In any event, I read that the USSR removed letters from the alphabet. Note to self to see if those have made a comeback. Either way, see if there is a UNICODE. It might be fun to use those as a symbol.

While I'm at it, speaking of pro-Russian symbols, I should mention again that the favicon for my site is the international maritime signal flag for Z, which is what the Russian Army puts on many of the vehicles during the Russian Three Spring Housecleaning Operation of 2022 - ongoing. I read recently that someone in Europe or Canada was either prosecuted for fired or both for using that symbol.

In case it's not obvious, pro-Russian symbols are in opposition to Soviet symbols. The Soviet Union was not pro-Russian, to put it mildly. Right now, Russia and pUkraine have their symbols reversed, of course. The notion that Azov Battalion is Nazi is absurd. Azov is following a J----- President, a J defense minister, and a J agenda against the Ukrainian people. I will grant Russia, though, that it was brilliant to get the ADL to declare Azov to be good Nazis. It's worth it to use backwards symbolism if the good guys crush (((them))) in the next few months. I think they are going to be crushed. The big question is whom to various parties claim is President (of the US) this upcoming January 21 (or January 20 at noon ET).

The video was of a pretty high school girl quickly breaking down / reassembling a rifle, presumably as a school assignment on school grounds. I'm not going to find it because I don't want to go down that rabbit hole again. The records of that quest are likely on another hard drive (SSD).

While I was at it, I came across a video of the Russian equivalent of ROTC students who were roughly 10 - 12. There were 15 - 20 students. All but 2 - 3 were white Russian. The others looked to be (Subcontinent) Indian. The Indians were likely members of the same family, although I don't remember looking at resemblance. I wonder what the story was with those non-bio-Russian students and how common that is. I'll try to resist looking up Russia's demography, although I should know that.

In any event, the non (bio) Russians were wearing the uniform and respecting the flag. If there isn't an invasion-level event, I suppose that is a symbol of diversity in its positive sense. Europe, Canada, and the US are suffering from invasion-level events, of course.

I never finished explaining why I like the Emberverse, and I'll try not to finish that now, but I will branch from the above. The army of Montival was diverse in its most positive sense. The various nations were dramatically diverse in terms of religion and culture. Their armies and militias specialized in different types of warfare. That was a great benefit and a great challenge for High King Artos (Rudi Mackenzie). The genius of the Battle of Horse Heaven Hills is how he used the various specialties to decisively defeat the enemy.

David Duke explains that white nationalists are the advocates of true diversity. The (((enemy))) wants a brown conglomeration, which is of course the very definition of the "genocide" of distinct whites.

"You are approved[.]"

I recently got a text that said precisely that. I won't get into the exact context, but by a once removed path it involved government. In this case, I am NOT directly dealing with those imps or orcs. The immediate person involved hopefully rates only at the imp or orc level, as opposed to demon or devil.

It's grimly funny that variants of "approval" come up only with the bad guys.

pinned item reshuffle

I'm moving the UnJected site pin to a new page for previously pinned stuff, which is in turn pinned at the top. It looks like they now ask for an affidavit rather than sending one to a doctor. Funny that's the third mention of affidavits in a few days on this page. It may have occurred to them that people who avoid vaxxes also avoid doctors. So that's a start. On the other hand, I don't remember a price last time. It seems to have gone way up. It's a reasonable price if the site is for real, but not something I can mess with now. As it's rolled around in my head, I wonder whether it's any better than any other forum. I can only know from experimenting. Perhaps one day.

Also, I'm going from Musk for Emperor-God to Musk for emperor and Archbishop Vigano as Pope. More below.

Archbishop Vigano

This is the last Vigano message I read that is consistent with what I've read for several years (a speech given by Archbishop Carlo Maria Viganò to the Catholic Resistance conference in Poland on May 31, 2024). It seems that at least one Twitter account specifically says it's not him. His real account may be in Latin.

If Vigano became Pope, I might become Catholic.

It appears that, coincidentally, hours before I'm motivated to mention him, Vigano has been charged with "schism" by the Catholic Church. I may have to add a category. I have previously said that one has not accomplished anything in life until 1. Condemned by the ADL (such as Andrew Torba of Gab or Blonde in the Belly of the Beast), or 2. Had US sanctions imposed upon them (Russian FM Lavrov). I'd have to pick a date after which schism charges add one to the list. Vigano counts in any event. On the other hand, I'm on Joan of Arc's side. It only took them 489 years to make her a saint.

"In 1139, then Archbishop Malachy went to Rome from Ireland to give an account of his affairs. While there he received a strange vision about the future that included the name of every pope, 112 in all from his time, who would rule until the end of time." The current anti-Pope Francis I is the last one. I'm not sure it will be the end of time so much as the end of the Catholic Church. Good riddance. If the vision isn't true, though, I have some hope of Vigano becoming Pope.

Yeah, it looks like the "schism" charges were announced in the last day or two.

my epic and successful jury excusal request

Despite NetBeans' complaints, "excusal" is the word. In fact, the Oxford Languages entry that comes up first on Big Evil Goo says, "(typically in legal contexts) the action or fact of excusing or being excused. '[H]e harbored views that would prevent or substantially impair the performance of his duties so as to support his excusal for cause.'" That's fitting.

I crack myself up. To a degree, I enjoyed reading my own work. Unfortunately, I'm not any better off than 2 years ago, but I am in better mental and emotional shape, and I have more hope.

There is a small chance I might have saved someone from the ravages of the Satanic Royal Colony. My online record was already too clear by then, though. I would have been very unlikely to get through voir dire, as I argue in my email. They probably don't want anyone who knows the term voir dire. I probably couldn't have lied well enough if I wanted to, and it would be just like them to call a mistrial and prosecute me for perjury.

It seems I didn't point out the timestamp of 12:43am. Also, the hyperlinks were not in the original.

I got another 11 or so emails from Amazon job recruiters just after that. I addressed that situation in my tech blog at the time, I believe.

I should add that I am forced to have car insurance via one of their many hooks that amount to slavery. And, yes, I am aware of the straw man and that "driving" is different than "traveling," "citizens" are different from "inhabitants," etc. Years ago, I wasn't willing to take on that quest. Now we have a much more obvious basis to dissolve the state between "Covid" and the treason of stealing the election.

I went looking for a link to the Constitution of the Royal Colony of Georgia. I came up with a reference to Secretary of State Raffensperger. I highly suspect that a search of the NSA database would find that he's a Satanist, traitor, being bribed, and a few other things. Perhaps he'll receive justice in the next year.

Circe

The following was my response to a singles ad. I would imagine some trad(itional) women find "barefoot, pregnant, and in the kitchen" to be the good life. That notion has some appeal to me (from the man's point of view). I don't appear to be in any position to have children, though, although that could change quickly.

The recipient identified with Circe, so she would likely find the above phrase an insult. In every portrayal of Circe I can find, she's barefoot. She's "kick ass" in that she turns her enemies into animals or monsters. Circe does not necessarily have the best judgment on "enemies," though, so I suppose that should be cautionary regarding this woman. Aeaea was Circe's island where Odysseus encountered her.

A barefoot goddess is a good start. It's ironic that barefoot, pregnant, and in the kitchen is on one side and kick-ass Circe is on the other.

This system says we used to be 1,940 miles apart, which almost certainly means you were in Los Angeles at some point. I've seen other instances when the system does not change its geo IP. You list New York, which likely means you moved there since creating your account.

Did you go to New York City? That seems like the frying pan into the fire, or perhaps vice versa. As a native speaker of ancient Greek, you'll understand when I say that Hochul aspires to pharmakeia in the worst sense by all definitions. Circe was arguably a practitioner of pharmakeia. I don't suppose you went to battle Hochul? Scylla's fate would be apt for Hochul. She could serve as a warning to others in New York Harbor.

I'm not expecting you to keep Aeaea for 3,000 years, but LA and New York seem out of character for Circe.

Hopefully that gives us basis for discussion.

Star of Indiana 1991, Roman Images - Star's one win at DCI

A quick search shows I haven't mentioned that one yet. For quite a few years (roughly 2006 - 2016) I named this as my favorite drum corps show ever. I didn't see it in it's DCI incarnation, but I saw it once as Brass Theater with the Canadian Brass in 1994 in Winston-Salem, NC. It was on a basket-sports-ball court. I was in the front row, so sound distortion probably wasn't as bad as further away.

I can't decide on a favorite anymore. I also won't start listing candidates, or I'll be here all night.

Christians' original symbol was the fish. I tend to agree with the notion that the symbol of a horrible death is less appropriate, no matter what the implications of the death were. With that said, that show counts as Christian (religious) art. At the end, the double cross first leaning left and then leaning right were quite the images. I took a quick look to see if I could find a good picture of those final color guard flags, but no luck.

I was inspired to watch parts of that after Megan's recounting of her meeting with Jesus.

Megan Brown's NDE (posted after 01:41)

"Atheist Dies Of Kidney Failure; Encounters Jesus In Heaven During Powerful NDE," Megan Brown, 2024/06/15, 27:24.

That was intense. Early on it involves yet another stupid doctor, so it had my attention. The doctor says something to the effect of "I raised you from 2mg to 4mg of morphine. I think you're drug seeking." He had decided there was nothing wrong with her and was going to discharge her. Spirit spoke to her and told her she'd better make a scene, or she was going to die, so she fired that doctor, and another one eventually showed up. The second doctor realized she'd gained 43 pounds of fluid and pointed immediately to her kidneys (creatinine levels).

I think she was saying she was raped at age 20, got pregnant, and aborted the baby. In yet another instance of "censorship," the channel's editors feel they need to edit those details or Goo Tube will kick them off. Goo Tube knows damn well how old I am, and they should know in their infinite AI wisdom whether I'm going to be driven to suicide or violence by a few words. There is Big Evil and then there is annoying, stupid pettiness. Damn them. They're not afraid of being put on trial for mass murder, but they delete a few words. (Or the editors feel a need to delete a few words.)

I think the timeline is that she was raped and had an abortion at age 20, the NDE was when she was 38, and she's 55 now. I'm not saying this is vitally important. I'm trying to help everyone with details while I remember them.

When she refers to Judaism and the Star of David, I'm not going to get bent out of shape until (and if) I read her book. She doesn't know to be careful with her terms. Some J--- practice Talmudism, some Satanism, and some are ultra-racist atheists. Presumably there was a practice in the Old Testament that may have some value.

I would be curious to know how she identifies the Star of David. I've dealt with the Rothschilds' symbol in enough detail already. There may well be a truly holy origin that they have perverted. Actually, that's likely to very likely.

She mentioned "Goddess," implying a capital G. That was interesting. I wonder if she identifies that entity any more completely in her book (details below). She also had interactions with the Prophet Muhammad, several Hindu gods, at least one Native American god, etc. I'm reasonably sure she met Yahweh and not the One Infinite Creator.

Her book is A Catalyst: My Five Days in Heaven, November 11, 2022. There is a Kindle edition but doesn't appear to be an Audible edition.

When she mentioned the nurse at the end, I thought of @NurseHadley and found this short. Nurse Hadley would probably fully believe that Megan had just met Jesus.

US Congresswoman Jeannette Rankin

I just had a thought a while ago wondering if anyone voted against war with Japan. The answer is yes, precisely one. She was both a "committed pacifist" and a Republican elected from Montana.

"Jeannette Rankin, the first woman elected to Congress and a dedicated lifelong pacifist, casts the sole Congressional vote against the U.S. declaration of war on Japan. She was the only member of Congress to vote against U.S. involvement in both World Wars..." (History.com / History Channel. Home / This Day in History / December 8 / Jeannette Rankin casts sole vote against WWII)

WikiP says she was one of 50 votes against the First Global War of Communist Expansion, as opposed to the only vote against the Second. Continuing from the History.com article:

Rankin, however, believed that Roosevelt deliberately provoked the Japanese to attack because he wanted to bring the U.S. into the European war against Germany; she was determined not to cooperate with the president’s plan. After a 40-minute debate on the floor of the House, a roll call vote began. When her turn came, Rankin stood and said, "As a woman, I can’t go to war and I refuse to send anyone else."

Rankin was vilified in the [J----- communist] press, accused of disloyalty [to (((their agenda)))], and called "Japanette Rankin," among other impolite names. She stood her ground, however, and never apologized for her vote.... She continued to be an active advocate for pacifism, and led a campaign against the Vietnam War in 1968 when she was 87 years old.

probably mostly Bill's Crusade rants

and now for something somewhat different - the Swaruu family

This is in a different category from most of my topics. The notion that Satanists largely rule earth has vast evidence. The danger of the "Covid" "vaccine" has much more evidence because there is simple math involved.

With this topic, I am speculating. I'm not asking anyone to dig into this. Even if it's true, I'm not sure how dense the information is. I'm not sure how important it is. Also, the information is between unprovable and extremely hard to prove. Also also (sic), I was introduced to this a few months ago, and I've spent 2 - 3 hours at most listening to the information. That's a brand new topic relative to other stuff. With all that said, it's interesting, and I'm entering it into my mental data banks as perhaps true and something to consider.

I said "Swaruu family," but I am not sure if they are a family, a clan, something in between, or not quite any of the above. I am usually listening to Mari Swaruu. Remember that I've only listened to a bit, so I'm extrapolating to a degree. The short version is that Mari claims to be one of the much ballyhooed Pleiadians, non-Earth human-ish. Based on the lore and what she has said, that would make her 4th density positive. The Pleiadians are said to be very attractive and northern-European-looking. From Mari's pictures, they fit the bill. I understand that both the pictures and the voices are not direct photos and voice. That is, they are both run through computers. My best understanding is that she can't present direct data because it might contain characteristics that are solid evidence that she's not Earth human. That would likely be a violation of free will or the Prime Directive or agreements among the various parties.

Specifically, Mari says she's from the Tagyetan, by which she may mean 19 Tauri B, the smaller and dimmer yellow star near the larger, much brighter one. Only an hour ago did I learn that Tagyeta is the Earth-human name for the star. That is, that's what Stellarium and WikiP call it.

As an aside, it's interesting that Tagyeta is a double star. The WikiP says "For the Heinlein novel, see Double Star." I recently listened to Double Star after reading it once or twice decades ago. Spoiler alert: the story is about an actor who stands in for a prominent politician and then for all intents and purposes becomes the politician. I wonder how much of that is going on right now. Q said "What makes for a great movie? Great actors." I have looked for Ben Fulford's commentary on John Barron, and I can't find it. I did find WikiP's take on John Barron interesting, though. I'll reserve any judgment on Trump, but I'm nearly certain that BidAn is the Acting President or Dan the Actor. I simply wanted to find Fulford's source. He mentioned an article from the 80s in which a reporter mentions that he's never quite sure when he's talking to Barron or Trump. He may have even been confused in-person. Perhaps that info is in the WikiP's footnotes.

This is Mari's main channel. I decided to write about this, however, after listening to a video on a related channel. In that video, two other Swaruus address negativity. They tell the story of a guru who taught his flock not to recognize negativity. (I assume this is an Earth-human story.) One of the guru's flock broke her leg, and she was crawling around asking for help. The flock thought it was a test to avoid negativity, so they avoided the issue, and the woman eventually died.

Similarly, the Swaruus paraphrase "Speak softly and carry a big stick." I think they said "Speak kindly." They specifically recommend carrying a gun.

The following is quite the extrapolation on my part, although I hope it is correct. I suspect that total non-violence is a late 4th density positive or early 5th lesson. Trying to implement it in a 3rd density body may just get one horribly killed. Those in third density bodies are welcome to try, of course.

commentary from the carry a gun comment

I'm going to take this as some encouragement towards my fantasy of "kill them all and let God sort them out." The Children of Yahweh, like the citizens of the Naked Empire, can't conceive of ultra-villain evil. I would hope that their lesson is to get the message and then "kill them all."

This reminds me of this story:

Five female cyclists fought off a male cougar in the Pacific Northwest wilderness for 45 minutes, KUOW reports.

The cyclists from the Recycled Cycles Racing team battled the cougar to protect their friend, Keri Bergere, who was being mauled in Washington state on February 17, 2024.

Five women cyclists in their 50s to 60s had embarked on a ride at the Tokul Creek trail, east of Seattle....

‐ ‐ Rebecca Rommen, Women cyclists used a $6,000 bike to fight off a cougar who was mauling their friend. Mar 17, 2024, 10:44 AM EDT. Business Insider

If a black man had bitten and clung to her, the other four would have bent to one knee and started worshiping him. I'm surprised they brought themselves to fight a cute kitty.

Comparing (((them))) to a cougar is an insult to cougars. I was about to insult Komodo dragons, but WikiP says "Komodo dragons do not wait for prey to die and track it at a distance, as vipers do; observations of them hunting ... reveal that they kill prey in less than half an hour."

Given that we're talking about followers of the metaphorical snake, perhaps vipers are appropriate. Zombifying parasites are close. Catherine Austin Fitts refers to the "tapeworm economy."

This is a problem. It's hard to find analogies of how evil (((they))) are. Super-villains are puny.

The point being that I hope even the Royal Colony of Washington libtard subjects soon come to recognize that a predator has bitten them, and then they start bashing the predator with metaphorical $6,000 bicycles.

Dr. Paul Alexander calls for trials and executions

Dr. Alexander was on the "Covid" task force with Fauci (ultra-villain) and Dr. Scott Atlas (good guy). In an article dated either the 3rd or 4th (2 days ago or yesterday), he went far enough. He ends the following. I don't know if this is his usual writing style.

Age cannot protect them, retirement cannot protect them! they will answer legally…they must!

these f[***]ers, IMO, build as many gallows as possible, as me for rope and wood, I will donate money….and drag each and every CDC, NIH, FDA, NIAID, HHS, Health Canada etc., each health official….who made deadly COVID policy….every vaccine maker CEO like Bourla, Bancel, Sahin etc., all mRNA inventors like Malone, Weissman etc. of the mRNA, and try them in proper courts so they can have fair hearings, and if we find they did no wrong, were just morons and inept and had no malice, were just money fame hungry whores, then we celebrate them, but if we find they were reckless, dangerous, malicious, deliberate, and harmed people, caused deaths, we hang each and every one of these f[***]ers, and IMO have a firing squad on the Rose Garden lawn of the White House and invite the legacy media each day to witness carrying out the judge and jury orders, only what judges and juries and courts say….we put them to death day by day and many legacy media folk from CNN etc. would have gone through trials too and if judges found them guilty, like Wen, Gupta, Cuomo, Hotez etc., and say they must face death penalty as they costed lives, that their actions killed people or contributed to their deaths, then we impose the death penalty…no one must escape and this is why we need Trump.

an MD, Annette Bosworth, starts dragging herself in the direction of Dr. Alexander

The following are the BitChute entries and thus not the originals. I assume the written commentary is not original, either. I'm not motivated enough to find the originals (exercise for the reader). Dr. Bosworth is reviewing a paper by Steve Kirsch and Dr. McCullough and others. (In full: M. Nathaniel Mead, Stephanie Seneff, Russ Wolfinger, Jessica Rose, Kris Denhaerynck, Steve Kirsch, Peter A. McCullough.) Kirsch's reference to the retraction, linked above, is dated Feb 19, 2024. Bosworth also references the retraction in her shorter video I link below. She sticks with the good guys.

• Bosworth: earlier, longer video. She gets to the point fairly quickly. "First published [on BitChute] at 12:12 UTC on February 26th, 2024."
• Bosworth: second video about the paper's retraction. "First published at 06:33 UTC on February 27th, 2024."

Bosworth is starting to get angry and feels she was lied to. She admitted that her followers have been bugging her about the vax since the vax came out. At 26:52 she's talking about an Army retired colonel and MD who warned her, but she didn't listen. Referring to her younger self, she was thinking something very close to "They would never be that evil."

on (((their))) evil

(((They))) of course are always that evil. That is their conscious mission spanning many lifetimes. They are members of various Satanic (or other negative entity) religious sects that literally do evil for a living and for their souls' progression over many "livings." It is progression in that both the positive and negative paths eventually lead to the same place. There is only One Infinite Creator. You, me, and the Satanists are part of the One. In this here and now, though, I would like to see them dead.

For the moment, I am not into forgiving my enemy. Wanting them dead is not at all stooping to their level. They got nearly hundred million people directly killed by their "own" "governments" outside of war from 1917 - 1976. The WikiPedOia only goes to 20 million for the Cultural Revolution. I've seen much higher numbers. I'll stick with mine between China and Russia.

In Mein Kampf, Hitler cites 30 million killed by Soviet J--- before July, 1925, when he published. Those numbers kept going up. The Holodomor was years later. Given the tens or hundreds of trillions (((they))) have spent demonizing Nazis, I'm inclined to accept Hitler's number. I would imagine there are other sources of such numbers, too.

Russia furnishes the most terrible example of such a slavery. In that country the J[--] killed or starved thirty millions of the people, in a bout of savage fanaticism and partly by the employment of inhuman torture. And he did this so that a gang of J[-----] literati and financial bandits should dominate over a great people.

If you don't want to go with Hillary's off-the-charts, ultra-villain evil just with her own hands (or teeth), go a bit further for sworn testimony of Bush senior's acts.

They eat the faces off of living little girls. That's from Hillary's Frazzledrip video, on Anthony Weiner's hard drive, labeled "insurance." NYPD seized it when Weiner was sexting a 15 year old. Sidney Powell gave indirect evidence to that: she confirmed that the word is that the NYPD officers who saw the video threw up. I believe most of them are now dead from "suicide" (Arkancide) or perhaps legitimate suicide. When they realized that a more-or-less woman who was almost President does that sort of thing, they may actually have killed themselves. (I have not tried to watch Frazzledrip.)

Bush senior "cut the top of the skull off the first child and using a different tool that was kind of like a melon baller, served pieces of his brain slowly so the child knew he was being eaten alive." I'll refer to the sworn evidence for that just below.

Jessie Czebotar's affidavits

To start my references, I'll start with Jessie Czebotar interviewed by Sarah Westall on or just before October 8, 2020. Czebotar has kept at the interviews for years. As usual, see BitChute. I assume Big Evil J-- Tube "censors" her. I take it that Czebotar has gotten more and more explicit in her interviews. They add credibility to her affidavits. I have not read the "brains" affidavit. Add it to the endless list of things that I literally cannot afford to do in that I'm barely keeping myself fed and housed, perhaps because I can't stop posting about these things.

13-year Congressman Bill Dannemeyer on J----- supremacy

Your U.S. government can now legally kill Christians for the "crime" of worshipping Jesus Christ! .... On March 5, 1991, in the House of Representatives, and March 7, 1991, in the U.S. Senate, without any knowledge of, or input by, the people of the United States, U.S. Senators and Congressmen passed a law ... that ... forces the American people to be bound by a set of monstrous rules, called the Noahide Laws, rules that make the belief in Jesus Christ a crime punishable by decapitation by guillotine!
NOW THE GOVERNMENT CAN LEGALLY KILL CHRISTIANS, by Bill Dannemeyer (husband of Dr. Lorraine Day), U.S. Congressman, 1979-1992.

He goes on in some detail citing the Talmud, which is the true J----- "holy" book. Enslaving and killing goy is quite specifically allowed.

Florida grand jury

The formal name is the Twenty-Second Statewide Grand Jury. The second report was submitted May 21, 2024. I never saw a mention of the first report. I believe it came out in February (4 months ago).

I read the article below, not the report. It seems they are heading in the right direction. I'm not sure when they end, and I'm not sure if they are charged with returning indictments.

• 2nd interim report itself
• an article on such

H.R.6090 - Antisemitism Awareness Act of 2023

The above link shows the "progress" of the bill. It doesn't look like the Senate has done much. Surprisingly, even a search of Big Evil Goo showed that the gig evil J-- press ("mainstream") was mostly against the bill.

The Bill serves as a useful list of what's true. At some point, I might make it a point to violate all the points.

In part, the Bill would definitions of antisemitism by the International Holocaust Remembrance Alliance law.

SEC. 4. Definitions.

For purposes of this Act, the term "definition of antisemitism"—

(1) means the definition of antisemitism adopted on May 26, 2016, by the IHRA, of which the United States is a member, which definition has been adopted by the Department of State; and

(2) includes the “[c]ontemporary examples of antisemitism” identified in the IHRA definition.

Pulling from IHRA:

On 26 May 2016, the Plenary in Bucharest decided to:

Adopt the following non-legally binding working definition of antisemitism:

"Antisemitism is a certain perception of Jews, which may be expressed as hatred toward Jews. Rhetorical and physical manifestations of antisemitism are directed toward Jewish or non-Jewish individuals and/or their property, toward Jewish community institutions and religious facilities."

To guide IHRA in its work, the following examples may serve as illustrations:

Manifestations might include the targeting of the state of Israel, conceived as a Jewish collectivity. However, criticism of Israel similar to that leveled against any other country cannot be regarded as antisemitic. Antisemitism frequently charges Jews with conspiring to harm humanity, and it is often used to blame Jews for “why things go wrong.” It is expressed in speech, writing, visual forms and action, and employs sinister stereotypes and negative character traits.

Contemporary examples of antisemitism in public life, the media, schools, the workplace, and in the religious sphere could, taking into account the overall context, include, but are not limited to:

• Calling for, aiding, or justifying the killing or harming of Jews in the name of a radical ideology or an extremist view of religion.
• Making mendacious, dehumanizing, demonizing, or stereotypical allegations about Jews as such or the power of Jews as collective — such as, especially but not exclusively, the myth about a world Jewish conspiracy or of Jews controlling the media, economy, government or other societal institutions.
• Accusing Jews as a people of being responsible for real or imagined wrongdoing committed by a single Jewish person or group, or even for acts committed by non-Jews.
• Denying the fact, scope, mechanisms (e.g. gas chambers) or intentionality of the genocide of the Jewish people at the hands of National Socialist Germany and its supporters and accomplices during World War II (the Holocaust).
• Accusing the Jews as a people, or Israel as a state, of inventing or exaggerating the Holocaust.
• Accusing Jewish citizens of being more loyal to Israel, or to the alleged priorities of Jews worldwide, than to the interests of their own nations.
• Denying the Jewish people their right to self-determination, e.g., by claiming that the existence of a State of Israel is a racist endeavor.
• Applying double standards by requiring of it a behavior not expected or demanded of any other democratic nation.
• Using the symbols and images associated with classic antisemitism (e.g., claims of Jews killing Jesus or blood libel) to characterize Israel or Israelis.
• Drawing comparisons of contemporary Israeli policy to that of the Nazis.
• Holding Jews collectively responsible for actions of the state of Israel.

Antisemitic acts are criminal when they are so defined by law (for example, denial of the Holocaust or distribution of antisemitic materials in some countries).

Criminal acts are antisemitic when the targets of attacks, whether they are people or property – such as buildings, schools, places of worship and cemeteries – are selected because they are, or are perceived to be, Jewish or linked to Jews.

Antisemitic discrimination is the denial to Jews of opportunities or services available to others and is illegal in many countries.

Sounds like a confession to me. They came up with "stochastic terrorism." I mentioned that a few days ago. How far would they like to take that?

SIDS / SADS

40 years later, a mother finally realizes that vaccines killed her son. @toobaffled 2024/05/25 2:19am (probably EDT) - He or she seems to have dozens and hundreds of such posts.

Bukele more or less spells it out

President Bukele of El Salvador at CPAC, 2024/02/22. If the government can "print" money, why do they need to collect taxes?

I would annotate that a bit, but he's getting close.

Gab not-yet-followup (posting after 19:49)

I got at least a small flurry of activity on my Gab post, as evidenced by notifications coming from my desktop Firefox. I got diverted last night, though. Then, this afternoon, I did my usual routine of launching myself out of this place with a catapult. I want to clear an email right now, then I should probably see what Gab has to say.

aviation and the red pill (same as above)

From one of my usual correspondents: "With all of your commentary and fascination with ATC, you might start getting some aviation readers on your blog some day." I have to laugh at that, but not quite out loud. For one, I haven't gone to much trouble to attract Big Evil Goo. For another, they may not "like" me. I suppose I should be looking into this, but I can't bring myself to care right now. All this reminds me of a more important story.

Here is a path-to-the-redpill story. Person Codename Otter was fascinated with Second War of Great Communist Expansion equipment--tanks and aircraft and such. He would later become an engineer, so he was fascinated with German equipment as an engineer. He couldn't reconcile such great machines versus the Nazis being the most evil people ever.

He hadn't had a TV for years, then he turned one on in the early 90s. He saw the miscegenation propaganda (DIE (diversity inclusion and equity) WHITEY) on MTV and elsewhere. He came to see that the executives' last names in all media credits were the same people calling the Nazis the most evil people ever. Then he started figuring a few things out.

The immediate connection is that it would be funny for av enthusiasts to come here and get redpilled. Then again, I'm not sure this site is actually set up to redpill random people. It's one of those things I'd need a small budget or small relief from expenses to worry about.

Dionysian religions (posting a stub after 19:52)

I mentioned this a few weeks ago. I was not consciously making the connection at the time, but I should give credit to Heinlein's Stranger in a Strange Land for my latest exposure to the idea.

Gab Linux group post - slightly longer version

There are two partially redundant versions below.

This is (more or less) my introduction to the group. I started using Sun OS UNIX a few weeks before the first release of Linux (1991). I saw Linux run in 1993, but it unfortunately took me until 2004 to start running it. Then my percentage use between LUX and SatanSoft kept rising until I ditched Satan's OS (SOS) in 2014. I've used Ubuntu for years.

I'll mention my software dev / Linux sysadmin apprenticeship offer here. You'll find details linked from my home page in about 2 clicks.

Unfortunately, posting here will probably not be my thing for the foreseeable future. My goal is to seek people at the intersection of Gab and Linux. I need to find virtual and then physical community, even if the physical starts out as roommates (community of 2). Otherwise put, I need to build my (people) network. I need to be careful of geeking out on Linux (and a bunch of other things) until I find that community.

I chatter and rant away on my website at some length. I'd imagine some will find it interesting.

In part, this is my introduction to the group. I believe I posted a reply once, but not a top-level post.

I started using UNIX a few weeks before the first release of Linux (1991). I saw Linux run in 1993, but it unfortunately took me until 2004 to start running it. Then my percentage use between LUX and SatanSoft kept rising until I ditched Satan's OS (SOS) in 2014. I've used Ubuntu for years.

There was a recent meme here that SOS is [dung]. Its quality or lack thereof is way down the list of my cares. The fact that Billumanti Gates is making a bid for the highest body count in the history of the world is much more relevant. I want to see SatanSoft and a bunch of other companies totally destroyed, and I may get my wish in the next few years.

more pilot stories of ATC and related stuff (posting after 23:33)

These conversations were over 10 years ago, so the pilots in question can remain anonymous. I remember one pilot complaining about ATC generally. He was a private pilot who did his best to avoid ATC entirely. He was complaining about needing to talk to 5 controllers just to leave Chattanooga, presumably heading towards an uncontrolled airport well north of Atlanta.

He was also once given a phone number to call, which is the pilot's equivalent of being sent to the principal. (Harrison Ford got a phone number once.) A flight going into KATL claimed my acquaintance was too high and in KATL's airspace. My acquaintance challenged ATC to replay the tapes. I think ATC sided with my acquaintance in the end.

I also heard second-hand of this acquaintance's run in with New York City controllers. My acquaintance was repeating stuff back in his slow, Southern drawl, and the NYC controllers were having none of it. I don't remember the details, but this is in response to my current friend's comment that NYC controllers can get "cranky." I don't think my acquaintance ever went back that way when he was the only pilot. This also goes to my first entry today: the Northeast is apparently a different beast from most of the country.

I haven't listened much to NYC controllers. I've heard some of the compilations of Kennedy Steve. I also saw Captain Joe's interview with Steve right around the time Steve retired (2 - 3 years ago). That was kinda fun.

In response to my friend, I'm pretty sure FR24 has almost all private planes now, after the ADS-B apocalyptic requirement of 2020. They usually do not have military, though. It seems that I sometimes see military.

A few days ago in the wilderness of central Florida, I saw a (an almost certainly unmanned) balloon at around 61,000 feet on FR24. There was a Big Evil Goo Project called Loon, to provide internet via balloon, and my first searches indicated that the balloon was theirs. But that project went defunct in 2021. I saw mention that it was a military weather balloon. I never figured it out.

KATL before May 11 - thunderstorms (posting after 23:16)

A friend commented that in the days before May 11, KATL must have been quite a show due to thunderstorms. I didn't hear any of that on LiveATC, but I did see it on FlightRadar24. It's kinda a funny story.

Sometimes I watch FlightRadar24 at random times. In this case, I was watching planes take off into the west from Hartsfield (KATL). I kept watching them, and they never turned sharply south, even if they were headed for Florida. I saw one plane fly to or near Montgomery, AL. That's about 130 miles southwest of when they'd usually turn.

Several planes were doing this, and there were other oddities. I was scratching my head. I thought FlightRadar might be broken in some way. I tried a number of things on FR to crosscheck. Then it finally occurred to me to check AviationWeather. Then I realized there were thunderstorms and a huge area of south Georgia that was walled off. I'd never seen that sort of distortion before. A long lines of planes were flying south of the Georgia-Florida border towards Jacksonville. Some of them might have been diverting there, or maybe it was being used as a waypoint to re-route them (in the air) from there. I didn't drill down on the details. It was time to take my walk and stop straining my eyes reading my phone. Sometimes I can stop the geekery.

funny ATC story - "Smooth ride" (posting 23:06)

This is probably not on the web (yet). I'll just say that I heard it via a reliable path. This was in 2020, give or take a year or two (maybe 2021, probably not 2022 or 2019). I think it was on the East Coast. When a controller passes a plane off to the next controller, they often say "g'night" or "g'day" very quickly. I mentioned that recently an SFO tower controller was saying "au revoir" to Air France and "adios" to Avianca and such.

In hindsight, the controller signing off with the pilot in my story was simply wishing the pilot a "smooth ride." That is, she signed off with "smooth ride" rather than "g'day." The story was that is was with a sexy voice. I'd imagine it was like the SFO controller when she was happy, before she took over ground. Her comment led, however, to a few moments of confusion. The pilot thought that she was either asking for a weather report or telling him that was the weather. Rather than moving on to the next controller, there was an exchange or two to clarify.

I just thought it was interesting enough in context to add.

a grimly funny ATC exchange (posted 22:54)

I might have spared everyone the clutter of this particular ATC exchange. The reason I'm adding it to my blog is that I sent it to a friend via email. He had some commentary, and I realized I should add commentary. If something doesn't have to be private, I try to add it here. I managed not to the first time, but can't seem to resist the second time. Obviously I'm conflicted on this "policy."

I don't really like the title, but I'll use what's there: "Pilot pissed off the controller. Runway incursion. REAL ATC" (12:25). The description is "9 MAY 2022. A Cirrus SR-22, registration N...., performing flight from Norwood Memorial Airport (KOWD) to Hickory Regional Airport (KHKY). Being on apron pilot had troubles with receiving clearance and after that the airplane deviated from ATC instructions made a runway incursion." I removed the N tail number because I don't want yet another record on the web. The pilot must be horrified as it is.

Someone in the comments realized that the pilot was trying to program his nav system directly from the IFR clearance. That was his basic problem. Put another way, the strong recommendation is to write down the clearance by hand on paper, repeat it back, and then process it.

Almost Captain Morgan shows us how it's done. The controller is very hard to understand due to audio quality as much as the phraseology. At the very end he must say something like "readback correct."

That comment made an impression on me. All of the pilot's problems start with that one failure. Then he just gets more and more flustered. He probably should have given up and waited a few hours to calm down.

The comments also said that he made his destination, almost certainly without further incident. The various flight tracking services have records of such things, and the audience has his tail number.

This pilot almost certainly hasn't flown much in the Northeast. My understanding is that the airspace is so dense that it's a very different experience than most of the country. It's possible he's never had to deal with such a complex series of instructions, even though he may have vast experience in some ways.

Again, I tend to think he should have given up early in that process and consulted someone, or hired an instructor or something. However, I thought it was important to point out that his problems started with the simple mistake of not writing the clearance down.

Myself and many people in the comments assumed the controller is a black woman. Then a commenter said that he'd met the controller who is male. Once I heard this and listened again carefully, I could hear that the controller is male. I mention this to clarify the "he" below, because you'll probably hear the audio as a female controller.

To elaborate a bit, the pilot was trying to program the clearance directly, and he was probably getting (at least) the start of it right. The problem was that his nav system expands the instructions to additional waypoints and such. That is, the basic clearance has a lot more data implicitly built into it. The nav system was unpacking that additional data. Thus, the pilot would repeat stuff back that was likely correct in terms of his flightpath, but it wasn't a procedurally correct readback of precisely what he was given. For that matter, the controller probably wasn't thinking about this; it didn't occur to the controller that the readback may have been correct but with further detail. It's possible the controller doesn't even know those additional waypoints and such, although maybe he would if he thought about it. I'm not faulting the controller. I'm not sure how much thought it would have taken for him to realize what was going on.

Big Evil Goo Tube channels and reincarnation

I'm not sure if I've mentioned Mr. Ballen, or John B. Allen. He was a Navy SEAL until roughly 2018. He's in his early-to-mid 30s now. I mention this for further ID. I've enjoyed his channel and spinoff channels. He's usually journalistic in the sense that he's telling true stories. I was happy with the way he treated Dr. Eugene Mallove. He didn't call him crazy. Ballen makes a decent case that Mallove's death had nothing to do with free energy. Mallove had told his tale; I doubt he was doing much additional damage to the bad guys. It seems their motivation to kill him would have passed some time earlier.

Some of his episodes are so messed up that they are compelling just for the "I can't believe that" factor. He also comes close to some truly important issues. I'm struggling as I write this to decide whether to classify him as fluff. I'll just say he's enjoyable.

The Bedtime Stories channel has recently been incorporated into Ballen Studios. I've watched (listened to) a perhaps too-high percentage of Ballen stuff, so I'm going through Bedtime Stories.

I don't find Bedtime Stories as good as Ballen, even though Bedtime is in theory closer to stuff I've historically found interesting. I suppose it's entertaining enough.

Bedtime Stories "Renascence" (reincarnation) episode was excellent, however. The Pollock parents getting their girls back brought me to tears (Hexham, England, 1958). Without digging at it for now, I'm provisionally willing to go with precisely that explanation.

I got excited when Bedtime said Dr. Jim B. Tucker was at UGA. I think, though, that they got UGA and UVA confused. Bedtime said that in 75% of Tucker's studies, he could identify the / a past life. I'd heard of James Leininger before, but not the other two stories, and I didn't realize Leininger was in part brought to public attention by Tucker, nor had I heard of Tucker.

Ra said that reincarnation was deliberately removed from Christianity. I'm not going to go look it up, and I don't remember how specific Ra was. As I best I remember, the implication was that it was removed decades or perhaps centuries after Christ's death.

On that point, I wonder how much money and other influence the bad guys spend steering science away from reincarnation. Then again, for various reasons, maybe they don't have to. On one hand, if it was given enough research, it seems the answer would be definitive. On the other, that might be a violation of free will, so Lucifer and / or his replacements have to muddy the waters. As Ra said, third density is not a density of knowing. That both makes sense and is very frustrating. I'll add it to the long list of frustrations with this incarnation.

a bit on ATC Live and such - the contrasts on this blog

My handful of readers--I do have a handful of quasi-consistent readers--may note quite a contrast in my posts. I go from rants about very serious issues to nattering about air traffic controllers. I've wanted to rant about (((them))) for quite a while. The ongoing "Covid" disaster pushed me to the point that I don't have anything to lose. I've committed to "political incorrectness" to put it mildly.

I would like to plot (((their))) defeat for a large portion of the night. Right now, though, I can't sustain ranting either financially, emotionally, or energetically. I'm damn sure not getting paid for it, and I have not solved the basic problem of income (in the generic English sense of "income," not the sense of capital gain or interest or such). Thus, I can't spend to much time on ranting. I would hope that some of my writing shows that if I were paid a bit, I could put out much better work because I could focus. A few hundred "dollars" a month would go a long way. Trading for housing would go a very long way.

On that point, I spend a lot of time trying to keep myself calm and move towards a positive attitude. It's fun to watch and listen to ATC. I need a ratio of fun to stay sane.

If I were to romanticize, I'd say I was listening to the goddess of the sky protecting air travelers. I'm almost jealous of her job. She's working a night job that is critically important. I don't think I could stomach working for the Evil Empire, though, and I don't think I'd want the responsibility of that job. Given that Q heavily implied that NSA had been liberated by the good guys, I give some thought to applying to NSA.

Also, aircraft tech is 60 years behind where it should be. Air travel may be safest in terms of person-miles traveled, but a vehicle that must maintain 150mph (at the bare minimum) and has quite a few moving parts is fundamentally dangerous. I'd rather help bring in anti-gravity rather than shepherd obsolete tech.

With that said, I can appreciate the wonder that so many hundreds of tons (and zillions of joules) manage to fly around so safely and routinely. The tech may be obsolete, but it's certainly a wonder as of 121 years ago.

more ATC and aircraft tech stuff / specifics

The Atlanta departure controller would also sometimes say "delete speed restriction." By the time they get to departure, they are usually past the 200 knot restriction within 3 nautical miles of an airport. The next restriction is 250 knots below 10,000 feet; that's the one the departure controller is talking about. ATC can waive ("delete") the restriction, though.

On Flight Radar 24, I saw two diversions in the last few days. I've never seen one of those before. One was ATL to GSP (Greenville / Spartanburg, SC). It can back to ATL. The other was going to MIA and diverted to West Palm Beach. I have not searched these. I suspect that one or both were mentioned.

Sunday evening (May 19, 2024) at around 8pm EDT (Atlanta / New York), I saw the House of "Orange Pride" KLM 777 descending towards ATL. It was 15,000 feet up and roughly 12 lateral miles away, but it was distinctly orange and BIG. I thought the orange was an effect of the setting sun until I found the plane on FR24. As for the lateral mileage, when I'm slightly richer I could figure that out. I can find the STAR (standard terminal arrival route) or just see the same route again and figure out the lateral distance.

a fantasy of what the House of Orange could become (and the horror of what it is)

The current King Willem-Alexander was a pilot for KLM (Royal [House of Orange] Aviation Company). I don't think he pilots now that he is king, but I could be wrong.

A Big Evil Goo search "Willem-Alexander site:pedoempire.org" (without the quotes) seems to indicate what I suspected: "Chapter 36: Netherlands – The Pedophile Kingdom and Sodom and Gomorrah of the Modern World" (July 13, 2020). The King is mentioned several times.

So is there any hope for the Crown Princess Catharina-Amalia? Especially considering that she's a partially inbred noblewoman, she's pretty.

Her fictitious self under another name and possible with a different birth year was a main character in Neal Stephenson's Termination Shock. Stephenson has turned to the Dark Side, however. The novel was entertaining enough that I carried it through, but I haven't checked to see if his next novel is out. I'll try to resist.

The fantasy is that Catharina sides with the white hats, stages a coup, declares herself Purifier of the West, and starts ordering hits on various organizations and people. She could then rightfully declare herself High Queen of the West, the Andals, the First Men, and Numenor.

My fantasy reminds me of a scene in Braveheart. Wallace says something very close to "If you would just lead them, they would follow you, and so would I." He's talking to Robert the Bruce. It's also the appeal of the Return of the King of Gondor.

I would follow someone like that. It'd be like the return of Joan of Arc except with a wider scope.

Joan of Arc

On that point, I tend to think Joan was inspired by some higher being. I wonder if the importance of Joan's mission was that France (eventually) have its own nuclear weapons. France successfully tested a bomb in 1960. The WikiP says, "Since then France has developed and maintained its own nuclear deterrent, one intended to defend France even if the United States refused to risk its own cities by assisting Western Europe in a nuclear war."

Bernard Shaw's Saint Joan, most certainly including the very long introductory material, was a great read. I saw it performed at Agnes Scott U. around '96 - '98. It was very well done, as I recall. The Audible version is 3:15 but very specifically says "abridged." Crud. They probably took out the introductory material which was roughly as long as the play itself, as I recall. (An Amazon review says 31% in the book and is complaining about that length. The introduction was as good as the play.)

Back to France's weapons, I didn't realize that France took until 1960 to get a bomb. By then, (((they))) had decided that a further Soviet kinetic invasion was less interesting than psy war. I have some impression that the Soviet Union had taken back some degree of control from (((them))), because the region / state had been sucked dry. The USSR had gone way past the optimum point of the calculus of evil. The parasites were worming their way yet further into the West.

Given that 1960 date, I may have to rethink my theory. Has a vaguely independent France done any net good since Joan contributed something towards its independence? Obviously it hasn't been at all independent for decades. It's galloping towards genocide of the French like every other Western country is galloping towards genocide of all whites.

live from KSFO continued (posted 03:46am)

The Bay Area has generally gone full Satanist, but not much is going on at KATL at 3am Atlanta time, so I listen to KSFO. I have fond memories of flying out of KSFO in 2000. I can't remember when I figured out the 2 X 2 crossing runway system. I may have been able to see it as I drove to the airport. I then figured out that all 4 runways were in use. That was somewhat disturbing. It's interesting to watch the details of that in action 23+ years later. [Added moments after the first post: ] Actually, when I've been watching, it's been 3 active runways. 01L and 01R for domestic takeoff, and 28R for Asian-bound takeoff and all landings.

Also, at one point KSFO was the default for the FlightGear flight simulator, and I tended to stick with the default. I sim flew in and out of there quite a bit, years ago (2011 - 2013 or some such).

Early Thursday morning my time, the controller with the nice voice became both tower and ground at roughly 12:01am PT. She may have gotten on a different headset. Her tone changed in at least two senses. It sounded like a different microphone, and I suspect the added work took some of the enthusiasm out of her. Before she took over ground, she would say "au revoir" to Air France and "adios" to Avianca. She became closer to minimal after that. Even though she was only working tower when I briefly listened Friday morning my time, she still wasn't as peppy as the day before. She's not on duty right now (12:01am PT Saturday). At least, she's not on tower. Hopefully I'll keep this new toy to a minimum, but I'm curious how that goes over time.

The controllers I've heard have all been great. I heard one phraseology mistake from the aforementioned controller on Friday morning (my time), and thankfully the pilot landing picked it up at the same moment I did. He clarified immediately, and she clarified, and all was well. I'm almost certain she'd cleared him to land several minutes before, and that was the origin of the mistake. When the landing pilot confirmed landing clearance, she simply said "clear to land," not "ACME Air 123, runway 28R, clear to land" (or maybe the order is a bit different). He asked for clarification, and she repeated it correctly with no sign of impatience or embarrassment or any such thing. (Treebeard spoke in her head, "Musn't be hasty.")

At roughly 00:10 PT, a few minutes ago, I just heard and saw a go-around order. A heavy going to Asia was taking off on 28R, and another plane was close behind it, coming in to land on the same runway. The controller gave the go-around order, and the landing plane acknowledged and reacted immediately. I wonder if the landing pilots would have decided to go around the next second anyhow. I had already discounted the go-around possibility. It didn't look drastically closer than any other such situation I've seen. That was mildly exciting, though. I think the go-around rate for the big boys is something like 1 / 1,000 landings. It's like a 4 leaf clover. By roughly 00:25 PT, the landing plane apparently had already come back around to land. I didn't make note of the flights.

Several hours ago, while it was busy, I listened and watched a bit of KATL tower and south departure. The south departure guy was a pure minimalist, although that was my first-ever listening to departure. With the airline and number, it was "Atlanta departure radar contact," "Climb to 14,000," and "contact Atlanta Center at" something or other. There are a bunch of "Atlanta center" frequencies. I didn't know that until hours later.

Pilots get an initial clearance long before they start their engines. The planes going through departure control were following that, going to 10,000 feet, so that didn't need repeating. The incoming and outgoing planes were facing west, so he cleared them for 14,000 after they passed under the KATL-inbound flights from the west.

When I looked at KATL a while ago at 3:00am ET, not a creature was stirring. Not a Cessa 172, not a sparrow. (Cessna 172s are very rare at KATL, as far as I know. The fees are very high, for one. It is an option in an emergency, though. They have very bright lights.) Nothing incoming, nothing outgoing. There were 4 parked planes that still had a blip on FlightRadar24.

listening to LiveATC.net while watching FlightRadar24.com

I've watched FlightRadar24 on occasion for years. I've never listened live to LiveATC before, though. On 2024/05/09 02:29am EDT, I am listening to KSFO Tower on frequency 120.5. The same controller has been on duty for at least 15 - 20 minutes. She has a nice voice. I won't follow flights to NorCal Departure because I don't want to turn her off yet. I need a girlfriend.

28R is the only landing runway. 28L is basically being used as a taxiway and is clearly under ground's jurisdiction. Takeoffs are on 01L and 01R. She's giving landing clearances to the 2nd plane out. Those planes are usually just inbound of the Dumbarton Bridge / Route 84. That is, another plane that is closer already has clearance when she gives a second landing clearance. I'm sure that is standard. It just puzzled me for a few minutes until I figured out she was talking to the 2nd plane.

stochastic mass-murderers?

In the last year or so I've seen the (((enemy))) use the term "stochastic terrorism." Just before that, Neal Stephenson said that sea level will soon become stochastic. (I was a great Neal Stephenson fan until the last 2 novels I listened to, which may not be the most recent 2 anymore. I thought Stephenson was one of the best we had. He has gone to the dark side, though. That is, I reject his mention of sea level and, given other stuff he's written, it seems that he's gone full Satanist.)

Stochastic means something to the effect of "can only be defined by statistical curves." In his (maliciously unlikely) future scenario, sea level is stochastic in that it can't be defined as a single number--it's a statistical curve of rapidly changing values.

Back to terrorism, a Big Evil J--Goo Search turns up a story from 2022. I'm not reading past the mention of Tucker Carlson because I've heard the "argument" before. Apparently Tucker is a stochastic terrorist because, statistically speaking, some of his viewers will become ax (or hammer) murderers.

This is a case of accuse the enemy of something you do all the time and the enemy does at either a 1,000,000:1 ratio or not at all. By their logic, we can look at what happened when J--- took over Russia, spent a few trillion on Big Lies to get the US Inc and the UK to protect the Soviet Union, and then continued spreading communism. Perhaps 40 million (or many more) were killed in the Soviet Union directly by the government and outside of war. Then 100 million in China, millions in Cambodia, etc.

Then we can observe that all of the institutions that they dominate, which is just about all of them, are evil. Some of those institutions not-very-subtly push towards mass-murdering, baby raping evil. Individually (stochastically), they vote between libtard and lib-Satanist. Their foreign policy (US Inc policy) has killed tens of millions in addition to the "internal" communist killings AND outside of combatant war casualties. Recently, perhaps a few million in Iraq, tens (100s) of thousands in Syria, too many in Libya, and now Gaza.

There are zero of their institutions--with their name on it--that do anything good. The only possible candidate I can think of is J--- for the Preservation of Firearms Ownership. They are an anti-Nazi organization, though, as much as a pro-gun-rights organization. Even if I assumed they believe the Big Lies about Nazis and their intentions are pure, I'd have to think about it. To what degree is their unstated motto, "We need to be ready to more easily kill white Christians"?

I've been asked "Are all J--- bad?" To which I respond that it's onion layers, or stochastic. I just made the connection to "stochastic" a few minutes ago. The Rothschilds are the center of the onion. At the outer layer you have a bunch of doctors and lawyers. "Medicine" and "law" are two of the most effed up professions there are.

They have to viscously exaggerate at comically high ratios to make their arguments. We don't have to exaggerate. I'm not sure what their numbers for Tucker are. One ax murder every 500 episodes? If we used pure statistics, how stochastically dangerous is the average J--? What about donors to the ADL? What about DemoNcrat voters? Victoria Nuland? Their body count just in the last 107 years is extremely high, so how do the probabilities work out?

Put another way, let's accept their argument of x ax murders per y episodes. What if we used historical data the same way? How does it stack up for every breath each one takes--x murders for y breaths? How does that compare to any other group?

Please note that the Holocaust™ was a Big Lie. That's important to my thinking. I don't think anyone disputes that there is at least one document (not many) with the phrase "final solution." To quote the first incarnation of David Cole, however, "The 'final solution' to unemployment does not necessarily mean killing all the unemployed." (At least, I think that was Cole in the early-to-mid 90s.) There is documentation that one possible "final solution" was sending them all to Madagascar. I sometimes roll with laughter when I consider that. (I may have to incarnate into that timeline. Then again, I need to remember that I'm getting tired of Group Soul Yahweh, and it may be time to detach.) On the gripping hand, we may see the final solution in terms of the Q operation.

I'm not sure the Q operation concerns itself with the onion layers outside a certain point. If the leadership is fully exposed as mass-murdering, baby-raping ultra villains, maybe most of the layers will finally get it through their heads that they have also been manipulated. Or perhaps that's too generous.

I'll try to wind this up. I just wanted to make the point that this is another case where we can use their logic without exaggeration and make an infinitely stronger case against them than they have against us.

Elon Musk for Emperor-God

I'll address the "Emperor-God" term below. Musk has been hammering at the bad guys since he bought Twitter. Today I spent 10 - 15 minutes reading Musk's feed. He Tweeted about Telsa and SpaceX, but plenty of his Tweets and reTweets were bashing the bad guys in very effective ways.

Musk mentioned Marie-Therese Kaiser of Germany's AFD party. Musk: "Are you saying the fine was for repeating accurate government statistics?" The original post (not by Musk) said "Her crime? Posting statistics showing that Afghan immigrants are disproportionately committing sexuaI assauIt [sic] in Germany." Kaiser asked, "'Afghan refugees, welcome culture for group r*pes?', then posting stats to bolster her concerns."

In that picture, Kaiser is quite attractive. She's already named "king." Empress-Goddess material.

He reTweeted the"Fair Election Fund" which, at a glance, means that in the proper way. (That was on 5/4.)

"Doesn't make sense that American taxpayers are forced to fund anti-American activities" referring to Federal funding of Columbia, U. of Penn., NYU, etc. Each gets about $1Bn.

Number of Border [Patrol] agents versus IRS agents. A reference to Fauci sending bio-weapon money to China. Those 2 are responses, not Musk reTweets. I'll stop reporting those.

"Whether you agree with Bolsonaro or not, the people of Brazil have a right to hear him speak" -- Musk

These are not Musk's words, but Musk reTweeted: "X is proud to fund a lawsuit filed by Dr. Matthew Strauss, an Ontario critical care physician and professor, against his former employer, Queen's University. After Dr. Strauss argued against wide COVID lockdowns and mandates on his X account..."

Regarding the "Anti-Semitism Awareness Act," Musk says, "This bill might have the opposite effect of its objective."

I'm not sure if Musk interacted or not, but the threads I was following led me to a user "The Coerced Nurse." She was coerced into a vax that effed her up.

That's just going back to 5/3. There may have been more.

Yes, I see that Musk is still wearing his Satanic costume as his profile picture. Perhaps that's meant to be ironic. Given the context, I'll live with irony and sarcasm, even when it comes to Satanic costumes.

I did not read the books after Dune, but "Emperor-God" is a reference to those books. I suppose real-world monarchs declared themselves gods, but I'm not sure how seriously that was taken in various instances. The idea of "Emperor-God" is in part somewhat serious on my part, but the term is also is meant to poke fun at most Christians. I decided a few months ago that if you need a yes / no answer, I am a Christian, but that just makes me more angry at most of them, such that I have a hard time with "us."

As always, I could go on at length, but I'll stop.

US and Russian soldiers dancing a few days ago

This video from Niger (of all places) brings me to tears. It's several male US soldiers dancing with female Russian soldiers. (Twitter user S.L. Kanthan @Kanthan2030 May 3, 2024, 11:57pm (probably US Eastern Time)) Please send me any better quality video. That's surprisingly bad for 2024. A search of J--Tube only found those literal baby effers beating the war drums against Russia.

I wish we'd seen something like that in 1914 - 1917, but the US Inc.'s foreign policy was going straight downhill since 1846 with the Mexican War.

I'm not saying it's quite Q BOOM time, but there is a good chance that dance will be open reality by January 21. Who will various parties claim is President then? We should have clarity.

yet more on Emberverse

Cavaliers drum and bugle corps 2003

I mentioned to a new acquaintance and hopefully friend that this Cavaliers 2003 studio recording is the best recording of tenor drums I've heard, and they are quite good. It was a good show. I believe the show was called Spin Cycle. A search of Goo Tube shows a high camera angle of the live show and probably the multi-cam.

Santa Clara Vanguard drum and bugle corps, 1999 (posted after 05:10am)

SCV 1999 multi-cam on Big Evil Goo Tube (10:58)

A few months ago I mused about the Book of Revelation and whether higher beings had better things to do than continuously sing the praises of God. Ra signs off the first session with "I leave you in the glory and peace of unity. Go forth in peace, rejoicing in the power of the One Creator...."

When I can get into the right frame of mind, that is the signature at the end of a great drum corps show. Many shows get that status, but SCV '99 has been on my mind and in my ears for days. I've been listening to it while driving, so I haven't watched it (while not driving) very much.

WikiPedOia (sic)

I haven't seen anyone else use that. Perhaps I coined a term. I don't think it would be productive for me to start listing articles and phrases justifying the term. There is an internet personality who goes by NeoTriesToWarnYou. A reliable source thinks very highly of him. I've barely listened to him. I have nothing against him; I just never got started. In any event, he pointed out that non-J--- lose the forest for the trees, which is one advantage Js have when running a 5,000 year psy war against the dawn-supremacist, illiterate, Zoom-ing, shod, masked, vaxxed zombie horde.

The point is that the reader should be able to find ample evidence that Pedoia serves the Dark Side in many ways. Anyone serving (((them))) is supporting pedophilia or pederasty on an epic scale. There are a number of vaguely interesting questions I'd like to know about how their system of evil works at a mechanical level, but, again, not productive.

fantasizing

I'll connect a handful of images and concepts:

"Kill them all; let God sort them out" (WikiPedOia on the phrase). This is attributed to Arnaud Amalric (Abbot of Poblet, Grandselve, and Citeaux; Archbishop of Narbonne). It's the typical attitude of minions of evil. The dilemma at hand was that not everyone around the Cathars was a Cathar. Some of the officers of Amalric's army were wondering how to kill the heretics without killing Catholics. The above was Amalric's reply. (I'm not neglecting the fact that killing one Cathar was evil in itself, let alone 200,000 - 1 million dead.)

Then I imagine the opening scene of the original-run X-Files episode "Blood" (1994, s2, e3). I can't find a perfect video example, but the relevant scenes are "out there." In any event, the episode begins with a postal worker entering ZIP codes before digital scanning. The machine shows a series of codes he's entered, and then "kill... Kill them all." The point of the episode is that a government project is using digital displays and chemicals to drive people crazy and "go postal."

Although it's not quite as dramatic, then I think of the enemy's concept of "just following orders" is no excuse. For the moment, I'm going to make no comment on the notion in itself. We can be damn sure, however, that the Nuremberg trials were a hightened instance of their evil. Tens of trillions of dollars of direct and indirect anti-Nazi propaganda is probably not an exaggeration.

In any event, I fantasize about using their own concepts against them and their minions. Just how many people should be tried and executed over the clot shot? Company doctors who signed off on a mandate? Even Jim Thorp, OB/GYN in Florida, says that, so perhaps that's not quite as fantastic. Company nurses? What about non-medical company officers?

those trying to kill you have no rights

On a related point, people who are trying to kill you have no rights. They are not only at war with us, but they are out of uniform. Which brings up the related enemy action of executing the operatives of Operation Pastorius by military tribunal, including US citizens. The enemy of course being the US Inc.

Discussing whether Big Evil Goo is private and thus can censor is not the point. They are a large part of the psy war. The psy warriors are out of uniform; they follow no rules of war. "Combatants are persons who are authorized to use force in situations of armed conflict by international humanitarian law." Armed conflict can include a genocidal psy war. They aren't authorized. Given that companies are persons, the company can be executed--dissolved, seized, whatever.

"Free speech" does not include psy war. People trying to kill you have no rights.

population density (posted 5/1)

I am arbitrarily rounding. Also, the list produced what I wanted, so I have no reason to check it twice. I was using WikiPedo-ia.

  200,000 /  470 - Hall County, GA
   42,000 / 1265 - Gainesville, GA
  250,000 / 1100 - Forsyth Cnty
    7,000 / 1000 - Cumming
   27,000 /  125 - Dawson Cnty
  950,000 / 2123 - Gwinnett Cnty
1,110,000 / 2000 - Fulton Cnty (exclave of Hell)
  750,000 / 2800 - DeKalb
   67,000 /  333 - Spalding
  750,000 / 2200 - Cobb
  144,000 /  721 - Douglas
  170,000 /  537 - Paulding

fractal worldview

I may post the base of my worldview fractal, or at least a start. Update: yes, I did.

re-introduction to the day

I posted with date ranges at around 1:10am. I'm taking the date range out after 1:27am. There are going to be a handful of entries labeled under today.

continued ranting about Christians' "see no evil" trait (posting after 2:03am)

I may have a beam in my eye, but Hillary Clinton and the Rothschilds have a 380 foot sequoia tree in theirs. (That's the best I can do because that's as tall as trees get. The original Biden may or may not have been as bad as Hillary.)

There is all this talk about my sin and your sin and we don't want to stoop to their level. You have to turn 179.xy degrees out of your way and go a few tens of light years to begin to stoop to their level. You people are not conceiving of how bad they are. Pizzagate and what's been openly reported about Epstein and Maxwell is the tip of the iceberg. Frazzledrip (Frazzled Rip) is getting much closer, but that's two on one horror. These are the people both genetically and ideologically who summoned the Soviet Union from hell and killed 40 million people by execution, working to death, freezing to death, starvation, etc. 40 million is a reasonable estimate before 1933. I wonder why Germans wanted someone to protect them from blood thirsty J---? Why do you believe these peoples' direct descendants when they claim the Nazis killed 6 - 11 million AFTER their own 40 million? "Accuse your enemy of what you do" and they do not.

Do they spend tens of trillions in movies, television, schoolbooks, and museums telling you about how horribly they killed tens of millions of white Russian Christians? The Czar's four daughters were 17 - 22 when they were shot (and / or bayoneted). One day perhaps I'll add their pictures. Meanwhile, see for yourself by clicking on the four daughters.

reworking (posted roughly 1:10am)

This may get posted early Sunday morning the 28th.

I started this Friday evening, the 26th. As of late on the 27th, I have not posted yet. Perhaps I'll start the practice of a date range as above. I don't think I've done that before, or, at least, not often. If I started looking at my own site to see what I've done, that might not go well. "Always going forward because we can't find reverse."

As I hinted at recently, I'm going to try my best not to delete stuff. The original entry goes pretty far afield from where it started. Perhaps I can add some context now that I've had a day, and I'm a bit calmer.

The following is my jumping off point. It was written to me. The context is that he and I have tried to communicate in real-time, and it's not working. With the following message, I now realize it's not working because we're on almost exactly opposite schedules. Also, I recently wrote a "broadcast" message asking about night owls. He's probably responding to that.

"I think you might need to learn some self-discipline, like getting yourself up when you decide. I decided that I will get up at 3am, and it's been quite a struggle, but it's what I need."

I start out by answering that directly. In case I forget, I'll add that my mother died in a car accident because she fell asleep at the wheel. She died under perfect driving conditions around solar noon if not clock noon (12:30pm? 1pm? I don't remember.) She had gone to what I have every reason to believe was a pointless meeting in downtown Atlanta. The meeting might have started anytime from 8am to 10am. Thus, I have specific reason to resent the dawn supremacists.

I pointed out that I did work during the night during my junior year of high school in that I did homework during the middle of the night. Authorities I trusted at the time said education was important. I now tend to consider that notion one of many twisted lies. I now consider just about all institutions evil to varying degrees, and I mean "institutions" in a very large sense: companies, governments, schools of various types. I can get plenty of technical work done at night. I just have trouble bringing myself to go to the sales trough again.

When I worked 9am - 5pm for most of 1997 - 2002, I gained 60 pounds. I was depressed. I could not sleep properly. I was making what still would seem like good money, but money was not buying happiness at all. I think it would have killed me eventually.

I'm pretty sure that this past January I got up for 18 business days straight in order to make a call before 6:12am. I am almost certain it was at least 18 days, and I'm also pretty sure I didn't go past 6:12am or so. I couldn't call before 6am, and I figured it was rude to jump on them immediately. I can't remember if I wrote about that, and, again, I don't want to look. Let's just say that it did me limited good, and I eventually could have died by a number of means. One would be driving too early heavily against my nature. Also, the one time that the call nominally succeeded, the job was itself very dangerous. I did it. I lived. I was almost completely undamaged with no lasting effects.

Similarly, I left messages for 25 - 30 job recruiters the week after Thanksgiving. That timing in itself is probably not good, but they should leave an outgoing message, "We're going into a coma from mid-November to mid-January, so please don't bother us." That did me no good.

He's assuming getting up early will do me good by some means. I'm skeptical of that. By sleeping during my natural schedule, I manage to keep myself just functional enough to keep banging my head on various avenues. In other words, there is more to the picture. It would be nice if he took a full analysis before sniping at me. And he probably wasn't intending to snipe, but it just rubbed in yet again that I'm different even from those who should be more compatible (in a business sense of compatible). We met on what should be an echo chamber, friendly-to-me site.

Then again, he also doesn't seem to understand who the good guys were during the Worldwide War in Total Support of Mass-Murdering Bolsheviks. Anyone on that site should know better.

I then started up on Hidden_Hand (Lucifer), Ra, densities, Group Soul Yahweh, and Wanderers. (I'm pretty sure that in my "JQ" article I discuss in part why I assess all of that to be real. That needs a thorough treatment at some point, but probably not now.)

The point of bringing that up was that I just keep coming back to the notion that I'm not from around here on a soul level. I'm pretty darn sure I'm a Wanderer. This raises the question of what I am doing here-now.

To spin some more thoughts from below, Group Soul Yahweh are the children of Yahweh / Jehovah / "God" near the start of Genesis. Yahweh the logos (god) and the children of him are one and the same. To start to understand that, consider that the universe doesn't move through time. It simply is. Ten minutes ago or ten minutes from now is no more or less real than ten miles away. Ra said that our higher self is our soul as it exists in mid-sixth density: more or less an angel. Ra said that our eight density self spins off the higher self just before vanishing into the next cycle. Finishing this cycle is probably the same as spinning into the central black hole of the galaxy. Various events simply are, even though from our living perspective (in 3rd density Earth bodies), they happen a very, very long time apart.

Perhaps Yahweh (Y) the singular god as he existed in the Garden of Eden was the embodiment of Y the collective when he hit the free will wall at the end of third density. That doesn't work, though. Lucifer said that at 6th density and close to 7th, Lucifer was arguably more advanced than Y the logos / god. This needs thought.

To put it another way, I'm getting a bit tired of Group Soul Yahweh. As in the Naked Empire (Sword of Truth 8), Y the children still can't seem to conceive of evil. "Perceive" evil is incorrect in the Ayn Rand-ite sense, because evil is a concept, not a percept. The point is that Y doesn't notice evil when extremely evil people have been victimizing them for thousands of years.

ranting and raving on being a night owl and such (posted roughly 1:10am)

The above was the original title from Friday night. I'll leave it. The following I'll repeat:

The following is my jumping off point. It was written to me. The context is that he and I have tried to communicate in real-time, and it's not working. With the following message, I now realize it's not working because we're on almost exactly opposite schedules. Also, I recently wrote a "broadcast" message asking about night owls. He's probably responding to that.

"I think you might need to learn some self-discipline, like getting yourself up when you decide. I decided that I will get up at 3am, and it's been quite a struggle, but it's what I need."

Let's review my title as King of the Night Owls (KOTNO), the Andals, and the First Men. First of all, given the trouble that KOTNO causes, I might as well claim the Iron Throne while I'm at it. Fighting for the Iron Throne won't add very much more trouble.

I have no recollection of night owl tendencies until the various stages of puberty were in motion during my junior year of high school. Yes, that makes me late along those factors. That may be just as well. Testosterone is very distracting to this day, although thankfully it does get somewhat less distracting with age.

Humans have always needed a Night's Watch, whether against saber toothed tigers, opposing tribes, etc. (I have too much in common with the Night's Watch without intending it.) That is, a percentage of the population very likely has night owl tendencies built in. It would make sense these would be triggered at puberty because that's when one is ready to fight.

During my junior year I would come home at 4pm, fall asleep until 9pm, get up, do homework, go back to sleep at 3am, get up at 6am, and repeat. That is, I made the night owl tendency work by working from 9pm - 3am. At that point, I was laser-focused. I was dedicated to the importance of "education." I look at such differently now. Part of my problem is that it's hard to take anything at all as seriously as I took school at that point.

I skipped my senior year of high school and went directly to college. I had a really ugly incident during my first semester of college that damaged my focus. I was persuaded to take a specific class that was a really, really bad idea to take at that moment. (I don't think I've told that story on my website.) I knew it was a bad idea, but I succumbed to my advisor. I think it was a 9:30am class, which did not help at all. That wasn't the primary objection I had, though, although it should have been one of the objections.

After that, for the most part, I was able to avoid morning classes throughout college. When I couldn't avoid them, I tended to fall asleep in class, even when I was 18. The subject should have been very interesting, but it's hard for me to be interested in squat at 8:30am. Also, as I said, my focus was bent after that first semester. That one class changed my life. I still can't tell if it's been a good or bad change because I don't think the effects have come to a conclusion. A number of events seem to keep me away from the standard software developer path. I hope there is a reason, but it's still unclear.

After my 2nd year of college, during that summer, I had my first full-time programming job. I was working remotely as we would now say, but I didn't own a computer. Shockingly, I sometimes got to the computer lab at 8am. I don't think I worked 8 hours at a time. I think I was budgeted to work 40 hours a week, but I wasn't getting any benefits, so there wasn't any reason to work 40 hours. I just don't remember how many hours I put in. I do remember being in the lab at 8am a number of times. I had that job for roughly 3 weeks, for reasons I explain momentarily.

If I had kept that job just one week longer, I may have kept right down that path for decades, but that's when my mother died. It really makes me wonder if I was being pulled away from the muggles' path.

Regarding paths, the evidence that we reincarnate is vast. For one, there are thousands of therapists who do hypno-regressions. My father has done thousands, but he's only one source of my input. In some cases the memories can be validated. I suspect that the memories can be validated in many more cases if anyone bothered. Just like everything else, the research on this is aggressively steered by the usual suspects.

Then we have Hidden_Hand, Ra, and their concept of densities. I've taken some stab at summarizing that. Summarizing and explaining why I think it's true are high on my list, but I have to not starve first. I justify this writing versus not starving for a handful of reasons, but that is another topic.

In any event, our bodies are third density. It doesn't mean our souls are. Hidden_Hand at least indirectly mentioned Wanderers, and Ra went farther. Then Carla L. Rueckert, the "vessel" / channeler of Ra, wrote about Wanderers in more detail. At least some of the native souls of Earth are Group Soul Yahweh (Jehovah, "God" in the Old Testament). More specifically, I suspect most northern Europeans are Yahweh. I suspect the Jews are too. I'm northern European on Dad's side and Jewish on my mother's. Note that I do NOT consider Jews to be white or northern European. They may have a good bit of European DNA, but do not consider them to be white.

Carla mentioned that Wanderers don't feel they belong. Given a number of factors, I'm reasonably sure I'm a Wanderer and not from around here. I am getting really fed up with Yahweh's drama.

Which brings me to another related topic. An acquaintance of mine had a hypno-regression done in front of several friends of mine. This was in 1996. Under hypnosis, the acquaintance said he had been a historian from the 28th or 30th Century AD. That someone would incarnate back in time makes sense to me because the "dead" are outside of time. We live in space-time where time by definition measures changes in space. When you're "dead" / non-corporeal, you are in time-space. You can't change anything, but you can "see" all of time and space. Ten minutes ago is no less real than ten miles away. The universe doesn't move through time; it simply is. Put another way, everything happens at once just like all of earth exists at once.

That doesn't make our lives anything less than real. I get a bit irritated at the Buddhist notion of "illusion." This life is damn sure real at the moment. It's not permanent, though. I am not this life, although I am this life now, and now is all that is important now.

Back to the regression (or progression). My acquaintance was a historian from the future. After the historian died, he decided to incarnate during his area of study, so he was born in roughly 1954. The regressionist asked him what he thought of the 20th Century. He said "I made a mistake." He was in his early 40s. Within a year of the regression, he died of a mysterious illness. The illness amounted to "I made a mistake, and I'm correcting it. I'm done; I quit."

So that brings up the question of what I'm doing here and now. Supposedly the "star seeds" / Indigo Children are supposed to help Yahweh with their Rapture / Great Harvest / decision between the positive and negative paths of ascension. I'm not claiming I'm a star seed in that sense.

Wanderers are in danger of getting emotionally and / or karmically attached and getting sucked into the local drama. They start incarnating beyond their intended term. I wonder if that's what happened to me. Thus, I wonder if this lifetime is meant to detach me and leave Yahweh to their drama. I think the 5th Density is a lesson in tempering love and compassion with wisdom. That is, leaving the children to grow up on their own.

I also wonder if I'm on the negative path, and this is karma. It's karma or else I'm questioning the negative path, or both.

The negative path of ascension is in fact a path of ascension. Ascension can be measured in several ways. One is that at each death or perhaps after a number of deaths, we approach the Light of the One Infinite Creator. Whether we can pass to the next density depends on whether we can bear the next intensity of Light. In turn, that depends on balancing chakras and the traits associated with each. The negative path ascends without the 4th / green / love chakra / ray. (Or perhaps it twists it.)

Roughly speaking, the first chakra is survival--saving or preserving my butt; it's at the butt. The second chakra is reproduction. I'm stretching my knowledge, but the 3rd chakra is part of the split between positive (service to others) and negative (service to self). The third chakra is either the belly button and thus connection to mother or else it's a punch in the gut. Similarly, one can survive by exploitation or cooperation. One can reproduce by force or cooperation.

I stopped here on Friday. On Sunday, I'll still leave this hanging.

some thoughts on expanding this site (first post after 02:48am)

This is in response to a specific person. As is usually the case, it may be useful more generally.

"First, 'who' does your website [kwynn.com] audience consist of?"

That divides into potential / intended and actual. As far as actual, very few people so far. In response to a related question, the very few times I've gotten feedback from potential employers, it's gone both ways. Someone on Gab saw my "business" ad and looked at this site and got very interested. Let's just say there were tangible benefits, but then he decided he wasn't quite ready to temporarily retire. The guy who rented me a room just before this one looked at my site, too. That was a net benefit, I suppose. For that matter, he may have work for me in the future. I need to get back in touch with him.

Another potential employer blasted me. I never read the whole email, although I still have it. I wasn't ready to read, and right now I don't see the point. I knew when I wrote him that he was probably deeply in the military industrial complex. I had some hope there was an alternative explanation. Thus, I don't really care what he has to say. He probably voted for Nikki Haley--the "neo-conservative" daughter of Killary.

I've had a handful of other contacts. There was the guy who wrote about the sealed indictments. There are a bunch of people who use my clock for their NFT purchases. People use the numerology calculator and a related feature linked from my dad's site. A few people asked me about the Podesta Email ZIP file I used to have.

So, the answer is that I don't have all that many active users--active in the sense that I ever hear from them.

As for intended audience, and indirectly answering some other questions, I'll take a stab at that. To borrow a Biblical phrase, I suspect my intended audience is a remnant of a remnant. To some degree I really mean it that way, and to some degree I'm being sarcastic. I think I really am looking for the very unusual intersection that you mentioned: people interested in a number of broad topics I discuss.

I would isolate the topic I asked about to one page or subset of pages. I'd probably pin a link to the top of this personal blog. I probably wouldn't start by simply dumping that topic here. Then again, over time, I might. That is, there would only be one way "in," from this page.

Put another way, finding work with "real" companies is probably a lost cause for many reasons. This site is already way over the line for many people. Again, remnant of the remnant.

Secondly, what kind of benefit or fulfillment would you get from writing about it? I know that you said the pro side is harder to explain. But if it helps you express yourself, connect with others about the topic, and simply provides some sort of joy, then I say go for it (especially if it positively benefits your mental and emotional well-being).

Expression, positive benefits. Yes, maybe. I think it might help that way. Connecting with others? Maybe, both actively and passively. That is, because I refer people to the entries and they find it through other means.

I understand that your openness and curiosity are unusual. As for a "taboo" subject, so is calling for Fauci's trial and execution and nattering about the J--- and bashing US Inc foreign policy back to 1846. Mr. Military Industrial Complex found all the red lines. I'm not willing to remove anything I've posted. It seems kinda like the Red October analogy as Juan O Savin uses it, which is probably how Q meant it, because Juan is associated with Q. In Red October the so-named submarine steered towards the torpedo because the torpedo doesn't arm before a certain point, so it didn't explode. Or perhaps I can sarcastically toot my horn and say "Damn the torpedoes! Full steam ahead!" Go towards the enemy. I think I've already made that general decision.

I still have some concern that "taboo" makes this site that much weirder. But, again, remnant of the remnant. That may be my best hope.

"...but there is a fine line when taboo subjects intersect with your professional work, such as some of the content on your website." I think I've addressed that just above.

I don't think I realized until later in your email that your recommendation is to write about it but not here. "I think you should keep it separate from your professional work..." "My final question is, have you thought about other platforms/avenues where you could publish your [...] writings?" As above, I'm kinda leaning towards do or do not. There is a site I'm using, but it's comically bad in some ways. The whole point of the thought is to have total control on here.

"But then again, perhaps there is an audience that will find your diverse writings about tech, worldviews, and [...] to be very appealing. Perhaps that is part of your objective here?" Yeah, remnant of the remnant.

I don't know that I have a conclusion after all that. I'll take it sleep cycle by sleep cycle (rather than day by day). Right now I'm not in an optimistic mood. As I told you in another email, yesterday was an usually tiring day, but I'm not tired enough to go back to bed. I did take a nap around 9pm.

an odd incident of getting blocked

I think I've had people block me before, but definite incidents are not coming to mind. I started this on April 20. Upon further thought, I probably won't go into this. I'll leave it as a note for possible future reference.

a handful of plane crashes and implications

I mentioned to a friend the crash of Pakistan International Airlines Flight 8303 in 2020. He countered with Pinnacle Airlines Flight 3701 in 2004. (Pinnacle was also reviewed by Mentour Pilot, roughly 2 years ago.) The Pakistan crash is pretty high on my WTF list of outrageous pilot actions. My friend listed Pinnacle as another example.

I have a different take on Pinnacle, and my take involves much larger issues, so I'm not just geeking out on aviation. For this entry's purposes, let's set aside all the events after their decision to climb to 41,000 feet. That was the limit of their (company's) plane. Nothing after that is important to this entry.

As my friend noted, only the two pilots were on board. From what I remember, we can be nearly certain that they would not have climbed if they had passengers. They died; no one else did. They were duly "punished." They were within the published limits.

That whole scenario is very different from the Pakistanis. The Pakistanis had passengers, and they broke several rules right off the top of my head. In the video thumbnail, Mentour's title is "Every Rule Broken." With that, nothing else about the Pakistan crash is relevant to this entry.

I'll make a minor point about Pinnacle before moving on to my much larger points. In part, Pinnacle reminds me of AOPA's "High Aspirations" crash review. Per the "owner's manual" of the plane involved, the flight was just within takeoff limits. As I remember, AOPA recommends cutting those numbers in half (or doubling them, depending on how you look at it), which is mind-boggling. Why the heck would the owners manual be 2x from AOPA's recommendation? Similarly, the Pinnacle plane was as light as it was ever going to get. If the plane miserably fails exactly at their upper altitude limit at minimum weight, perhaps that should not be their published upper limit.

Now I'll move a bit towards the larger issues. I don't remember the exact state of video gaming in 2004, but history has shown that people will do a lot to earn merit badges and gain levels and whatnot. It's apparently human nature, and there are plenty of examples before video games. The WikiP entry mentions that the Pinnacle pilots wanted to join the "410 club" (flight level 410 is 41,000 feet). This goes back to the fact that 410 was the published limit but should not have been that high. If the term "410 club" exists, people are going to try to join it. The manufacturer had better make it the 400 or 390 club.

The larger issue I wanted to address goes to Apollonian versus Dionysian religions / societies. I only know the basics of the terms. The basics, and perhaps an oversimplification, goes something like this: Apollonian religions are intellectual and staid, while Dionysian religions involve ecstatic ritual.

(If I'm totally butchering the concept, I don't care for now. I'll hopefully make my point whether my usage is correct or not, but I wanted to give readers that reference.)

In any event, "mainstream" Christianity is Apollonian. I highly suspect this is one of many manipulations of (((the enemy))). THEIR rituals are damn sure Dionysian--ritualistically murdering children in horrible ways, for example. And I don't want to digress, but I'm reminded again of Ben Swann's CBS Atlanta 46 Pizzagate report. That's the best that a "mainstream" reporter could have done, and he was ultimately fired for it. That is one of many launching points to get to the truth.

As for positive Dionysian, I'm reminded of a scene at the very start of book 4 of Emberverse. Ingolf Vogeler is a (not particularly religious) Christian who wanders into Clan Mackenzie's Wiccan Samhain (Halloween) celebration. I'm tempted to find the exact verbiage, but a young woman is vividly described as not quite being in this world as she dances and capers about with her friends. Emberverse is a good advertisement for Wicca.

The enemy actively suppresses healthy Dionysian expression. One major result is drug addiction, and then (((they))) criminalize that to cause vastly more misery. In a recent tech blog entry, I observed that cocaine and heroin were over-the-counter drugs until the early 1900s. It was a tech blog entry because it went to the notion of bad things being done with crypto. They are only bad things because the bad guys push in many directions to drive people towards bad things. I'm not saying those drugs are good for people. I'm saying that the world didn't end when they were over the counter, and it is pure viciousness that drives (((them))) to create the drug mess we have.

(I should add that there weren't murderous drug cartels when they were over the counter. Duh. People didn't spend decades in prison for sales. Etc.)

The DCI-federated drum and bugle corps are Dionysian. The 2020 season was destroyed, and then many of the corps went to the dark side with vaccine requirements. "Covid" "restrictions" had a number of goals. That sort of destruction was one of them.

This also goes to speed limits as another example. I'm an anarchist. One major purpose of government is to, well, govern. One definition of "govern" : "conduct oneself, especially with regard to controlling one's emotions. 'men would give in to passion and become unable to govern themselves'" In other words, Satan forbid people experience healthy Dionysian experiences and emotions.

Speed limits: for several years in the mid-90s and before 1974, Montana didn't have a daytime limit on certain roads. The world didn't end.

My daily barefoot walks on dirt trails are a Dionysian ritual that helps keep me functioning. Scientifically, it's the best anti-oxidant, but it goes beyond that.

I know that I often leave my connections too vague. The Pinnacle crash touches on lack of Dionysian experience because the pilots were going for a limit and wanted an experience that they should have been getting in other ways.

Once again, I could go on forever, but I need to stop for now.

inspired by a specific person - starting with philosophy

As of 04:50am, this leaves off in the middle, but I'll post it. Actually, I was ready to post but didn't. As I remember at 22:22, I was happy enough with it to post, so I'll do so.

This is in response to an OP / original post(er). I can't / won't cite the OP for a number of reasons. For those who ask, I may give you some of the details.

I'm going to start in order of the base OP, as opposed to timed entries.

Everything I learned about philosophy comes from Ayn Rand. I've read Fountainhead and Atlas Shrugged twice and listened to them twice. I've read perhaps 80% of Rand's work in book form, as opposed to newsletters. I wonder if Rand was even mentioned in the OP's studies. I'll come back to Rand in a moment.

I am fairly sure that USC's (Southern Cal's) engineering school was top 5 when I was a student there for two years. USC overall was probably not top 20; maybe USC never has been. I'm not interested enough to look it up.

Rand considered Kant to be the enemy of humanity, or the root of all evil, so that's probably a good start vis a vis the OP.

Oh my, we come to Rand's atheism. That's a long topic. In roughly 2006 I was talking to a acquaintance and was unintentionally imprecise. I loosely implied that Rand had proven that God doesn't exist. When challenged, I realized that Rand did not claim that. Her position was something like the following. (Mind you, it's been many years since I thought about this hard.) Roughly, Rand said any definitions of God deal with the infinite, but the infinite, by its nature, is impossible to deal with in rigorous terms. Thus, God is not a useful foundation (axiom) of metaphysics. (That's metaphysics as defined by philosophers, not New Agers.) Given that I'm not in any mood to hurt my head right now, I'll just say that Rand's statement was convincing in its context.

Also, Rand spoke of the fallacy of the primacy of consciousness. Consciousness is being conscious of that which exists, so consciousness cannot exist before existence. Again, that's convincing in its context.

To take an aside, some writers in the circles I follow consider Rand to be an apologist for the "elite" / Illuminati / global Satanic power / J---. (Rand was Jewish by blood. She would not have received a visa to leave the Soviet Union otherwise.) I completely disagree with that notion. Rand's description of (((the enemy))) is strikingly close to reality even though she derives evil from her own philosophy. That is, the descriptions in John Galt's speech, the Ellsworth Toohey character, and others.

Her philosophy is one of joyous life, as she says on the label. Galt's Gulch is perhaps more magical than Rivendell or Lothlorien because the Gulch is vastly closer to possible. The Gulch is not based on magic or the faint, remaining shine of Valinor (Light of Aman). (At least, I think the Light of Aman is the phrase Tolkein uses. There may be another, similar phrase.) Otherwise put, our real-world bad guys are bad guys by Rand's ethics, and vice versa.

With that said, Rand's historical models are incomplete. For one, both her historical and ethical models of evil are incomplete. She spoke of the evil alliance of the mystic and the muscle. There is truth to that. She would say that a mystic is evil based on a few steps of reasoning. That is, she would say that any mystic is evil based on her definition of mystic. That's as opposed to the notion that mystics can be good or corrupted.

Why I like the Emberverse

This is one of several or many situations where I probably won't go back and read what I said even in the last few weeks. Perhaps I'll repeat myself. Ok, I at least look for the word "stood" and read some of what I said.

some other Emberverse notes

The word "Holocaust™" shows up in book one. Juniper says it in the usual mass-murdering-malicious context. I suppose (((they))) do a word search and don't publish a book unless it has the reference. There are a number of such grating points, but eventually I may get around to why I like the Emberverse nevertheless.

continued

Dun Juniper is near Artemis-Butte Creek. There is a Butte Creek, and that's close, but I think that's too far north (see correction just below). Juniper arrives home in Chapter 8. So far, I haven't found Artemis Creek, and I'll stop looking. Meanwhile, someone has done a two part Montival tour. At a glance, and from other research, years ago, the fictitious Sutterdown may be Brownsville, OR, and that is closer to Dun Juniper. When Rudi, Edain, and Ingolf start east, they go along US 20, as I recall, but Dun Juniper is likely several miles from Highway 20.

The Huttons are introduced in Chapter 7.

The above link is where Butte Creek flows into the Pudding River. The source of Butte Creek, though, I think is still somewhat north of Dun Juniper.

During Orlaith's Queenmaking, she goes back in time and gives an 8-year-old "Juniper" the name Juniper. I don't think we're ever told her birth name.

Juniper is introduced in chapter 2 (Mike Havel in chapter 1). Soon after Juniper, we meet Dennis Martin, the manager of the Hopping Toad Tavern where Juniper is performing when the Change happens. Dennis gives Juniper a Roman gladius sword. The sword was forged by Dennis' brother John. John Martin(s) is the blacksmith abducted by Lt. Walker in the Nantucket series. John winds up in Greece and becomes a spy for Doreen Rosenthal (who marries Ian Arnstein). (I see a note "There is no known explanation for Dennis Martin and John Martins having slightly different last names.")

back to Emberverse book 1, Dies the Fire (posted 8:11pm)

I finished the last Emberverse book (Sky-Blue Wolves) and then started with book 1. This past time, I started with the second generation (starting with book 4). It's been years since I listened to or read the first generation. Both in the 3rd generation and in the first few chapters of the series, he does some usual ass kissing of the (((enemy))). I'll try not to hold it against him on net. On the other hand, Moishe Feldman essentially admits that his people killed tens of millions of Russians; perhaps one day I'll cite the chapter. I believe he was talking to Price John onboard the Tarshish Queen on their way to the south Pacific. He doesn't quite say the words "no man, no problem," but that Russian expression has been used before in the series, and that's the concept he's referencing. Otherwise put, using my own words, Feldman is saying, "If forty million people are giving you a problem, no 40 million people, no problem."

Also, within a few paragraphs of his introduction, Norman Arminger said he had been a Jesuit. THAT's interesting. I think that's chapter 4.

We also get to hear tennoheika banzai from the Japanese point of view. It's something to the effect of "Long live the king! Ten thousand years!" In this case, the former Americans ally with Japan against evil as opposed to the other way around.

This spot in Idaho (46.23071 -115.41601) is close to where Mike Havel and Eric Larsson come out of the Idaho Centennial Trail onto US Hwy 12. (Also see the Idaho government site on the matter.) This is book 1, chapter 7, when it's just Mike and the Larsson family after his employer's plane's crash landing. This is the second option northeast of the first (46.34456 -115.30755).

I wonder if anyone has created an Emberverse tour company? I can put that on my bucket list once the relevant "states" (Rothschild debt collection districts) are liberated. Or I can at least take my own tour.

Lock Step / Lockstep bibliography

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the "political" chickens come home to roost in a town near me

This happened roughly 2.5 weeks ago. Someone I know was sent home from work 4 hours early. He works at a major manufacturer of heavy equipment in metro Atlanta. He didn't understand the details, but what I noodled out is the following. At least some of their parts come through the port of Savannah, (Royal Colony of) Georgia, unfortunately ruled by the Evil Empire / US Inc (as opposed to the country Georgia that borders Russia). Many of those parts come from India (he says), which is surprising, and I would assume from other parts of Asia. Thus, they TRY TO go through the Red Sea. Enter the Houthis of Yemen. The Houthi defense of Palestine caused a blockage of parts, and so there was nothing to do at the assembly plant, so he was sent home early.

He of course was annoyed about losing hours. I just laughed, and tried not to literally roll on the floor. When I figured out what he meant and mentioned the Houthis, he said "Pirates?" I had another name for them. Far be it for me to support those who have been officially designated terrorists by the Evil Empire. He might have been confusing them with Somali pirates.

My memory was that years ago the Russian Navy executed some Somali pirates, which I am reasonably sure they can do under laws I consider more-or-less legitimate. When I look it up, I see that in 2010 "Ten captured Somali piracy suspects are thought to have died after the Russian navy released them in an inflatable boat without navigational equipment..." I won't comment.

In any event, people tend to say "I'm not interested in politics." I find it very amusing when "politics" slap them in the face. For months we've watched the latest blatant massacre openly perpetrated by J---. It's nice to see that has tangible, if minor, consequences near me.

I've said a few times that one hasn't accomplished anything in life until condemned by the ADL or had US sanctions imposed upon them. Perhaps I need to add "declared terrorists" by the US Inc. More precisely, "declared terrorists who are not in fact supported by the same people who rule the US." That is, ISIS were true terrorists, but they were created by "Western" (J----- / Satanic) powers.

other news nuggets - Owens, Shapiro, Nigerians, the election, etc.

On a related point, Candence Owens seems to have joined the above club. She has been condemned by the ADL and fired by (J-----) Ben Shapiro's Daily Wire. Ben Shapiro is a really bad guy, although I'd have to research to figure out what tier he is. I don't give a hoot if he can make an eloquent defense of economic conservatism. He's a defender of the "modern State of Israel." That makes him a really bad guy in itsself. Look at the house seal of the Rothschilds (with the "Star of 'David'") and the Balfour Declaration. "Modern" Israel is the Rothschilds' personal state, and the Rothschilds are the center of the J----- Satanic Beast.

I'm not going to bother to look, but I believe Shapiro's stance on immigration is that Nigerians with an IQ of 100 are welcome in America. I was about to say welcome by the tens of millions, but there aren't tens of millions of Nigerians with an IQ of 100. There are an astounding 227M of them still in Nigeria (plus God knows how many in Ireland, the US, and other previously white countries). "Reliable" sources, at a glance, report an average Nigerian IQ between 68 - 71. They are "reliable" in that I will accept that for immediate purposes. I believe that's enough information to know the bell curve shift and thus how many are above 99. My finger to the wind guess is that there may not be 10M, let alone 20M.

I cannot afford to spend the time on the long version, but the short version is that white people won't survive at this rate. That is obviously (((their))) intent. I am optimistic that we're going to see a dramatic shift in the next year. It looks like the plan is to make Dan the Acting President look so bad and demonstrate such a "double standard" against Trump that Trump overwhelms the cheating in November. Andrew Anglin argued against the logic about a week ago. His point is that they can cheat as much as they need to, and they got away with it the last several times. I think what he's missing is that they are being discredited to the point that they can't get away with it again.

A British MP finally says it

In a bizarre speech Independent MP Andrew Bridgen, who was expelled from the Tories after appearing to compare Covid-19 vaccines to the Holocaust, told business questions: "I've always opposed capital punishment on the principle that it's wrong to take a life so it can't be right for the state to take a life in revenge.

"Events have caused me to reconsider my position.

"So can we have a debate on crimes against humanity and the appropriate punishment for those who perpetuate, collude and cover up for these atrocities, atrocities and crimes so severe that the ultimate punishment may be required?"

https://www.independent.co.uk/news/uk/politics/andrew-bridgen-covid-capital-punishment-b2504736.html

‐‐ Richard Wheeler PA, Thursday 29 February 2024 12:55 GMT

The comparison to the Holocaust™ is of course brilliant for several reasons. I'll leave it that.

"Black Hitler [Mark Robinson] May Become Next Governor of NC" and is currently Lt. Gov.

I highly recommend Mike King's Real News and History. That links to the relevant article on March 19.

a note on Harriet Tubman

Supposedly Harriet Tubman said "I freed a thousand slaves [and] I could have freed a thousand more if only they knew they were slaves." The quote is in dispute, and in this case the truth could go either way.

Whether the quote is real or not, it occurred to me that the "Underground" Railroad was almost certainly tolerated by some or most of the Southern leadership. John Brown's attempted slave revolt of 1859 went nowhere, and I don't recall ANY revolts in the history books or even the new, woke history books.

If you set the perceived risk of escape at a certain level, and set the actual risk at a lower level, you'll get rid of your revolt leaders. The politics and economics make sense.

In very roughly 2018, Ryan Faulk (Alternative Hypothesis or People's Veto Goo Tube channels) did a video in which he argued that escaped slaves integrated into society very well. Whites started out "racist," then decided that the escaped slaves were ok. When the slaves freed by Chief Slaughterer Lincoln showed up, then whites became "racist" and remain so for a reason. Or they have "racism" beaten out of them by 70 years and tens of trillions of dollars of psy war J----- media.

a musical recommendation - Dandelions by Ruth B. (2017)

I know someone who plays this all the time, but, for weeks, the volume was so low that I couldn't pick out enough notes to sing it to Goo and get the song identified. I finally got the song identified and listened to it. Now I understand why I couldn't quite pick out the notes--she works the dynamics (volume) very well.

I've barely read the words yet. I can pick most of them out, and I get the gist, but I don't have the full context. It's usually very difficult for me to pick words out of music. This may become a favorite, though. I don't need to process all the words to assess a song.

I wonder what her exact genetics are? I do NOT recommend that anyone get a DNA test. New paragraph on that below. Meanwhile, I looked up that much. She's Ethiopian, which doesn't fully answer the question. I would assume she has a high percentage of Arab.

The (((Wojcicki sisters)))

I do not recommend a DNA test until at least (((Susan Wojcicki))) is tried and executed. For years, Susan ran Goo Tube at full mass-murdering psy war blast. Meanwhile, her sister (((Anne))) ran 23andMe.

Susan's actions are far more brazen. Without some research, I'm not as certain that Anne's intent is the same, but it's extremely likely. In any event, if Susan is (tried and) executed, the DNA companies are probably safe.

Emberverse notes

Perhaps Emberverse should not be italicized. The proper name is Novels of the Change by SM Stirling, starting with Dies the Fire (2004). Since late 2018 I've been listening to audio books that, in almost every case, I've already read. I read the 15 books of the Emberverse, then I listened to it several years ago, and now I'm going again through the 2nd generation stories (books 4 - 10).

I try to confine such listening to when I'm going to bed or otherwise can't get much else done, with mixed results whether I can confine listening to such times.

The premise of the Emberverse is that a worldwide Change takes place at 6:15pm PST on March 17, 1998. At that moment, several laws of physics change. Man-made electricity simply won't work anymore, although living cells still function and lightning still strikes and such. Also, high gas pressure cannot be achieved, no matter how long one boils water. Thus, no combustion of any sort: no engines, no firearms. (Some low pressure engines will work, but nothing that can be used for travel or war.) Nuclear reactions won't cause harm, but they can't be used for pressure or electricity. The Change centers around Nantucket. I never read the Nantucket Series. I listened to it for the first time about a year ago. In the Emberverse, we learn that the 1998 Nantucket is replaced with the island as it existed before (widely recorded) whites came to America. In the Nantucket Series, we learn that the 1998 island is taken to the year 1,250 BC. Their technology works just fine, but there are of course no white people or signs of 1998 AD technology on the mainland.

I finally made the connection that Coast Guard Lt. Walker is General Walker's son--General Walker, the supreme military commander of the CUT. At least, I think they are father and son, and they are definitely the same family. Lt. Walker talks about coming from cowboy country. And, of course, when Rudi reaches Nantucket, the representations of the Maiden and the Crone (Wise One) are Dapa (Swindapa Kurlelo - I think Swindapa means "deer runner") and USCG Captain Marian Alston.

I was originally writing this to make note of something I couldn't find on the web some time ago. I was trying to find which Corvallis regiment it was that heroically held at the Battle of Horse Heaven Hills. Now that I've gone over it again, I don't think the regiment is named during the action. It's not identified as the Sixth Regiment until a few days after the battle: book 9, Lord of Mountains, chapter 14, at about 31:08 (16:03 left in chapter, 3h 38 minutes left in the book, the Tantor Audio edition released in 2012 with Todd McLaren narrating, 12 hours 52 minutes total). The battle is on November 1, 2023 (Change Year 25). The naming of the Sixth Regiment is on November 6 at Timberline Lodge on Mount Hood, when there is a small meeting to take a large step towards formalizing the Kingdom of Montival. The Corvallan banker "Professor" Turner is arguing against pressing the war. Signe Havel is acknowledging the sacrifices of Corvallis. Rudi then agrees. "They [the Sixth Regiment] stood and died where they stood.... I'm going to have 'We Stood' embroidered on their standard, and present it by [? Brigadier General] Peter Jones if he lives." I'm not sure why "by" is used rather than "to."

[Update: the following isn't quite right. I correct this in my next entry.] A generation later, there is a scene where Rudi and his family are on tour. They pull into a train station where the people have come to cheer him, and the "We Stood" banner is present with veterans of the battle. It's one of the first scenes in the 3rd generation, as I recall.

Just before that part of the battle starts, Rudi notes that usually the Corvallan army has women with streamers doing acrobatics and chanting. He doesn't know the word "cheerleader," and doesn't quite know that they come from Oregon State U. sports ball games before the Change. Benny the Beaver is of course on the Corvallan national flag.

The Unabomber shows up slightly off screen as a character during the second generation. He escapes from prison after the Change and winds up with the Church Universal and Triumphant (CUT) in Montana. I didn't read about the real CUT until a few days ago. It's very interesting that the WikiP describes them as anti-communist, ultra-conservative, etc. I take it that the CUT didn't exist in a coherent enough form in 2007 to get upset at Stirling for their portrayal.

In any event, the Change is the dream of the Unabomber. I haven't read whether Stirling was directly influenced by the Unabomber Manifesto, but very likely so. I should read it again some time. I read it when it came out in 1995: when at least one "major" paper published it because the FBI thought it would flush the Unabomber out, and it did. Ted Kaczynski, the "Unabomber," argues that technology destroys meaningful human life. I wish he'd waited a few years before he started killing people. The web started showing signs of technology exposing long-ruling evil. Today the jury is still out as to whether tech will help win that battle rather than help the Enemy.

The Manifesto is an interesting read with interesting points, but he's missing that the same evil has existed forever. It's unclear whether tech helps or hurts them on net.

The world of the Change is compelling socially, politically, spiritually, etc. Assuming one survived the Change, parts of that world are very appealing. I'd want to live in Mackenzie territory just across the border from Corvallis. Some of the Corvallans are the geeks, but Juniper Mackenzie would be worth following and hailing Chief. Come to think of it, though, the Dunedain are the ultimate geeks and fan girls and boys. Astrid Larsson "re"-forms the Rangers / Dunedain in the Fifth ("or is it the Sixth?") Age of Middle Earth. The Rangers make for quite the story arcs.

Stirling's premise is that the Change was needed to preserve what it means to be human. Technology could assist that sort of world, too, though. Again, that jury is still very much out. The jury may return very dramatically in the next year.

Given that I'm reading about fictitious events of November, 2023, I've almost caught up to the real world's time. That's kinda funny. The events of book 3 end in (roughly) 2008, and book 4 begins on October 30, 2020 (Change Year 22). Previously, I was reading and listening to the books between those dates. This is the first time I'll be listening to "current" events. Book 4 begins with Ingolf Vogeler riding into Sutterdown, the largest town in the Mackenzie land. He makes it sound like a nice place.

I'm pretty sure Brigadier General Peter Jones is the same one who showed up against orders to save the Bear Killers in the first generation. (See correction on May 4.) I believe he was a Major then. That was during the War of the Eye (of Sauron). In addition to the Unabomber and the CUT, the Dunedain, etc., Stirling has all sorts of fun with how the Changed world plays on the real world. I'll try to stop typing and let others tell the story of how the Eye of Sauron shows up in the Changed world, or read it all for yourself.

predictive cats? (20:54 - starting)

After my first entry today, below, I thought of another oddity. A good friend of mine and I started our first meeting with a discussion of cats. Roughly six months before we met, I was living with and then taking care of 6 cats. Then two of those cats were in the house I was living in when we met. I managed to natter on for what I remember as 20 - 40 minutes on cats. I decided by that point that I really liked cats.

Fast forward several years. This friend was connected with where I living previously. Then he came to visit at this place. This place has one of the friendliest cats I've ever known; it loves everyone at first sight. My friend said that he usually avoids cats, but he couldn't help playing with this one.

Again, I'm not making any claims, just an interesting series of memories.

predictive arcs? (20:29)

When I went through the grueling application / pre-hiring process for a job last spring, my boss would have been in Europe. So I would often imagine flying my UFO to see my boss. (See my how to build a UFO article.) I was looking at the great arc paths and saving the arcs on Big Evil Goo Earth. (The "Pro" edition is still free as in beer, including for Linux.)

As my previous entry leads you to see, I am moving tomorrow. I was studying the area around the new place, looking for a couple of my usual routine places including hiking trails. I have found what look to be nice hiking trails. I'm not sure what the elevation changes are--perhaps plenty good enough--but they are long trails and several of them.

OpenStreetMap has better trail data than Goo does, so I was switching between Goo Maps and OSM. Then I opened Earth. (Off hand, I don't remember why I thought Earth would be more useful.) My arcs to Europe are still there. Given that I was zoomed way out, the arcs tended to originate quite a few miles away from where I was living at the time. One arc passed within 0.6 miles of the place I'm at right now, and another passes 0.2 miles from where I'm moving tomorrow.

I understand that there are statistics on that. I'm not saying it's anything mystical, but it's interesting. It's also interesting how far both of these new places are from where I was living when I created the arcs. That probably has something to do with seeing Lake Lanier as I was zoomed out, so it makes some sense. On the other hand, I'm not quite sure how the origin points were so consistently so far off. All four origins are much closer to where I am right now than where I was living then.

Seemed worth noting.

15:33

For the moment, my blogging operations have moved to my Gab account.

Christ - yet another take (19:19 edition)

I don't use "Jesus" below because I suspect that name is another layer of manipulation on the part of the Satanists. Matthew 1:23 says "they shall call his name Emmanuel, which being interpreted is, God with us." I use "Christ" below, going back a few months. My previous Christian entry was on October 9.

In response to a Gab query, I'm going to tackle this again. "Do you believe in Jesus?" That is the question. Upon more thought, the simple answer is yes, but it still needs elaboration. I'm not sure all Christians (or other interested parties) would agree with "yes," given the following.

First of all, anything I think of Christ is evaluation of evidence, although I suppose at some point one has to have faith that the evidence is valid. Or one has to make a judgment call that is as much faith as logic. I could go on with that endlessly.

Did Christ lived in Judea from roughly 4 BC to 26 AD? Yes. Did he heal the sick and raise the dead? Yes. Did he rise from the dead? Yes, although I haven't given that one as much thought.

Does belief in Christ save one? At LEAST metaphorically, and perhaps quite literally, yes, in at least two senses. I elaborate on that in an earlier entry.

Perhaps what needs qualification is that, to whatever extent I am a Christian, it's hard to identify with other Christians, because "Christian" is too vague. In previous entries, I natter on about how foolish most "Christians" are in that they get led around by nose by Satanists. I think I've mentioned how in 2004 or so I felt I almost fit in at Dragon*Con, but almost fitting in is more frustrating than fitting in.

I understand that "fitting in" isn't the point. I'm just trying to explain that the question of "Am I a Christian?" is frustrating to ponder.

Bibliography

I'm not going to include all the usual info as I was taught in 1990. This is the Information Age. As Daenerys Targaryen's handmaid Irri likes to say, "It is known." There are of course any number of things that the usual suspects would like to "be known." In the context of identifying an extremely popular work, though, that's pretty easy today.

Wheel of Time series book 14, the final book, titled A Memory of Light. Macmillan Audio. Narrated by: Michael Kramer, Kate Reading. Length: 41 hrs and 47 mins. Release date: 01-08-13, same as the hardcover book.

The relevant chapter is Chapter 37: "The Last Battle." The chapter is 9:04:06 long. Again, the relevant phrase is at 8:31:30. At that spot, there are 5hr:04min to go in the book.

a perhaps-informative rant

I started this on the night of the 30th. I was heading towards an uplifting message, and my original heading was "a sermon?" You'll see where the scathing sarcasm cuts in. I got diverted when I decided to at least list the 13 Illuminati families.

We'll see if I get to the point of at least setting up the uplifting message for when I'm feeling more uplifted. Last night was probably the warmest it will be for a while. It was almost summer warm. For that and a number of other reasons, I was going for uplifting.

(Update: I did at least introduce my uplifting topic.)

This is where I started last night:

Why not do sermons? It's hard to be more pathetic than most "Christian" preachers who shut their churches down for months in worship of Mammon and wear masks and get pharmakeia potions ("vaccines"). Oh yeah, not to mention Christian pastors who think the modern State of Israel houses God's chosen people. As I've mentioned a number of times, my mother was full-blooded "Jewish," but that gets my cousins no mercy from me. "...the synagogue of Satan, which say they are Jews, and are not, but do lie..." (Revelation 3:9).

The Star of "David" is the Star of Remphan from Acts 7:43--a demon, or 5th or 6th density negative being. The Star of Remphan is on the family crest of the Rothschild family. It's a little left of top center. Note that the Balfour Declaration that led to the modern State of Israel was a letter from UK Foreign Secretary to Lord Rothschild.

That would be the Rothschilds who appear to be the most powerful of the 13 Illuminati families. (If you want to touch CIA's site, here is the CIA library copy of Bloodlines of Illuminati, by Fritz Springmeier, 1995. One day I should, like, read that. Perhaps when I'm not facing homelessness and starvation.

Now that I'm looking at it, I will list the 13 families:

1. Astor
2. Bundy - almost certainly including Ted the serial killer who may have been recruiting women for sacrifice. The Edge of Wonder guys (Ben Chasteen and Rob Counts) did a show on that roughly in 2020. Bundy was being groomed for political office. His exposure and conviction may have been infighting more than anything else.
3. Collins
4. DuPont
5. Freeman
6. Kennedy - I did not know that. Duh.
7. Li
8. Onassis - as in Jackie Bouvier Kennedy Onassis
9. Rockefeller - as obvious as that should be, I did not know that either. Duh.
10. Rothschild
11. Russell - as in Russell Elementary School in Smyrna, GA and the Richard B. Russell Federal Building in downtown Atlanta (start on page 164)
12. Van Duyn (begin 182)
13. Merovingian (199)
14. Disney (202) - I can't quickly tell, but he seems to be calling Disney an important agent, but apparently not one of the 13.
15. Reynolds ("The Reynold’s family is not one of the 13 primary bloodlines" - 270) - as in RJ Reynolds Tobacco

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In any event, the Rothschilds have been creating "national" "currencies" out of thin air and loaning them at interest for at least a few hundred years.

I heard about the "out of thin air" stuff in the 90s, but then my economics text book spelled it out. I'm pretty sure it was chapter 14: "How Banks Create Money." Campbell R. McConnell Stanley L. Brue, Economics, 15th edition, October 15, 2001.

I also found it in two other economics 101 textbooks. The examples I've seen online bring cash into it, which confuses the issue. With that said, the following WikiP entries almost spell it out clearly. What I have found hard to find is the account books of the bank. When you get a mortgage or the US trades debt notes for "money," the bank puts "your" house (or a US T-Bill) in their asset column and CREATES a liability column from which you (or the US) pays for the house (or death shots or bombs to be dropped on Gaza). (The WikiP entries were loaded starting 2023/10/31 11:34am EDT (GMT -4).)

• "2018 Swiss sovereign-money initiative"
• "Money creation"

From "Money creation" - "The banking system can expand the money supply of a country beyond the amount created by the central bank, creating most of the broad money in a process called the multiplier effect.[18]" -- I might add that almost every country allows their banks to do this, so it's more than "can." The Swiss vote would have revoked that power.

If 99.99999% of all "money" is created from a loan, that means the entire currency is loaned by the banks, and the debt on the collective loans is mathematically unpayable because the creation of every unit will require far more in interest to repay. That is why some parties celebrate when inflation is "only" 3%. There will always be inflation in a debt-money system because that's the only way to service the debt.

As Quiet Weapons for Silent Wars spells out, this is slavery. An enormous amount of effort goes into paying interest on "money" the banks simply created.

background for my potential uplifting sermon

Starting around Revelation 4, there is talk of angels and other powerful beings around the throne of God, for long periods, singing his praises. I read that decades ago, and it stuck with me. It seemed that such beings would have better things to do. I thought "Hidden_Hand" was more dramatic, but he signs off with "We leave you all in the Love, and the Light of our One Infinite Creator. Namasté." (I talk about Hidden_Hand and at least indirectly about Ra in my JQ article.) Ra signs off with "I am Ra. We leave you, my friends, in the love and the glorious light of the One Infinite Creator. Go forth, then, rejoicing in the power and in the peace of the One Infinite Creator. Adonai." Ra uses somewhat different expressions each time he (they) sign(s) off, as I recall.

It's not that Ra is promoting gender confusion. If anything, Ra spoke somewhat against that when talking about high-density cities and "aura infringement" (the term is from memory). I believe the Egyptian sun god was male, but Ra never claimed to be any sort of god; that was the Egyptians' doing. Ra is a group soul, so the term "they" is apt.

Perhaps without being able to put much passion behind it, my tentative conclusion is that no, powerful beings don't have anything better to do. Perhaps every act of living should be "rejoicing in the power and peace" and various expressions Ra uses.

Seane Corn, the yoga teacher and author, refers to yoga as "body prayer," which sounds a lot like "rejoicing." Drum corps was my and the performers' "rejoicing" (and there are still many moments adequately conveyed on Big Evil Goo Tube).

I could go on, but I've present the thought for now, at least.

for one of the Gab barefoot groups (starting 19:38)

Four years ago I would call most people "shod muggles." "Muggle" is from Harry Potter, and it's not an insult; it's a fact. A muggle is someone who is neither a wizard (nor witch) nor from a wizarding family.

During Billuminati Gates' Satanic Crusade ("Covid"), people eventually became masked, vaxxed zombies. "Zombie" is more or less literal given testimony relayed by Steve Kirsch.

Then a few weeks ago I declared them Zoom-ing, shod, masked, vaxxed zombies. The video conference software company Zoom is profiteering from the "Covid" Big Lie. Such profiteering is supporting mass murder. On a lesser point, I am not an actor nor a salesperson. Seeing me on video is not relevant to what I do. Also, libtards natter about "...not color of skin." Then they want to see you.

As of the last day or two, many people are now illiterate, Zoom-ing, shod, masked, vaxxed zombies. Due to the "call me" crowd that I rant about on my tech blog, they almost got the illiterate label years ago, but I got pushed over the edge in the last few days. That's another discussion, though.

The immediate purpose of this entry is that, to be somewhat sarcastic, I am facing housing discrimination from the shod. As a possible solution, I found a handful of barefoot groups on Gab (at least 2). This brings up a question that has been on my mind for many years about various attributes of people and how they do or don't correlate. For example, I found out the hard way that being drum corps fans doesn't necessarily imply any other correlations between two people. I'd realized that many years ago. Then (almost all) the drum corps organizations went completely to the Dark Side during the Crusade.

The Crusade is unfortunately ongoing. At this rate, almost all the corps will require lethal injections next year, too. Then again, I have hope that the Enemy's "narrative" will collapse in the next few months. I think it's likely to collapse in the next 2 years.

Do barefooters have other correlations? We have to be willing to go way outside the norm and put up with all sorts of strange looks--as if if we're 3 legged chickens, to quote a favorite libtard story. We have to put up with stupid comments. I've also suffered one call to the sheriff's department / 911 / the police. So, what we have to put up with is some indicator of other correlations.

On the other hand, I had one lady, many years ago, assume I was a pot smoker. I've never tried it. I have nothing against it, no one has the power to criminalize it, and it's somewhere on my bucket list to try in a royal colony where it's "legal." The point is that it was a failed non-correlation.

As for the case of people who are both barefooters and Gab users, THAT gives me hope. Perhaps they'll be people to correlate with.

an amusing-to-me tech note

For the first time on this page, I added 1 dimension of CSS to the "h5" HTML tag and 3 points (dimensions) to the "h6" tag. The h6 tag was not in my CSS at all until the above post, or the above section of this post, or whatever you want to call it.

moving update - seeking the unshod (barefoot - starting 19:48)

The sale / closing / move out date for this house is still looking like 3 weeks from now. I may have mentioned a possible destination, and I may continue looking into that, but it's hit a possible snag. Thus, I'm inspired to go for that 1 in 500 connection. Hopefully it's not 1 in 10,000, or, if it is, perhaps a minor miracle will occur.

This blog's sections mentioned below are an addendum to my housing wanted ad.

There are a number of barefoot groups out there. I plan to post to them in the context of finding a new home. Thus I added some headers and HTML id attributes so that I could link directly to the appropriate sections. I added a barefoot id to my 9/30 entry.

housing update 2

Minutes after I wrote the following, I learned that the husband "loved" this house. The inspection begins or perhaps entirely takes place tomorrow. To recap, this house is under contract for sale, with a possible closing of November 21. I have a promising lead on where to move next, but I'm in the very early stages of negotiation. I'm still looking for the barters mentioned on my home page.

housing and more update

Since this house went on the market, I believe there were 4 showings over weekends. No showings on weekdays. One open house.

Even with what I hear are 8% interest rates, the house went under contract, but I was told that it was the early stages of the contract. The wife was excited enough to put it under contract two days after she saw it, but the husband first looked at it 3 days after she did, which was a few hours ago. I have not heard what he thinks, although I'm sure I'll have an update in another few hours.

In other news, I finally started sales again. From Oct 16 - 21, I put out 20 inquiries. I got 3 responses. One wrote to say that he'd found a (probably small) company who had already done what he wanted in another state. I'm hoping he'll have some ideas for me, though. The other two are in my court. I was busy Sunday and then in shock yesterday when I got the house contract news. Even if I get these projects, I don't see signs that they are particularly big. One of them would have been worth small, but it's run into some odd complications. The other is still a wildcard until I know more.

Much of my outgoing communication went silent for the previous 2 days. My sleep schedule still hasn't settled down, to add another complication. I'm sometimes falling asleep at dark and sleeping for much of the night, which isn't productive during 12+ hour nights.

When it's up to me, I'm leaving for breakfast around 11am, so this isn't early enough for a 9 - 5 job. Even if this weird sleep cycle keeps up, I'd still tend to to think that 9 - 5 would literally kill me in a few months. That's been the trend every time I've tried it.

the magic dog

This was on October 17, posted days later. I'm not entirely sure how or why I got inspired to write this up, but I did write it up just after the incident, so I'll post it.

Now I've seen everything. This incident started around 10:15pm, about an hour ago, as I'm writing this. My temporary room (in the temporary house) looks over a deck which is in turn 20 - 25 feet above the ground. There is a stairway leading up from the ground, but the gate was probably closed. The only light on the deck was from my room.

I looked up, and there was a medium-large dog on the deck. He was similar to a Jack Russell terrier but, as best I understand their size, this one was much bigger. I don't think he was seeing me. He was attracted by the light, as best I could tell. He wasn't aggressive. I eventually decided he was simply feeling lost. Mind you, given the layout of this property and what's around it, I was quite puzzled that the dog would appear where he did. That he was seeking the light seems the best answer.

I waited a few moments to see if he would go away. Then it occurred to me that even though he may have pushed the gate open, he might not be able to go back the other way. So I decided I'd have to open the gate for him. I went to one of the doors to the deck, and he was right there waiting for me, so I had to make sure he didn't come in. All of his behavior was friendly. I opened the gate and shooed him down the steps. I thought that would be that.

But no, minutes later he was back on the deck. I made a call thinking that he must be a dog I had just heard about a few days before. I hoped the person at the other end would still have the phone number of the owners. Given my description, though, it was obviously a different dog. The callee asked me about the collar. I'd noticed that there were a number of items on the collar, so it seemed I would have to try that next.

I took another look outside, and the dog had left the deck. I went out the front door, which is above the deck and closer to street level. The terrain down to the deck, at night, would not be fun to navigate, even with my nice flashlight, so I tried calling the dog. I eventually realized that it was able to jump through the slats of the deck and porch rails. The gate was never an issue for him, it seems. The dog appeared next to me on the driveway, jumping through slats.

Before I tried the collar, I thought that simply leading him to street level might get him on his way. He was excitable, so ideally I didn't want to have to grab him and look at the collar. All indications were that he was friendly, but I was still being cautious. Indeed, he went down the driveway and seemed to disappear. A few moments later, though, he was back.

It took a little doing to keep him still enough to read the phone number on the collar, which thankfully was there; there were two numbers, in fact. (His name was on the other side of the collar, but it was in cursive in mediocre light, so I never made it out.) I called the number and got a puzzled male voice answer after several rings. He may have been asleep. We quickly agreed that it was his dog, and he was more-or-less across the street. He pulled up a few minutes later, and all was well. I introduced myself and got his name, so I have a new contact in the neighborhood.

Several days ago I was nearby petting another lady's dog, so that was my first contact in the neighborhood, also over a dog. That one was a pug who was falling asleep from my ear rubbing.

I'll call tonight's dog T for not-quite-a-terrier. I did get his name, but dogs deserve privacy, too. In any event, T was quite fun to pet once I knew his human was coming for him. When I went back inside, I just had to literally laugh out loud at the weirdness of it.

contact from Poland (entry 2)

I mentioned the Podesta Emails in a recent post because someone from Poland asked me about them. Once upon a time, I had a link to 58,000 of the emails in a ZIP file on my Big Evil Goo Drive. Mr. Poland noted that my links to WikiLeaks don't work anymore, and he was wondering if I knew anything about that. The short answer is no, but I'm surprised it took this long for those links to break. Assange has been in prison for years, and the bad guys are no fans of WikiLeaks. I did find other ZIP files, though, as I noted in the previous entry.

When I asked, he said that he found the Podesta Emails via Alex Jones. Then he asked me if it's true that we have 100% inflation in the US. Others would have a better answer than I do, so I won't post my reply to him. He said inflation is 8% in Poland.

move / new location update (entry 1)

A reminder that I just moved, but this house just went on the market. I have to move again before it closes, and I have no idea where I'm going next. Well, I have some ideas, but they are very tentative.

First, this is in answer to paring down my belongings, or getting to that answer, at least (eventually). Last week I moved 3.2 carloads--all my stuff--over 5 trips. That is, 3 trips were not totally full and added up to 1.2 trips. I won't specify the model of car; that's another topic. I'll just say it's a manual transmission, which puts me in one of many minorities. I think I've mentioned that for a straight male who is more-or-less white, I'm in quite a few tiny minorities.

To restate one point, because multiple people are actively reading this, I look white. It's hard to say how white I am by genes; I am damn sure not getting a DNA test until the relevant people are tried and executed. They are the same (((usual suspects))). My mother was Jewish along all know branches of her family, so make of that what you will. As far as I know, my father is extremely close to all white. There are rumors of Indian (Native American) ancestors, but I don't know that they were ever confirmed.

One day I need to try to find out how genetically J the average J is. That's as opposed to genes from Germans and Poles and Russians and such. Also, to restate the point, I do not consider Js white because their self-proclaimed leadership has been trying to enslave and kill whites for thousands of years. Unfortunately, too many outside of that core leadership layer go along to too large a degree, but that's another discussion.

To get to the moving and paring questions: from October 2 into the 3rd I almost didn't sleep, but I still managed a very productive day on the 3rd. For the next several days, I slept 3 - 4 hours a night, and I still managed very productive days. I took one moving trip each day from Oct 2 through Oct 6. Saturday (10/7) was only quasi-productive. I lost almost the whole day Sunday (10/8) as an effect of this house about to go on the market.

Finally, Monday into Tuesday, I slept a LOT. I finally started recovering. Before that, I was getting some complaints from muscles when I moved in the wrong way. Over the past two days, I have caught up with the lawyer project's hours, and I have gotten project codename Jack somewhat farther. Perhaps I'm ready to start doing sales again.

The good news about Sunday is that I found my new walking spot. I was there for quite a few hours Sunday, and then I went Monday through yesterday. I might still go today. I'll probably have plenty to say about my new spot, sometime soon.

Today I decided I'd better do in-house stuff. I shaved for the first time in a few months. My beard was already quite fuzzy.

Then today I did some leaf blowing. I have used an electric leaf blower a handful of times, but I hadn't used a gas (gas/oil) one until a few days ago. I'm earning my oil-gas leaf blowing merit badge! :) The blower will give me exercise. It's heavy. Hopefully it won't seem as heavy in a number of days.

To finally answer the question, I don't think I've done any paring of stuff at all yet. I had to buy a few things, which added just a bit to my possessions. There are a couple of related tasks I need to do in the next day or so, and then hopefully the paring will begin.

As for being settled, that's hard to say. For the last few days, I have taken my usual breakfast trip with an average departure of (roughly) 11am rather than 2:30pm. Since I moved, I've been active before 9:45am every day. A few times I was active earlier. For many years, my average time of falling asleep was something like 4:30am, and my average time to get out of bed was 1:30pm. I'm not sure if this new schedule will last.

The above was being written around 5:15pm. Then the real estate agent came over. We had a nice talk, but meeting anyone new will cause a minor reset. I suppose I should stop and post.

response to someone specific part 3, including general-audience info

First posted around 19:02 with the specific stuff, and then I'm adding the general stuff before informing my correspondent. Latest update 19:27, after I informed corr.

update on me

In answer to one question, yes, I moved. However, where I am right now is going up for sale in a few days. I have no idea where I'm going when this place sells. (Posted 22:20)

response to someone specific part 2

The short answer to your question is my news sites page.

Podesta emails update (first posted 22:07)

Based on a web page of mine on the Podesta emails, someone wrote me a few weeks ago to say that WikiLeaks' site didn't seem to have the emails, or at least not in the same place. I did Yandex searches for "all of the Podesta emails" and "all of the Podesta emails ZIP file" without quotes.

Someone put them in the Internet Archive. That 3.9GB ZIP file is almost certainly all of them, or it's more than I downloaded. There are other results that probably put it all back together.

Am I a Christian? (at least background eventually leading to that answer)

Lest you be in suspense, I only partially answer the question, at best.

It's probably best to read my 9/30 entry on Christianity first. To recap, though, I was certainly not raised as a Christian. I have never been a member of a church, and I have only been to services perhaps 10 times in my life. I have come to think based on evidence, not faith, that the salient points of Christ's life are true. The notion that belief in Christ saves us is, at a minimum, metaphorically true in at least two senses.

In my earlier (9/30) entry, though, I didn't address the negative side. Andrew Torba, founder and CEO of Gab, most certain says he's a Christian, and I don't dispute it. He gets condemned by the ADL on a regular basis. As I've said before, one has not accomplished anything in life until one has been a) condemned by the ADL, or b) had US sanctions imposed upon him. As best I understand, Torba does what he does in large part because he is a Christian. He's up there close to my heroes list. I definitely respect him.

On the other hand, I have to look at the actions of others who prominent label themselves Christian, such as members of a huge church I drive by every day. The church belongs to a very popular denomination (in the South, at least).

The Bible tells us that Satan is the prince of this world. There are various passages about how much influence Satan has. The historical evidence supports this notion.

I introduce the concept of densities in my "JQ" article (and I refer to my sources). Regarding Satan, to be more specific, the evidence supports the existence of multiple 5th or 6th density negative being who could properly be called demons, devils, or Satan. (The evidence also supports 6th density positive beings who could be called angels.)

I am well aware of the Satan worshipers who largely rule the world. They have names. This is indeed the Information Age, so it's easy to know these things like never before. It's also very easy to identify Satanic actions.

So what does the Christian church I drive by do? First, they let (relatively obvious) Satanists shut their Church down for weeks or months. Then they get themselves injected with Mark of the Beast (or close enough to it).

(For the record, this begins what I'm writing on 10/9.)

Thus, who is acting in their capacity as Christians? Andrew Torba, that church, neither, both? I'm not sure I can accept that both Torba and that church are Christians. I'll come back to this in a moment.

The definition of "Christian" is something about believing that Christ saves us from sin and gives us eternal life or some such. (If you detect sarcasm entering my writing, I am both being sarcastic and not.) We have eternal life because we are part of the One Infinite Creator, not to be confused with Yahweh. Yahweh is real, but he is 4 or 5 iterations down the Logos fractal. He is either the creator of Earth or the creator of one of the peoples of Earth--the true Israelites. The people calling themselves Jews today may or may not be one of the Tribes of Israel. As I address in the JQ article, too many Jews are actively or passively on the negative path. In any event, the bulk of the Israelites are the northern and western Europeans (see Herbert Armstrong).

Hell is real enough in at least two senses. Fourth density negative might as well be Hell. The followers of the negative path of ascension want to go to Hell / 4th negative.

Some people who have near-death experiences experience going towards Hell. That is a real experience, although I may have to whittle on what "real" means in that sense. Perhaps I'll come back to that.

Even if both Torba and this church believe in Christ's salvation, I have trouble accepting that those who follow a Satanic agenda are Christians. Very roughly in June, Torba posted about the church's beliefs are corrupted such that they are taught not to concern themselves with this world. They are alleged Christians who swallow fairly obvious Satanic Big Lies.

I'm going to close this out for now. I may have some other updates soon. October has already been one of the most eventful few days in my life, so there are other fish to fry right now.

response to someone specific

Almost all of this was written on August 31. September was not a happy month, but I can't get into details now. Things are looking better as September ends.

Regarding my previous conversation with "someone specific": In my first entry (2021/12/30), I explain that Facebook is DARPA Lifelog. Also, my home page goes from professional to personal for the most part. I take it that you stopped with the professional part.

On the Myers-Briggs test, I max out the introvert scale. (I understand that the Myers-Briggs usage of "introvert" isn't the same as common usage.) I am an INTJ. NT are solid, J is weak.

I am not visually creative. That is, I am no sort of visual artist.

I'd like to think I am creative with ideas. I'd probably have to think about definitions and such, but there is creativity to software development.

To the extent that music performance is creative, I had some rank as a concert drummer (I suppose percussionist is more proper). In middle school, I just barely made the county honors band back when my county was very competitive nationally. I made some sort of honor's band in high school. It must have been (the same) county, although I'm not remembering that detail as specifically. It was certainly not state. I wasn't that good, nor did I work hard enough to try to be that good.

I did make Georgia's Governor's Honors Program (GHP) in math, as a rising junior. That is very competitive, and most students make it as rising seniors. I made GHP in part because of a hands-of-a-clock-angle formula I derived. Various teachers I interviewed with hadn't heard of the formula before. Now it's on the web. I'm not claiming it traces back to me. I'm sure others could derive it.

The formula is |(60H - 11M) / 2| where || is absolute value, H is hours, and M is minutes. Then subtract from 360 if you get the larger angle: the formula could give you either one.

In the "always willing to learn" category, I could go at that from several angles. As I like to say, my resume has a dizzying range of technologies. Almost all of those are solo freelance, so I had to learn quickly if it was something new. Two days ago I saw yet another instances of developers unwilling to go outside of their bubble. I think it will cost the client many thousands of so-called dollars (Federal Reserve Notes / Rothschild account money). I probed a few hours ago to see if he might consider me for the whole project, but I think he's committed to his course.

To stay in the technical realm, several months ago I did a detailed study of how GPS works at a fine-grained level. I mostly focused on signal processing. I thought I understood it several years ago, but it turned out I had some of the key details somewhat far off, and I had no idea how in-depth the signal processing was.

Someone with some professional knowledge of aviation said of my flying saucer essay: "Really fascinating write-up. A lot of thought-provoking thoughts! I enjoyed the read -- thank you" (Apr 21, 2023, for my record).

Strewn about this site you'll find my diggings into religion, politics, history, etc.

"Intelligent ... problem-solvers." I think I get points for that in some realms. As for handy, I've changed brake pads without dying. I once fixed my cruise control, and my house's master circuit breaker. (I sold the house decades ago. That's a whole 'nother tale.) I am willing to learn carpentry and plumbing and more extensive electrical and such. I'd imagine I could learn.

As for outdoorsy, I take a ~1.5 mile walk every day. The elevation gain is 155 - 226 feet. The higher end of that I think is accurate. One day I'll try to nail that down. It's a dirt trail in the woods, although not far from civilization.

BitChute, etc. - entry 5 today

This again abruptly ends, but I suppose I'll post it.

catching up - entry 4 today

Overall, my health is plenty good enough and unchanged for many years. I have continued to attempt software freelancing, but that is going very badly. I applied to ~75 nighttime but otherwise "real" jobs from November until May or June. I got 2 interview requests out of that, but no joy.

I wasted an enormous amount of time on Canonical's candidate process. Canonical packages Ubuntu Linux, which I'm typing on now. I would cast several of their statements as deceptive. I'm not saying it's intentional, let alone actionable, but it amounts to deception. I thought they were different for several reasons, so I poured heart and soul into the process. Only after the fact did they say they get 50,000 applications a month. That's not only for the job I was applying for, but still. They are a small company; they can't handle that. I might as well play roulette; it has a higher mathematical expectancy.

I also need to find a new room / place to live. I'd like to barter, in part because I can't really afford rent. My home page has my "housing wanted" ad. I would move to quite a few politically red areas. I emailed the Russian Consulate on Thursday. I'd move to Russia and learn Russian. My "Go Russia!" article is also on my home page.

I am fairly certain I went to the Planet Smoothie near the drum corps show in 2019. I am also nearly certain I haven't had a smoothie since. For the record, I used to be a big fan of the Chocolate Elvis. I am NOT expanding this blog into food, though, or food and health.

> It was good to hear ... [that] you still have some firm opinions that you are willing to express openly.

I'd say I have crossed pretty much all the red lines on this site in the last few years. That might have something to do with why no one is hiring me, but I don't really want to work for the shod, masked, vaxxed zombies.

catching up after several years - drum corps stuff continued (entry 3 today)

I'm trying again to respond to a drum corps friend. This is scattered through entries going back a few weeks. Some of this is redundant. It's meant as part of an email to him.

I won't tell you who won or came in second because they're shod, vaxxed zombies, and too-often masked. "Shod, masked, vaxxed zombies" has replaced "shod muggles" for what I call most people. The evidence is that Carolina Crown never had a vax requirement, and there is also evidence that their 2023 show was about natural rights or "human rights" or "civil rights" or such. That is, they may have been mocking everyone else. The only reason I checked rankings was to see if Crown won, but they came in 3rd.

As for who performed (top 12), it was fairly standard going back decades except SCV was dormant this year, for the first time since their 1967 founding, other than worshiping Billuminati Gates in 2020. They did have shows in '21 and '22.

My vax-specific drum corps rantings began on July 31. On June 22, I responded to a mutual drum corps friend of ours, mourning that I wasn't going to the local outdoor show.

For the record, decades ago some color guards marched barefoot, so they weren't shod: notably SCV 1990 (Carmen, so barefoot gypsy girls), and SCV 1991 (Miss Saigon). SCV was not at Boston University in 1991, but I happened to be. I was only at the evening show, though, not prelims, back when "prelims" earlier in the day were a thing. It was a hot day for Atlanta, let alone Boston. I saw a story on rec.arts.marching.drumcorps (I think) that during prelims, barefoot color guard members suffered 2nd degree burns, but they marched on, did the show, and marched off.

emails - part 2 - today's entry 2 (an update a few minutes later)

To put it another way, I am learning the hard way that it's just not worth spending too much time on such emails. It sounds like you did far more than I expected. Whether you did more than is sensible is a statistical question. I'm not sure you want to go for a statistical universe. :) "Sensible" is meant as sarcasm mostly towards myself for banging my head on this for 14 years on Craig's List. I just found a 2012 interaction where I described Craig's List as "low probability." Perhaps this is a hint, or 1,400 of them. 1,400 is pretty close to how many CL ads I've answered over 14 years.

regarding emails - today's entry 1

A friend is exploring the idea of helping me with the "call me" crowd and otherwise help with sales. I was about to send him this email, and then decided to make it an entry.

friend: > It was a very polished and professional e-mail that I sent -- but I assume that the lack of any credible business name or portfolio in my e-mail didn't really appeal to him.

You're making a lot of assumptions there.  Here is my working model:

For one, a very large percentage of the population has lost control of their inbox(es) and don't really use email.  I wouldn't assume [John Doe] saw it.  When I mentioned setting you in his direction, it was with the assumption that you'd probably have to call him to have any chance.  With that said, I'm not pushing your calling him.  I'm disgusted with the "call me" crowd, where [John] is a variant.  I don't want to deal with them, so I'm not pushing you.  I thought that our communication styles might be different enough that you *might* be more successful, but no need to push.

For another, even GMail to GMail, there is no telling how much is eaten by spam filters, and most people don't check.  I'm not even thorough about checking the spam box of the Indian-job-recruiter-tar-trap email address on my website.  The emails are forwarded to me, but not the spam.  I don't always check before it rolls over in 30 days. 

> credible business name or portfolio in my e-mail

I found him on Craig's List.  He answered this address (not the tar pit address), even though my name is infinitely weirder than yours.  A good number of people on Craig's List are specifically avoiding businesses because that heavily implies a lot more money.  John wanted his job done for a few hundred dollars. (Where "dollars" are assumed to be fake account money / Federal Reserve Notes.)

My sales guy apprentice and I debate this point of custom domain email addresses.  I've never been convinced that such would make any difference.  I guess the only way to know would be an A-B test or some such.

Back to communication in general: it seems that by far the most likely outcome of any attempt at communication with strangers is silence, and it often isn't much better with friends.  It seems to be a social law. 

John O'Looney - a heroic funeral director

John O'Looney (co?) owns Milton Keynes Family Funeral Services in Milton Keynes, Buckinghamshire, UK. At risk of oversimplifying his statements, he's been in the Covid is fake camp from the start (or so viciously exaggerated that it amounts to the same). Then he started loudly observing that the "vax" has killed a lot of people. Along with former Pfizer Vice President Michael Yeadon, O'Looney made a complaint to the International Criminal Court at the end of 2021: "Top Public Health Figures Accused of Genocide in Historic Complaint Sent to the International Criminal Court" (2021/12/31).

O'Looney can still be found on BitChute regularly. I note that some of the recent videos appear to be attacking him, but welcome to the world of the really close to free internet, as opposed to Big Evil Goo and company.

Who knew that funeral directors could be heroes in their capacity as funeral directors?

entry 2 - catching up with a drum corps friend

On August 14 (yesterday unless I re-date this) I started introducing a drum corps friend. I'm trying to divide my next response to him into what can be public and not. Below is the public part. Some of it is redundant relatively to recent entries.

entry 1 - various nattering on airplanes and fiction

I shouldn't be nattering on something that is so irrelevant to me during a time of personal (and global) crisis, but I've been thinking about it, so here we go.

On July 7, 2017, at SFO, Air Canada 759 nearly caused the worst aviation accident in history. As it turned out, nothing at all happened, except some other pilots were terrified. (Apparently they all took off afterwards, though.)

The landing was at night but in good weather under visual rules. The pilots almost landed on a taxiway with 5 fully fueled planes with 1,000 passengers. They went around ("go around") just in time and missed one of the planes on the ground by 14 feet.

I've known about the incident for perhaps 2 years. Obviously the pilots made mistakes, but in the end they made the right decision even though they didn't quite understand what was wrong. The pilots should be cheered. Three cheers! I suppose they faced mild embarrassment if they had flown over a perfectly clear and functional runway. Then again, I get the impression that the industry does what it should in that situation--it doesn't question go arounds.

Go arounds can be dangerous. Mentour Pilot might advice pilots to assume a go around, and every landing is a bonus, but airliner pilots do a go around every 6 months if that. It's rare. It can also be dangerous. I can think of at least 2 crashes caused when the pilots didn't rev up the engines after the go-around. I'm pretty sure there is a 3rd rolling in my head, but I can't bring it up. It's a startling situation to be in. My web dev professor would call it a violation of the "principle of least astonishment."

On Feb. 13, 2017, in daylight, Harrison Ford did land on taxiway Charlie at Orange County (John Wayne). No one was injured or even frightened that time. When he called the FAA phone number that is the equivalent to a trip to the principal's office, he said "I'm the schmuck who landed on Charlie" (or close to that. There is a recording out there.) In the end, he wasn't fined or suspended. As best I understand the process, the FAA decided that he was paying attention and otherwise following procedure. It was obviously a mistake but not one that indicated likely future problems. A friend suggested that autographs were involved, but I don't think any bias was needed. It seems a sound decision.

To wander into fiction, the Air Canada pilots' decision remind me of a comment in SM Stirling's Nantucket series. The good guys' army has sprung a trap on the bad guys. The good guy's commander (Kenneth Hollard) thinks to himself that the bad guys' command has "moral courage" (or something close) because the evil commander recognizes that he's been suckered and retreats. If the bad guy couldn't accept his mistake and persisted, he would have been slaughtered.

I only listened to the Nantucket series a few months ago, even though I knew about it many years ago. It was quite good. The Emberverse is even better, though. The Emberverse begins with Dies the Fire (2004). Emberverse may be my favorite series ever, and I've read / listened to quite a few.

I'll try to stop and figure out how to feed myself.

recap

I met a drum corps friend in 2002. We went to quite a few shows together from 2002 through 2009. We may have gone to a show after that, but I'm not sure. We went to the premiere theater event several times after that, perhaps as late as 2017. I may have seen him at one or two local shows after that.

I hadn't written him since I wrote him to announce the cancellation of 2020. At the time I was simply sad and kept getting sadder. Privately, I was calling for Fauci's trial and execution by roughly June, 2020. I wasn't angry at drum corps folk yet.

In any event, I didn't write him again until a few days ago. I wrote him after I learned of the widespread vax requirement.

(A couple of small corrections made 8/15 22:52. It does cut off, but whatever.)

post 2 - more sobbing over drum corps stuff (as midnight approaches)

I just discovered that the Santa Clara Vanguard (SCV) drum and bugle corps was dormant this year. They were founded in 1967, were a founding member of DCI, and one of the all-time great corps. They are tied for the 3rd most wins (7 wins). If I started listing great SCV shows that I saw in-person, it would be a long list. There are a few more that I didn't see in person but came to enjoy.

I did not look hard for an SCV vax requirement in 2021 or '22. I would tend to think they had a requirement. Perhaps not marching is far better than a vax requirement. Part of me is still sad that they are gone, though.

Obviously Billuminati Gates' Satanic Crusade ("Covid") was involved in their dormancy.

In related news, as I wrote days ago, I can find no evidence that Carolina Crown ever had a vax requirement. They just came in 3rd for the season. I have some evidence that their show was a not-so-subtle message about "rights" as in natural rights. I probably won't go digging into details, though. At least, I'll try to resist until I'm not facing starvation.

post 1 - UnJected (ca 10pm)

I discovered and pinned UnJected today: the dating site for the un-vaccinated. Now I've seen everything, in a good way. They require an affidavit and a doctor's certification of non-vax. They claim to have matched a couple in 2021 who got married, and they show another marriage photo, too.

I've haven't been to a doctor in 20 years. The only times I've been to a doctor in my adult life were for employment reasons, for jobs that had physical requirements. I actually didn't do either of those jobs, though, for different reasons. But I went so far as to successfully get the medical clearance.

I assume they are referring primarily to not cowering to a "Covid" "vaccine." I wonder if it extends to any vaccine in the last several years, many years, as an adult, etc. I'm sure I qualify, in any event. I'm in no hurry to go to a doctor, though, for any reason.

the worst-case betrayal

conclusion

I feel no need to continue. I don't see evidence that DCI imposed a requirement, but it doesn't really matter. And DCI had all sorts of lay-it-on-thick, vile language in praise of the vax.

All I knew for relatively certain until two hours ago is that all these people were not calling for trials and executions. I also knew that a handful of 22 year olds in perfect health were wearing masks in August of 2022. That was enough to keep me away. I feared that there were vax requirements, but I wasn't sure, and I am moderately surprised that requirements run through right now.

On a somewhat related point, several months ago Kevin O'Leary moved his operations from MA to Florida. As he would say, "Mass. is dead to me." It would appear that drum corps is dead to me until fairly drastic things happen. I am fairly optimistic that they will happen, but I don't know if it will be in time for next year. I have more hope for 2025.

addendum 1 - from DCI

I'm going to try to bring this to a close, but I found a bit more stuff early this morning that I feel compelled to post for the record. This live page is mostly by "Laura VanDoren, nurse practitioner and chair of Drum Corps International's Marching Music Health, Wellness & Safety Project (MMHWSP)." It's a bunch of vile lies. I suppose there is a 2% chance she has recanted, and perhaps an equal chance that she is dead from the vax. I'm not going looking, though. The fact that it's still online without comment says enough. Here is the nurse Wayback entry captured Sun, 18 Apr 2021 08:14:48 GMT. The still-online page is stamped 03-03-2021 14:30.

addendum 2 - ranting

I should add that the DCI page I mention above has an original photo featuring a number of people wearing masks. It was originally a cartoon of drum corps fans wearing masks that was a further step towards my rift from DCI. That was on DCI's home page 2020-10-01-13:02:14 GMT.

I find that I'm still mourning the vax requirement 16 hours after I confirmed it. I very distinctly remember being upset at DCI over what I called the Buzz Bowl incident in 2007 at the Rose Bowl. Those lights buzzed louder than anything I'd ever heard in the dozens of venues I'd been to by then. Then I discovered evidence on the web that DCI knew about the buzzing in 2004. That's the sort of thing that upset me. Also, finals were supposed to be in a dome in 2008, but the drum corps angels gave us a high water mark and saved us from the dome for a year. I tried the dome in 2009, and it sounded as bad as any dome. I stopped going to finals after that. (I went to finals in '98 and then '00 - '09.) I thought that was a betrayal.

When I wrote about my boycott weeks ago, I talked about how frustrating it is to be partially connected to a group but not quite. Finding out about the vax requirement might actually be good for my overall morale. The rift is yet wider such that I can more easily walk away. There is no doubt now that it's "dead to me."

In case there is doubt, one of the problems with the above is that, statistically speaking, corps kids have almost certainly died from the vax already. Some or many have probably been sterilized. I can't say I've kept track of the best guesses as to how many waves of death there will be from the vax. Steve Kirsch said that the first wave is 7 months after the vax. There will likely be waves for years and decades.

addendum 3 - "YES!"

I still can't put this out of my mind. On Phantom's page, the exact quote is:

Will Phantom Regiment be requiring a vaccine against COVID-19 to participate in winter camps and the summer tour?

YES! Phantom Regiment will be requiring all participants to be current in regards to COVID vaccines and/or boosters.

I did not add capitalization to "YES!" It's in the original.

I am trying to put it out of my mind because I am almost literally facing starvation in a matter of weeks. I would be thrilled to get food, and / or a room, and / or be paid a tiny bit to try to take this larger matter on. I should be elaborating about that soon. I'm writing my "pitch" for the Gab introduction board, seeking a place in the parallel economy, or perhaps creating a place.

a crowd of mask dissidents in April, 2021

Floyd G. Brown was on Scott McKay's show yesterday. The immediate context was Brown has written a book, Counterpunch: An Unlikely Alliance of Americans Fighting Back for Faith and Freedom. I guess it's in pre-release. It's on Amazon with a release date of April 4. (For the record, I hadn't heard of Brown before.) It was a more-or-less interesting conversation. Given all that's out there, I don't necessarily recommend that specific episode. (I really like Scott McKay generally.) With that said, the reason for this entry:

I was moved by what Brown says from 3:17 - 4:19. I don't think he specifies the exact date, but I'm reasonably sure the ReAwaken America conference he's speaking of was in April, 2021 (in Tulsa). (It was Clay Clark's first such conference; I take it Gen. Flynn was a co-organizer / co-sponsor. Even though NPR is engaged in an instance of the usual mass-murdering Big Lie, I refer to NPR simply to pin this down. It's the first result that helped me pin the probable date down.)

In any event, Brown describes going to Tulsa in April, 2021. The airport is abandoned. He can't find an Uber, Lyft, or taxi. He doesn't specify how he gets to the church hosting the conference, but he says there were 5,000 people and not a mask in sight, and people were hugging, happy, exited, united, etc.

I could rant for quite a while, but I'll have to be satisfied with posting that for the record.

yet another epic Musk Tweet

Musk is responding to two Tweets by Zuby on March 8. Zuby 1:

What are the biggest media lies of the last few years?

-Covid-19 (all of it)
-Jan 6 'insurrection'
-'safe and effective' jab
-Jussie Smollett
-Bubba Wallace
-Covington hoax
-Kyle Rittenhouse story
-'Very fine people' hoax
-'drinking bleach'
-'horse dewormer'

What else?
5:29 PM [EST] · Mar 8, 2023

And Zuby Tweet 2:

-Russian collusion
-Ghost of Kyiv 
-Hunter Biden laptop
-'Don't Say Gay' bill
-Twitter collapse post-Elon
-Nord Stream pipeline
-'Transitory' inflation
-Men can get pregnant
-BLM narrative
-'2 weeks to flatten the curve'
-Blaming Russia for missile that landed in Poland

Musk's response was "We are running out of 'conspiracies' that turned out to be true! Can someone manufacture a few more? The shelf is almost empty." (at 2:57 AM [EST] · Mar 9, 2023)

some long-term "news" items

I'll post this entry after 9pm. Two videos / topics of note:

'No Virus' Goes International! (15:22). This copy was posted on Jim Fetzer's BitChute channel, 03:08 UTC on March 8th, 2023. This is assembled and presented by Dr. Sam(antha) Bailey of New Zealand. More evidence that viruses are fake.

Mark, Danielle and Testimonials Discuss Fake Money to Real Money with Nicholas Veniamin (22:18). This is a 100% gold-backed money system. They mention the "7k Club." I'd like to annotate this more, but I'm starting with this note to self.

more clot shot pushers

Entries made early AM.

later entry - Gab night owls - first posted after 23:19 Eastern

I had been searching Gab for "night owl" without quotes. It took me a while to realize that search results and people results were separate, and there are night owl groups. I've been thinking about what I want to say to such groups, and what I want to say to them applies to what I want to say to a larger group (outside of Gab), so it seems best to put my thoughts here.

"Discrimination" is one branch of the psy war. Various libtard groups claim they are discriminated against. In almost all cases this is a Big Lie or has become one in the last several decades, but that's another topic. If you think you're discriminated against, try being a night owl.

Most broadly, I propose a support group. I have precisely one person I can usually talk to during the night. Both he and I are male / he, we are both very straight, and thus he is not a significant other. Finding a SO would be lovely, but that isn't quite my point. I'm just saying one other person isn't enough in this case. Males are welcome to this hypothetical group, although I mean group is a larger sense than based on Gab. Perhaps we will settle on Gab, but we don't have to.

The point being that I'd like more people to talk to during the night. If it's directly productive talk, so much the better, but it doesn't have to be. In the productive realm, my apprentice offer is pretty much always open.

That's a good start.

earlier entry - posted roughly 7pm Eastern

As with WikiPedia, a few people associated with Big Evil Goo Tube need to be put on trial for mass murder, treason, crimes against humanity, etc. Meanwhile, I will happily enjoy the somewhat literal hymns to their coming downfall and death.

The Goo-ey algorithm found me this: an excerpt of Tchaikovsky's Hymn of the Cherubim. For a day or two I thought this was a work sponsored by the modern Russian government. If Goo is correct, it was actually the USSR Ministry of Culture Chamber Choir. I wonder what the history of censorship was around such. I doubt a communist government can sponsor very many such performances without collapse. Perhaps it didn't. I suspect the recording was made much later in Soviet history than sooner.

I'll consider the performance a premonition / envisioning and creating the reality of a Russian church and state that is slaying the dragon as I write, or at least making it bleed significantly.

further musical commentary (22:47, 45+ minutes after first post)

That lovely high note is A5. (The octave numbers start with C, so B4 and C5 are next to each other. Middle C is C4) If tuned properly, A5 is 864 Hz, one octave above the famous 432 Hz as opposed to the infamous 440 Hz. (With A5 as 864, C4 is 256 Hz.) So far, I can't tell which it is, after briefly trying a couple of techniques.

I have the software to answer the question pretty quickly; it's not hard to find, but I should move on to not starving. (a few minutes later.)

NIH has a record of 3 studies mostly by the same researchers which found 432 Hz beneficial to health over 440. NIH seems to be housing the record and has nothing to do with the studies. This of course is the same NIH that needs a few people given their due process of law and then executed. Then it needs to be abolished with a "never again!" for the historical record.

There are other authors, but the common authors are Diletta Calamassi, University and Continuing Education Center, AUSL Toscana Centro - Empoli - Florence (Italy), and Gian Paolo Pomponi, independent film score composer and sound engineer.

• Music Tuned to 440 Hz Versus 432 Hz and the Health Effects: A Double-blind Cross-over Pilot Study 2019 Apr 6
• Music tuned to 432 Hz versus music tuned to 440 Hz for improving sleep in patients with spinal cord injuries: a double-blind cross-over pilot study 2020 Nov 30
• The Listening to music tuned to 440 Hz versus 432 Hz to reduce anxiety and stress in emergency nurses during the COVID-19 pandemic: a double-blind, randomized controlled pilot study 2022 May 12

Florida grand jury and lawsuit

As of the end of 2022, the vaguely sovereign State of Florida showed some degree of sovereignty by moving towards a grand jury against the dark sorcerers / dark witches (pharmakeia). There may be lawsuit, too, but I haven't distinguished that from the grand jury, off hand.

commentary

I may never watch Rings of Power. It's been too thoroughly mocked in the media I watch. There are lots of shows I would catch up on first. Therefore, I'm pretty sure one doesn't need to watch it to get the humor. It does help if you've seen Peter Jackson's movies. There are a handful of in-jokes from that. I've probably watched this 6 - 7 times, and I'll probably watch it every few days for a while.

I have not done a thorough research study, but I would tend to agree that Ben Shapiro is "a great evil," although I tend to think so for different reasons than the characters.

I hope to see the day when Chandler Juliet (the elf) gets a big role. Between the elf and the bedroom scene in Californians... (ep 5: Buc-ee's), she can really act. Although he's even better in the bedroom scene. I don't claim to be much of a judge on acting, though.

There are at least three funny in-jokes relative to Walking Dead. It does help to have seen at least up through roughly 6 seasons.

(Big Evil) Goo Tube traveler Eva zu Beck

There are all sorts of important videos I could link to, but I would say I've been borderline enchanted by Eva and her videos. I've watched most of her videos for the last 2 months. I've watched her border crossing into the US then saw some of the next ones. I saw the Texas video and the Montana rodeo video and then at least part of her approach to Prudhoe Bay. I saw her go a few dozen feet into the Arctic Ocean and then I've seen all the videos until where she turns around from some back roads in Baja California (2022/12/17 video).

Her experience crossing into the US from Mexico reminds me of the security scene from Airplane II: The Sequel. (Keep watching the passengers going through the metal detector all the way through.)

I'm going to refrain from my usual sarcastic "political" commentary. She was thrilled by the rodeo, and she seems to like Texans and Montanans enough that I'll give her credit.

Fetzer update

Fetzer's SCOTUS case seems to have ended in his defeat. Hopefully that doesn't mean Big Evil will go after Fetzer for $2.75 trillion (with a T, as in 10¹² like they did Alex Jones).

Brunson

The Brunson lawsuit has the attention of the US Supreme Court. Loy Brunson was interviewed a couple of days ago. We're hoping the status of the case will change any day. The suit addresses the actions of Congress and Mike Pence on Jan 6, 2021. The Brunson brothers allege that almost 400 members of Congress violated their oath of office by failing to listen to roughly 100 Congressmen plus at least a few Senators. Those members of both houses had serious concerns that the rest ignored.

Loy has an identical suit stuck in one of the US Federal Appeals Circuits. Raland is his brother whose suit is pending at SCOTUS. A third brother is involved. The first few minutes of that interview are quite efficient in explaining the situation. By 8 minutes it's clear something very interesting may be going on.

Fetzer

Meanwhile, Dr. James Fetzer's petition will go to conference this Friday, Dec 2. Alex Jones' situation (also against Pozner, I think) is infamous. Pozner is the alleged father of one of the alleged victims of the alleged Sandy Hook mass shooting; I'll come back to "alleged" momentarily.

As best I understand, Jones didn't fight in the courts. I don't know to what degree he's addressed the situation, but there is no telling how he was threatened or whether he is otherwise compromised. I haven't followed Jones closely enough to have an opinion on the latter. Jones has absolutely done a great deal of good, but I haven't followed him closely enough to figure out where his walls are. As best I understand, he won't go outside of certain walls, such as backing off of Sandy Hook.

Dr. James Fetzer did fight in the courts. He lost a few rounds, but SCOTUS will decide whether to hear his case this Friday. The fight started in Wisconsin courts. I remember a journalist who expressed skepticism about Fetzer's premise but still said that Fetzer was treated unfairly by the courts. That "unfairness" may be further addressed at SCOTUS.

"James Fetzer is a UMD Philosophy Professor Emeritus ... He retired from UMD (Univ. of Minnesota, Duluth) in 2006." His UMD site is linked from WikiP, but his currently active site is, at a glance, hard to find via Goo. Yandex pulls up Fetzer's currently active site as the first result. Yandex is Russian. Go figure. Go Russia! Kick Satanist ass! That's in all seriousness. Perhaps I'll write about that (more) extensively at some point.

another new hero: Dr. James Thorp, MD, OBGYN (first posted 3:02am, commentary after 3:11am)

"This is where the rubber meets the road. This is where physicians need to say 'no.' And, I will remind you, physicians, in the Nuremberg trial there were seven physicians… and they tried to use this sloppy illegitimate defense: "oh, I'm just following orders – they would have killed my family." You know what? All seven of those physicians hung. They were sentenced to death and they hung.

This is where Austria got it right [recently]. They know that this [vaccine] is killing people, and they're saying: 'you know, physicians, this is your responsibility.'"

They're right. It’s a physician’s responsibility to do their due diligence – like I did. It's their responsibility not to follow orders [blindly], but to do their own due diligence. They are killing patients if they are being told what to do, and I personally will act as an expert witness against them if they continue to do this."

-- from Gateway Pundit, published October 8, 2022 at 8:00am, by Julian Conradson. In turn, they are citing Dr. Drew [Pinsky's] show on October 4.

US General Curtis LeMay said, "I suppose if I had lost the war, I would have been tried as a war criminal." No poop, Sherlock! It should be understood in my blog that I am no fan of Nuremberg, Great War of Communist Expansion edition. It would be true justice, though, for both the ideological and genetic descendants to be rather literally hung by their own petard.

Also, what the heck did Austria get right? They had a universal mandate for a few weeks. Brittany Pettibone Sellner talked about that in early 2022. She was there. Some Austrian officials need to be investigated for mass murder.

With that said, I am pleased to hear him say that.

What does the non-normal checklist say about that?

Specifically, what does the non-normal checklist say about when the non-normal checklist is thrown about the cockpit of a plane and the spine breaks / opens and the pages are shuffled around the deck? See Mentour Pilot's 2022/07/30 video on the 7th January 2017 incident over the Indian Ocean. A Bombardier Challenger 604 (max 9 - 10 passengers) was caught in the wake turbulence of an AirBus 380. The checklist reference is just after 14:10.

It also reminds me of what the checklist says about what to do when there are bloody footprints on the ceiling of a plane. That happened during Federal Express Flight 705 on April 7, 1994. Methinks affirmative action was involved there. WikiP of course does not mention that Auburn R. Calloway, the perpetrator, was black. Big Evil Goo images shows him, though.

yet another beutiful, naive, brainwashed Swede dies

Viktoria Theresie Izabelle Ljungman, 23, died on October 6th when her Nigerian flight student, Oluwagbohunmi Ayomide Oyebode, 18, (most likely) got her killed. The AOPA Air Safety Institute had some interesting input into this. Apparently flight instructors having to overpower or vigorously distract their students is more common than one would think. As a tiny woman, was Ms. Ljungman trained in this at a "Historically Black College"? I am going to guess that Mr. Oyebode was much, much stronger than she was, as would be all of her male students and almost all the female students.

Abby Martin on the modern State of Israel

Once again, go look at my mother's ethnicity in my January 8 entry.

Just the first few minutes of this Abby Martin interview by Joe Rogan are something else. I had a decent notion of how bad Israel's occupation is for Palestinians, but she spells out a lot in a few minutes. That's the modern State of Israel's occupation of Palestine as opposed to the occupation of the whole earth by the (descendants of) the people who created the modern state.

I could comment on her politics for quite a while, but I'll go for the short version. She suffers from the same inconsistency as many on the right. Ayn Rand observed that in politics and elections, inconsistency is worse than being dead wrong but consistent. With that said, Martin appears to be a seeker of truth and reporting very important information.

Although it has the usual vile "bias," her Wikipedia entry is a useful start. One of the ways I've put it recently is that Wikipedia is great until it gets you killed. Now it's easy to die from the clot shot "Covid" "vaccine" because WikiP has a position other than the trial and execution of those involved.

Steve Kirsh - a new hero

Kirsh has been blasting the "Covid" Big Lie almost from the start. That is, he's heroicly on my side. His AirTable of vaccine injuries has a number of disturbing entries. And I mean disturbing to me who in June, 2020 was calling for Fauci's due process of law and execution.

Entry #134 by the "Oral & Maxillofacial Surgeon in private practice in California" might be the most jarring. Before masks, he wouldn't operate on patients with a blood Ox saturation less than 98. Now everyone reads 96, "Patients' hands are ice cold now in the middle of Summer and the finger probe is having a hard time picking up the [pulse] signal..." The vaxxed patients aren't bleeding when he cuts into their gums; the unvaxxed (pure blood) patients still bleed as before, although they are few. So when I call them shod, masked, vaxxed zombies, I now have a medical basis.

As of a few days ago, Kirsh is still talking about logic and arguments and reason. That's great to an extent, but the logic, arguments, and reason were pretty damn clear by April or May, 2020. I'm waiting for his tone to change.

I've said that I might be satisfied with a few dozen instances of due process of law and then execution just in the US. That number starts to climb as I read his AirTable and think about this more. The toxic rot has spread throughout society. A tiny number of people with any authority or wealth or power are doing anything to put the brakes on this ongoing massacre. I'm told Kirsh is worth $280M, so he has wealth. US Senator Ron Johnson from Wisconsin has some authority, and he's hosted dozens of speakers on how deadly the vax is. I'll have to think about that list; there aren't many. I'm not counting whatever wealth doctors have; there are quite a few doctors speaking out--not remotely enough, but quite a few. I would guess I've seen the names of several hundred doctors on various relevant documents.

Back to Kirsh, he admits to being a huge Democrat donor until very recently, although he's also admitted this grave mistake. He helped found Media Matters which now attacks him. Kirsh is one of the tribe promoting "Covid." It would be lovely if he got to pointing that out.

Fortunately, the tribe has pointed it out themselves. In February they gave the Genesis Prize to Bourla of Pfizer. See their video "... Heroes Battling Covid: In Honor of 2022 Genesis Prize Laureate Dr. Albert Bourla." They hang the millstones or nooses around their own necks, taking credit for their latest Big Lie. (Again, these are my cousins on my mother's side.)

drum corps update

The drum corps situation was as bad as I feared. A friend got tired of my not looking and decided to look. The video of the open class (2nd tier) awards ceremony shows at least 3 corps worth of drum majors and / or colorguard captains--by definition 22 or under and in perfect health--wearing masks. Two of four instructors I see off hand are wearing masks. This was less than a week ago.

I am very concerned that some or all of the corps required "vaccines." Even as Mr. Red Pill, I am loath to go look. In any event, it would appear at a glance that it was a "normal" season in terms of schedule, and that it ended on the normal day last week.

other stuff

I went looking for the zoomed in video of Fauci on Chuck Todd on 2021/02/28. GhostEzra has a new channel and thus presumably all the old stuff is gone, which sucks. Thus, I can't find it that way. I noticed that Reuters felt the need to "fact check" that incident. For now I'm not going to bother.

While looking for that, I found this: Wyoming State Legislature Senator "Bouchard calls for Fauci to be tried then executed." That's Anthony Bouchard (R-Cheyenne), on or just before 2021/09/10. Nice to see that people with standing agree. On that note, it was fun to see Liz Cheney lose with 28.9% of the vote. Oh, no kidding, the self-same Bouchard was running in that race, too. He only got 2.6%, but I have hope that Trump's endorsed candidate will suffice--Trump's candidate Harriet Hageman won the Republican primary.

Laura Logan spelled it out a few weeks ago regarding the fact that a Satanic cult runs the world. I see dates of July 22 - 23, 2022. On one of Sean's / SGT's sites; that's dated June 27, so that must be closer. It looks like the original video and user were removed from TikTok; big shocker.

comments on a Star Trek novel and then scope creep - after 01:49

I'm starting from this point in my novel review, about the Romulan boy and the human girl.

I hope it's extraordinarily clear from this site that I am no libtard. Such scenes in some contexts are purely malicious psychological war against white people. But given the context, it was hard not to enjoy that scene. For one, Romulans reached warp speed on their own. They are technologically and culturally on par with humans. That analogy does NOT hold in the real world, when certain groups try to push across such scenes. If left on their own, the other culture in current world fiction will not reach warp speed for 200,000 years if even then, despite Black Panther psy war propaganda crap.

Perhaps I'm getting off topic, but among other bits of evidence, a quick Goo search shows that the Ben Rich quote from roughly 1993 that "We now have the technology to take ET back home" appears to be a real quote. That is, some earth humans have had warp speed for decades.

I very briefly met Ben Rich at USC in '91 or '92, at an Engineering Honors Colloquium talk he gave. I only remember a couple of fragments of that, though. I think I remember USC professor Rusch talking to him. I followed them both out of the building, as I remember, perhaps somewhat impolitely.

Professor Rusch went on our trip to Yosemite just before my first year ('91) began. I really liked him. He died by accident on May 28, 1992, at age 58. (I thought he was a bit older.) I remember being shocked and hurt by that. (For the record, Willard Van Tuyl Rusch) His wife came to Yosemite, and we all warmed to her, too. It hurt that much more to know how she felt.

Shasta County (first posting after 00:43)

This article on Shasta County, California, is one of the most encouraging I've seen in months or perhaps years. For bibliopgrahical purposes, Redding is the county seat of Shasta. Without reading this in detail again, the following was in the first few months of Billuminati's Satanic Crusade, so roughly March - May, 2020. Carlos Zapata is speaking at a county board of supervisors meeting:

Right now we're being peaceful, but it's not gonna be peaceful much longer. I'm probably the only person that has the balls to say what I'm saying right now. That we're building, we're organizing. I've been in combat, and I never want to go back again, but I will, to save this country. If it has to be against our own citizens, it will happen.

The context is the Royal Colony of California, or perhaps the Chinese People's Provence of California imposing "Covid" "restrictions." He's basically saying interfere with our lives over "Covid" and die. "The local sheriff, bowing to the county's new political reality, allowed the annual Cottonwood Rodeo to proceed, at a time when large public events were being canceled across the country."

Leonard Moty, a "pro-Covid" county supervisor, was recalled on February 1, 2022. The presumably previously libtard-ish New York-based (?) reporter James Pogue moved to the county. He "went native" as a result of his reporting. Zapata is or was "one of the Cottonwood militia's most prominent members."

no pay

I'll go back to the first post to Gab in May. There was some negative feedback to "no pay." If you look up medieval apprenticeships, the apprentice worked for the master craftsman. The apprentice most certainly didn't get paid. Also, that's why I used the term "master software dev" or whatever my exact words were. I was using the historically relevant term. As to the jackass who had a sarcastic reply to that, I'll deal with him presently.

I'm offering a better deal. If you (the apprentice) will do work for me, great. I don't necessarily require it, though. I have all sorts of ideas on how an apprentice can be useful to me. One model is if you're working on learning (client-side, web-based) JavaScript, and if you're a green dot (available) on some sort of (possibly type-only) chat program, that is useful to me. I'll explain below.

I think that covers "no pay" as well as I can for now.

Why not teach?

The context was at the college level, even as the lowest-ranking guest lecturer without a master's degree or PhD.

I don't want to get paid by a state school because I'm an anarchist. I'm not looking for a classroom full of students. I'm looking for one to start, and a handful at most. My ideal vision is for 3 - 5 at most. (Yes, by the way, I do have one quasi active apprentice right now, but he finally got a real job as a dev. He's busy with that and otherwise busy.)

I want my teaching to also be creating code. I don't want to spend too much time teaching. Besides, I shouldn't even use "teaching." My observation is that no one ever teaches anyone anything. The student must learn for himself. I see my job as sending an apprentice in the right direction, answering questions, and reducing frustration. In 1992 I would spend 3 hours fixing syntax errors. That was not necessarily time well spent. I want to spare apprentices that sort of frustration. Yes, one should spend some time on debugging, of course, but I really wish I had someone around to help then.

I want to solve my problem by doing, not teaching. If in 3 years I've netted $50k then I might consider teaching in the sense suggested.

I'm not a big fan of college, as I elaborate below.

For the record, "$" should be assumed to be Federal Reserve Notes / account money / debt money / the Rothschilds' private Monopoly money. The US Mint of course still produces 1 ounce silver, true dollars, which are currently worth over $20.

apprenticeship over "higher ed" - getting work without a degree

I appreciate a 3rd person's response that one should not bother with a degree, and that education at all levels has galloped towards pure evil including mass murder.

One of the potential benefits to an apprentice is to get work experience that I can vouch for. We can create a site for you to work on or post to, you list "blah.com" as your employer, and I will be your professional, managerial reference. Once again, you don't have to do work for me: if there is something you want to create, I will vouch for the work if I indeed think it's worthy. I can give you feedback on "worthy" as often as you want to make sure you stay in the worthy range.

Even with a recession, I get the impression that some sectors of tech are still desperate. If I think your work is worthy, I will probably bend "1 year" of work experience, and if you can list one year, that may get you hired.

the troll

I had one response bashing my tech skills. I may deal with him here, but I may see what happens on Gab first. It was a one line comment; no apparent research into the matter on his part.

addendum C - new Q posts!!!! (23:35)

I mentioned the Q faction of the military a while ago, in today's entries. Then at 20:26:19 EDT, Q posted for the first time in about 1.5 years (see QAnon.pub). Maybe Fauci's execution will be announced before the end of the drum corps season.

addendum B - drum corps fandom speaks (23:32)

"The texter" started research, probably on DrumCorpsPlanet. So far there is a fan musing about "Covid flareups" during the season. He is considering wearing a mask.

A handful of people wore masks in 2019 and earlier. I don't remember if I've ever seen a mask at a drum corps show, so let's say that 0.1% of fans wore masks in 2019 and earlier.

If a handful of people are wearing masks, I might live with that. If it's above something like 5%, though, I'm not sure I could stand it. If I were sitting near someone wearing a mask, and he spoke to me, I think I'd turn vaguely in his direction and search with my eyes, trying to find the source of the sound. I would say, "I hear a voice, but I can't seem to find the source. I must have slipped into a parallel reality where people more or less literally jump off a cliff when Dr. Fauci says so."

Even if he (or she) didn't speak to me, I'm not sure I could wait very long before I laid into him (or her). Again, just a reference during the show to the effects of "Covid" would probably set me off. There are no effects of Covid. There is the effect of a psychological and economic war fought by the usual suspects. I just don't see how I could enjoy a show, and there is a real chance I'd get into at least a screaming match if not a fist fight with someone.

"Covid flareups"? My potential standard is that 20% of fans need to be 10% as pissed as I am. This guy is -10,000% (negative). He's way the hell in the wrong direction.

addendum A - Dr. Michael Yeadon on the deadly "vaccine" (22:29)

When I got the text mentioned below, I was on the phone with someone "the texter" knows by reference (and vice versa). The person on the phone wanted me to send the following on to "the texter."

The following is Dr. Michael Yeadon speaking. "Dr. Michael Yeadon is former chief scientific officer at Pfizer’s Global Allergy & Respiratory Research Department." This is a Yeadon interview with The Epoch Times; it's 50 minutes, 21 seconds (50:21).

The "label" on BitChute says that the interview was on June 3, but I can't quickly confirm that. The Bitchute bibliography:

"Former Pfizer VP: ‘Massive Fraud Playing Out on a Global Scale’ Epoch Times, June 3 2022"   First published [on BitChute / the specific 
BitChute channel] at 22:48 UTC on June 5th, 2022. 
On the channel Mihai Grigoriu   

original post - just before 21:57

The proverbial shoe dropped. To counter one assumption, I am most definitely not on top of the drum corps season. I have not tried looking at the drum corps calendar since roughly September of 2020 (Yes, 2020, not 2021.) That was when they posted a cartoon of fans with masks. I'm not even sure why I looked at DCI's site about a year later, but then the photograph was of 23 year old kids in perfect health wearing masks--the horrific cartoon became perverse reality.

I had very, very vaguely picked up the notion that there might be a "normal" drum corps season this summer. I didn't actively unsubscribe from Spirit of Atlanta, so I saw part of an email before I deleted it without consciously reading it. I had assumed that the season had already started. My stance several hours ago was that I want none of it.

At 7:58pm I got a text, though, that the season starts this coming Tuesday with a live theater event, which is "normal." So I suppose it's time to deal with this in full.

I discussed this to some degree in my May 30 entry, but I'll start here from the beginning. Looks like I discussed other aspects on June 18, for that matter.

If I went to a drum corps event, there would be a fairly good chance of my literally getting into a fist fight with someone, and I've never been in a fist fight. "Covid" is for all intents and purposes fake. If it's not fake, it was exaggerated 1,000,000 times. The "vaccines" have very likely killed 200,000 in the US, perhaps somewhat less, and perhaps many times more. There are several points of evidence that something like 5% of vaccines lots were very dangerous, then an unknown percentage is still a bioweapon but not as immediately deadly. There is indirect evidence that some percentage are saline. Why they are saline breaks into other subdivisions. One branch is that a few dozen people are trying to avoid trial and execution for mass murder.

The response to "Covid" and the "vaccine" must be on some level revolutionary. It may not take an actual revolution in that I still have fairly good hope that a faction of the US military has cleaned house to some degree covertly, and they are ready to finish cleaning overtly. They are waiting, though, for their wake-up campaign to reach a tipping point. Roughly speaking, I'll call this faction the Q faction as in the somewhat incorrectly named QAnon.

I will not be able to tolerate any references to the effect that "Covid" had on drum corps. I can't just go back like nothing happened. I can't go back until Dr. Fauci's trial and execution has been revealed. That's a partly symbolic aspect of what needs to happen, and it's only a part.

I would go back when DCI's official policy is that Dr. Fauci should be tried for capital crimes. I rather doubt that is the case right now.

In my May 30 entry, I laid out a lesser criteria that if 20% of drum corps fandom are 10% as furious as I am, that might be good enough. The person who sent me the text is one of the people I mentioned (by reference) in that entry, but I had already pretty well decided to ignore the season and never sent the entry to that person.

So, if you want to take on the task, go look at DrumCorpsPlanet or whatever other source and see if anyone else even mentions this. I mean the fans. I would not bother looking at DCI or corps' sites.

In part, this goes to the frustration I've experienced on a number of occasions that people whom I have X in common with are opposed to my Y and Z and A and B. As of 3 years ago, I had reason to like other drum corps fans. I can't tolerate a season like nothing happened. If we're going to pray for justice before every show, that would probably work as a minimal requirement, but I don't see that happening.

This isn't coming out as well as I would like, but I want to post something, send it to my "texter," and get the discussion going. And / or the "texter" can survey fandom. I am not going to survey fandom because I expect that it will only get me more worked up.