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I cite WikiPedOia several times. WikiP is great until it gets you killed by lethal injection ("vaccine"). A number of their editors should be tried for mass murder, treason, crimes against humanity, etc. (I dubbed it WikiPedOia on May 1, 2024.)


June 5

The posts through Czebotar's affidavit will be posted after 01:02. Bill Dannemeyer's link is after 01:32.

The Florida grand jury on "Covid's" second interim report is mentioned after 01:52. It will be posted at the same time through the "Antisemitism Awareness Act of 2023" section. All that will now be after 02:13.

SIDS post after 03:00, and President Bukele of El Salvador.

Dr. Paul Alexander calls for trials and executions

Dr. Alexander was on the "Covid" task force with Fauci (ultra-villain) and Dr. Scott Atlas (good guy). In an article dated either the 3rd or 4th (2 days ago or yesterday), he went far enough. He ends the following. I don't know if this is his usual writing style.

Age cannot protect them, retirement cannot protect them! they will answer legally…they must!

these f[***]ers, IMO, build as many gallows as possible, as me for rope and wood, I will donate money….and drag each and every CDC, NIH, FDA, NIAID, HHS, Health Canada etc., each health official….who made deadly COVID policy….every vaccine maker CEO like Bourla, Bancel, Sahin etc., all mRNA inventors like Malone, Weissman etc. of the mRNA, and try them in proper courts so they can have fair hearings, and if we find they did no wrong, were just morons and inept and had no malice, were just money fame hungry whores, then we celebrate them, but if we find they were reckless, dangerous, malicious, deliberate, and harmed people, caused deaths, we hang each and every one of these f[***]ers, and IMO have a firing squad on the Rose Garden lawn of the White House and invite the legacy media each day to witness carrying out the judge and jury orders, only what judges and juries and courts say….we put them to death day by day and many legacy media folk from CNN etc. would have gone through trials too and if judges found them guilty, like Wen, Gupta, Cuomo, Hotez etc., and say they must face death penalty as they costed lives, that their actions killed people or contributed to their deaths, then we impose the death penalty…no one must escape and this is why we need Trump.

an MD, Annette Bosworth, starts dragging herself in the direction of Dr. Alexander

The following are the BitChute entries and thus not the originals. I assume the written commentary is not original, either. I'm not motivated enough to find the originals (exercise for the reader). Dr. Bosworth is reviewing a paper by Steve Kirsch and Dr. McCullough and others. (In full: M. Nathaniel Mead, Stephanie Seneff, Russ Wolfinger, Jessica Rose, Kris Denhaerynck, Steve Kirsch, Peter A. McCullough.) Kirsch's reference to the retraction, linked above, is dated Feb 19, 2024. Bosworth also references the retraction in her shorter video I link below. She sticks with the good guys.

Bosworth is starting to get angry and feels she was lied to. She admitted that her followers have been bugging her about the vax since the vax came out. At 26:52 she's talking about an Army retired colonel and MD who warned her, but she didn't listen. Referring to her younger self, she was thinking something very close to "They would never be that evil."

on (((their))) evil

(((They))) of course are always that evil. That is their conscious mission spanning many lifetimes. They are members of various Satanic (or other negative entity) religious sects that literally do evil for a living and for their souls' progression over many "livings." It is progression in that both the positive and negative paths eventually lead to the same place. There is only One Infinite Creator. You, me, and the Satanists are part of the One. In this here and now, though, I would like to see them dead.

For the moment, I am not into forgiving my enemy. Wanting them dead is not at all stooping to their level. They got nearly hundred million people directly killed by their "own" "governments" outside of war from 1917 - 1976. The WikiPedOia only goes to 20 million for the Cultural Revolution. I've seen much higher numbers. I'll stick with mine between China and Russia.

In Mein Kampf, Hitler cites 30 million killed by Soviet J--- before July, 1925, when he published. Those numbers kept going up. The Holodomor was years later. Given the tens or hundreds of trillions (((they))) have spent demonizing Nazis, I'm inclined to accept Hitler's number. I would imagine there are other sources of such numbers, too.

Russia furnishes the most terrible example of such a slavery. In that country the J[--] killed or starved thirty millions of the people, in a bout of savage fanaticism and partly by the employment of inhuman torture. And he did this so that a gang of J[-----] literati and financial bandits should dominate over a great people.

If you don't want to go with Hillary's off-the-charts, ultra-villain evil just with her own hands (or teeth), go a bit further for sworn testimony of Bush senior's acts.

They eat the faces off of living little girls. That's from Hillary's Frazzledrip video, on Anthony Weiner's hard drive, labeled "insurance." NYPD seized it when Weiner was sexting a 15 year old. Sidney Powell gave indirect evidence to that: she confirmed that the word is that the NYPD officers who saw the video threw up. I believe most of them are now dead from "suicide" (Arkancide) or perhaps legitimate suicide. When they realized that a more-or-less woman who was almost President does that sort of thing, they may actually have killed themselves. (I have not tried to watch Frazzledrip.)

Bush senior "cut the top of the skull off the first child and using a different tool that was kind of like a melon baller, served pieces of his brain slowly so the child knew he was being eaten alive." I'll refer to the sworn evidence for that just below.

Jessie Czebotar's affidavits

To start my references, I'll start with Jessie Czebotar interviewed by Sarah Westall on or just before October 8, 2020. Czebotar has kept at the interviews for years. As usual, see BitChute. I assume Big Evil J-- Tube "censors" her. I take it that Czebotar has gotten more and more explicit in her interviews. They add credibility to her affidavits. I have not read the "brains" affidavit. Add it to the endless list of things that I literally cannot afford to do in that I'm barely keeping myself fed and housed, perhaps because I can't stop posting about these things.

Czebotar "brains" affidavit details
  • Czebotar "brains" copy on my site
  • Jessie-regarding-Cathedral-of-St.-Peter-in-Rockford-IL.pdf - I did not alter this title.
  • "sworn under the pains and penalty of perjury"
  • the notary name and ID are clearly visible on page 24
  • 7.2 MB
  • 7472879 or 7,472,879 bytes
  • SHA2-512(Jessie-regarding-Cathedral-of-St.-Peter-in-Rockford-IL.pdf)= af15d29763ad22d2c99f29a6ccbb0d6552bb5fff918be77cad46b514c5c61de502deb59092f84fdfe9541c4e921f038194163a4b956ec603f79f6ceeb6a3b15f

13-year Congressman Bill Dannemeyer on J----- supremacy

Your U.S. government can now legally kill Christians for the "crime" of worshipping Jesus Christ! .... On March 5, 1991, in the House of Representatives, and March 7, 1991, in the U.S. Senate, without any knowledge of, or input by, the people of the United States, U.S. Senators and Congressmen passed a law ... that ... forces the American people to be bound by a set of monstrous rules, called the Noahide Laws, rules that make the belief in Jesus Christ a crime punishable by decapitation by guillotine!
NOW THE GOVERNMENT CAN LEGALLY KILL CHRISTIANS, by Bill Dannemeyer (husband of Dr. Lorraine Day), U.S. Congressman, 1979-1992.

He goes on in some detail citing the Talmud, which is the true J----- "holy" book. Enslaving and killing goy is quite specifically allowed.

Florida grand jury

The formal name is the Twenty-Second Statewide Grand Jury. The second report was submitted May 21, 2024. I never saw a mention of the first report. I believe it came out in February (4 months ago).

I read the article below, not the report. It seems they are heading in the right direction. I'm not sure when they end, and I'm not sure if they are charged with returning indictments.

H.R.6090 - Antisemitism Awareness Act of 2023

The above link shows the "progress" of the bill. It doesn't look like the Senate has done much. Surprisingly, even a search of Big Evil Goo showed that the gig evil J-- press ("mainstream") was mostly against the bill.

The Bill serves as a useful list of what's true. At some point, I might make it a point to violate all the points.

In part, the Bill would definitions of antisemitism by the International Holocaust Remembrance Alliance law.

SEC. 4. Definitions.

For purposes of this Act, the term "definition of antisemitism"—

(1) means the definition of antisemitism adopted on May 26, 2016, by the IHRA, of which the United States is a member, which definition has been adopted by the Department of State; and

(2) includes the “[c]ontemporary examples of antisemitism” identified in the IHRA definition.

Pulling from IHRA:

On 26 May 2016, the Plenary in Bucharest decided to:

Adopt the following non-legally binding working definition of antisemitism:

"Antisemitism is a certain perception of Jews, which may be expressed as hatred toward Jews. Rhetorical and physical manifestations of antisemitism are directed toward Jewish or non-Jewish individuals and/or their property, toward Jewish community institutions and religious facilities."

To guide IHRA in its work, the following examples may serve as illustrations:

Manifestations might include the targeting of the state of Israel, conceived as a Jewish collectivity. However, criticism of Israel similar to that leveled against any other country cannot be regarded as antisemitic. Antisemitism frequently charges Jews with conspiring to harm humanity, and it is often used to blame Jews for “why things go wrong.” It is expressed in speech, writing, visual forms and action, and employs sinister stereotypes and negative character traits.

Contemporary examples of antisemitism in public life, the media, schools, the workplace, and in the religious sphere could, taking into account the overall context, include, but are not limited to:

  • Calling for, aiding, or justifying the killing or harming of Jews in the name of a radical ideology or an extremist view of religion.
  • Making mendacious, dehumanizing, demonizing, or stereotypical allegations about Jews as such or the power of Jews as collective — such as, especially but not exclusively, the myth about a world Jewish conspiracy or of Jews controlling the media, economy, government or other societal institutions.
  • Accusing Jews as a people of being responsible for real or imagined wrongdoing committed by a single Jewish person or group, or even for acts committed by non-Jews.
  • Denying the fact, scope, mechanisms (e.g. gas chambers) or intentionality of the genocide of the Jewish people at the hands of National Socialist Germany and its supporters and accomplices during World War II (the Holocaust).
  • Accusing the Jews as a people, or Israel as a state, of inventing or exaggerating the Holocaust.
  • Accusing Jewish citizens of being more loyal to Israel, or to the alleged priorities of Jews worldwide, than to the interests of their own nations.
  • Denying the Jewish people their right to self-determination, e.g., by claiming that the existence of a State of Israel is a racist endeavor.
  • Applying double standards by requiring of it a behavior not expected or demanded of any other democratic nation.
  • Using the symbols and images associated with classic antisemitism (e.g., claims of Jews killing Jesus or blood libel) to characterize Israel or Israelis.
  • Drawing comparisons of contemporary Israeli policy to that of the Nazis.
  • Holding Jews collectively responsible for actions of the state of Israel.

Antisemitic acts are criminal when they are so defined by law (for example, denial of the Holocaust or distribution of antisemitic materials in some countries).

Criminal acts are antisemitic when the targets of attacks, whether they are people or property – such as buildings, schools, places of worship and cemeteries – are selected because they are, or are perceived to be, Jewish or linked to Jews.

Antisemitic discrimination is the denial to Jews of opportunities or services available to others and is illegal in many countries.

Sounds like a confession to me. They came up with "stochastic terrorism." I mentioned that a few days ago. How far would they like to take that?


40 years later, a mother finally realizes that vaccines killed her son. @toobaffled 2024/05/25 2:19am (probably EDT) - He or she seems to have dozens and hundreds of such posts.

Bukele more or less spells it out

President Bukele of El Salvador at CPAC, 2024/02/22. If the government can "print" money, why do they need to collect taxes?

I would annotate that a bit, but he's getting close.

May 29, 2024

Gab not-yet-followup (posting after 19:49)

I got at least a small flurry of activity on my Gab post, as evidenced by notifications coming from my desktop Firefox. I got diverted last night, though. Then, this afternoon, I did my usual routine of launching myself out of this place with a catapult. I want to clear an email right now, then I should probably see what Gab has to say.

aviation and the red pill (same as above)

From one of my usual correspondents: "With all of your commentary and fascination with ATC, you might start getting some aviation readers on your blog some day." I have to laugh at that, but not quite out loud. For one, I haven't gone to much trouble to attract Big Evil Goo. For another, they may not "like" me. I suppose I should be looking into this, but I can't bring myself to care right now. All this reminds me of a more important story.

Here is a path-to-the-redpill story. Person Codename Otter was fascinated with Second War of Great Communist Expansion equipment--tanks and aircraft and such. He would later become an engineer, so he was fascinated with German equipment as an engineer. He couldn't reconcile such great machines versus the Nazis being the most evil people ever.

He hadn't had a TV for years, then he turned one on in the early 90s. He saw the miscegenation propaganda (DIE (diversity inclusion and equity) WHITEY) on MTV and elsewhere. He came to see that the executives' last names in all media credits were the same people calling the Nazis the most evil people ever. Then he started figuring a few things out.

The immediate connection is that it would be funny for av enthusiasts to come here and get redpilled. Then again, I'm not sure this site is actually set up to redpill random people. It's one of those things I'd need a small budget or small relief from expenses to worry about.

Dionysian religions (posting a stub after 19:52)

I mentioned this a few weeks ago. I was not consciously making the connection at the time, but I should give credit to Heinlein's Stranger in a Strange Land for my latest exposure to the idea.

May 28

Gab Linux group post - slightly longer version

There are two partially redundant versions below.

This is (more or less) my introduction to the group. I started using Sun OS UNIX a few weeks before the first release of Linux (1991). I saw Linux run in 1993, but it unfortunately took me until 2004 to start running it. Then my percentage use between LUX and SatanSoft kept rising until I ditched Satan's OS (SOS) in 2014. I've used Ubuntu for years.

I'll mention my software dev / Linux sysadmin apprenticeship offer here. You'll find details linked from my home page in about 2 clicks.

Unfortunately, posting here will probably not be my thing for the foreseeable future. My goal is to seek people at the intersection of Gab and Linux. I need to find virtual and then physical community, even if the physical starts out as roommates (community of 2). Otherwise put, I need to build my (people) network. I need to be careful of geeking out on Linux (and a bunch of other things) until I find that community.

I chatter and rant away on my website at some length. I'd imagine some will find it interesting.

In part, this is my introduction to the group. I believe I posted a reply once, but not a top-level post.

I started using UNIX a few weeks before the first release of Linux (1991). I saw Linux run in 1993, but it unfortunately took me until 2004 to start running it. Then my percentage use between LUX and SatanSoft kept rising until I ditched Satan's OS (SOS) in 2014. I've used Ubuntu for years.

There was a recent meme here that SOS is [dung]. Its quality or lack thereof is way down the list of my cares. The fact that Billumanti Gates is making a bid for the highest body count in the history of the world is much more relevant. I want to see SatanSoft and a bunch of other companies totally destroyed, and I may get my wish in the next few years.

May 26

Looks like there will be at least 4 entries on ATC, and I may not be done for the day.

more pilot stories of ATC and related stuff (posting after 23:33)

These conversations were over 10 years ago, so the pilots in question can remain anonymous. I remember one pilot complaining about ATC generally. He was a private pilot who did his best to avoid ATC entirely. He was complaining about needing to talk to 5 controllers just to leave Chattanooga, presumably heading towards an uncontrolled airport well north of Atlanta.

He was also once given a phone number to call, which is the pilot's equivalent of being sent to the principal. (Harrison Ford got a phone number once.) A flight going into KATL claimed my acquaintance was too high and in KATL's airspace. My acquaintance challenged ATC to replay the tapes. I think ATC sided with my acquaintance in the end.

I also heard second-hand of this acquaintance's run in with New York City controllers. My acquaintance was repeating stuff back in his slow, Southern drawl, and the NYC controllers were having none of it. I don't remember the details, but this is in response to my current friend's comment that NYC controllers can get "cranky." I don't think my acquaintance ever went back that way when he was the only pilot. This also goes to my first entry today: the Northeast is apparently a different beast from most of the country.

I haven't listened much to NYC controllers. I've heard some of the compilations of Kennedy Steve. I also saw Captain Joe's interview with Steve right around the time Steve retired (2 - 3 years ago). That was kinda fun.

In response to my friend, I'm pretty sure FR24 has almost all private planes now, after the ADS-B apocalyptic requirement of 2020. They usually do not have military, though. It seems that I sometimes see military.

A few days ago in the wilderness of central Florida, I saw a (an almost certainly unmanned) balloon at around 61,000 feet on FR24. There was a Big Evil Goo Project called Loon, to provide internet via balloon, and my first searches indicated that the balloon was theirs. But that project went defunct in 2021. I saw mention that it was a military weather balloon. I never figured it out.

KATL before May 11 - thunderstorms (posting after 23:16)

A friend commented that in the days before May 11, KATL must have been quite a show due to thunderstorms. I didn't hear any of that on LiveATC, but I did see it on FlightRadar24. It's kinda a funny story.

Sometimes I watch FlightRadar24 at random times. In this case, I was watching planes take off into the west from Hartsfield (KATL). I kept watching them, and they never turned sharply south, even if they were headed for Florida. I saw one plane fly to or near Montgomery, AL. That's about 130 miles southwest of when they'd usually turn.

Several planes were doing this, and there were other oddities. I was scratching my head. I thought FlightRadar might be broken in some way. I tried a number of things on FR to crosscheck. Then it finally occurred to me to check AviationWeather. Then I realized there were thunderstorms and a huge area of south Georgia that was walled off. I'd never seen that sort of distortion before. A long lines of planes were flying south of the Georgia-Florida border towards Jacksonville. Some of them might have been diverting there, or maybe it was being used as a waypoint to re-route them (in the air) from there. I didn't drill down on the details. It was time to take my walk and stop straining my eyes reading my phone. Sometimes I can stop the geekery.

funny ATC story - "Smooth ride" (posting 23:06)

This is probably not on the web (yet). I'll just say that I heard it via a reliable path. This was in 2020, give or take a year or two (maybe 2021, probably not 2022 or 2019). I think it was on the East Coast. When a controller passes a plane off to the next controller, they often say "g'night" or "g'day" very quickly. I mentioned that recently an SFO tower controller was saying "au revoir" to Air France and "adios" to Avianca and such.

In hindsight, the controller signing off with the pilot in my story was simply wishing the pilot a "smooth ride." That is, she signed off with "smooth ride" rather than "g'day." The story was that is was with a sexy voice. I'd imagine it was like the SFO controller when she was happy, before she took over ground. Her comment led, however, to a few moments of confusion. The pilot thought that she was either asking for a weather report or telling him that was the weather. Rather than moving on to the next controller, there was an exchange or two to clarify.

I just thought it was interesting enough in context to add.

a grimly funny ATC exchange (posted 22:54)

I might have spared everyone the clutter of this particular ATC exchange. The reason I'm adding it to my blog is that I sent it to a friend via email. He had some commentary, and I realized I should add commentary. If something doesn't have to be private, I try to add it here. I managed not to the first time, but can't seem to resist the second time. Obviously I'm conflicted on this "policy."

I don't really like the title, but I'll use what's there: "Pilot pissed off the controller. Runway incursion. REAL ATC" (12:25). The description is "9 MAY 2022. A Cirrus SR-22, registration N...., performing flight from Norwood Memorial Airport (KOWD) to Hickory Regional Airport (KHKY). Being on apron pilot had troubles with receiving clearance and after that the airplane deviated from ATC instructions made a runway incursion." I removed the N tail number because I don't want yet another record on the web. The pilot must be horrified as it is.

Someone in the comments realized that the pilot was trying to program his nav system directly from the IFR clearance. That was his basic problem. Put another way, the strong recommendation is to write down the clearance by hand on paper, repeat it back, and then process it.

Almost Captain Morgan shows us how it's done. The controller is very hard to understand due to audio quality as much as the phraseology. At the very end he must say something like "readback correct."

That comment made an impression on me. All of the pilot's problems start with that one failure. Then he just gets more and more flustered. He probably should have given up and waited a few hours to calm down.

The comments also said that he made his destination, almost certainly without further incident. The various flight tracking services have records of such things, and the audience has his tail number.

This pilot almost certainly hasn't flown much in the Northeast. My understanding is that the airspace is so dense that it's a very different experience than most of the country. It's possible he's never had to deal with such a complex series of instructions, even though he may have vast experience in some ways.

Again, I tend to think he should have given up early in that process and consulted someone, or hired an instructor or something. However, I thought it was important to point out that his problems started with the simple mistake of not writing the clearance down.

Myself and many people in the comments assumed the controller is a black woman. Then a commenter said that he'd met the controller who is male. Once I heard this and listened again carefully, I could hear that the controller is male. I mention this to clarify the "he" below, because you'll probably hear the audio as a female controller.

To elaborate a bit, the pilot was trying to program the clearance directly, and he was probably getting (at least) the start of it right. The problem was that his nav system expands the instructions to additional waypoints and such. That is, the basic clearance has a lot more data implicitly built into it. The nav system was unpacking that additional data. Thus, the pilot would repeat stuff back that was likely correct in terms of his flightpath, but it wasn't a procedurally correct readback of precisely what he was given. For that matter, the controller probably wasn't thinking about this; it didn't occur to the controller that the readback may have been correct but with further detail. It's possible the controller doesn't even know those additional waypoints and such, although maybe he would if he thought about it. I'm not faulting the controller. I'm not sure how much thought it would have taken for him to realize what was going on.

May 22

Big Evil Goo Tube channels and reincarnation

I'm not sure if I've mentioned Mr. Ballen, or John B. Allen. He was a Navy SEAL until roughly 2018. He's in his early-to-mid 30s now. I mention this for further ID. I've enjoyed his channel and spinoff channels. He's usually journalistic in the sense that he's telling true stories. I was happy with the way he treated Dr. Eugene Mallove. He didn't call him crazy. Ballen makes a decent case that Mallove's death had nothing to do with free energy. Mallove had told his tale; I doubt he was doing much additional damage to the bad guys. It seems their motivation to kill him would have passed some time earlier.

Some of his episodes are so messed up that they are compelling just for the "I can't believe that" factor. He also comes close to some truly important issues. I'm struggling as I write this to decide whether to classify him as fluff. I'll just say he's enjoyable.

The Bedtime Stories channel has recently been incorporated into Ballen Studios. I've watched (listened to) a perhaps too-high percentage of Ballen stuff, so I'm going through Bedtime Stories.

I don't find Bedtime Stories as good as Ballen, even though Bedtime is in theory closer to stuff I've historically found interesting. I suppose it's entertaining enough.

Bedtime Stories "Renascence" (reincarnation) episode was excellent, however. The Pollock parents getting their girls back brought me to tears (Hexham, England, 1958). Without digging at it for now, I'm provisionally willing to go with precisely that explanation.

I got excited when Bedtime said Dr. Jim B. Tucker was at UGA. I think, though, that they got UGA and UVA confused. Bedtime said that in 75% of Tucker's studies, he could identify the / a past life. I'd heard of James Leininger before, but not the other two stories, and I didn't realize Leininger was in part brought to public attention by Tucker, nor had I heard of Tucker.

Ra said that reincarnation was deliberately removed from Christianity. I'm not going to go look it up, and I don't remember how specific Ra was. As I best I remember, the implication was that it was removed decades or perhaps centuries after Christ's death.

On that point, I wonder how much money and other influence the bad guys spend steering science away from reincarnation. Then again, for various reasons, maybe they don't have to. On one hand, if it was given enough research, it seems the answer would be definitive. On the other, that might be a violation of free will, so Lucifer and / or his replacements have to muddy the waters. As Ra said, third density is not a density of knowing. That both makes sense and is very frustrating. I'll add it to the long list of frustrations with this incarnation.

May 21, 2024

First posted about 3:34am. I hope to continue after 4:00am. I am posting my Joan of Arc sub-entry after 4:36am. I originally lablled the first entry as "starting 02:36am." I then removed the label when the day was over.

a bit on ATC Live and such - the contrasts on this blog

My handful of readers--I do have a handful of quasi-consistent readers--may note quite a contrast in my posts. I go from rants about very serious issues to nattering about air traffic controllers. I've wanted to rant about (((them))) for quite a while. The ongoing "Covid" disaster pushed me to the point that I don't have anything to lose. I've committed to "political incorrectness" to put it mildly.

I would like to plot (((their))) defeat for a large portion of the night. Right now, though, I can't sustain ranting either financially, emotionally, or energetically. I'm damn sure not getting paid for it, and I have not solved the basic problem of income (in the generic English sense of "income," not the sense of capital gain or interest or such). Thus, I can't spend to much time on ranting. I would hope that some of my writing shows that if I were paid a bit, I could put out much better work because I could focus. A few hundred "dollars" a month would go a long way. Trading for housing would go a very long way.

On that point, I spend a lot of time trying to keep myself calm and move towards a positive attitude. It's fun to watch and listen to ATC. I need a ratio of fun to stay sane.

If I were to romanticize, I'd say I was listening to the goddess of the sky protecting air travelers. I'm almost jealous of her job. She's working a night job that is critically important. I don't think I could stomach working for the Evil Empire, though, and I don't think I'd want the responsibility of that job. Given that Q heavily implied that NSA had been liberated by the good guys, I give some thought to applying to NSA.

Also, aircraft tech is 60 years behind where it should be. Air travel may be safest in terms of person-miles traveled, but a vehicle that must maintain 150mph (at the bare minimum) and has quite a few moving parts is fundamentally dangerous. I'd rather help bring in anti-gravity rather than shepherd obsolete tech.

With that said, I can appreciate the wonder that so many hundreds of tons (and zillions of joules) manage to fly around so safely and routinely. The tech may be obsolete, but it's certainly a wonder as of 121 years ago.

more ATC and aircraft tech stuff / specifics

The Atlanta departure controller would also sometimes say "delete speed restriction." By the time they get to departure, they are usually past the 200 knot restriction within 3 nautical miles of an airport. The next restriction is 250 knots below 10,000 feet; that's the one the departure controller is talking about. ATC can waive ("delete") the restriction, though.

On Flight Radar 24, I saw two diversions in the last few days. I've never seen one of those before. One was ATL to GSP (Greenville / Spartanburg, SC). It can back to ATL. The other was going to MIA and diverted to West Palm Beach. I have not searched these. I suspect that one or both were mentioned.

Sunday evening (May 19, 2024) at around 8pm EDT (Atlanta / New York), I saw the House of "Orange Pride" KLM 777 descending towards ATL. It was 15,000 feet up and roughly 12 lateral miles away, but it was distinctly orange and BIG. I thought the orange was an effect of the setting sun until I found the plane on FR24. As for the lateral mileage, when I'm slightly richer I could figure that out. I can find the STAR (standard terminal arrival route) or just see the same route again and figure out the lateral distance.

a fantasy of what the House of Orange could become (and the horror of what it is)

The current King Willem-Alexander was a pilot for KLM (Royal [House of Orange] Aviation Company). I don't think he pilots now that he is king, but I could be wrong.

A Big Evil Goo search "Willem-Alexander site:pedoempire.org" (without the quotes) seems to indicate what I suspected: "Chapter 36: Netherlands – The Pedophile Kingdom and Sodom and Gomorrah of the Modern World" (July 13, 2020). The King is mentioned several times.

So is there any hope for the Crown Princess Catharina-Amalia? Especially considering that she's a partially inbred noblewoman, she's pretty.

Her fictitious self under another name and possible with a different birth year was a main character in Neal Stephenson's Termination Shock. Stephenson has turned to the Dark Side, however. The novel was entertaining enough that I carried it through, but I haven't checked to see if his next novel is out. I'll try to resist.

The fantasy is that Catharina sides with the white hats, stages a coup, declares herself Purifier of the West, and starts ordering hits on various organizations and people. She could then rightfully declare herself High Queen of the West, the Andals, the First Men, and Numenor.

My fantasy reminds me of a scene in Braveheart. Wallace says something very close to "If you would just lead them, they would follow you, and so would I." He's talking to Robert the Bruce. It's also the appeal of the Return of the King of Gondor.

I would follow someone like that. It'd be like the return of Joan of Arc except with a wider scope.

Joan of Arc

On that point, I tend to think Joan was inspired by some higher being. I wonder if the importance of Joan's mission was that France (eventually) have its own nuclear weapons. France successfully tested a bomb in 1960. The WikiP says, "Since then France has developed and maintained its own nuclear deterrent, one intended to defend France even if the United States refused to risk its own cities by assisting Western Europe in a nuclear war."

Bernard Shaw's Saint Joan, most certainly including the very long introductory material, was a great read. I saw it performed at Agnes Scott U. around '96 - '98. It was very well done, as I recall. The Audible version is 3:15 but very specifically says "abridged." Crud. They probably took out the introductory material which was roughly as long as the play itself, as I recall. (An Amazon review says 31% in the book and is complaining about that length. The introduction was as good as the play.)

Back to France's weapons, I didn't realize that France took until 1960 to get a bomb. By then, (((they))) had decided that a further Soviet kinetic invasion was less interesting than psy war. I have some impression that the Soviet Union had taken back some degree of control from (((them))), because the region / state had been sucked dry. The USSR had gone way past the optimum point of the calculus of evil. The parasites were worming their way yet further into the West.

Given that 1960 date, I may have to rethink my theory. Has a vaguely independent France done any net good since Joan contributed something towards its independence? Obviously it hasn't been at all independent for decades. It's galloping towards genocide of the French like every other Western country is galloping towards genocide of all whites.

May 11

live from KSFO continued (posted 03:46am)

The Bay Area has generally gone full Satanist, but not much is going on at KATL at 3am Atlanta time, so I listen to KSFO. I have fond memories of flying out of KSFO in 2000. I can't remember when I figured out the 2 X 2 crossing runway system. I may have been able to see it as I drove to the airport. I then figured out that all 4 runways were in use. That was somewhat disturbing. It's interesting to watch the details of that in action 23+ years later. [Added moments after the first post: ] Actually, when I've been watching, it's been 3 active runways. 01L and 01R for domestic takeoff, and 28R for Asian-bound takeoff and all landings.

Also, at one point KSFO was the default for the FlightGear flight simulator, and I tended to stick with the default. I sim flew in and out of there quite a bit, years ago (2011 - 2013 or some such).

Early Thursday morning my time, the controller with the nice voice became both tower and ground at roughly 12:01am PT. She may have gotten on a different headset. Her tone changed in at least two senses. It sounded like a different microphone, and I suspect the added work took some of the enthusiasm out of her. Before she took over ground, she would say "au revoir" to Air France and "adios" to Avianca. She became closer to minimal after that. Even though she was only working tower when I briefly listened Friday morning my time, she still wasn't as peppy as the day before. She's not on duty right now (12:01am PT Saturday). At least, she's not on tower. Hopefully I'll keep this new toy to a minimum, but I'm curious how that goes over time.

The controllers I've heard have all been great. I heard one phraseology mistake from the aforementioned controller on Friday morning (my time), and thankfully the pilot landing picked it up at the same moment I did. He clarified immediately, and she clarified, and all was well. I'm almost certain she'd cleared him to land several minutes before, and that was the origin of the mistake. When the landing pilot confirmed landing clearance, she simply said "clear to land," not "ACME Air 123, runway 28R, clear to land" (or maybe the order is a bit different). He asked for clarification, and she repeated it correctly with no sign of impatience or embarrassment or any such thing. (Treebeard spoke in her head, "Musn't be hasty.")

At roughly 00:10 PT, a few minutes ago, I just heard and saw a go-around order. A heavy going to Asia was taking off on 28R, and another plane was close behind it, coming in to land on the same runway. The controller gave the go-around order, and the landing plane acknowledged and reacted immediately. I wonder if the landing pilots would have decided to go around the next second anyhow. I had already discounted the go-around possibility. It didn't look drastically closer than any other such situation I've seen. That was mildly exciting, though. I think the go-around rate for the big boys is something like 1 / 1,000 landings. It's like a 4 leaf clover. By roughly 00:25 PT, the landing plane apparently had already come back around to land. I didn't make note of the flights.

Several hours ago, while it was busy, I listened and watched a bit of KATL tower and south departure. The south departure guy was a pure minimalist, although that was my first-ever listening to departure. With the airline and number, it was "Atlanta departure radar contact," "Climb to 14,000," and "contact Atlanta Center at" something or other. There are a bunch of "Atlanta center" frequencies. I didn't know that until hours later.

Pilots get an initial clearance long before they start their engines. The planes going through departure control were following that, going to 10,000 feet, so that didn't need repeating. The incoming and outgoing planes were facing west, so he cleared them for 14,000 after they passed under the KATL-inbound flights from the west.

When I looked at KATL a while ago at 3:00am ET, not a creature was stirring. Not a Cessa 172, not a sparrow. (Cessna 172s are very rare at KATL, as far as I know. The fees are very high, for one. It is an option in an emergency, though. They have very bright lights.) Nothing incoming, nothing outgoing. There were 4 parked planes that still had a blip on FlightRadar24.

May 9

listening to LiveATC.net while watching FlightRadar24.com

I've watched FlightRadar24 on occasion for years. I've never listened live to LiveATC before, though. On 2024/05/09 02:29am EDT, I am listening to KSFO Tower on frequency 120.5. The same controller has been on duty for at least 15 - 20 minutes. She has a nice voice. I won't follow flights to NorCal Departure because I don't want to turn her off yet. I need a girlfriend.

28R is the only landing runway. 28L is basically being used as a taxiway and is clearly under ground's jurisdiction. Takeoffs are on 01L and 01R. She's giving landing clearances to the 2nd plane out. Those planes are usually just inbound of the Dumbarton Bridge / Route 84. That is, another plane that is closer already has clearance when she gives a second landing clearance. I'm sure that is standard. It just puzzled me for a few minutes until I figured out she was talking to the 2nd plane.

May 7

stochastic mass-murderers?

In the last year or so I've seen the (((enemy))) use the term "stochastic terrorism." Just before that, Neal Stephenson said that sea level will soon become stochastic. (I was a great Neal Stephenson fan until the last 2 novels I listened to, which may not be the most recent 2 anymore. I thought Stephenson was one of the best we had. He has gone to the dark side, though. That is, I reject his mention of sea level and, given other stuff he's written, it seems that he's gone full Satanist.)

Stochastic means something to the effect of "can only be defined by statistical curves." In his (maliciously unlikely) future scenario, sea level is stochastic in that it can't be defined as a single number--it's a statistical curve of rapidly changing values.

Back to terrorism, a Big Evil J--Goo Search turns up a story from 2022. I'm not reading past the mention of Tucker Carlson because I've heard the "argument" before. Apparently Tucker is a stochastic terrorist because, statistically speaking, some of his viewers will become ax (or hammer) murderers.

This is a case of accuse the enemy of something you do all the time and the enemy does at either a 1,000,000:1 ratio or not at all. By their logic, we can look at what happened when J--- took over Russia, spent a few trillion on Big Lies to get the US Inc and the UK to protect the Soviet Union, and then continued spreading communism. Perhaps 40 million (or many more) were killed in the Soviet Union directly by the government and outside of war. Then 100 million in China, millions in Cambodia, etc.

Then we can observe that all of the institutions that they dominate, which is just about all of them, are evil. Some of those institutions not-very-subtly push towards mass-murdering, baby raping evil. Individually (stochastically), they vote between libtard and lib-Satanist. Their foreign policy (US Inc policy) has killed tens of millions in addition to the "internal" communist killings AND outside of combatant war casualties. Recently, perhaps a few million in Iraq, tens (100s) of thousands in Syria, too many in Libya, and now Gaza.

There are zero of their institutions--with their name on it--that do anything good. The only possible candidate I can think of is J--- for the Preservation of Firearms Ownership. They are an anti-Nazi organization, though, as much as a pro-gun-rights organization. Even if I assumed they believe the Big Lies about Nazis and their intentions are pure, I'd have to think about it. To what degree is their unstated motto, "We need to be ready to more easily kill white Christians"?

I've been asked "Are all J--- bad?" To which I respond that it's onion layers, or stochastic. I just made the connection to "stochastic" a few minutes ago. The Rothschilds are the center of the onion. At the outer layer you have a bunch of doctors and lawyers. "Medicine" and "law" are two of the most effed up professions there are.

They have to viscously exaggerate at comically high ratios to make their arguments. We don't have to exaggerate. I'm not sure what their numbers for Tucker are. One ax murder every 500 episodes? If we used pure statistics, how stochastically dangerous is the average J--? What about donors to the ADL? What about DemoNcrat voters? Victoria Nuland? Their body count just in the last 107 years is extremely high, so how do the probabilities work out?

Put another way, let's accept their argument of x ax murders per y episodes. What if we used historical data the same way? How does it stack up for every breath each one takes--x murders for y breaths? How does that compare to any other group?

Please note that the Holocaust™ was a Big Lie. That's important to my thinking. I don't think anyone disputes that there is at least one document (not many) with the phrase "final solution." To quote the first incarnation of David Cole, however, "The 'final solution' to unemployment does not necessarily mean killing all the unemployed." (At least, I think that was Cole in the early-to-mid 90s.) There is documentation that one possible "final solution" was sending them all to Madagascar. I sometimes roll with laughter when I consider that. (I may have to incarnate into that timeline. Then again, I need to remember that I'm getting tired of Group Soul Yahweh, and it may be time to detach.) On the gripping hand, we may see the final solution in terms of the Q operation.

I'm not sure the Q operation concerns itself with the onion layers outside a certain point. If the leadership is fully exposed as mass-murdering, baby-raping ultra villains, maybe most of the layers will finally get it through their heads that they have also been manipulated. Or perhaps that's too generous.

I'll try to wind this up. I just wanted to make the point that this is another case where we can use their logic without exaggeration and make an infinitely stronger case against them than they have against us.

May 6

Elon Musk for Emperor-God

I'll address the "Emperor-God" term below. Musk has been hammering at the bad guys since he bought Twitter. Today I spent 10 - 15 minutes reading Musk's feed. He Tweeted about Telsa and SpaceX, but plenty of his Tweets and reTweets were bashing the bad guys in very effective ways.

Musk mentioned Marie-Therese Kaiser of Germany's AFD party. Musk: "Are you saying the fine was for repeating accurate government statistics?" The original post (not by Musk) said "Her crime? Posting statistics showing that Afghan immigrants are disproportionately committing sexuaI assauIt [sic] in Germany." Kaiser asked, "'Afghan refugees, welcome culture for group r*pes?', then posting stats to bolster her concerns."

In that picture, Kaiser is quite attractive. She's already named "king." Empress-Goddess material.

He reTweeted the"Fair Election Fund" which, at a glance, means that in the proper way. (That was on 5/4.)

"Doesn't make sense that American taxpayers are forced to fund anti-American activities" referring to Federal funding of Columbia, U. of Penn., NYU, etc. Each gets about $1Bn.

Number of Border [Patrol] agents versus IRS agents. A reference to Fauci sending bio-weapon money to China. Those 2 are responses, not Musk reTweets. I'll stop reporting those.

"Whether you agree with Bolsonaro or not, the people of Brazil have a right to hear him speak" -- Musk

These are not Musk's words, but Musk reTweeted: "X is proud to fund a lawsuit filed by Dr. Matthew Strauss, an Ontario critical care physician and professor, against his former employer, Queen's University. After Dr. Strauss argued against wide COVID lockdowns and mandates on his X account..."

Regarding the "Anti-Semitism Awareness Act," Musk says, "This bill might have the opposite effect of its objective."

I'm not sure if Musk interacted or not, but the threads I was following led me to a user "The Coerced Nurse." She was coerced into a vax that effed her up.

That's just going back to 5/3. There may have been more.

Yes, I see that Musk is still wearing his Satanic costume as his profile picture. Perhaps that's meant to be ironic. Given the context, I'll live with irony and sarcasm, even when it comes to Satanic costumes.

I did not read the books after Dune, but "Emperor-God" is a reference to those books. I suppose real-world monarchs declared themselves gods, but I'm not sure how seriously that was taken in various instances. The idea of "Emperor-God" is in part somewhat serious on my part, but the term is also is meant to poke fun at most Christians. I decided a few months ago that if you need a yes / no answer, I am a Christian, but that just makes me more angry at most of them, such that I have a hard time with "us."

As always, I could go on at length, but I'll stop.

US and Russian soldiers dancing a few days ago

This video from Niger (of all places) brings me to tears. It's several male US soldiers dancing with female Russian soldiers. (Twitter user S.L. Kanthan @Kanthan2030 May 3, 2024, 11:57pm (probably US Eastern Time)) Please send me any better quality video. That's surprisingly bad for 2024. A search of J--Tube only found those literal baby effers beating the war drums against Russia.

I wish we'd seen something like that in 1914 - 1917, but the US Inc.'s foreign policy was going straight downhill since 1846 with the Mexican War.

I'm not saying it's quite Q BOOM time, but there is a good chance that dance will be open reality by January 21. Who will various parties claim is President then? We should have clarity.

May 4

yet more on Emberverse

Peter Jones (posting after 03:05am)

I said weeks ago that Peter Jones shows up against orders to save the Bearkillers. That's not what happened. When fussing about it, I believe it's Sandra who says that what happened was "unconstitutional" relative to Corvallis' constitution. It's definitely high-level Protectorate associates bemoaning the event. There was not a legal declaration of war. There was not an order given to send out Corvallis' militia. Corvallis had an element of nearly pure democracy "balanced" by the Faculty Senate. The people who wanted to fight with the Bearkillers showed up at a public meeting in Corvallis with their weapons and armor. They formed a volunteer unit, asked for more volunteers, and then set off towards the ruins of Salem to fight. Thus, technically they were independent from Corvallis because they were volunteers.

I am still pretty sure Jones was a Major at the Battle of Salem, and he must be the Brigadier General whose Sixth Regiment stood at Horse Heaven Hills. He was a Lieutenant when Juniper first meets him. Juniper has just left conceiving Rudi with Mike Havel (leader of the Bearkillers / Lord Bear). Then she continues her scouting tour towards Corvallis. Jones is commanding the units enforcing quarantine against the Black Death.

May 3

Cavaliers drum and bugle corps 2003

I mentioned to a new acquaintance and hopefully friend that this Cavaliers 2003 studio recording is the best recording of tenor drums I've heard, and they are quite good. It was a good show. I believe the show was called Spin Cycle. A search of Goo Tube shows a high camera angle of the live show and probably the multi-cam.

May 1

Note that one part of my April 29 entry was posted with this entry. Looks like there will be several sections listed under today. "WikiPedOia" and below was posted at roughly 4:36am.

Santa Clara Vanguard drum and bugle corps, 1999 (posted after 05:10am)

SCV 1999 multi-cam on Big Evil Goo Tube (10:58)

A few months ago I mused about the Book of Revelation and whether higher beings had better things to do than continuously sing the praises of God. Ra signs off the first session with "I leave you in the glory and peace of unity. Go forth in peace, rejoicing in the power of the One Creator...."

When I can get into the right frame of mind, that is the signature at the end of a great drum corps show. Many shows get that status, but SCV '99 has been on my mind and in my ears for days. I've been listening to it while driving, so I haven't watched it (while not driving) very much.

WikiPedOia (sic)

I haven't seen anyone else use that. Perhaps I coined a term. I don't think it would be productive for me to start listing articles and phrases justifying the term. There is an internet personality who goes by NeoTriesToWarnYou. A reliable source thinks very highly of him. I've barely listened to him. I have nothing against him; I just never got started. In any event, he pointed out that non-J--- lose the forest for the trees, which is one advantage Js have when running a 5,000 year psy war against the dawn-supremacist, illiterate, Zoom-ing, shod, masked, vaxxed zombie horde.

The point is that the reader should be able to find ample evidence that Pedoia serves the Dark Side in many ways. Anyone serving (((them))) is supporting pedophilia or pederasty on an epic scale. There are a number of vaguely interesting questions I'd like to know about how their system of evil works at a mechanical level, but, again, not productive.


I'll connect a handful of images and concepts:

"Kill them all; let God sort them out" (WikiPedOia on the phrase). This is attributed to Arnaud Amalric (Abbot of Poblet, Grandselve, and Citeaux; Archbishop of Narbonne). It's the typical attitude of minions of evil. The dilemma at hand was that not everyone around the Cathars was a Cathar. Some of the officers of Amalric's army were wondering how to kill the heretics without killing Catholics. The above was Amalric's reply. (I'm not neglecting the fact that killing one Cathar was evil in itself, let alone 200,000 - 1 million dead.)

Then I imagine the opening scene of the original-run X-Files episode "Blood" (1994, s2, e3). I can't find a perfect video example, but the relevant scenes are "out there." In any event, the episode begins with a postal worker entering ZIP codes before digital scanning. The machine shows a series of codes he's entered, and then "kill... Kill them all." The point of the episode is that a government project is using digital displays and chemicals to drive people crazy and "go postal."

Although it's not quite as dramatic, then I think of the enemy's concept of "just following orders" is no excuse. For the moment, I'm going to make no comment on the notion in itself. We can be damn sure, however, that the Nuremberg trials were a hightened instance of their evil. Tens of trillions of dollars of direct and indirect anti-Nazi propaganda is probably not an exaggeration.

In any event, I fantasize about using their own concepts against them and their minions. Just how many people should be tried and executed over the clot shot? Company doctors who signed off on a mandate? Even Jim Thorp, OB/GYN in Florida, says that, so perhaps that's not quite as fantastic. Company nurses? What about non-medical company officers?

those trying to kill you have no rights

On a related point, people who are trying to kill you have no rights. They are not only at war with us, but they are out of uniform. Which brings up the related enemy action of executing the operatives of Operation Pastorius by military tribunal, including US citizens. The enemy of course being the US Inc.

Discussing whether Big Evil Goo is private and thus can censor is not the point. They are a large part of the psy war. The psy warriors are out of uniform; they follow no rules of war. "Combatants are persons who are authorized to use force in situations of armed conflict by international humanitarian law." Armed conflict can include a genocidal psy war. They aren't authorized. Given that companies are persons, the company can be executed--dissolved, seized, whatever.

"Free speech" does not include psy war. People trying to kill you have no rights.

[written] April 29 - [some parts posted] May 1

At least 2 entries today:

population density (posted 5/1)

I am arbitrarily rounding. Also, the list produced what I wanted, so I have no reason to check it twice. I was using WikiPedo-ia.

  200,000 /  470 - Hall County, GA
   42,000 / 1265 - Gainesville, GA
  250,000 / 1100 - Forsyth Cnty
    7,000 / 1000 - Cumming
   27,000 /  125 - Dawson Cnty
  950,000 / 2123 - Gwinnett Cnty
1,110,000 / 2000 - Fulton Cnty (exclave of Hell)
  750,000 / 2800 - DeKalb
   67,000 /  333 - Spalding
  750,000 / 2200 - Cobb
  144,000 /  721 - Douglas
  170,000 /  537 - Paulding

fractal worldview

I may post the base of my worldview fractal, or at least a start. Update: yes, I did.

April 28, 2024

re-introduction to the day

I posted with date ranges at around 1:10am. I'm taking the date range out after 1:27am. There are going to be a handful of entries labeled under today.

continued ranting about Christians' "see no evil" trait (posting after 2:03am)

I may have a beam in my eye, but Hillary Clinton and the Rothschilds have a 380 foot sequoia tree in theirs. (That's the best I can do because that's as tall as trees get. The original Biden may or may not have been as bad as Hillary.)

There is all this talk about my sin and your sin and we don't want to stoop to their level. You have to turn 179.xy degrees out of your way and go a few tens of light years to begin to stoop to their level. You people are not conceiving of how bad they are. Pizzagate and what's been openly reported about Epstein and Maxwell is the tip of the iceberg. Frazzledrip (Frazzled Rip) is getting much closer, but that's two on one horror. These are the people both genetically and ideologically who summoned the Soviet Union from hell and killed 40 million people by execution, working to death, freezing to death, starvation, etc. 40 million is a reasonable estimate before 1933. I wonder why Germans wanted someone to protect them from blood thirsty J---? Why do you believe these peoples' direct descendants when they claim the Nazis killed 6 - 11 million AFTER their own 40 million? "Accuse your enemy of what you do" and they do not.

Do they spend tens of trillions in movies, television, schoolbooks, and museums telling you about how horribly they killed tens of millions of white Russian Christians? The Czar's four daughters were 17 - 22 when they were shot (and / or bayoneted). One day perhaps I'll add their pictures. Meanwhile, see for yourself by clicking on the four daughters.

reworking (posted roughly 1:10am)

This may get posted early Sunday morning the 28th.

I started this Friday evening, the 26th. As of late on the 27th, I have not posted yet. Perhaps I'll start the practice of a date range as above. I don't think I've done that before, or, at least, not often. If I started looking at my own site to see what I've done, that might not go well. "Always going forward because we can't find reverse."

As I hinted at recently, I'm going to try my best not to delete stuff. The original entry goes pretty far afield from where it started. Perhaps I can add some context now that I've had a day, and I'm a bit calmer.

The following is my jumping off point. It was written to me. The context is that he and I have tried to communicate in real-time, and it's not working. With the following message, I now realize it's not working because we're on almost exactly opposite schedules. Also, I recently wrote a "broadcast" message asking about night owls. He's probably responding to that.

"I think you might need to learn some self-discipline, like getting yourself up when you decide. I decided that I will get up at 3am, and it's been quite a struggle, but it's what I need."

I start out by answering that directly. In case I forget, I'll add that my mother died in a car accident because she fell asleep at the wheel. She died under perfect driving conditions around solar noon if not clock noon (12:30pm? 1pm? I don't remember.) She had gone to what I have every reason to believe was a pointless meeting in downtown Atlanta. The meeting might have started anytime from 8am to 10am. Thus, I have specific reason to resent the dawn supremacists.

I pointed out that I did work during the night during my junior year of high school in that I did homework during the middle of the night. Authorities I trusted at the time said education was important. I now tend to consider that notion one of many twisted lies. I now consider just about all institutions evil to varying degrees, and I mean "institutions" in a very large sense: companies, governments, schools of various types. I can get plenty of technical work done at night. I just have trouble bringing myself to go to the sales trough again.

When I worked 9am - 5pm for most of 1997 - 2002, I gained 60 pounds. I was depressed. I could not sleep properly. I was making what still would seem like good money, but money was not buying happiness at all. I think it would have killed me eventually.

I'm pretty sure that this past January I got up for 18 business days straight in order to make a call before 6:12am. I am almost certain it was at least 18 days, and I'm also pretty sure I didn't go past 6:12am or so. I couldn't call before 6am, and I figured it was rude to jump on them immediately. I can't remember if I wrote about that, and, again, I don't want to look. Let's just say that it did me limited good, and I eventually could have died by a number of means. One would be driving too early heavily against my nature. Also, the one time that the call nominally succeeded, the job was itself very dangerous. I did it. I lived. I was almost completely undamaged with no lasting effects.

Similarly, I left messages for 25 - 30 job recruiters the week after Thanksgiving. That timing in itself is probably not good, but they should leave an outgoing message, "We're going into a coma from mid-November to mid-January, so please don't bother us." That did me no good.

He's assuming getting up early will do me good by some means. I'm skeptical of that. By sleeping during my natural schedule, I manage to keep myself just functional enough to keep banging my head on various avenues. In other words, there is more to the picture. It would be nice if he took a full analysis before sniping at me. And he probably wasn't intending to snipe, but it just rubbed in yet again that I'm different even from those who should be more compatible (in a business sense of compatible). We met on what should be an echo chamber, friendly-to-me site.

Then again, he also doesn't seem to understand who the good guys were during the Worldwide War in Total Support of Mass-Murdering Bolsheviks. Anyone on that site should know better.

I then started up on Hidden_Hand (Lucifer), Ra, densities, Group Soul Yahweh, and Wanderers. (I'm pretty sure that in my "JQ" article I discuss in part why I assess all of that to be real. That needs a thorough treatment at some point, but probably not now.)

The point of bringing that up was that I just keep coming back to the notion that I'm not from around here on a soul level. I'm pretty darn sure I'm a Wanderer. This raises the question of what I am doing here-now.

To spin some more thoughts from below, Group Soul Yahweh are the children of Yahweh / Jehovah / "God" near the start of Genesis. Yahweh the logos (god) and the children of him are one and the same. To start to understand that, consider that the universe doesn't move through time. It simply is. Ten minutes ago or ten minutes from now is no more or less real than ten miles away. Ra said that our higher self is our soul as it exists in mid-sixth density: more or less an angel. Ra said that our eight density self spins off the higher self just before vanishing into the next cycle. Finishing this cycle is probably the same as spinning into the central black hole of the galaxy. Various events simply are, even though from our living perspective (in 3rd density Earth bodies), they happen a very, very long time apart.

Perhaps Yahweh (Y) the singular god as he existed in the Garden of Eden was the embodiment of Y the collective when he hit the free will wall at the end of third density. That doesn't work, though. Lucifer said that at 6th density and close to 7th, Lucifer was arguably more advanced than Y the logos / god. This needs thought.

To put it another way, I'm getting a bit tired of Group Soul Yahweh. As in the Naked Empire (Sword of Truth 8), Y the children still can't seem to conceive of evil. "Perceive" evil is incorrect in the Ayn Rand-ite sense, because evil is a concept, not a percept. The point is that Y doesn't notice evil when extremely evil people have been victimizing them for thousands of years.

ranting and raving on being a night owl and such (posted roughly 1:10am)

The above was the original title from Friday night. I'll leave it. The following I'll repeat:

The following is my jumping off point. It was written to me. The context is that he and I have tried to communicate in real-time, and it's not working. With the following message, I now realize it's not working because we're on almost exactly opposite schedules. Also, I recently wrote a "broadcast" message asking about night owls. He's probably responding to that.

"I think you might need to learn some self-discipline, like getting yourself up when you decide. I decided that I will get up at 3am, and it's been quite a struggle, but it's what I need."

Let's review my title as King of the Night Owls (KOTNO), the Andals, and the First Men. First of all, given the trouble that KOTNO causes, I might as well claim the Iron Throne while I'm at it. Fighting for the Iron Throne won't add very much more trouble.

I have no recollection of night owl tendencies until the various stages of puberty were in motion during my junior year of high school. Yes, that makes me late along those factors. That may be just as well. Testosterone is very distracting to this day, although thankfully it does get somewhat less distracting with age.

Humans have always needed a Night's Watch, whether against saber toothed tigers, opposing tribes, etc. (I have too much in common with the Night's Watch without intending it.) That is, a percentage of the population very likely has night owl tendencies built in. It would make sense these would be triggered at puberty because that's when one is ready to fight.

During my junior year I would come home at 4pm, fall asleep until 9pm, get up, do homework, go back to sleep at 3am, get up at 6am, and repeat. That is, I made the night owl tendency work by working from 9pm - 3am. At that point, I was laser-focused. I was dedicated to the importance of "education." I look at such differently now. Part of my problem is that it's hard to take anything at all as seriously as I took school at that point.

I skipped my senior year of high school and went directly to college. I had a really ugly incident during my first semester of college that damaged my focus. I was persuaded to take a specific class that was a really, really bad idea to take at that moment. (I don't think I've told that story on my website.) I knew it was a bad idea, but I succumbed to my advisor. I think it was a 9:30am class, which did not help at all. That wasn't the primary objection I had, though, although it should have been one of the objections.

After that, for the most part, I was able to avoid morning classes throughout college. When I couldn't avoid them, I tended to fall asleep in class, even when I was 18. The subject should have been very interesting, but it's hard for me to be interested in squat at 8:30am. Also, as I said, my focus was bent after that first semester. That one class changed my life. I still can't tell if it's been a good or bad change because I don't think the effects have come to a conclusion. A number of events seem to keep me away from the standard software developer path. I hope there is a reason, but it's still unclear.

After my 2nd year of college, during that summer, I had my first full-time programming job. I was working remotely as we would now say, but I didn't own a computer. Shockingly, I sometimes got to the computer lab at 8am. I don't think I worked 8 hours at a time. I think I was budgeted to work 40 hours a week, but I wasn't getting any benefits, so there wasn't any reason to work 40 hours. I just don't remember how many hours I put in. I do remember being in the lab at 8am a number of times. I had that job for roughly 3 weeks, for reasons I explain momentarily.

If I had kept that job just one week longer, I may have kept right down that path for decades, but that's when my mother died. It really makes me wonder if I was being pulled away from the muggles' path.

Regarding paths, the evidence that we reincarnate is vast. For one, there are thousands of therapists who do hypno-regressions. My father has done thousands, but he's only one source of my input. In some cases the memories can be validated. I suspect that the memories can be validated in many more cases if anyone bothered. Just like everything else, the research on this is aggressively steered by the usual suspects.

Then we have Hidden_Hand, Ra, and their concept of densities. I've taken some stab at summarizing that. Summarizing and explaining why I think it's true are high on my list, but I have to not starve first. I justify this writing versus not starving for a handful of reasons, but that is another topic.

In any event, our bodies are third density. It doesn't mean our souls are. Hidden_Hand at least indirectly mentioned Wanderers, and Ra went farther. Then Carla L. Rueckert, the "vessel" / channeler of Ra, wrote about Wanderers in more detail. At least some of the native souls of Earth are Group Soul Yahweh (Jehovah, "God" in the Old Testament). More specifically, I suspect most northern Europeans are Yahweh. I suspect the Jews are too. I'm northern European on Dad's side and Jewish on my mother's. Note that I do NOT consider Jews to be white or northern European. They may have a good bit of European DNA, but do not consider them to be white.

Carla mentioned that Wanderers don't feel they belong. Given a number of factors, I'm reasonably sure I'm a Wanderer and not from around here. I am getting really fed up with Yahweh's drama.

Which brings me to another related topic. An acquaintance of mine had a hypno-regression done in front of several friends of mine. This was in 1996. Under hypnosis, the acquaintance said he had been a historian from the 28th or 30th Century AD. That someone would incarnate back in time makes sense to me because the "dead" are outside of time. We live in space-time where time by definition measures changes in space. When you're "dead" / non-corporeal, you are in time-space. You can't change anything, but you can "see" all of time and space. Ten minutes ago is no less real than ten miles away. The universe doesn't move through time; it simply is. Put another way, everything happens at once just like all of earth exists at once.

That doesn't make our lives anything less than real. I get a bit irritated at the Buddhist notion of "illusion." This life is damn sure real at the moment. It's not permanent, though. I am not this life, although I am this life now, and now is all that is important now.

Back to the regression (or progression). My acquaintance was a historian from the future. After the historian died, he decided to incarnate during his area of study, so he was born in roughly 1954. The regressionist asked him what he thought of the 20th Century. He said "I made a mistake." He was in his early 40s. Within a year of the regression, he died of a mysterious illness. The illness amounted to "I made a mistake, and I'm correcting it. I'm done; I quit."

So that brings up the question of what I'm doing here and now. Supposedly the "star seeds" / Indigo Children are supposed to help Yahweh with their Rapture / Great Harvest / decision between the positive and negative paths of ascension. I'm not claiming I'm a star seed in that sense.

Wanderers are in danger of getting emotionally and / or karmically attached and getting sucked into the local drama. They start incarnating beyond their intended term. I wonder if that's what happened to me. Thus, I wonder if this lifetime is meant to detach me and leave Yahweh to their drama. I think the 5th Density is a lesson in tempering love and compassion with wisdom. That is, leaving the children to grow up on their own.

I also wonder if I'm on the negative path, and this is karma. It's karma or else I'm questioning the negative path, or both.

The negative path of ascension is in fact a path of ascension. Ascension can be measured in several ways. One is that at each death or perhaps after a number of deaths, we approach the Light of the One Infinite Creator. Whether we can pass to the next density depends on whether we can bear the next intensity of Light. In turn, that depends on balancing chakras and the traits associated with each. The negative path ascends without the 4th / green / love chakra / ray. (Or perhaps it twists it.)

Roughly speaking, the first chakra is survival--saving or preserving my butt; it's at the butt. The second chakra is reproduction. I'm stretching my knowledge, but the 3rd chakra is part of the split between positive (service to others) and negative (service to self). The third chakra is either the belly button and thus connection to mother or else it's a punch in the gut. Similarly, one can survive by exploitation or cooperation. One can reproduce by force or cooperation.

I stopped here on Friday. On Sunday, I'll still leave this hanging.

April 23

some thoughts on expanding this site (first post after 02:48am)

This is in response to a specific person. As is usually the case, it may be useful more generally.

"First, 'who' does your website [kwynn.com] audience consist of?"

That divides into potential / intended and actual. As far as actual, very few people so far. In response to a related question, the very few times I've gotten feedback from potential employers, it's gone both ways. Someone on Gab saw my "business" ad and looked at this site and got very interested. Let's just say there were tangible benefits, but then he decided he wasn't quite ready to temporarily retire. The guy who rented me a room just before this one looked at my site, too. That was a net benefit, I suppose. For that matter, he may have work for me in the future. I need to get back in touch with him.

Another potential employer blasted me. I never read the whole email, although I still have it. I wasn't ready to read, and right now I don't see the point. I knew when I wrote him that he was probably deeply in the military industrial complex. I had some hope there was an alternative explanation. Thus, I don't really care what he has to say. He probably voted for Nikki Haley--the "neo-conservative" daughter of Killary.

I've had a handful of other contacts. There was the guy who wrote about the sealed indictments. There are a bunch of people who use my clock for their NFT purchases. People use the numerology calculator and a related feature linked from my dad's site. A few people asked me about the Podesta Email ZIP file I used to have.

So, the answer is that I don't have all that many active users--active in the sense that I ever hear from them.

As for intended audience, and indirectly answering some other questions, I'll take a stab at that. To borrow a Biblical phrase, I suspect my intended audience is a remnant of a remnant. To some degree I really mean it that way, and to some degree I'm being sarcastic. I think I really am looking for the very unusual intersection that you mentioned: people interested in a number of broad topics I discuss.

I would isolate the topic I asked about to one page or subset of pages. I'd probably pin a link to the top of this personal blog. I probably wouldn't start by simply dumping that topic here. Then again, over time, I might. That is, there would only be one way "in," from this page.

Put another way, finding work with "real" companies is probably a lost cause for many reasons. This site is already way over the line for many people. Again, remnant of the remnant.

Secondly, what kind of benefit or fulfillment would you get from writing about it? I know that you said the pro side is harder to explain. But if it helps you express yourself, connect with others about the topic, and simply provides some sort of joy, then I say go for it (especially if it positively benefits your mental and emotional well-being).

Expression, positive benefits. Yes, maybe. I think it might help that way. Connecting with others? Maybe, both actively and passively. That is, because I refer people to the entries and they find it through other means.

I understand that your openness and curiosity are unusual. As for a "taboo" subject, so is calling for Fauci's trial and execution and nattering about the J--- and bashing US Inc foreign policy back to 1846. Mr. Military Industrial Complex found all the red lines. I'm not willing to remove anything I've posted. It seems kinda like the Red October analogy as Juan O Savin uses it, which is probably how Q meant it, because Juan is associated with Q. In Red October the so-named submarine steered towards the torpedo because the torpedo doesn't arm before a certain point, so it didn't explode. Or perhaps I can sarcastically toot my horn and say "Damn the torpedoes! Full steam ahead!" Go towards the enemy. I think I've already made that general decision.

I still have some concern that "taboo" makes this site that much weirder. But, again, remnant of the remnant. That may be my best hope.

"...but there is a fine line when taboo subjects intersect with your professional work, such as some of the content on your website." I think I've addressed that just above.

I don't think I realized until later in your email that your recommendation is to write about it but not here. "I think you should keep it separate from your professional work..." "My final question is, have you thought about other platforms/avenues where you could publish your [...] writings?" As above, I'm kinda leaning towards do or do not. There is a site I'm using, but it's comically bad in some ways. The whole point of the thought is to have total control on here.

"But then again, perhaps there is an audience that will find your diverse writings about tech, worldviews, and [...] to be very appealing. Perhaps that is part of your objective here?" Yeah, remnant of the remnant.

I don't know that I have a conclusion after all that. I'll take it sleep cycle by sleep cycle (rather than day by day). Right now I'm not in an optimistic mood. As I told you in another email, yesterday was an usually tiring day, but I'm not tired enough to go back to bed. I did take a nap around 9pm.

an odd incident of getting blocked

I think I've had people block me before, but definite incidents are not coming to mind. I started this on April 20. Upon further thought, I probably won't go into this. I'll leave it as a note for possible future reference.

April 17

a handful of plane crashes and implications

I mentioned to a friend the crash of Pakistan International Airlines Flight 8303 in 2020. He countered with Pinnacle Airlines Flight 3701 in 2004. (Pinnacle was also reviewed by Mentour Pilot, roughly 2 years ago.) The Pakistan crash is pretty high on my WTF list of outrageous pilot actions. My friend listed Pinnacle as another example.

I have a different take on Pinnacle, and my take involves much larger issues, so I'm not just geeking out on aviation. For this entry's purposes, let's set aside all the events after their decision to climb to 41,000 feet. That was the limit of their (company's) plane. Nothing after that is important to this entry.

As my friend noted, only the two pilots were on board. From what I remember, we can be nearly certain that they would not have climbed if they had passengers. They died; no one else did. They were duly "punished." They were within the published limits.

That whole scenario is very different from the Pakistanis. The Pakistanis had passengers, and they broke several rules right off the top of my head. In the video thumbnail, Mentour's title is "Every Rule Broken." With that, nothing else about the Pakistan crash is relevant to this entry.

I'll make a minor point about Pinnacle before moving on to my much larger points. In part, Pinnacle reminds me of AOPA's "High Aspirations" crash review. Per the "owner's manual" of the plane involved, the flight was just within takeoff limits. As I remember, AOPA recommends cutting those numbers in half (or doubling them, depending on how you look at it), which is mind-boggling. Why the heck would the owners manual be 2x from AOPA's recommendation? Similarly, the Pinnacle plane was as light as it was ever going to get. If the plane miserably fails exactly at their upper altitude limit at minimum weight, perhaps that should not be their published upper limit.

Now I'll move a bit towards the larger issues. I don't remember the exact state of video gaming in 2004, but history has shown that people will do a lot to earn merit badges and gain levels and whatnot. It's apparently human nature, and there are plenty of examples before video games. The WikiP entry mentions that the Pinnacle pilots wanted to join the "410 club" (flight level 410 is 41,000 feet). This goes back to the fact that 410 was the published limit but should not have been that high. If the term "410 club" exists, people are going to try to join it. The manufacturer had better make it the 400 or 390 club.

The larger issue I wanted to address goes to Apollonian versus Dionysian religions / societies. I only know the basics of the terms. The basics, and perhaps an oversimplification, goes something like this: Apollonian religions are intellectual and staid, while Dionysian religions involve ecstatic ritual.

(If I'm totally butchering the concept, I don't care for now. I'll hopefully make my point whether my usage is correct or not, but I wanted to give readers that reference.)

In any event, "mainstream" Christianity is Apollonian. I highly suspect this is one of many manipulations of (((the enemy))). THEIR rituals are damn sure Dionysian--ritualistically murdering children in horrible ways, for example. And I don't want to digress, but I'm reminded again of Ben Swann's CBS Atlanta 46 Pizzagate report. That's the best that a "mainstream" reporter could have done, and he was ultimately fired for it. That is one of many launching points to get to the truth.

As for positive Dionysian, I'm reminded of a scene at the very start of book 4 of Emberverse. Ingolf Vogeler is a (not particularly religious) Christian who wanders into Clan Mackenzie's Wiccan Samhain (Halloween) celebration. I'm tempted to find the exact verbiage, but a young woman is vividly described as not quite being in this world as she dances and capers about with her friends. Emberverse is a good advertisement for Wicca.

The enemy actively suppresses healthy Dionysian expression. One major result is drug addiction, and then (((they))) criminalize that to cause vastly more misery. In a recent tech blog entry, I observed that cocaine and heroin were over-the-counter drugs until the early 1900s. It was a tech blog entry because it went to the notion of bad things being done with crypto. They are only bad things because the bad guys push in many directions to drive people towards bad things. I'm not saying those drugs are good for people. I'm saying that the world didn't end when they were over the counter, and it is pure viciousness that drives (((them))) to create the drug mess we have.

(I should add that there weren't murderous drug cartels when they were over the counter. Duh. People didn't spend decades in prison for sales. Etc.)

The DCI-federated drum and bugle corps are Dionysian. The 2020 season was destroyed, and then many of the corps went to the dark side with vaccine requirements. "Covid" "restrictions" had a number of goals. That sort of destruction was one of them.

This also goes to speed limits as another example. I'm an anarchist. One major purpose of government is to, well, govern. One definition of "govern" : "conduct oneself, especially with regard to controlling one's emotions. 'men would give in to passion and become unable to govern themselves'" In other words, Satan forbid people experience healthy Dionysian experiences and emotions.

Speed limits: for several years in the mid-90s and before 1974, Montana didn't have a daytime limit on certain roads. The world didn't end.

My daily barefoot walks on dirt trails are a Dionysian ritual that helps keep me functioning. Scientifically, it's the best anti-oxidant, but it goes beyond that.

I know that I often leave my connections too vague. The Pinnacle crash touches on lack of Dionysian experience because the pilots were going for a limit and wanted an experience that they should have been getting in other ways.

Once again, I could go on forever, but I need to stop for now.

April 16

inspired by a specific person - starting with philosophy

As of 04:50am, this leaves off in the middle, but I'll post it. Actually, I was ready to post but didn't. As I remember at 22:22, I was happy enough with it to post, so I'll do so.

This is in response to an OP / original post(er). I can't / won't cite the OP for a number of reasons. For those who ask, I may give you some of the details.

I'm going to start in order of the base OP, as opposed to timed entries.

Everything I learned about philosophy comes from Ayn Rand. I've read Fountainhead and Atlas Shrugged twice and listened to them twice. I've read perhaps 80% of Rand's work in book form, as opposed to newsletters. I wonder if Rand was even mentioned in the OP's studies. I'll come back to Rand in a moment.

I am fairly sure that USC's (Southern Cal's) engineering school was top 5 when I was a student there for two years. USC overall was probably not top 20; maybe USC never has been. I'm not interested enough to look it up.

Rand considered Kant to be the enemy of humanity, or the root of all evil, so that's probably a good start vis a vis the OP.

Oh my, we come to Rand's atheism. That's a long topic. In roughly 2006 I was talking to a acquaintance and was unintentionally imprecise. I loosely implied that Rand had proven that God doesn't exist. When challenged, I realized that Rand did not claim that. Her position was something like the following. (Mind you, it's been many years since I thought about this hard.) Roughly, Rand said any definitions of God deal with the infinite, but the infinite, by its nature, is impossible to deal with in rigorous terms. Thus, God is not a useful foundation (axiom) of metaphysics. (That's metaphysics as defined by philosophers, not New Agers.) Given that I'm not in any mood to hurt my head right now, I'll just say that Rand's statement was convincing in its context.

Also, Rand spoke of the fallacy of the primacy of consciousness. Consciousness is being conscious of that which exists, so consciousness cannot exist before existence. Again, that's convincing in its context.

To take an aside, some writers in the circles I follow consider Rand to be an apologist for the "elite" / Illuminati / global Satanic power / J---. (Rand was Jewish by blood. She would not have received a visa to leave the Soviet Union otherwise.) I completely disagree with that notion. Rand's description of (((the enemy))) is strikingly close to reality even though she derives evil from her own philosophy. That is, the descriptions in John Galt's speech, the Ellsworth Toohey character, and others.

Her philosophy is one of joyous life, as she says on the label. Galt's Gulch is perhaps more magical than Rivendell or Lothlorien because the Gulch is vastly closer to possible. The Gulch is not based on magic or the faint, remaining shine of Valinor (Light of Aman). (At least, I think the Light of Aman is the phrase Tolkein uses. There may be another, similar phrase.) Otherwise put, our real-world bad guys are bad guys by Rand's ethics, and vice versa.

With that said, Rand's historical models are incomplete. For one, both her historical and ethical models of evil are incomplete. She spoke of the evil alliance of the mystic and the muscle. There is truth to that. She would say that a mystic is evil based on a few steps of reasoning. That is, she would say that any mystic is evil based on her definition of mystic. That's as opposed to the notion that mystics can be good or corrupted.

April 15

I never got to why I like the Emberverse, and I trail off somewhat abruptly. It's almost 6am, and the sun will rise soon. Even I've had about enough. I've read over this, though, and it's hopefully worth posting.

Why I like the Emberverse

This is one of several or many situations where I probably won't go back and read what I said even in the last few weeks. Perhaps I'll repeat myself. Ok, I at least look for the word "stood" and read some of what I said.

A digression on American government

Yes, this is relevant to the Emberverse.

I'd imagine I've said it before, but I am a (political) anarchist. "...among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men..." What history books were they reading? Governments are the destroyers of the above. Was that supposed to be an idealized notion? There is idealizing and then there is ludicrous. This brings up the question of whether the American Revolution was a just war. I'm not going to rule on that right now. For now, I'll just say maybe, probably, in part, and it may have become just as it went on. I should note that the Battle of Saratoga was interesting in this regard. As best I remember the history, neither Congress nor the centralized Army was particularly important to that. Saratoga was one of the more important American victories. America won because the British had set Indians to raping, pillaging, and murdering civilians. The local militias were understandably pissed off and showed up in great numbers. They voted with their bullets.

For that matter, Lexington and Concord were justified to keep the cannons under American control. And that was the start of the war. There are some questions as to what brought the situation to that point, though. Just before he was murdered, Robert David Steel had at least one and perhaps a handful of guests discussing some big holes in the American justification. I remember his talking about it, but I didn't go back and hear the guests. The arguments were to the effect that taxes were too low, and thus the smugglers (branches of the Adams family) couldn't make money. I'm sure there was more to the argument. Something to look into at some point.

Remember that the US Constitution came years after the war was over. Jefferson opposed it, and there were other anti-Federalists. Patrick Henry "smelled a rat." My memory is that there were very few men who both signed the Declaration and witnessed the Constitution. The Declaration signers were, for the most part, dead or impoverished. I'm 95% certain that it's in this Freemason event that they talk about America being the Masonic ideal of equality, which I interpret to mean that "some animals are more equal than others" (That quote is from Orwell's Animal Farm. The video: THE LONDON EVENT CELEBRATING 300 YEARS OF THE UNITED GRAND LODGE OF ENGLAND WILL BE HELD AT THE ROYAL ALBERT HALL IN SOUTH KENSINGTON ON 31ST OF OCTOBER 2017.) We know that Washington was a Freemason, and, on the whole, I'm not a fan. He marched the militia on the Whiskey Rebels: comply or die, the same message of almost every government. "You will be assimilated.... Resistance is futile."

John B. Wells of Caravan to Midnight gave us one tidbit on 33rd degree Freemasons. He was being interviewed by Pamphlet Anon and his wife Radix Veritas (??? - "Root of Truth"). This was roughly late 2018. Wells' father almost became 33rd degree, but that involved an oath of obedience to Lucifer, and his father walked away. (Pamphlet Anon has been using his real name for years, but I don't remember it.) Wells' account is consistent with what Hidden_Hand said ("Dialogue with 'Hidden Hand', Self-Proclaimed Illuminati Insider [compiled] by Wes Penre, Illuminati News, Dec 27, 2008. This is the most important document I've ever read, at least given the decades of hobbyist research that primed me for the reading. Once again, I found that particular copy easily on Yandex and not easily on Big Evil Goo(gle) Search.)

I have weaker evidence, or at least evidence that I'd have more trouble remembering / finding, that Masons at a lower level contribute to other severe problems, but I'll just leave it at that lest I make accusations that I can't back up as well (at least not quickly in that I can't be diverted every time). Then there are various quotes from Albert Pike; that's direct evidence. Given the whole picture, I can't see how the Masons can be anything other than one of the important middle managers of the Satanists. The modern Freemasons are NOT the root, though. (The Rothschilds are close enough to the center.)

US foreign policy

As for American foreign policy, it was all downhill after the Battle of New Orleans of 1815, featuring Brevet Major General Andrew Jackson. Mexican-American war: the Mexicans are negotiating to sell a huge chunk of Mexico, but we'll just kill 53,000 people.

The "Civil" War was NOT a civil war. The South was NOT contending for power over the US Government. The South had left the government. A key technique of Satanists is to increase cost of living (relative to wages). Politically increasing cost of living is slavery in that it takes more of one's life. The war was largely over tariffs that increased cost of living. 700,000 dead. Even if you want to argue about the evils of the US Inc before that, the US Inc became so much worse afterwards that there isn't much argument that it should have been destroyed then.

Spanish-American War: boilers were notoriously dangerous, but this time we're going to blame the explosion on the Spanish. 60,000 dead. "Huge tracts of land" seized by the US, which led to more bloodshed.

The First War to Kill 17 Million White Christians and Position J----- Bolsheviks to Kill 50 Million More. Perhaps that's enough said for now. The US Inc. damn sure didn't do anything to shut that down and then joined the slaughter.

The US Army also intervened in the J----- takeover of Russia. Supposedly the US Army was doing some sort of peacekeeping, but that had the totally unintended (scathing sarcasm) effect of helping the J----- communists.

The War of Global Communist Expansion: Fighting the J----- Communists' Enemies on Two Fronts. 73 million dead, then communism spreads to China for another 100 million, then to Cambodia, etc. (Vietnam is an interesting case. I'll get there in a moment.) Patton concludes somewhat late in the game that the US Inc is fighting the wrong enemy. "I'll tell you something Bedell, up until now, we've been fighting the wrong people" (IMDB from the 1970 movie Patton). I quote the movie because I'm not going digging for other relevant quotes.

Korea: The US Inc has spent 40 years doing everything it can to expand communism, and THEN we're going to fight communists? Also, we're not going to fight the Chinese communists in China. No crossing the river. It'd be one thing if a few thousand traitors had been executed at this point, but oh no. We're just going to mysteriously and narrowly change policy. I truly don't know WTF this was about.

Vietnam: First of all, same as above: no one has executed 1,000s of communist supporters before a change of policy. This was about keeping land under the Catholic Church. I remember seeing former South Vietnamese generals interviewed in Vietnam decades later. Under most communist governments, the opposing generals were no longer alive. I could be missing something, but I don't remember any reports of the sort of purges that the Soviet Union and China reveled in. This seems like a different brand of communism, apparently not to the (((their))) liking.

There was a documentary The Fog of War (2003) in which a Vietnamese official says something like "You were concerned we'd ally with China? Have any of you people read a history book?" Yes, they have. They have perfectly accurate-but-secret history books that almost certainly go back 5,000 years if not 50,000 or 200,000 or literally Yahweh knows how far back.

That's part of what the Hidden_Hand material clarifies: earth has been largely ruled by Lucifer and minions thereof for a very long time. Hidden_Hand explains that in some detail.

Two Iraq Wars, Serbia, Afghanistan, Syria, Libya, creating ISIS, etc. I am not going to count up the dead.

Their aren't words for these people. Movie "super villains" are laughable compared to the reality. I'm not even getting into the ritualistic child torture and murder and a bunch of other stuff beyond words.

beyond foreign policy - a bit of theory

That's just foreign policy and the US Feds Inc. The 50 states occasionally show some signs of Goodness. The Confederacy was a bright spot. The South mildly to moderately pushing back against "Covid" "regulations" was a good sign.

But the 50 states still grind out evil by design.

some other Emberverse notes

The word "Holocaust™" shows up in book one. Juniper says it in the usual mass-murdering-malicious context. I suppose (((they))) do a word search and don't publish a book unless it has the reference. There are a number of such grating points, but eventually I may get around to why I like the Emberverse nevertheless.

April 1

In chapter 8, around 34:26 (4:49 remaining), we learn that the Larssons' ranch in Montana was owned by the Walkers--General Walker of the CUT and Lt. Walker who went rogue on Nantucket. Signe had dated or at least hung out with William (who became a US Coast Guard Lieutenant). She said there was something creepy about him and his whole family.

As best I remember, General Walker is never given an exit scene. It seems the story just drops him without comment. Perhaps the implication is that the Prophet Sethaz takes over command when he is possessed, but that doesn't entirely make sense. Perhaps I missed the the exit story. He wasn't that important a character.

March 31


Dun Juniper is near Artemis-Butte Creek. There is a Butte Creek, and that's close, but I think that's too far north (see correction just below). Juniper arrives home in Chapter 8. So far, I haven't found Artemis Creek, and I'll stop looking. Meanwhile, someone has done a two part Montival tour. At a glance, and from other research, years ago, the fictitious Sutterdown may be Brownsville, OR, and that is closer to Dun Juniper. When Rudi, Edain, and Ingolf start east, they go along US 20, as I recall, but Dun Juniper is likely several miles from Highway 20.

The Huttons are introduced in Chapter 7.

The above link is where Butte Creek flows into the Pudding River. The source of Butte Creek, though, I think is still somewhat north of Dun Juniper.

During Orlaith's Queenmaking, she goes back in time and gives an 8-year-old "Juniper" the name Juniper. I don't think we're ever told her birth name.

Juniper is introduced in chapter 2 (Mike Havel in chapter 1). Soon after Juniper, we meet Dennis Martin, the manager of the Hopping Toad Tavern where Juniper is performing when the Change happens. Dennis gives Juniper a Roman gladius sword. The sword was forged by Dennis' brother John. John Martin(s) is the blacksmith abducted by Lt. Walker in the Nantucket series. John winds up in Greece and becomes a spy for Doreen Rosenthal (who marries Ian Arnstein). (I see a note "There is no known explanation for Dennis Martin and John Martins having slightly different last names.")

back to Emberverse book 1, Dies the Fire (posted 8:11pm)

I finished the last Emberverse book (Sky-Blue Wolves) and then started with book 1. This past time, I started with the second generation (starting with book 4). It's been years since I listened to or read the first generation. Both in the 3rd generation and in the first few chapters of the series, he does some usual ass kissing of the (((enemy))). I'll try not to hold it against him on net. On the other hand, Moishe Feldman essentially admits that his people killed tens of millions of Russians; perhaps one day I'll cite the chapter. I believe he was talking to Price John onboard the Tarshish Queen on their way to the south Pacific. He doesn't quite say the words "no man, no problem," but that Russian expression has been used before in the series, and that's the concept he's referencing. Otherwise put, using my own words, Feldman is saying, "If forty million people are giving you a problem, no 40 million people, no problem."

Also, within a few paragraphs of his introduction, Norman Arminger said he had been a Jesuit. THAT's interesting. I think that's chapter 4.

We also get to hear tennoheika banzai from the Japanese point of view. It's something to the effect of "Long live the king! Ten thousand years!" In this case, the former Americans ally with Japan against evil as opposed to the other way around.

This spot in Idaho (46.23071 -115.41601) is close to where Mike Havel and Eric Larsson come out of the Idaho Centennial Trail onto US Hwy 12. (Also see the Idaho government site on the matter.) This is book 1, chapter 7, when it's just Mike and the Larsson family after his employer's plane's crash landing. This is the second option northeast of the first (46.34456 -115.30755).

I wonder if anyone has created an Emberverse tour company? I can put that on my bucket list once the relevant "states" (Rothschild debt collection districts) are liberated. Or I can at least take my own tour.

March 28 (in progress 22:44)

My usage of "SatanSoft" came up. The dawn-supremacist, illiterate, Zoom-ing, shod, masked, vaxxed zombie horde calls that company Microsoft.

I'm unfortunately not kidding at all. I'll leave the corporation aside for now, but Billuminati Gates is demonstrably evil. The company can either disassociate or remain associated and benefiting the near-demon Gates: near-demon and almost certainly a variant of demon worshiper.

I refer to "Covid" as Billuminati Gates' Satanic Crusade. A mother plus an attorney (advocate) in India had the guts to charge Gates with "mass murder." I document that on the just-linked page. As of a few minutes ago, the case is still open. I'm sure the Indian courts are slower than most, and most are slow. The fact that the case is still open is a good start. Whether a prosecution really gets moving is another question. The fact that someone had the guts to make the legal claim is the point.

"The Johns Hopkins Center for Health Security in partnership with the World Economic Forum and the Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation hosted Event 201, a high-level pandemic exercise on October 18, 2019, in New York, NY."

In other words, it was the final dress rehearsal for something they'd planned for decades. I mean they planned the psychological / information warfare. As I said in my "Crusade" particle and my March 12 entry and elsewhere, Covid was essentially fake in that there was nothing "novel" going on in terms of people getting sick. The only thing "novel" was (((their))) response. I haven't watched very much of the Event 201 videos, but my understanding is that it was almost word-for-word what they said less than 4 months later.

Then there is a 2010 Rockefeller Foundation paper. They are "predicting" what will happen 2 years later, and phrasing it as if it were past tense: In their profound wisdom, they "predicted" that:

The pandemic also had a deadly effect on economies: international mobility of both people and goods screeched to a halt, debilitating industries like tourism and breaking global supply chains. Even locally, normally bustling shops and office buildings sat empty for months, devoid of both employees and customers.

This is usually called "Operation Lockstep," although it is Lock Step in the paper. I had trouble finding this on Big Evil Goo, but I found it on Yandex easily enough. I still had trouble finding a downloadable PDF, so now I'm hosting it. There were claims on Goo that this wasn't a real thing. I'm pretty damn sure it's real in that it's really a Rockefeller Foundation paper.

Lock Step / Lockstep bibliography

SHA2-512(2010 - Scenarios for the Future of Technology and International Development - Rockefeller & GBN.pdf)= f704601a618a4726c90eac43c786f7ea9ff6ab09fbe208401815cd344e6487335b2818c46bf32193f5a1a765a82fac7d5df20618b1b071e2648425708bde0348 The above was the original final name. I renamed it to 2010_Scenarios_for_the_Future_of_Technology_and_International_Development___Rockefeller_and_GBN.pdf 5804835 bytes / 5,804,835 / 5.6MB.

Supposedly Melinda divorced Bill over Bill's involvement with Jeffrey Epstein. It's a Vanity Fair headline, which is a bit of a surprise: "Melinda Gates Says Bill Gates's Work with 'Abhorrent' Jeffrey Epstein Led to Divorce" (Kirkpatrick, Emily, March 3, 2022).

Now I'll speculate a bit. Billuminati's mother is a Maxwell. "J-----" is not in her WikiP article, but I suspect she's related to Ghislaine Maxwell who was of course Epstein's Israeli Mossad boss. There is debate over the picture of young Gates with Chabad-Lubavitch Rabbi Menachem Mendel Schneerson. The Maxwells were bankers, so that's a hint.

Whether we can show Gates' direct connection or not, Chabad-Lubavitch is worth a bit of elaboration. It's one of hundreds of cases of "accuse the enemy of what they don't do or barely do and you do on an epic scale." Chabad-Lubavitch is a foaming J----- supremacist organization that wants everyone else as their slaves or dead. What's up with their tunnel? I'm not even going to read the WikiP entry. I'm just demonstrating that something happened that was odd enough that even WikiP had to document that something happened.

Chabad-Lubavitch is only one branch of J----- supremacy. It was grimly funny to hear Maria Farmer call a handful of specific J--- "supremacists." Maria was a victim of Epstein, although her sister Tiffany got it far, far worse. Tiffany has been in the "news" suing Epstein and his estate. (Whitney Webb's phone call with Maria Farmer, sometime before or on April 24th, 2020.) That's part 1 of 2. I don't remember which part that's in.

"Lawsuit Claims Epstein Trafficked Girls in Caribbean Until 2018: The attorney general of the Virgin Islands says Mr. Epstein and his associates used a database to track victims as young as 11 years old." (Watkins, Ali, New [J--] York Times [Slimes] Jan. 15, 2020)

I wanted to note that because that's when we get down to 11 years old in the "mainstream" press. I'm almost certain it gets years younger than that.

I could go on endlessly, of course, but I'll try to stop there.

March 25

the "political" chickens come home to roost in a town near me

This happened roughly 2.5 weeks ago. Someone I know was sent home from work 4 hours early. He works at a major manufacturer of heavy equipment in metro Atlanta. He didn't understand the details, but what I noodled out is the following. At least some of their parts come through the port of Savannah, (Royal Colony of) Georgia, unfortunately ruled by the Evil Empire / US Inc (as opposed to the country Georgia that borders Russia). Many of those parts come from India (he says), which is surprising, and I would assume from other parts of Asia. Thus, they TRY TO go through the Red Sea. Enter the Houthis of Yemen. The Houthi defense of Palestine caused a blockage of parts, and so there was nothing to do at the assembly plant, so he was sent home early.

He of course was annoyed about losing hours. I just laughed, and tried not to literally roll on the floor. When I figured out what he meant and mentioned the Houthis, he said "Pirates?" I had another name for them. Far be it for me to support those who have been officially designated terrorists by the Evil Empire. He might have been confusing them with Somali pirates.

My memory was that years ago the Russian Navy executed some Somali pirates, which I am reasonably sure they can do under laws I consider more-or-less legitimate. When I look it up, I see that in 2010 "Ten captured Somali piracy suspects are thought to have died after the Russian navy released them in an inflatable boat without navigational equipment..." I won't comment.

In any event, people tend to say "I'm not interested in politics." I find it very amusing when "politics" slap them in the face. For months we've watched the latest blatant massacre openly perpetrated by J---. It's nice to see that has tangible, if minor, consequences near me.

I've said a few times that one hasn't accomplished anything in life until condemned by the ADL or had US sanctions imposed upon them. Perhaps I need to add "declared terrorists" by the US Inc. More precisely, "declared terrorists who are not in fact supported by the same people who rule the US." That is, ISIS were true terrorists, but they were created by "Western" (J----- / Satanic) powers.

other news nuggets - Owens, Shapiro, Nigerians, the election, etc.

On a related point, Candence Owens seems to have joined the above club. She has been condemned by the ADL and fired by (J-----) Ben Shapiro's Daily Wire. Ben Shapiro is a really bad guy, although I'd have to research to figure out what tier he is. I don't give a hoot if he can make an eloquent defense of economic conservatism. He's a defender of the "modern State of Israel." That makes him a really bad guy in itsself. Look at the house seal of the Rothschilds (with the "Star of 'David'") and the Balfour Declaration. "Modern" Israel is the Rothschilds' personal state, and the Rothschilds are the center of the J----- Satanic Beast.

I'm not going to bother to look, but I believe Shapiro's stance on immigration is that Nigerians with an IQ of 100 are welcome in America. I was about to say welcome by the tens of millions, but there aren't tens of millions of Nigerians with an IQ of 100. There are an astounding 227M of them still in Nigeria (plus God knows how many in Ireland, the US, and other previously white countries). "Reliable" sources, at a glance, report an average Nigerian IQ between 68 - 71. They are "reliable" in that I will accept that for immediate purposes. I believe that's enough information to know the bell curve shift and thus how many are above 99. My finger to the wind guess is that there may not be 10M, let alone 20M.

I cannot afford to spend the time on the long version, but the short version is that white people won't survive at this rate. That is obviously (((their))) intent. I am optimistic that we're going to see a dramatic shift in the next year. It looks like the plan is to make Dan the Acting President look so bad and demonstrate such a "double standard" against Trump that Trump overwhelms the cheating in November. Andrew Anglin argued against the logic about a week ago. His point is that they can cheat as much as they need to, and they got away with it the last several times. I think what he's missing is that they are being discredited to the point that they can't get away with it again.

A British MP finally says it

In a bizarre speech Independent MP Andrew Bridgen, who was expelled from the Tories after appearing to compare Covid-19 vaccines to the Holocaust, told business questions: "I've always opposed capital punishment on the principle that it's wrong to take a life so it can't be right for the state to take a life in revenge.

"Events have caused me to reconsider my position.

"So can we have a debate on crimes against humanity and the appropriate punishment for those who perpetuate, collude and cover up for these atrocities, atrocities and crimes so severe that the ultimate punishment may be required?"


‐‐ Richard Wheeler PA, Thursday 29 February 2024 12:55 GMT

The comparison to the Holocaust™ is of course brilliant for several reasons. I'll leave it that.

"Black Hitler [Mark Robinson] May Become Next Governor of NC" and is currently Lt. Gov.

I highly recommend Mike King's Real News and History. That links to the relevant article on March 19.

a note on Harriet Tubman

Supposedly Harriet Tubman said "I freed a thousand slaves [and] I could have freed a thousand more if only they knew they were slaves." The quote is in dispute, and in this case the truth could go either way.

Whether the quote is real or not, it occurred to me that the "Underground" Railroad was almost certainly tolerated by some or most of the Southern leadership. John Brown's attempted slave revolt of 1859 went nowhere, and I don't recall ANY revolts in the history books or even the new, woke history books.

If you set the perceived risk of escape at a certain level, and set the actual risk at a lower level, you'll get rid of your revolt leaders. The politics and economics make sense.

In very roughly 2018, Ryan Faulk (Alternative Hypothesis or People's Veto Goo Tube channels) did a video in which he argued that escaped slaves integrated into society very well. Whites started out "racist," then decided that the escaped slaves were ok. When the slaves freed by Chief Slaughterer Lincoln showed up, then whites became "racist" and remain so for a reason. Or they have "racism" beaten out of them by 70 years and tens of trillions of dollars of psy war J----- media.

a musical recommendation - Dandelions by Ruth B. (2017)

I know someone who plays this all the time, but, for weeks, the volume was so low that I couldn't pick out enough notes to sing it to Goo and get the song identified. I finally got the song identified and listened to it. Now I understand why I couldn't quite pick out the notes--she works the dynamics (volume) very well.

I've barely read the words yet. I can pick most of them out, and I get the gist, but I don't have the full context. It's usually very difficult for me to pick words out of music. This may become a favorite, though. I don't need to process all the words to assess a song.

I wonder what her exact genetics are? I do NOT recommend that anyone get a DNA test. New paragraph on that below. Meanwhile, I looked up that much. She's Ethiopian, which doesn't fully answer the question. I would assume she has a high percentage of Arab.

The (((Wojcicki sisters)))

I do not recommend a DNA test until at least (((Susan Wojcicki))) is tried and executed. For years, Susan ran Goo Tube at full mass-murdering psy war blast. Meanwhile, her sister (((Anne))) ran 23andMe.

Susan's actions are far more brazen. Without some research, I'm not as certain that Anne's intent is the same, but it's extremely likely. In any event, if Susan is (tried and) executed, the DNA companies are probably safe.

March 20

I came across another favorite Emberverse scene. First, I need to back up 3 chapters. I'm on book 13, Prince of Outcasts, which is the 3rd book of the 3rd generation. At the start of chapter 11, Philippa ("Pip") Balwyn-Abercrombie appears on screen for the first time, although she's been mentioned a few times before that. In chapter 14, at 7:14, Pip sees "a steel man." It's not quite what I remember, although maybe she re-states her thoughts in a few minutes. I think she (later) mentions a "robot." She's seeing full plate armor in use for the first time, worn by Prince John Arminger Mackenzie.

Pip's introduction is pretty funny. I didn't remember that. I remember her later in the series beating a foe to death screaming, "Do you have a flag?!"

I'll stop commenting, post, and get to work on various stuff.

March 12 - early AM

I recently saw "Covid" rules still posted on a company's wall. I'd imagine the poster has been there for years. These are my thoughts.

First, let's review the 2020 data from the Centers for Disease Fantasies and Mass-murdering Propaganda, known to the dawn-supremacist, illiterate, Zoom-ing, shod, masked, vaxxed zombie horde as the CDC.

All we should care about is the data through April or May of 2020. The usual mass-murdering liars claimed that something was happening that hadn't happened since the Great London Plague of 1665 that killed 25% of London. I refer to "World War 2" as the War to Promote Global Communism, Second Edition. That was (((their))) greatest crisis. In 2020 (((they))) managed to impose restrictions and do damage that they didn't even attempt domestically in 1944.

If there really was a 500 year event, there should have been a pile of bodies by May of 2020 that were unquestionable attributable to a "novel" cause. Instead, they claim:

So, they destroyed the incomes of tens of millions of people to allegedly save people who weren't earning an income anymore. How does putting people out of work save Grandma who is not working? Even if their above body count was caused by "Covid," which I will dispute momentarily, it does not justify the damage they did.

I'm willing to concede that 386,000 people died from something unusual, where 311,546 of them were 65 and over. First, families were kept out of hospitals and nursing homes. That is going to kill elderly people at a high rate for a number of reasons. One, I understand that elderly people can starve themselves to death like dolphins can asphyxiate themselves consciously. That is, elderly people can stop eating much more easily than younger. If no one is visiting them for weeks, that seems like a good reason to die.

Second, there is evidence that the nursing home workers were told there would be a high death count. That has a way of becoming self-fulfilling for several reasons. I have too much experience with nursing homes. A high percentage of those workers, and probably a higher percentage since my experience (2001 - 2007), become somewhat to much less motivated if no family are around to watch them. There is one lady on social media literally screaming about how her father was starved to death. I believe it, and I believe that happened a lot. That's in addition to starving themselves.

31 out of 32 people who went on ventilator died, and Remdesivir was a new pharmakeia (evil sorcery - that's what the Greek word means) that suddenly became the required "protocol" rather than what doctors had done for decades. I talked about this in my first "Covid" article. The evidence for the cure being the cause of death has only mounted over these years. This is a constant topic on my news sources.

I could go on, but I'll try to wrap this up. The only poster on a company's wall should be something like this: We apologize for being blithering idiots and taking the word of fairly obvious ultra-villains. We call for the trial and execution of a handful of such, and several tiers under them should neither be a supervisor over one person nor dog catchers until they have repented and been re-educated.

The list of my demands is longer than that, but, as I mentioned in my tech blog a few hours ago, I need to cut this out.

March 9

(First posted 02:19. Added some details a few minutes later. And more details at 2:34.)

Regarding my previous entry, I had the context of the Sixth Regiment somewhat wrong. Rudi and his family are not on tour. The veterans of the regiment come to the hippomotive (horses transferring power through gearing) train station to present their respects to Rudi's remains and memory. This happens in Corvallis, as opposed to Corvallans who have moved elsewhere.

The Empress of Japan is remembering seeing the Sixth Regiment. She's thinking about it as she approaches the manor near Castle Ath, on May 25, 2044 AD (CY 46) (The Golden Princess, book 11, Chapter 10, 42:20 into the chapter is "We Stood." 19:44 remaining in chapter. 10:15:xy left in book.) We meet Susan Clever Raccoon when she delivers messages to Orlaith in McClintock country, on May 17, 2044. Those are the messages from Chancellor Ignatius and Matti where they suggest Orlaith travel by hippomotive.

Regarding reading about the "present day," book 9, Lord of Mountains, ends on December 18, 2023. Rudi has come home to Dun Juniper for Yule, before continuing the war against the United States of Boise and the CUT. Book 10, The Given Sacrifice, begins on June 12, 2024, in the Seven Devils Mountains of Idaho. Alyssa Larsson, Eric's daughter, crashes her reconnaissance glider.

I came across another favorite scene. Book 11, chapter 5 starts at Amon Tam, previously known as Mount Tamalpais. That's Amon Tam like Amon Sul where Frodo was stabbed by the Witch King of Angmar in his Nazgul form. "Amon" is "hill." Mary Vogeler's oldest twins and their first cousin (by Ritva) Faramir Kovalevsky are keeping watch now that the Motivalans know that there are organized, powerful enemies active in the area. That's on May 10, 2044 AD, CY 46. Rudi was killed a few days before that.

The view from top of Mount Tam is one of the most beautiful I've ever seen, so it was moving to envision it's being used by the Dunedain as a watch point, just like Amon Sul near the end of the Second Age of Middle Earth. One of the seven palantiri was at Amon Sul.

February 29

Emberverse notes

Perhaps Emberverse should not be italicized. The proper name is Novels of the Change by SM Stirling, starting with Dies the Fire (2004). Since late 2018 I've been listening to audio books that, in almost every case, I've already read. I read the 15 books of the Emberverse, then I listened to it several years ago, and now I'm going again through the 2nd generation stories (books 4 - 10).

I try to confine such listening to when I'm going to bed or otherwise can't get much else done, with mixed results whether I can confine listening to such times.

The premise of the Emberverse is that a worldwide Change takes place at 6:15pm PST on March 17, 1998. At that moment, several laws of physics change. Man-made electricity simply won't work anymore, although living cells still function and lightning still strikes and such. Also, high gas pressure cannot be achieved, no matter how long one boils water. Thus, no combustion of any sort: no engines, no firearms. (Some low pressure engines will work, but nothing that can be used for travel or war.) Nuclear reactions won't cause harm, but they can't be used for pressure or electricity. The Change centers around Nantucket. I never read the Nantucket Series. I listened to it for the first time about a year ago. In the Emberverse, we learn that the 1998 Nantucket is replaced with the island as it existed before (widely recorded) whites came to America. In the Nantucket Series, we learn that the 1998 island is taken to the year 1,250 BC. Their technology works just fine, but there are of course no white people or signs of 1998 AD technology on the mainland.

I finally made the connection that Coast Guard Lt. Walker is General Walker's son--General Walker, the supreme military commander of the CUT. At least, I think they are father and son, and they are definitely the same family. Lt. Walker talks about coming from cowboy country. And, of course, when Rudi reaches Nantucket, the representations of the Maiden and the Crone (Wise One) are Dapa (Swindapa Kurlelo - I think Swindapa means "deer runner") and USCG Captain Marian Alston.

I was originally writing this to make note of something I couldn't find on the web some time ago. I was trying to find which Corvallis regiment it was that heroically held at the Battle of Horse Heaven Hills. Now that I've gone over it again, I don't think the regiment is named during the action. It's not identified as the Sixth Regiment until a few days after the battle: book 9, Lord of Mountains, chapter 14, at about 31:08 (16:03 left in chapter, 3h 38 minutes left in the book, the Tantor Audio edition released in 2012 with Todd McLaren narrating, 12 hours 52 minutes total). The battle is on November 1, 2023 (Change Year 25). The naming of the Sixth Regiment is on November 6 at Timberline Lodge on Mount Hood, when there is a small meeting to take a large step towards formalizing the Kingdom of Montival. The Corvallan banker "Professor" Turner is arguing against pressing the war. Signe Havel is acknowledging the sacrifices of Corvallis. Rudi then agrees. "They [the Sixth Regiment] stood and died where they stood.... I'm going to have 'We Stood' embroidered on their standard, and present it by [? Brigadier General] Peter Jones if he lives." I'm not sure why "by" is used rather than "to."

[Update: the following isn't quite right. I correct this in my next entry.] A generation later, there is a scene where Rudi and his family are on tour. They pull into a train station where the people have come to cheer him, and the "We Stood" banner is present with veterans of the battle. It's one of the first scenes in the 3rd generation, as I recall.

Just before that part of the battle starts, Rudi notes that usually the Corvallan army has women with streamers doing acrobatics and chanting. He doesn't know the word "cheerleader," and doesn't quite know that they come from Oregon State U. sports ball games before the Change. Benny the Beaver is of course on the Corvallan national flag.

The Unabomber shows up slightly off screen as a character during the second generation. He escapes from prison after the Change and winds up with the Church Universal and Triumphant (CUT) in Montana. I didn't read about the real CUT until a few days ago. It's very interesting that the WikiP describes them as anti-communist, ultra-conservative, etc. I take it that the CUT didn't exist in a coherent enough form in 2007 to get upset at Stirling for their portrayal.

In any event, the Change is the dream of the Unabomber. I haven't read whether Stirling was directly influenced by the Unabomber Manifesto, but very likely so. I should read it again some time. I read it when it came out in 1995: when at least one "major" paper published it because the FBI thought it would flush the Unabomber out, and it did. Ted Kaczynski, the "Unabomber," argues that technology destroys meaningful human life. I wish he'd waited a few years before he started killing people. The web started showing signs of technology exposing long-ruling evil. Today the jury is still out as to whether tech will help win that battle rather than help the Enemy.

The Manifesto is an interesting read with interesting points, but he's missing that the same evil has existed forever. It's unclear whether tech helps or hurts them on net.

The world of the Change is compelling socially, politically, spiritually, etc. Assuming one survived the Change, parts of that world are very appealing. I'd want to live in Mackenzie territory just across the border from Corvallis. Some of the Corvallans are the geeks, but Juniper Mackenzie would be worth following and hailing Chief. Come to think of it, though, the Dunedain are the ultimate geeks and fan girls and boys. Astrid Larsson "re"-forms the Rangers / Dunedain in the Fifth ("or is it the Sixth?") Age of Middle Earth. The Rangers make for quite the story arcs.

Stirling's premise is that the Change was needed to preserve what it means to be human. Technology could assist that sort of world, too, though. Again, that jury is still very much out. The jury may return very dramatically in the next year.

Given that I'm reading about fictitious events of November, 2023, I've almost caught up to the real world's time. That's kinda funny. The events of book 3 end in (roughly) 2008, and book 4 begins on October 30, 2020 (Change Year 22). Previously, I was reading and listening to the books between those dates. This is the first time I'll be listening to "current" events. Book 4 begins with Ingolf Vogeler riding into Sutterdown, the largest town in the Mackenzie land. He makes it sound like a nice place.

I'm pretty sure Brigadier General Peter Jones is the same one who showed up against orders to save the Bear Killers in the first generation. (See correction on May 4.) I believe he was a Major then. That was during the War of the Eye (of Sauron). In addition to the Unabomber and the CUT, the Dunedain, etc., Stirling has all sorts of fun with how the Changed world plays on the real world. I'll try to stop typing and let others tell the story of how the Eye of Sauron shows up in the Changed world, or read it all for yourself.

January 5 (prepping to post 16:15)

Good riddance to 2023! It can always be worse, but that was pretty bad. Happy New Year!

When I created my tech blog, I meant that as my work blog. It never occurred to me that work and tech would be separate. I think I'm going to go with the policy that non-tech work stuff goes here. For that matter, I may start to isolate the tech blog to the tech itself rather than seeking tech work.

With that said, I gave freelancing on Craig's List computer gigs another hard during the week just before and after Christmas, which is even less ideal than I would have thought. This time I actually called people, left voicemails, texted them, texted them again, and otherwise made a nuisance of myself, at least with some of them. They DID post just before and after Christmas, so do they want responses or not?

Then I put less time but still some time into CL a few days ago. Overall, I actually banked $100 so far. There are other nibbles and bites and potentials, but none of that matters much until it's banked.

As of Tuesday, I started on the staffing / temp agency route. There is a tiny chance I'll get some result before this afternoon is over. There is a somewhat greater chance I'll have some result Monday. Then chances increase that I may have a medium-term solution once I get a first paycheck. Perhaps more to come on that.

To go a bit farther, I now have 4 (?) applications in for jobs that I have reason to believe are real and should move fast. With that said, I've never gone down this path before, so I can't be sure this will be any better than the CL or job recruiter path.

Meanwhile, I'll probably comb through CL again over the weekend.


December 15

predictive cats? (20:54 - starting)

After my first entry today, below, I thought of another oddity. A good friend of mine and I started our first meeting with a discussion of cats. Roughly six months before we met, I was living with and then taking care of 6 cats. Then two of those cats were in the house I was living in when we met. I managed to natter on for what I remember as 20 - 40 minutes on cats. I decided by that point that I really liked cats.

Fast forward several years. This friend was connected with where I living previously. Then he came to visit at this place. This place has one of the friendliest cats I've ever known; it loves everyone at first sight. My friend said that he usually avoids cats, but he couldn't help playing with this one.

Again, I'm not making any claims, just an interesting series of memories.

predictive arcs? (20:29)

When I went through the grueling application / pre-hiring process for a job last spring, my boss would have been in Europe. So I would often imagine flying my UFO to see my boss. (See my how to build a UFO article.) I was looking at the great arc paths and saving the arcs on Big Evil Goo Earth. (The "Pro" edition is still free as in beer, including for Linux.)

As my previous entry leads you to see, I am moving tomorrow. I was studying the area around the new place, looking for a couple of my usual routine places including hiking trails. I have found what look to be nice hiking trails. I'm not sure what the elevation changes are--perhaps plenty good enough--but they are long trails and several of them.

OpenStreetMap has better trail data than Goo does, so I was switching between Goo Maps and OSM. Then I opened Earth. (Off hand, I don't remember why I thought Earth would be more useful.) My arcs to Europe are still there. Given that I was zoomed way out, the arcs tended to originate quite a few miles away from where I was living at the time. One arc passed within 0.6 miles of the place I'm at right now, and another passes 0.2 miles from where I'm moving tomorrow.

I understand that there are statistics on that. I'm not saying it's anything mystical, but it's interesting. It's also interesting how far both of these new places are from where I was living when I created the arcs. That probably has something to do with seeing Lake Lanier as I was zoomed out, so it makes some sense. On the other hand, I'm not quite sure how the origin points were so consistently so far off. All four origins are much closer to where I am right now than where I was living then.

Seemed worth noting.

December 11


For the moment, my blogging operations have moved to my Gab account.

November 28 (19:15)

False start: I started an entry and then erased it.

I started one entry that became a private Gab message. Perhaps that should go public. Also, I sent an email yesterday that perhaps should be public, but this is a case of self-censorship. If you look at my tech blog, I'm facing a potential conflict on what new content I post.

November 27

Christ - yet another take (19:19 edition)

I don't use "Jesus" below because I suspect that name is another layer of manipulation on the part of the Satanists. Matthew 1:23 says "they shall call his name Emmanuel, which being interpreted is, God with us." I use "Christ" below, going back a few months. My previous Christian entry was on October 9.

In response to a Gab query, I'm going to tackle this again. "Do you believe in Jesus?" That is the question. Upon more thought, the simple answer is yes, but it still needs elaboration. I'm not sure all Christians (or other interested parties) would agree with "yes," given the following.

First of all, anything I think of Christ is evaluation of evidence, although I suppose at some point one has to have faith that the evidence is valid. Or one has to make a judgment call that is as much faith as logic. I could go on with that endlessly.

Did Christ lived in Judea from roughly 4 BC to 26 AD? Yes. Did he heal the sick and raise the dead? Yes. Did he rise from the dead? Yes, although I haven't given that one as much thought.

Does belief in Christ save one? At LEAST metaphorically, and perhaps quite literally, yes, in at least two senses. I elaborate on that in an earlier entry.

Perhaps what needs qualification is that, to whatever extent I am a Christian, it's hard to identify with other Christians, because "Christian" is too vague. In previous entries, I natter on about how foolish most "Christians" are in that they get led around by nose by Satanists. I think I've mentioned how in 2004 or so I felt I almost fit in at Dragon*Con, but almost fitting in is more frustrating than fitting in.

I understand that "fitting in" isn't the point. I'm just trying to explain that the question of "Am I a Christian?" is frustrating to ponder.

November 3

some Wheel of Time commentary - "The Flame of Tar Valon"

I was current with the Wheel of Time novels by 2003 - 2004. I was probably in the audience for one of Robert Jordan's last talks before he got sick and then died. That was at Dragon*Con sometime within '04 - '06. He was submitting to pharmakeia by Dragon*Con in '06, and I'm not sure I went in '05, so '04 seems likely.

I read all the books on paper. Then I listened to them on audio book. That took me 6 months. The audio books are over 19 days long. Months ago I started a second pass of the audio books. I can only say that this is a stress relief measure. I'd like to be in an emotional state to do more productive things.

In any event, I am writing this to make a note of one of my favorite scenes in all of art (video, literature, music, etc). During the Last Battle, the phrase "Flame of Tar Valon" in its brand-new usage is at 8:31:30 of "The Last Battle" chapter of my edition of the audio book (bib below).Yes, that chapter is over 9 hours long.

Egwene is one of the all time great characters. I invite people to look at the artwork portraying Egwene before the usual suspects picked an actress. The usual suspects of course went for murderous, genocidal hatred towards whites rather than portraying what she looks like. I could of course go on in that vein, but I'll try to get back to my room-hunting knitting soon.

When I went looking for some of the biblio information, I didn't realize that I pre-ordered the hardcover of the final book a few days before its release. I didn't invest in an apt ebook device for 2 - 3 more years.

I would at some point like to compare Wheel of Time to the real world. The very short version: as is almost always the case, in some ways the situation in the real world is much worse than the fiction of good versus evil. Our world is largely run by Darkfriends / Satanists. There are very few monarchs or governments who fight evil, historically speaking. Most of them are evil to varying degrees. Russia's fight against Ukraine is an exception.


I'm not going to include all the usual info as I was taught in 1990. This is the Information Age. As Daenerys Targaryen's handmaid Irri likes to say, "It is known." There are of course any number of things that the usual suspects would like to "be known." In the context of identifying an extremely popular work, though, that's pretty easy today.

Wheel of Time series book 14, the final book, titled A Memory of Light. Macmillan Audio. Narrated by: Michael Kramer, Kate Reading. Length: 41 hrs and 47 mins. Release date: 01-08-13, same as the hardcover book.

The relevant chapter is Chapter 37: "The Last Battle." The chapter is 9:04:06 long. Again, the relevant phrase is at 8:31:30. At that spot, there are 5hr:04min to go in the book.

November 2, 2023


Most people I now term dawn-supremacist, illiterate, Zoom-ing, shod, masked, vaxxed zombies. Dawn-supremacist in that if you're not relatively functional soon after dawn, it's hard to function in their society.

October 31

a perhaps-informative rant

I started this on the night of the 30th. I was heading towards an uplifting message, and my original heading was "a sermon?" You'll see where the scathing sarcasm cuts in. I got diverted when I decided to at least list the 13 Illuminati families.

We'll see if I get to the point of at least setting up the uplifting message for when I'm feeling more uplifted. Last night was probably the warmest it will be for a while. It was almost summer warm. For that and a number of other reasons, I was going for uplifting.

(Update: I did at least introduce my uplifting topic.)

This is where I started last night:

Why not do sermons? It's hard to be more pathetic than most "Christian" preachers who shut their churches down for months in worship of Mammon and wear masks and get pharmakeia potions ("vaccines"). Oh yeah, not to mention Christian pastors who think the modern State of Israel houses God's chosen people. As I've mentioned a number of times, my mother was full-blooded "Jewish," but that gets my cousins no mercy from me. "...the synagogue of Satan, which say they are Jews, and are not, but do lie..." (Revelation 3:9).

The Star of "David" is the Star of Remphan from Acts 7:43--a demon, or 5th or 6th density negative being. The Star of Remphan is on the family crest of the Rothschild family. It's a little left of top center. Note that the Balfour Declaration that led to the modern State of Israel was a letter from UK Foreign Secretary to Lord Rothschild.

That would be the Rothschilds who appear to be the most powerful of the 13 Illuminati families. (If you want to touch CIA's site, here is the CIA library copy of Bloodlines of Illuminati, by Fritz Springmeier, 1995. One day I should, like, read that. Perhaps when I'm not facing homelessness and starvation.

Now that I'm looking at it, I will list the 13 families:

  1. Astor
  2. Bundy - almost certainly including Ted the serial killer who may have been recruiting women for sacrifice. The Edge of Wonder guys (Ben Chasteen and Rob Counts) did a show on that roughly in 2020. Bundy was being groomed for political office. His exposure and conviction may have been infighting more than anything else.
  3. Collins
  4. DuPont
  5. Freeman
  6. Kennedy - I did not know that. Duh.
  7. Li
  8. Onassis - as in Jackie Bouvier Kennedy Onassis
  9. Rockefeller - as obvious as that should be, I did not know that either. Duh.
  10. Rothschild
  11. Russell - as in Russell Elementary School in Smyrna, GA and the Richard B. Russell Federal Building in downtown Atlanta (start on page 164)
  12. Van Duyn (begin 182)
  13. Merovingian (199)
  14. Disney (202) - I can't quickly tell, but he seems to be calling Disney an important agent, but apparently not one of the 13.
  15. Reynolds ("The Reynold’s family is not one of the 13 primary bloodlines" - 270) - as in RJ Reynolds Tobacco

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In any event, the Rothschilds have been creating "national" "currencies" out of thin air and loaning them at interest for at least a few hundred years.

I heard about the "out of thin air" stuff in the 90s, but then my economics text book spelled it out. I'm pretty sure it was chapter 14: "How Banks Create Money." Campbell R. McConnell Stanley L. Brue, Economics, 15th edition, October 15, 2001.

I also found it in two other economics 101 textbooks. The examples I've seen online bring cash into it, which confuses the issue. With that said, the following WikiP entries almost spell it out clearly. What I have found hard to find is the account books of the bank. When you get a mortgage or the US trades debt notes for "money," the bank puts "your" house (or a US T-Bill) in their asset column and CREATES a liability column from which you (or the US) pays for the house (or death shots or bombs to be dropped on Gaza). (The WikiP entries were loaded starting 2023/10/31 11:34am EDT (GMT -4).)

From "Money creation" - "The banking system can expand the money supply of a country beyond the amount created by the central bank, creating most of the broad money in a process called the multiplier effect.[18]" -- I might add that almost every country allows their banks to do this, so it's more than "can." The Swiss vote would have revoked that power.

If 99.99999% of all "money" is created from a loan, that means the entire currency is loaned by the banks, and the debt on the collective loans is mathematically unpayable because the creation of every unit will require far more in interest to repay. That is why some parties celebrate when inflation is "only" 3%. There will always be inflation in a debt-money system because that's the only way to service the debt.

As Quiet Weapons for Silent Wars spells out, this is slavery. An enormous amount of effort goes into paying interest on "money" the banks simply created.

background for my potential uplifting sermon

Starting around Revelation 4, there is talk of angels and other powerful beings around the throne of God, for long periods, singing his praises. I read that decades ago, and it stuck with me. It seemed that such beings would have better things to do. I thought "Hidden_Hand" was more dramatic, but he signs off with "We leave you all in the Love, and the Light of our One Infinite Creator. Namasté." (I talk about Hidden_Hand and at least indirectly about Ra in my JQ article.) Ra signs off with "I am Ra. We leave you, my friends, in the love and the glorious light of the One Infinite Creator. Go forth, then, rejoicing in the power and in the peace of the One Infinite Creator. Adonai." Ra uses somewhat different expressions each time he (they) sign(s) off, as I recall.

It's not that Ra is promoting gender confusion. If anything, Ra spoke somewhat against that when talking about high-density cities and "aura infringement" (the term is from memory). I believe the Egyptian sun god was male, but Ra never claimed to be any sort of god; that was the Egyptians' doing. Ra is a group soul, so the term "they" is apt.

Perhaps without being able to put much passion behind it, my tentative conclusion is that no, powerful beings don't have anything better to do. Perhaps every act of living should be "rejoicing in the power and peace" and various expressions Ra uses.

Seane Corn, the yoga teacher and author, refers to yoga as "body prayer," which sounds a lot like "rejoicing." Drum corps was my and the performers' "rejoicing" (and there are still many moments adequately conveyed on Big Evil Goo Tube).

I could go on, but I've present the thought for now, at least.

October 29

for one of the Gab barefoot groups (starting 19:38)

Four years ago I would call most people "shod muggles." "Muggle" is from Harry Potter, and it's not an insult; it's a fact. A muggle is someone who is neither a wizard (nor witch) nor from a wizarding family.

During Billuminati Gates' Satanic Crusade ("Covid"), people eventually became masked, vaxxed zombies. "Zombie" is more or less literal given testimony relayed by Steve Kirsch.

Then a few weeks ago I declared them Zoom-ing, shod, masked, vaxxed zombies. The video conference software company Zoom is profiteering from the "Covid" Big Lie. Such profiteering is supporting mass murder. On a lesser point, I am not an actor nor a salesperson. Seeing me on video is not relevant to what I do. Also, libtards natter about "...not color of skin." Then they want to see you.

As of the last day or two, many people are now illiterate, Zoom-ing, shod, masked, vaxxed zombies. Due to the "call me" crowd that I rant about on my tech blog, they almost got the illiterate label years ago, but I got pushed over the edge in the last few days. That's another discussion, though.

The immediate purpose of this entry is that, to be somewhat sarcastic, I am facing housing discrimination from the shod. As a possible solution, I found a handful of barefoot groups on Gab (at least 2). This brings up a question that has been on my mind for many years about various attributes of people and how they do or don't correlate. For example, I found out the hard way that being drum corps fans doesn't necessarily imply any other correlations between two people. I'd realized that many years ago. Then (almost all) the drum corps organizations went completely to the Dark Side during the Crusade.

The Crusade is unfortunately ongoing. At this rate, almost all the corps will require lethal injections next year, too. Then again, I have hope that the Enemy's "narrative" will collapse in the next few months. I think it's likely to collapse in the next 2 years.

Do barefooters have other correlations? We have to be willing to go way outside the norm and put up with all sorts of strange looks--as if if we're 3 legged chickens, to quote a favorite libtard story. We have to put up with stupid comments. I've also suffered one call to the sheriff's department / 911 / the police. So, what we have to put up with is some indicator of other correlations.

On the other hand, I had one lady, many years ago, assume I was a pot smoker. I've never tried it. I have nothing against it, no one has the power to criminalize it, and it's somewhere on my bucket list to try in a royal colony where it's "legal." The point is that it was a failed non-correlation.

As for the case of people who are both barefooters and Gab users, THAT gives me hope. Perhaps they'll be people to correlate with.

my barefoot factors / dimensions / superpowers

I looked over one of the Gab barefoot groups today. I found some similarities with a DARPA LifeLog ("Facebook") barefoot group. There appear to be a handful of dimensions of different barefooters, so I'll list mine.

My "superpower," or what many people to think is so, is that I go barefoot on "rocky" trails. I've walked many 1,000s of miles on such. People seem to think that rocks are alive and aggressive. I've been slightly injured on rocks a number of times over the decades, but the cost-benefit calculation isn't close--being barefoot is massively worthwhile compared to the cost.

My next "superpower" is that I can handle north Georgia hot asphalt well enough, and I can handle the coldest it ever gets here. I've walked on some degree of snow a handful of times, but I've never had the conditions to give that a full test. I've been on 35°F wet ground a few dozen times. At least twice I went roughly 2.5 miles on such. I've gone that far or farther a number of times in 25 - 27° and 20 mph wind gusts. Last January, I was wearing jeans, a heavy coat, and gloves, but I was still barefoot in 12°. I went about 1.2 miles that time. I would likely have gone farther, but it was getting dark, and I was worried that the park rangers would worry about me. And when law enforcement gets "worried," things can get way out of hand.

Both the LifeLog and Gab groups seemed to have a contingent that goes barefoot in stores and restaurants. I've never done that. More power to them, but it's not high on my list of fights. "No shoes" has been on signs for my whole life. I'm not saying that is good. That's just to set up the notion that I damn sure do draw the line at masks. I never wore a mask, although I also distorted my life to avoid many places. There are categories of places, in fact, that I didn't go back to until a few weeks ago.

With that said, if I find my barter with a barefooter who wants to push the commercial building (battle) front, I would seriously consider joining in.

With that said, I doubt that one is electrically grounded in commercial buildings. That is most of the point. The earth is generally alkaline / negatively charged and conductive. Our blood is supposed to be slightly alkaline. Various core metabolic processes--such as burning energy (ATP), I believe--are oxidizing, which I remember as meaning stripping electrons. Thus, if we're barefoot on negative, conductive ground, we are built to suck up the free electrons. Our body's design assumes we're replenishing electrons.

Similarly, buildings' floors lack texture. The texture, from rocks to mud, is part of the experience.

Gab post

Often I write a longer article and then try to distill it down to the Gab post:

the barefoot Gab post itself

To be somewhat sarcastic, I am suffering housing discrimination from the shod. I support the right to discriminate, so I'm not exactly complaining. I figure, though, that someone who is both a member of Gab and a barefooter might be the one to barter with for a room. I'll come back to that in a moment.

For purposes of laying out my "superpowers," I've gone 10,000s of miles barefoot on "rocky" ground in temperatures starting from 12°F. On the other end, I am highly resistant to near-direct-sun-angle asphalt (at solar noon on summer solstice) with a 95° air temperature.

I put "rocky" in quotes because that's what the illiterate, Zoom-ing, shod, masked, vaxxed zombies say. They seem to think that rocks are alive and aggressive. I have hope that the people in this group are none of the above--not illiterate, etc.

In theory, I support the notion of being barefoot in commercial buildings (stores, restaurants), but I've never tried that. If that's part of the barter, though, I would seriously consider it.

Below is my link to my barter ad. If you're concerned about clicking links, look over my Gab postings. I would hope I've established a track record. With that, my barter ad: https://kwynn.com/t/8/04/housing.html. Also, here is a somewhat more detailed version of this post: https://kwynn.com/t/21/12/personal_blog.html#e2023_1029_Gb_19 (Many moons ago I was taught that it's a bad idea to have a hot link that boomerangs back to its own page.)

an amusing-to-me tech note

For the first time on this page, I added 1 dimension of CSS to the "h5" HTML tag and 3 points (dimensions) to the "h6" tag. The h6 tag was not in my CSS at all until the above post, or the above section of this post, or whatever you want to call it.

October 28

moving update - seeking the unshod (barefoot - starting 19:48)

The sale / closing / move out date for this house is still looking like 3 weeks from now. I may have mentioned a possible destination, and I may continue looking into that, but it's hit a possible snag. Thus, I'm inspired to go for that 1 in 500 connection. Hopefully it's not 1 in 10,000, or, if it is, perhaps a minor miracle will occur.

This blog's sections mentioned below are an addendum to my housing wanted ad.

There are a number of barefoot groups out there. I plan to post to them in the context of finding a new home. Thus I added some headers and HTML id attributes so that I could link directly to the appropriate sections. I added a barefoot id to my 9/30 entry.

October 24

housing update 2

Minutes after I wrote the following, I learned that the husband "loved" this house. The inspection begins or perhaps entirely takes place tomorrow. To recap, this house is under contract for sale, with a possible closing of November 21. I have a promising lead on where to move next, but I'm in the very early stages of negotiation. I'm still looking for the barters mentioned on my home page.

housing and more update

Since this house went on the market, I believe there were 4 showings over weekends. No showings on weekdays. One open house.

Even with what I hear are 8% interest rates, the house went under contract, but I was told that it was the early stages of the contract. The wife was excited enough to put it under contract two days after she saw it, but the husband first looked at it 3 days after she did, which was a few hours ago. I have not heard what he thinks, although I'm sure I'll have an update in another few hours.

In other news, I finally started sales again. From Oct 16 - 21, I put out 20 inquiries. I got 3 responses. One wrote to say that he'd found a (probably small) company who had already done what he wanted in another state. I'm hoping he'll have some ideas for me, though. The other two are in my court. I was busy Sunday and then in shock yesterday when I got the house contract news. Even if I get these projects, I don't see signs that they are particularly big. One of them would have been worth small, but it's run into some odd complications. The other is still a wildcard until I know more.

Much of my outgoing communication went silent for the previous 2 days. My sleep schedule still hasn't settled down, to add another complication. I'm sometimes falling asleep at dark and sleeping for much of the night, which isn't productive during 12+ hour nights.

When it's up to me, I'm leaving for breakfast around 11am, so this isn't early enough for a 9 - 5 job. Even if this weird sleep cycle keeps up, I'd still tend to to think that 9 - 5 would literally kill me in a few months. That's been the trend every time I've tried it.

the magic dog

This was on October 17, posted days later. I'm not entirely sure how or why I got inspired to write this up, but I did write it up just after the incident, so I'll post it.

Now I've seen everything. This incident started around 10:15pm, about an hour ago, as I'm writing this. My temporary room (in the temporary house) looks over a deck which is in turn 20 - 25 feet above the ground. There is a stairway leading up from the ground, but the gate was probably closed. The only light on the deck was from my room.

I looked up, and there was a medium-large dog on the deck. He was similar to a Jack Russell terrier but, as best I understand their size, this one was much bigger. I don't think he was seeing me. He was attracted by the light, as best I could tell. He wasn't aggressive. I eventually decided he was simply feeling lost. Mind you, given the layout of this property and what's around it, I was quite puzzled that the dog would appear where he did. That he was seeking the light seems the best answer.

I waited a few moments to see if he would go away. Then it occurred to me that even though he may have pushed the gate open, he might not be able to go back the other way. So I decided I'd have to open the gate for him. I went to one of the doors to the deck, and he was right there waiting for me, so I had to make sure he didn't come in. All of his behavior was friendly. I opened the gate and shooed him down the steps. I thought that would be that.

But no, minutes later he was back on the deck. I made a call thinking that he must be a dog I had just heard about a few days before. I hoped the person at the other end would still have the phone number of the owners. Given my description, though, it was obviously a different dog. The callee asked me about the collar. I'd noticed that there were a number of items on the collar, so it seemed I would have to try that next.

I took another look outside, and the dog had left the deck. I went out the front door, which is above the deck and closer to street level. The terrain down to the deck, at night, would not be fun to navigate, even with my nice flashlight, so I tried calling the dog. I eventually realized that it was able to jump through the slats of the deck and porch rails. The gate was never an issue for him, it seems. The dog appeared next to me on the driveway, jumping through slats.

Before I tried the collar, I thought that simply leading him to street level might get him on his way. He was excitable, so ideally I didn't want to have to grab him and look at the collar. All indications were that he was friendly, but I was still being cautious. Indeed, he went down the driveway and seemed to disappear. A few moments later, though, he was back.

It took a little doing to keep him still enough to read the phone number on the collar, which thankfully was there; there were two numbers, in fact. (His name was on the other side of the collar, but it was in cursive in mediocre light, so I never made it out.) I called the number and got a puzzled male voice answer after several rings. He may have been asleep. We quickly agreed that it was his dog, and he was more-or-less across the street. He pulled up a few minutes later, and all was well. I introduced myself and got his name, so I have a new contact in the neighborhood.

Several days ago I was nearby petting another lady's dog, so that was my first contact in the neighborhood, also over a dog. That one was a pug who was falling asleep from my ear rubbing.

I'll call tonight's dog T for not-quite-a-terrier. I did get his name, but dogs deserve privacy, too. In any event, T was quite fun to pet once I knew his human was coming for him. When I went back inside, I just had to literally laugh out loud at the weirdness of it.

October 13 (2 entries)

contact from Poland (entry 2)

I mentioned the Podesta Emails in a recent post because someone from Poland asked me about them. Once upon a time, I had a link to 58,000 of the emails in a ZIP file on my Big Evil Goo Drive. Mr. Poland noted that my links to WikiLeaks don't work anymore, and he was wondering if I knew anything about that. The short answer is no, but I'm surprised it took this long for those links to break. Assange has been in prison for years, and the bad guys are no fans of WikiLeaks. I did find other ZIP files, though, as I noted in the previous entry.

When I asked, he said that he found the Podesta Emails via Alex Jones. Then he asked me if it's true that we have 100% inflation in the US. Others would have a better answer than I do, so I won't post my reply to him. He said inflation is 8% in Poland.

move / new location update (entry 1)

A reminder that I just moved, but this house just went on the market. I have to move again before it closes, and I have no idea where I'm going next. Well, I have some ideas, but they are very tentative.

First, this is in answer to paring down my belongings, or getting to that answer, at least (eventually). Last week I moved 3.2 carloads--all my stuff--over 5 trips. That is, 3 trips were not totally full and added up to 1.2 trips. I won't specify the model of car; that's another topic. I'll just say it's a manual transmission, which puts me in one of many minorities. I think I've mentioned that for a straight male who is more-or-less white, I'm in quite a few tiny minorities.

To restate one point, because multiple people are actively reading this, I look white. It's hard to say how white I am by genes; I am damn sure not getting a DNA test until the relevant people are tried and executed. They are the same (((usual suspects))). My mother was Jewish along all know branches of her family, so make of that what you will. As far as I know, my father is extremely close to all white. There are rumors of Indian (Native American) ancestors, but I don't know that they were ever confirmed.

One day I need to try to find out how genetically J the average J is. That's as opposed to genes from Germans and Poles and Russians and such. Also, to restate the point, I do not consider Js white because their self-proclaimed leadership has been trying to enslave and kill whites for thousands of years. Unfortunately, too many outside of that core leadership layer go along to too large a degree, but that's another discussion.

To get to the moving and paring questions: from October 2 into the 3rd I almost didn't sleep, but I still managed a very productive day on the 3rd. For the next several days, I slept 3 - 4 hours a night, and I still managed very productive days. I took one moving trip each day from Oct 2 through Oct 6. Saturday (10/7) was only quasi-productive. I lost almost the whole day Sunday (10/8) as an effect of this house about to go on the market.

Finally, Monday into Tuesday, I slept a LOT. I finally started recovering. Before that, I was getting some complaints from muscles when I moved in the wrong way. Over the past two days, I have caught up with the lawyer project's hours, and I have gotten project codename Jack somewhat farther. Perhaps I'm ready to start doing sales again.

The good news about Sunday is that I found my new walking spot. I was there for quite a few hours Sunday, and then I went Monday through yesterday. I might still go today. I'll probably have plenty to say about my new spot, sometime soon.

Today I decided I'd better do in-house stuff. I shaved for the first time in a few months. My beard was already quite fuzzy.

Then today I did some leaf blowing. I have used an electric leaf blower a handful of times, but I hadn't used a gas (gas/oil) one until a few days ago. I'm earning my oil-gas leaf blowing merit badge! :) The blower will give me exercise. It's heavy. Hopefully it won't seem as heavy in a number of days.

To finally answer the question, I don't think I've done any paring of stuff at all yet. I had to buy a few things, which added just a bit to my possessions. There are a couple of related tasks I need to do in the next day or so, and then hopefully the paring will begin.

As for being settled, that's hard to say. For the last few days, I have taken my usual breakfast trip with an average departure of (roughly) 11am rather than 2:30pm. Since I moved, I've been active before 9:45am every day. A few times I was active earlier. For many years, my average time of falling asleep was something like 4:30am, and my average time to get out of bed was 1:30pm. I'm not sure if this new schedule will last.

The above was being written around 5:15pm. Then the real estate agent came over. We had a nice talk, but meeting anyone new will cause a minor reset. I suppose I should stop and post.

October 12

response to someone specific part 3, including general-audience info

First posted around 19:02 with the specific stuff, and then I'm adding the general stuff before informing my correspondent. Latest update 19:27, after I informed corr.

specific to my correspondent

I should mention something about the relevant website. Take a look at your outgoing messages. You tried to ask me where I got my "information," but it comes out as "ination" (sic). The site is engaged in one of the most insane methods of web security I've ever seen. It's almost certainly removing most or all of the JavaScript keywords and a number of HTML keywords. A likely list is something like: form, object, class, function, most punctuation, and God knows what else. That's one reason I've been replying here.

So far, I don't think I've lost any of your meaning, but that may change. Do you have an alias email address? One of my addresses is on my resume on my home page. May we use email? There are a handful of things I'd rather communicate in writing, but you've passed my writing tests for the phone. Alternatively, you can keep using that site, and I can start posting private messages on this site. I am a web developer. I should be capable of that. :)

general audience

The important part of your response is that you haven't run screaming. I think you're saying you're ready to ask lots of questions. Under some conditions, I will answer questions endlessly. The answers can be public. The conditions under which I'll answer questions can't quite be public, so hopefully we'll come to that soon.

We have to be able to determine the truth of history long before our time. Or, at least, we need to be reasonbly correct on important points. It is possible, but it takes work. Of course history is written by the victors. People know that phrase but don't apply it. For at least 109 years the good guys have generally lost.

Obviously not everyone who has been double jabbed has keeled over yet. I suspect that some batches of "vax" were placebos. Some contained varying doses of varying materials. There is a likely correct claim that a specific number--I think it was 5%-- of the batches in the US were very deadly. That doesn't mean any of it is safe, but some batches killed a lot of people quickly.

With that said, thorough tests show myocarditis in many seemingly healthy people, which doesn't necessarily kill you quickily. Similarly, the D-dimer test shows micro-clotting in many seemingly healthy people. I'll have a bit more to say privately.

I've heard from perhaps 5 people that their elders pushed them to get shots. In some cases, their elders were 82. In some cases, they were younger than I am. I am somewhat puzzled by the specialty of the doctor who "required" your jabs. I'm sure I've mentioned in before in this tome, but I'll repeat what Dr. Jim Thorp (OBGYN) said on Dr. Drew's show almost exactly a year ago. He said that he'll testify as an expert witness at his colleages' murder trials. He thinks many of them should be executed for pushing the shot.

It became difficult to buy and sell without both masks and jabs. Three people were ordered to stand 6 feet and 6 feet and 6 feet apart. It hasn't quite made it to the hand or forehead, but it's getting close. Even if masks or jabs are not the Mark of the Beast, it's an immediate predecessor, and the people pushing all of it are pure evil.

October 11 (3 short entries)

update on me

In answer to one question, yes, I moved. However, where I am right now is going up for sale in a few days. I have no idea where I'm going when this place sells. (Posted 22:20)

response to someone specific part 2

The short answer to your question is my news sites page.

Podesta emails update (first posted 22:07)

Based on a web page of mine on the Podesta emails, someone wrote me a few weeks ago to say that WikiLeaks' site didn't seem to have the emails, or at least not in the same place. I did Yandex searches for "all of the Podesta emails" and "all of the Podesta emails ZIP file" without quotes.

Someone put them in the Internet Archive. That 3.9GB ZIP file is almost certainly all of them, or it's more than I downloaded. There are other results that probably put it all back together.

October 9

The Christian entry was mostly written on September 30, so that day would have had 2 parts. I mention this in case I don't remove all the references to that draft entry. This Christian entry was potentially for a software project specifying Christians. I have absolutely no problem with people asking such questions; however, I find the term "Christian" hard to define. So far, I haven't answered the software project ad. To say I got distracted in the last few days is quite the understatement, but that's another entry.

Am I a Christian? (at least background eventually leading to that answer)

Lest you be in suspense, I only partially answer the question, at best.

It's probably best to read my 9/30 entry on Christianity first. To recap, though, I was certainly not raised as a Christian. I have never been a member of a church, and I have only been to services perhaps 10 times in my life. I have come to think based on evidence, not faith, that the salient points of Christ's life are true. The notion that belief in Christ saves us is, at a minimum, metaphorically true in at least two senses.

In my earlier (9/30) entry, though, I didn't address the negative side. Andrew Torba, founder and CEO of Gab, most certain says he's a Christian, and I don't dispute it. He gets condemned by the ADL on a regular basis. As I've said before, one has not accomplished anything in life until one has been a) condemned by the ADL, or b) had US sanctions imposed upon him. As best I understand, Torba does what he does in large part because he is a Christian. He's up there close to my heroes list. I definitely respect him.

On the other hand, I have to look at the actions of others who prominent label themselves Christian, such as members of a huge church I drive by every day. The church belongs to a very popular denomination (in the South, at least).

The Bible tells us that Satan is the prince of this world. There are various passages about how much influence Satan has. The historical evidence supports this notion.

I introduce the concept of densities in my "JQ" article (and I refer to my sources). Regarding Satan, to be more specific, the evidence supports the existence of multiple 5th or 6th density negative being who could properly be called demons, devils, or Satan. (The evidence also supports 6th density positive beings who could be called angels.)

I am well aware of the Satan worshipers who largely rule the world. They have names. This is indeed the Information Age, so it's easy to know these things like never before. It's also very easy to identify Satanic actions.

So what does the Christian church I drive by do? First, they let (relatively obvious) Satanists shut their Church down for weeks or months. Then they get themselves injected with Mark of the Beast (or close enough to it).

(For the record, this begins what I'm writing on 10/9.)

Thus, who is acting in their capacity as Christians? Andrew Torba, that church, neither, both? I'm not sure I can accept that both Torba and that church are Christians. I'll come back to this in a moment.

The definition of "Christian" is something about believing that Christ saves us from sin and gives us eternal life or some such. (If you detect sarcasm entering my writing, I am both being sarcastic and not.) We have eternal life because we are part of the One Infinite Creator, not to be confused with Yahweh. Yahweh is real, but he is 4 or 5 iterations down the Logos fractal. He is either the creator of Earth or the creator of one of the peoples of Earth--the true Israelites. The people calling themselves Jews today may or may not be one of the Tribes of Israel. As I address in the JQ article, too many Jews are actively or passively on the negative path. In any event, the bulk of the Israelites are the northern and western Europeans (see Herbert Armstrong).

Hell is real enough in at least two senses. Fourth density negative might as well be Hell. The followers of the negative path of ascension want to go to Hell / 4th negative.

Some people who have near-death experiences experience going towards Hell. That is a real experience, although I may have to whittle on what "real" means in that sense. Perhaps I'll come back to that.

Even if both Torba and this church believe in Christ's salvation, I have trouble accepting that those who follow a Satanic agenda are Christians. Very roughly in June, Torba posted about the church's beliefs are corrupted such that they are taught not to concern themselves with this world. They are alleged Christians who swallow fairly obvious Satanic Big Lies.

I'm going to close this out for now. I may have some other updates soon. October has already been one of the most eventful few days in my life, so there are other fish to fry right now.

September 30

I added a couple of headers on 10/28, a few weeks after the post. I added a header on barefoot hiking and then another on reading for consistency's sake. Generally, I try not to modify older entries, but there is a reason. I may discuss that on or after 10/28.

For the record, I posted this around 1am and let the primary recipient know it was posted.

response to someone specific

Almost all of this was written on August 31. September was not a happy month, but I can't get into details now. Things are looking better as September ends.

Regarding my previous conversation with "someone specific": In my first entry (2021/12/30), I explain that Facebook is DARPA Lifelog. Also, my home page goes from professional to personal for the most part. I take it that you stopped with the professional part.

On the Myers-Briggs test, I max out the introvert scale. (I understand that the Myers-Briggs usage of "introvert" isn't the same as common usage.) I am an INTJ. NT are solid, J is weak.

I am not visually creative. That is, I am no sort of visual artist.

I'd like to think I am creative with ideas. I'd probably have to think about definitions and such, but there is creativity to software development.

To the extent that music performance is creative, I had some rank as a concert drummer (I suppose percussionist is more proper). In middle school, I just barely made the county honors band back when my county was very competitive nationally. I made some sort of honor's band in high school. It must have been (the same) county, although I'm not remembering that detail as specifically. It was certainly not state. I wasn't that good, nor did I work hard enough to try to be that good.

I did make Georgia's Governor's Honors Program (GHP) in math, as a rising junior. That is very competitive, and most students make it as rising seniors. I made GHP in part because of a hands-of-a-clock-angle formula I derived. Various teachers I interviewed with hadn't heard of the formula before. Now it's on the web. I'm not claiming it traces back to me. I'm sure others could derive it.

The formula is |(60H - 11M) / 2| where || is absolute value, H is hours, and M is minutes. Then subtract from 360 if you get the larger angle: the formula could give you either one.

In the "always willing to learn" category, I could go at that from several angles. As I like to say, my resume has a dizzying range of technologies. Almost all of those are solo freelance, so I had to learn quickly if it was something new. Two days ago I saw yet another instances of developers unwilling to go outside of their bubble. I think it will cost the client many thousands of so-called dollars (Federal Reserve Notes / Rothschild account money). I probed a few hours ago to see if he might consider me for the whole project, but I think he's committed to his course.

To stay in the technical realm, several months ago I did a detailed study of how GPS works at a fine-grained level. I mostly focused on signal processing. I thought I understood it several years ago, but it turned out I had some of the key details somewhat far off, and I had no idea how in-depth the signal processing was.

Someone with some professional knowledge of aviation said of my flying saucer essay: "Really fascinating write-up. A lot of thought-provoking thoughts! I enjoyed the read -- thank you" (Apr 21, 2023, for my record).

Strewn about this site you'll find my diggings into religion, politics, history, etc.

"Intelligent ... problem-solvers." I think I get points for that in some realms. As for handy, I've changed brake pads without dying. I once fixed my cruise control, and my house's master circuit breaker. (I sold the house decades ago. That's a whole 'nother tale.) I am willing to learn carpentry and plumbing and more extensive electrical and such. I'd imagine I could learn.

As for outdoorsy, I take a ~1.5 mile walk every day. The elevation gain is 155 - 226 feet. The higher end of that I think is accurate. One day I'll try to nail that down. It's a dirt trail in the woods, although not far from civilization.

Zoom-ing, shod, masked, vaxxed zombies

I suppose I should back up here. I have nattered on at great length about Zoom-ing, shod, masked, vaxxed zombies. Zoom-ing refers to their obsession with Zoom since they became masked. Many vaxxed people are rather literally zombies, per my September, 2022 entry on Steve Kirsch.

Before the big reveal, I should mention that before Billuminati Gates' Satanic Crusade--known the the Zoom-ing, shod, masked, vaxxed zombies as "Covid"--I referred to most people as shod muggles. "Muggle" is of course from Harry Potter. A muggle is someone who neither has magic (not a witch or wizard) nor is from a magical (wizarding) family. Being a muggle is a fact, not an insult.

"...(un)shod..." - my 1,000s of barefoot miles on dirt (soil) trails

I refer to either group as shod because I haven't taken one step on those trails with shoes in something like 7 years. I can easily go around the whole 5.3 mile trail barefoot. 5.3 miles and a lot of up and down. I would guess the total climb is 700 or 800 feet (way up then down then up some more--the total up is 700 or 800). I was out there this past January with gloves, a heavy coat, and jeans in 12°F weather but still barefoot. I did the usual 1.x miles. I've been in some degree of snow barefoot a number of times.

I would guess I've gone at least 1.2 miles barefoot on dirt trails for 60% of all the days back to 1994. The percentage for the last 13 years is probably 90%. I didn't learn the notion of "earthing" until 2013 or so. Note that there is an Earthing Movie documentary with Deepak Chopra as the biggest name. I knew there was a good reason long before that, although I didn't know as precisely what it was.

I'm not going to thump on this too much longer. It's something that I experimented with starting when I was 16 or 17. Then I would go farther and farther. At some point, it feels way wrong to wear shoes. I find it amusing that so many people seem to think it's impossible.

what I've read

In some ways I'm a "country boy" politically.

I'd imagine I've read 10,000 pages of sci-fi and perhaps unfortunately more of fantasy. I'll stick with the sci-fi. I've read dang near all of Heinlein. Lately I listen on audio, but I've read all of it before. Recently I've re-re listened to Stranger in a Strange Land, Starship Troopers, Citizen of the Galaxy, Time Enough for Love, and several others.

I've read Foundation including the relatively recent prequels, and all the robots series. I can come up with more, but you get the idea.

Atlas Shrugged has a number of aspects of sci-fi. I've read dang near all of Ayn Rand, too.

Christianity (and "religion" generally)

Let's see if I can do the short version, or else I'll be at this all night, into the day, and more nights. Now is not the time for the long version.

What I think about Christ is based on evidence. My chains of evidence are scattered about this site. I'm not going to rehash those now. I know that "faith" is quoted as important, but I am pretty dang sure based on the evidence.

I was most certainly not brought up as a Christian, so, no matter what, I don't think I can ever see the religion like those brought up in it. Then again, they say converts are the most zealous, but I'm not sure I've entirely converted.

Christ lived close enough to the stated time (and place). He created loaves and fishes, healed the sick, and raised the dead. I am fairly certain of these. "Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do." I believe that, too. This is where I start to take issue with Christians, not Christianity. What part of those words of Christ are unclear to Christians? Christ is telling us what is relevant in this life: we shall do these things. I am mostly interested in Christ's message for this life. I'll come to "other words than this" in a moment. (Jake in The Gunslinger: "... there are other worlds than this.")

As for other worlds, the notion that belief in / knowledge of the truth of Christ saves us from hell is, at a minimum, metaphorically true in at least two senses. (I could expand on that for a while, but I won't this time.)

As for eternal life, we have eternal life. The One Infinite Creator is all that is. "The universe is a daydream in the mind of God." You and I are a series of decisions or daydreams circling through time. I say circling because the Wheel of Time concept is close. The universe doesn't begin or end. It is. Ten minutes ago is no less real than 10 miles away. Living (incarnate) beings almost always experience time, but lower incarnate beings don't have the full perspective. "Lower" includes 3rd density. We are in third density bodies. That doesn't mean our souls are third density. I discuss that to some degree and site it in one of my very ancient history articles. (The daydream quote is (close enough to a quote) from What the Bleep Do We Know? (2004).)

The aforementioned article sites sources who say that Yahweh is roughly 3 - 4 steps down from the One Infinite Creator. Yahweh is the creator of Earth or perhaps of one of the lineages of earth. He is not the One Infinite Creator. When I say God from now on, I mean the One Infinite Creator, not Yahweh.

I should mention that we reincarnate. That was removed from Christianity. Satan is the father of the Big Lie. If you'll excuse the pun, there is no way in Hell we have the pure message. There is no way we have the Truth, the whole Truth, and nothing but the Truth. We absolutely have the means to get to the Truth, or at least get extremely close, even in 3rd density.

On a related point, Satan is very real, although I'm not sure which entity is which. There are a number of 5th and 6th density negative beings who are worshiped by physical (and soul) earthlings right now. Lucifer and Satan are different beings, although there is a relationship. I get into that in the above article. Various beings in the running for Satan are Baal, Baphomet, Moloch, Remphan ("the star of your god Remphan" - Acts 7:43), and one of the Egyptian gods. I haven't gotten straight whether the bad guy is Osiris or Set. I think Set killed Osiris for a good reason, but I'm not certain of that yet. Perhaps Satan is a separate being, but the "Star of David" is very likely the Star of Remphan.

I'm going to end this entry here. It may be an abrupt ending, but hopefully it accomplishes something.

August 26

BitChute, etc. - entry 5 today

This again abruptly ends, but I suppose I'll post it.

entry 5 try 2

In reply to someone whom I just introduced to BitChute:

I assume you're reading WikiP and related info on BitChute. In case there is a question, I personally witnessed perhaps 60 people kicked off Big Evil Goo Tube / YouTube. The rumblings of such began in 2015 in 2016, and it started blatantly in 2017. Then it just kept getting worse. Now anyone whose information is good enough is long gone. There are various qualifiers to that statement, but it's close enough. That was just 60 people who I watched occasionally. I'm sure the number is in the 1,000s and 10,000s.

I'll make sure you see my news site page. (The email version won't have that link because it's a spam filter risk.) Video is not necessarily efficient for news, and the concept of "news" isn't necessarily efficient, but that's another discussion.

Actually, I'll try to address that in brief. BitChute came up because I mentioned that John O'Looney is often on BitChute. That's in the context of both "Covid" and "Covid" "vaccines." This is where one can get caught up in "news": endless elaboration on evidence the vax is deadly, for example. I equate this to getting obsessed with the 7th level iteration of a fractal rather than focusing on the core. "News" usually involves adding detail at the 7th layer.

By 2020 I knew these people were literally mass murdering, baby raping demon worshipers. I knew about the Big Lie long before that, although I'm not sure how far I'd thought it through. When Hitler gave his Big Lie speech, he was talking about the techniques of the enemy, and we face the same enemy. More specifically, we face their descendants and the same people ideologically. Their ideological can be called Satanism, but I can be much more specific than that. I have been in various parts of this site, but organizing such stuff is more than I'm willing to do. I need to get back to worrying about eating.

I wound up sending a few parts of this entry in email. This is part of what I said: I mention my news site because video is not necessarily efficient. I have other "news" sites. Also, "news" isn't at all efficient, but that's a long discussion. I just want to give you something more specific than trawling through BitChute.

the stream of consciousness version - entry 5 try 1)

My news sites need to be pinned somewhere, but I'll try to keep listing them. BitChute is listed there. I just introduced BitChute to someone. He looked up BitChute's origins. The WikiP article is interesting. I was unsurprised to see that the ADL "endorses" BitChute.

It's possible that 60 people I was somewhat familiar with were kicked off of Big Evil Goo Tube / J-- Tube. One J--ess sister runs Goo Tube and the other 23 and Me. Then you have the Russian government more and more loudly demonstrating that the (((US))) is trying to develop ethnic-specific bio-weapons. There is NOTHING suspicious of 23 and Me openly run by one of (((them))).

With that said, David Seaman was one of the first big names kicked off YouTube in roughly April of 2017. That's big names within a certain small pond. Seaman introduced me to Hidden_Hand who in turn introduced me to The Law of One, so I am eternally grateful. I kept up with him for a while afterwards, but his focus isn't the stuff I'm most interested in.

I was considering this as a reply to my new BitChute viewer, but I think I'm wandering even farther than usual.

catching up - entry 4 today

Overall, my health is plenty good enough and unchanged for many years. I have continued to attempt software freelancing, but that is going very badly. I applied to ~75 nighttime but otherwise "real" jobs from November until May or June. I got 2 interview requests out of that, but no joy.

I wasted an enormous amount of time on Canonical's candidate process. Canonical packages Ubuntu Linux, which I'm typing on now. I would cast several of their statements as deceptive. I'm not saying it's intentional, let alone actionable, but it amounts to deception. I thought they were different for several reasons, so I poured heart and soul into the process. Only after the fact did they say they get 50,000 applications a month. That's not only for the job I was applying for, but still. They are a small company; they can't handle that. I might as well play roulette; it has a higher mathematical expectancy.

I also need to find a new room / place to live. I'd like to barter, in part because I can't really afford rent. My home page has my "housing wanted" ad. I would move to quite a few politically red areas. I emailed the Russian Consulate on Thursday. I'd move to Russia and learn Russian. My "Go Russia!" article is also on my home page.

I am fairly certain I went to the Planet Smoothie near the drum corps show in 2019. I am also nearly certain I haven't had a smoothie since. For the record, I used to be a big fan of the Chocolate Elvis. I am NOT expanding this blog into food, though, or food and health.

> It was good to hear ... [that] you still have some firm opinions that you are willing to express openly.

I'd say I have crossed pretty much all the red lines on this site in the last few years. That might have something to do with why no one is hiring me, but I don't really want to work for the shod, masked, vaxxed zombies.

catching up after several years - drum corps stuff continued (entry 3 today)

I'm trying again to respond to a drum corps friend. This is scattered through entries going back a few weeks. Some of this is redundant. It's meant as part of an email to him.

I won't tell you who won or came in second because they're shod, vaxxed zombies, and too-often masked. "Shod, masked, vaxxed zombies" has replaced "shod muggles" for what I call most people. The evidence is that Carolina Crown never had a vax requirement, and there is also evidence that their 2023 show was about natural rights or "human rights" or "civil rights" or such. That is, they may have been mocking everyone else. The only reason I checked rankings was to see if Crown won, but they came in 3rd.

As for who performed (top 12), it was fairly standard going back decades except SCV was dormant this year, for the first time since their 1967 founding, other than worshiping Billuminati Gates in 2020. They did have shows in '21 and '22.

My vax-specific drum corps rantings began on July 31. On June 22, I responded to a mutual drum corps friend of ours, mourning that I wasn't going to the local outdoor show.

For the record, decades ago some color guards marched barefoot, so they weren't shod: notably SCV 1990 (Carmen, so barefoot gypsy girls), and SCV 1991 (Miss Saigon). SCV was not at Boston University in 1991, but I happened to be. I was only at the evening show, though, not prelims, back when "prelims" earlier in the day were a thing. It was a hot day for Atlanta, let alone Boston. I saw a story on rec.arts.marching.drumcorps (I think) that during prelims, barefoot color guard members suffered 2nd degree burns, but they marched on, did the show, and marched off.

emails - part 2 - today's entry 2 (an update a few minutes later)

To put it another way, I am learning the hard way that it's just not worth spending too much time on such emails. It sounds like you did far more than I expected. Whether you did more than is sensible is a statistical question. I'm not sure you want to go for a statistical universe. :) "Sensible" is meant as sarcasm mostly towards myself for banging my head on this for 14 years on Craig's List. I just found a 2012 interaction where I described Craig's List as "low probability." Perhaps this is a hint, or 1,400 of them. 1,400 is pretty close to how many CL ads I've answered over 14 years.

regarding emails - today's entry 1

A friend is exploring the idea of helping me with the "call me" crowd and otherwise help with sales. I was about to send him this email, and then decided to make it an entry.

friend: > It was a very polished and professional e-mail that I sent -- but I assume that the lack of any credible business name or portfolio in my e-mail didn't really appeal to him.

You're making a lot of assumptions there.  Here is my working model:

For one, a very large percentage of the population has lost control of their inbox(es) and don't really use email.  I wouldn't assume [John Doe] saw it.  When I mentioned setting you in his direction, it was with the assumption that you'd probably have to call him to have any chance.  With that said, I'm not pushing your calling him.  I'm disgusted with the "call me" crowd, where [John] is a variant.  I don't want to deal with them, so I'm not pushing you.  I thought that our communication styles might be different enough that you *might* be more successful, but no need to push.

For another, even GMail to GMail, there is no telling how much is eaten by spam filters, and most people don't check.  I'm not even thorough about checking the spam box of the Indian-job-recruiter-tar-trap email address on my website.  The emails are forwarded to me, but not the spam.  I don't always check before it rolls over in 30 days. 

> credible business name or portfolio in my e-mail

I found him on Craig's List.  He answered this address (not the tar pit address), even though my name is infinitely weirder than yours.  A good number of people on Craig's List are specifically avoiding businesses because that heavily implies a lot more money.  John wanted his job done for a few hundred dollars. (Where "dollars" are assumed to be fake account money / Federal Reserve Notes.)

My sales guy apprentice and I debate this point of custom domain email addresses.  I've never been convinced that such would make any difference.  I guess the only way to know would be an A-B test or some such.

Back to communication in general: it seems that by far the most likely outcome of any attempt at communication with strangers is silence, and it often isn't much better with friends.  It seems to be a social law. 

August 22

John O'Looney - a heroic funeral director

John O'Looney (co?) owns Milton Keynes Family Funeral Services in Milton Keynes, Buckinghamshire, UK. At risk of oversimplifying his statements, he's been in the Covid is fake camp from the start (or so viciously exaggerated that it amounts to the same). Then he started loudly observing that the "vax" has killed a lot of people. Along with former Pfizer Vice President Michael Yeadon, O'Looney made a complaint to the International Criminal Court at the end of 2021: "Top Public Health Figures Accused of Genocide in Historic Complaint Sent to the International Criminal Court" (2021/12/31).

O'Looney can still be found on BitChute regularly. I note that some of the recent videos appear to be attacking him, but welcome to the world of the really close to free internet, as opposed to Big Evil Goo and company.

Who knew that funeral directors could be heroes in their capacity as funeral directors?

August 16

The first post is after 00:14. This is a draft, but it's good enough to post for now. A few minutes later I separated this from the 15th's entry.

entry 2 - catching up with a drum corps friend

On August 14 (yesterday unless I re-date this) I started introducing a drum corps friend. I'm trying to divide my next response to him into what can be public and not. Below is the public part. Some of it is redundant relatively to recent entries.

the Satanic drum corps seasons

I have very little information on the Satan worshiping drum corps seasons. Unfortunately, that's how I view them, and fairly literally. There is no sarcasm or humor there. I refer to "Covid" as Billuminati Gates' Satanic Crusade. I just looked again to confirm that the public interest litigation accusing Gates of mass murder is still alive in the High Court of Bombay. I doubt that is going to be the big case that breaks this situation open, but it's nice to see such a thing in black and white in court documents.

I do have significant hope that justice will come for the Satanists, but that's another discussion. I would hope that the situation will be much clearer by the end of January, 2025.

I suppose some relatively brief explanation for "Satanists" is in order. In mid-2017 I read the Hidden_Hand dialog. I reference it (again) in my personal blog entry of Aug 15 (or perhaps a few days later). Before that, I had a pretty good idea of who the bad guys are historically. I knew something of the who, when, where, and how. I could never understand why. Money and power aren't sufficient. Hidden_Hand explained the "why." He explains the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil in 21st Century English. He explains who Lucifer is in some detail. For a number of reasons I think that document is 99% true. Some people take issue with the 1%, but that's another discussion. Satan and Lucifer are different entities, but that's also another discussion.

In any event, the world has largely been ruled by a Satanic religion for all of recorded history and beyond. "Religion" is not even be correct because it's not speculative. To a degree, they know various truths a lot more solidly than we do. The Satanists are following one of the true paths of ascension. It is a path to ascension, which is another discussion. This doesn't mean I have to help them ascend.

The Satanists operate by a very specific calculation. I call it the Calculus of Evil. Their goal is to convince as many people as possible to follow their agenda as voluntarily as possible. On a vaguely related point, I have heard that Satanists do some of their rituals wearing masks and standing 6 feet apart. Three people "social distancing" stand 6 and 6 and 6 feet apart.

I avoided the 2022 season because I could see all sorts of reasons how it go badly for me. Only days after the season did I see SCV Cadets' 22 year old young women in perfect health wearing masks as they received their trophy. That is Satanic on several levels because it's a sacrifice and a sign of submission to their "Covid" Big Lie. It's also a sacrifice of oxygen and an overdose of CO2. It's covers their Divine beauty. I'm sure I could think of other reasons.

Then I learned they 22 year olds in perfect health were required to get vaxxed. The "vaccine" is extremely dangerous. I'll just site Steve Kirsch's Substack and leave it at that.

other drum corps news

I have tentatively concluded that Carolina Crown never had a vax requirement. I have some evidence that their 2023 season theme was a not so subtle slam against "Covid" tyrants. "Tyrant" is way too mild. I'm more explicit on my website. I *think* Crown's show was called Right Here, Right Now where "right" refers to natural rights (what some call "civil" or "human" rights). I say this without being sure because I'm trying to stay away and keep from continued mourning.

These tidbits on Crown, if true, are nice. It doesn't get me too excited, though. Certain things would have to be prominent on Crown's home page to get me excited, and I don't see them. Let's say that this is no time for subtle.

Santa Clara Vanguard was dormant in 2023. I only learned that a few days ago. I was curious to see if Crown won, and I was looking at the final rankings versus history. I noted SCV wasn't there. Crown came in 3rd, by the way. The corps who beat them are "dead to me," as Kevin O'Leary would say. I saw one of their vax requirements in black and white, and I have reason to believe the other had a requirement, too.

Back to SCV, they were founded in '67 and, when not worshiping Satan by canceling the season, operated continuously through 2022 inclusive. They did have some version of a 2021 (Satan worshiping) show, too.


August 15

There was only one entry. I separated the 16th's entry.

entry 1 - various nattering on airplanes and fiction

I shouldn't be nattering on something that is so irrelevant to me during a time of personal (and global) crisis, but I've been thinking about it, so here we go.

On July 7, 2017, at SFO, Air Canada 759 nearly caused the worst aviation accident in history. As it turned out, nothing at all happened, except some other pilots were terrified. (Apparently they all took off afterwards, though.)

The landing was at night but in good weather under visual rules. The pilots almost landed on a taxiway with 5 fully fueled planes with 1,000 passengers. They went around ("go around") just in time and missed one of the planes on the ground by 14 feet.

I've known about the incident for perhaps 2 years. Obviously the pilots made mistakes, but in the end they made the right decision even though they didn't quite understand what was wrong. The pilots should be cheered. Three cheers! I suppose they faced mild embarrassment if they had flown over a perfectly clear and functional runway. Then again, I get the impression that the industry does what it should in that situation--it doesn't question go arounds.

Go arounds can be dangerous. Mentour Pilot might advice pilots to assume a go around, and every landing is a bonus, but airliner pilots do a go around every 6 months if that. It's rare. It can also be dangerous. I can think of at least 2 crashes caused when the pilots didn't rev up the engines after the go-around. I'm pretty sure there is a 3rd rolling in my head, but I can't bring it up. It's a startling situation to be in. My web dev professor would call it a violation of the "principle of least astonishment."

On Feb. 13, 2017, in daylight, Harrison Ford did land on taxiway Charlie at Orange County (John Wayne). No one was injured or even frightened that time. When he called the FAA phone number that is the equivalent to a trip to the principal's office, he said "I'm the schmuck who landed on Charlie" (or close to that. There is a recording out there.) In the end, he wasn't fined or suspended. As best I understand the process, the FAA decided that he was paying attention and otherwise following procedure. It was obviously a mistake but not one that indicated likely future problems. A friend suggested that autographs were involved, but I don't think any bias was needed. It seems a sound decision.

To wander into fiction, the Air Canada pilots' decision remind me of a comment in SM Stirling's Nantucket series. The good guys' army has sprung a trap on the bad guys. The good guy's commander (Kenneth Hollard) thinks to himself that the bad guys' command has "moral courage" (or something close) because the evil commander recognizes that he's been suckered and retreats. If the bad guy couldn't accept his mistake and persisted, he would have been slaughtered.

I only listened to the Nantucket series a few months ago, even though I knew about it many years ago. It was quite good. The Emberverse is even better, though. The Emberverse begins with Dies the Fire (2004). Emberverse may be my favorite series ever, and I've read / listened to quite a few.

I'll try to stop and figure out how to feed myself.

August 14 - yet more on drum corps; perhaps less sobbing

The following is kinda cut off in the middle, as I recall, but I'll post it.

To review, as Kevin O'Leary says, drum corps is "dead to me." The evidence so far is that Carolina Crown never had a vax requirement, and I have some evidence that their 2023 season theme was a not so subtle slam against "Covid" tyrants. I would use stronger words than tyrants, but that's not the topic.

I still listen to corps while I'm driving. Even though Big Evil Goo Tube is controlled by mass-murdering, Satan-worshiping, baby raping tyrants--literally all those things--I will happily listen to the vast drum corps archive on there. I own quite a few of those shows on CD and DVD. The Blu-ray era unfortunately corresponded precisely with the Dark Age of the Final(s) Dome, so I don't have any of those.

DCI was founded in 1972. Musicians wanted to take control from military people (VFW and American Legion). So there were 48 seasons from 1972 - 2019. I don't recognize anything after that. There were 3 ties, so 48 years and 3 ties means 51 winners. The percentage is based on 48 years.

1972 - 2019
W % t
BD 19 40 2
CBC 10 21 1
SCV 7151
Cav 7 15 1
MS 24
PR 241
AK 12
CC 12
BlC 12

DCI winners


I met a drum corps friend in 2002. We went to quite a few shows together from 2002 through 2009. We may have gone to a show after that, but I'm not sure. We went to the premiere theater event several times after that, perhaps as late as 2017. I may have seen him at one or two local shows after that.

I hadn't written him since I wrote him to announce the cancellation of 2020. At the time I was simply sad and kept getting sadder. Privately, I was calling for Fauci's trial and execution by roughly June, 2020. I wasn't angry at drum corps folk yet.

In any event, I didn't write him again until a few days ago. I wrote him after I learned of the widespread vax requirement.

(A couple of small corrections made 8/15 22:52. It does cut off, but whatever.)

August 12 - 2 posts, roughly an hour apart

post 2 - more sobbing over drum corps stuff (as midnight approaches)

I just discovered that the Santa Clara Vanguard (SCV) drum and bugle corps was dormant this year. They were founded in 1967, were a founding member of DCI, and one of the all-time great corps. They are tied for the 3rd most wins (7 wins). If I started listing great SCV shows that I saw in-person, it would be a long list. There are a few more that I didn't see in person but came to enjoy.

I did not look hard for an SCV vax requirement in 2021 or '22. I would tend to think they had a requirement. Perhaps not marching is far better than a vax requirement. Part of me is still sad that they are gone, though.

Obviously Billuminati Gates' Satanic Crusade ("Covid") was involved in their dormancy.

In related news, as I wrote days ago, I can find no evidence that Carolina Crown ever had a vax requirement. They just came in 3rd for the season. I have some evidence that their show was a not-so-subtle message about "rights" as in natural rights. I probably won't go digging into details, though. At least, I'll try to resist until I'm not facing starvation.

post 1 - UnJected (ca 10pm)

I discovered and pinned UnJected today: the dating site for the un-vaccinated. Now I've seen everything, in a good way. They require an affidavit and a doctor's certification of non-vax. They claim to have matched a couple in 2021 who got married, and they show another marriage photo, too.

I've haven't been to a doctor in 20 years. The only times I've been to a doctor in my adult life were for employment reasons, for jobs that had physical requirements. I actually didn't do either of those jobs, though, for different reasons. But I went so far as to successfully get the medical clearance.

I assume they are referring primarily to not cowering to a "Covid" "vaccine." I wonder if it extends to any vaccine in the last several years, many years, as an adult, etc. I'm sure I qualify, in any event. I'm in no hurry to go to a doctor, though, for any reason.

August 8

Per my previous entry, I am trying to figure out if Carolina Crown drum and bugle corps has or ever had a "vax" requirement. It occurred to me that there is some hope, given that Crown is the other major Southern corps, along with Spirit of Atlanta. I am not done searching, but the vax requirement doesn't jump out if there is one. This Reddit thread started on May 24, 2021, is a mixed bag. The original poster is trying to avoid the vax, so that's a good start. There is an exchange where a vaxxed zombie starts praising the vax but gets an appropriate response. "I know for a fact that Blue Stars, Cavaliers, and Phantom are all requiring vaccines for members." I've confirmed Phantom below. Bluecoats joined the Satanic club within the course of that discussion. The posters claim that Madison Scouts and Govanaires did NOT require in 2021, but I would take that with a grain of salt.

After more searching, I have some hope that Crown never had a vax requirement. That is, it was easy to find the requirement for other corps, but I have not found a requirement after doing similar and perhaps somewhat more rigorous searches.

Crown has been in the running to win finals since 2009. They won their first title in '13, as I remember. I have no idea what they have been doing after 2019, of course. It may give me some incentive to see who wins this year. In a "normal" year, finals would be this Saturday, but I have no idea how normal this season is.

July 31

This was first posted around 3am. After 18:07, I am adding an addendum at the bottom of today's entry. Second addendum after 18:33. Third after 20:22.

Several weeks ago I wrote about an event that I would not attend because I felt betrayed, because the organizers and management were "covards" (sic)--"Covid" cowards. It's worse than cowardice, though.

Up until 45 minutes ago, I had not gone digging for "vaccine" requirements, but requirements are far worse than I thought. Thus, the situation all this time has been somewhat worse than I thought. There are requirements right this moment for people who are by definition 22 years old (or younger) kids in perfect health.

So they betrayal is yet worse than I thought, and my boycott is justified indefinitely. It doesn't matter if they drop their requirements next year. They have to be calling for trials and executions. And / or such must happen despite the shod, masked, vaxxed, zombies.

I'll drop the pretense of hiding what I'm talking about.

the worst-case betrayal


Spirit of Atlanta: "... you must submit a copy of your COVID-19 vaccination card" -- Spirit of Atlanta Medical and Corps Care Policy | 2023-2023 (sic). Captured 2023/07/31 02:00 EDT.

The PDF document is 1504547 / 1,504,547 bytes. SHA2-512= abe37434fb2d51087c30aa2a3f672f0470e1d3ba9c648143e8a9bf3c0459197948eb8235fc2bda1bbec262d0c39c749ad9b1a632cfaf04c5d10c099de6f5106c

I initiated a Wayback archive for Spirit 2023. Requesting the creation of that archive is a grim task. I can't correlate the exact time it was given yet. The indexing hasn't caught up. We'll call it 31 Jul 2023 06:48 GMT. Update: Fifteen hours later, the official capture time is Mon, 31 Jul 2023 06:48:35 GMT.


Cadets 2022: "COVID-19 Protocol for 2022 Season: ... All Participants must be fully vaccinated prior to arrival at their first in person event. Any of the vaccines currently available are acceptable whether 1 dose or 2. If a Booster shot is available based on the CDC guidelines you should get your booster shot."

PDF: 191728 / 191,728 bytes SHA2-512(Cadets 2022 COVID-19 Protocol.pdf)= 4db5468c9a02f4618c4d1255f7e6c339b7017de953a07fda88f5e24d10fca46f2c1694a5b5db59ec32934ac174b20877877e0642fa4fd119812f2b8ef5190cf3

Captured about the same time as Spirit's doc unless otherwise noted. It doesn't really matter to me what year this was. I couldn't quickly find 2023, and it doesn't matter.

The Cadets 2022 Wayback capture was already done. Captured Tue, 05 Jul 2022 13:32:14 GMT.


Phantom Regiment 2023: "Phantom Regiment will be requiring all participants to be current in regards to COVID vaccines and/or boosters." (PR audition page, live link, PR 2023 Wayback entry captured Wed, 15 Mar 2023 05:46:05 GMT).


Blue Devils 2023: "We will continue to require all members, staff, volunteers, etc. to be fully vaccinated per the CDC COVID recommendations for the 2023 season. Although being vaccinated is not a requirement to audition, Pfizer/Moderna COVID vaccination schedule requires three vaccines." BD audition live link, Wayback BD 2023 captured Sat, 03 Dec 2022 03:01:11 GMT.


I feel no need to continue. I don't see evidence that DCI imposed a requirement, but it doesn't really matter. And DCI had all sorts of lay-it-on-thick, vile language in praise of the vax.

All I knew for relatively certain until two hours ago is that all these people were not calling for trials and executions. I also knew that a handful of 22 year olds in perfect health were wearing masks in August of 2022. That was enough to keep me away. I feared that there were vax requirements, but I wasn't sure, and I am moderately surprised that requirements run through right now.

On a somewhat related point, several months ago Kevin O'Leary moved his operations from MA to Florida. As he would say, "Mass. is dead to me." It would appear that drum corps is dead to me until fairly drastic things happen. I am fairly optimistic that they will happen, but I don't know if it will be in time for next year. I have more hope for 2025.

addendum 1 - from DCI

I'm going to try to bring this to a close, but I found a bit more stuff early this morning that I feel compelled to post for the record. This live page is mostly by "Laura VanDoren, nurse practitioner and chair of Drum Corps International's Marching Music Health, Wellness & Safety Project (MMHWSP)." It's a bunch of vile lies. I suppose there is a 2% chance she has recanted, and perhaps an equal chance that she is dead from the vax. I'm not going looking, though. The fact that it's still online without comment says enough. Here is the nurse Wayback entry captured Sun, 18 Apr 2021 08:14:48 GMT. The still-online page is stamped 03-03-2021 14:30.

addendum 2 - ranting

I should add that the DCI page I mention above has an original photo featuring a number of people wearing masks. It was originally a cartoon of drum corps fans wearing masks that was a further step towards my rift from DCI. That was on DCI's home page 2020-10-01-13:02:14 GMT.

I find that I'm still mourning the vax requirement 16 hours after I confirmed it. I very distinctly remember being upset at DCI over what I called the Buzz Bowl incident in 2007 at the Rose Bowl. Those lights buzzed louder than anything I'd ever heard in the dozens of venues I'd been to by then. Then I discovered evidence on the web that DCI knew about the buzzing in 2004. That's the sort of thing that upset me. Also, finals were supposed to be in a dome in 2008, but the drum corps angels gave us a high water mark and saved us from the dome for a year. I tried the dome in 2009, and it sounded as bad as any dome. I stopped going to finals after that. (I went to finals in '98 and then '00 - '09.) I thought that was a betrayal.

When I wrote about my boycott weeks ago, I talked about how frustrating it is to be partially connected to a group but not quite. Finding out about the vax requirement might actually be good for my overall morale. The rift is yet wider such that I can more easily walk away. There is no doubt now that it's "dead to me."

In case there is doubt, one of the problems with the above is that, statistically speaking, corps kids have almost certainly died from the vax already. Some or many have probably been sterilized. I can't say I've kept track of the best guesses as to how many waves of death there will be from the vax. Steve Kirsch said that the first wave is 7 months after the vax. There will likely be waves for years and decades.

addendum 3 - "YES!"

I still can't put this out of my mind. On Phantom's page, the exact quote is:

Will Phantom Regiment be requiring a vaccine against COVID-19 to participate in winter camps and the summer tour?

YES! Phantom Regiment will be requiring all participants to be current in regards to COVID vaccines and/or boosters.

I did not add capitalization to "YES!" It's in the original.

I am trying to put it out of my mind because I am almost literally facing starvation in a matter of weeks. I would be thrilled to get food, and / or a room, and / or be paid a tiny bit to try to take this larger matter on. I should be elaborating about that soon. I'm writing my "pitch" for the Gab introduction board, seeking a place in the parallel economy, or perhaps creating a place.

June 30

The Telegram user GhostEzra posted a meme that "pride month" can be seen as "priDEMONth" or "pri demon th" or "pri-demon-th".

In other news, note that my June 29 post was actually posted early on the 30th.

June 29 (posted early on the 30th)

email I just sent

The context was an email from a job recruiter who represents "life" "science."

Hi ...,

Anyone hiring for "life" science has to explicitly and loudly distinguish their clients from Pfizer and others. I'll paraphrase Dr. Mike Yeadon from March or April of 2021, and he's only gotten louder and more explicit since. (Yeadon was a VP of Pfizer roughly 15 years ago.) He said in 2021 that the intent of the "Covid" "vaccine" is clearly genocide.

Now RJK Jr. is running for President on a similar premise, and Tucker on Twitter backed RFK a few days ago with 29 million views just on the original video (let alone copies).

People need to get their due process of law--trial by jury and such--but for justice's sake, after trials, perhaps a few dozen people in the US need to be executed for both the Covid Big Lie and the "vaccine" Big Lie.

I have trouble believing anyone can hire for "life" "science" with a straight face without making some clear distinctions. Why are any of those other companies different from Pfizer? That's the first of many such questions.

Unless some members of "life" "science" start throwing other members under the bus in the next few months, I'd like to see the whole industry dismantled--companies seized, stock prices going to zero, etc. I may partially get my wish, too.

You might want to figure out if anyone really is doing life science and make some sharp distinctions. Otherwise you may not have anyone to hire for in a few years.


June 24

Below, as requested. My June 21 entry is also as requested.

  • Ubuntu Linux install
  • LibreOffice exports to .DOCX / SatanSoft Word format. It has a spreadsheet, etc. You can download it for Satan's OS, or it comes with Linux.
  • John Jay Singleton is an attorney who tells you how to prove that (((they))) sell birth certificates and trade them as commodities. He says you can look this up by CUSIP (Committee on Uniform Securities Identification Procedures). You may have to add a prefix or some such to your straw man's Socialist Insecurity Number (SIN). I never looked it up myself. He named one or two websites (at least) you can use. Sarah looked up her childrens' and possibly her own info and confirmed it. He has been on Sarah Westall's show several times. This might be the video I saw (Westall Singleton). Yandex brings up much better results on this than Big Evil Goo.
  • Ronald Bernard said that (perhaps specifically Dutch) children's straw men bring 500,000 Euros. You should be able to find him on BitChute or Yandex or maybe even Goo. You'll want to see his story where he talks about being a world class money launderer and then he is invited to sacrifice a child. Bernard is described as a "Dutch banker," which isn't really correct, but it's how you find him.
  • Prime Minister David Williams has one of several takes on how to leave their system. I saw Williams on Sarah Westall, too. He comes up with his title on Yandex.
  • Anna Von Reitz has another take.
  • Jordan Maxwell (1940 - 2022) yet another.
  • I remembered The Federal Zone by Mitch Modeleski from decades ago.
  • Otto Skinner of If you are the Defendant. Seems to be on Amazon.
  • Marc Stevens, Adventures in Legal Land. Should still be on Amazon.
  • I actually found this on Goo: "Frog Farm". I picked that document because, at a glance, it's the people I remember from that period. From there, you should find more. As best I remember, those guys put out some good stuff.
  • I think it was a 1991 SCOTUS decision Cheek v. US. I think Cheek was a pilot. He created a precedent that a sincere belief might shield you from criminal charges in certain instances. Lloyd Long used this decision in Federal Court in Chattanooga in roughly 1993, and he won. This does NOT keep them from seizing everything, because that is civil and not criminal.
  • I saw video that I think was from September, 2022. A ~70 year old lady in a northern Florida county was doing something similar to "sovereign citizen" stuff, but she very specifically rejected that term. She seems to be on the right path. That particular court appearance was inconclusive; however, the judge was extremely polite in hearing her out for roughly 20 minutes. The county was west of Jacksonville, probably bordered Georgia, and may have been the one that I-75 goes through. I doubt you can track it down. If you really want to see it, I might be able to. I have tried and can't find it so far, but I know where else to look. It wasn't particularly valuable in itself. It might be worth figuring out where she got her info, though.
  • Steve Kirsch demonstrates that ChatGPT is yet another mass murderer and thus should be tried and executed / shut down. Perhaps some of its creators should be, too.
  • my news sites are worth listing again
  • In one of my Q documents, I mention Trump quotes: Trump at a rally in Johnstown, PA, October 13, 2020, "'He’s shot, folks. I hate to tell you, he's shot,' Trump told a big rally crowd in Johnstown, saying there was extra pressure on him to win because Biden was the worst presidential candidate of all time." Then approximately September 19, 2020, "Now he's shot. He's got like half of his head left..." The speculation is that the real Biden was shot by a firing squad. Last I checked, they go for the heart, but it makes for a metaphor that half his head is left.
  • I also mention the mysterious envelopes at Bush Sr.'s funeral.
  • The Podesta Group began a rapid decline at almost the exact moment that Q started posting; it soon ceased to exist. That is undisputed record. As a separate issue, has anyone seen Tony Podesta since?
  • Tucker on Twitter episode 6. 25 million views roughly 1.3 days after its release. This is evidence that the "Covid" promoters will eventually go down hard.
  • Elon Musk has said several dozen astounding things since October. He's helping bring (((them))) down hard. I understand the neurolink concerns and several others, but his comments have been truly astounding in that he seems to have them targeted and is using his position to do damage.
  • DeSantis set up a grand jury early this year to investigate Big Evil Pharma. In my May 14 entry I cite a Florida attorney who says that such grand juries are indeed secret, so we should not expect to hear anything for another few months to a year.
  • The Russian Housecleaning Operation is doing a lot of damage to (((them))), including dismantling the petro-dollar.
  • Mozilla has a WEF page, which looks like and probably is a "partner" page. Of course that's disturbing, and I've heard their management are libtards. However, Firefox is open source; the whole world can see their code, and probably a few thousand qualified, independent people have been over large portions of the code. Do we have any hard or even soft evidence that they leak data at the browser level? Or I should say that they leak data beyond the inevitable, unintentional bugs. I am NOT necessarily arguing that Firefox is better than anything else. I'm just saying it may be worth backing up and digging at this.

June 22 (posted early June 23)

An annual event is coming up soon. Well, it's annual until mass murdering, baby raping demon worshipers come along with one of their more brazen Big Lies in all of history. The 2020 event was canceled in late March, 2020, several months before the event. That was more or less understandable. However, in private discussion, I was calling for Fauci's trial and execution in June, 2020. (It may have been late 2021 before I said it on this site.)

For the better part of 25 years I was quite the evangelist for this event. Now I don't even want to mention the specifics because I'm not keen on advertising for them.

To demonstrate one of my many sources of fury, the participants in this event (not the audience) are young and in perfect health. They have to be both because of rules and then nature of the event. Even the Centers for Fake Disease Promotion and Information Control admits that almost no one of that age died of "Covid," Let alone youths in such perfect health. During last year's event, I didn't consider going, but I griped about it. Finally, days later, a friend got tired of my ranting and looked up pictures and videos. Indeed, young women in perfect health were wearing masks less than a year ago. That may have me booing and heckling. I just can't imagine my being happy at such an event. That's only the start of why.

The response to the Big Covid Lie must be revolutionary. The notion--"Oh yay! We can do events again because Dr. Fauci says so!"--is woefully inadequate. "We can do events because we've tried and executed Fauci" is getting there, but we need to do much more. I'm not sure I can be around people who have the "because Fauci says so" attitude.

A major reason I am so furious over "Covid" is because it took a wrecking ball to the 2020 event. It gets worse, though, because now I put my former fellow enthusiasts partially in the camp of the enemy, for wearing masks in the summer of 2022, taking the "because Fauci" attitude, etc. People should have stopped wearing masks in April or May of 2020, let alone 2022.

For the record, I never wore a mask. No one ever asked me to, for that matter. Of course, I have avoided a lot of places since they put their mask signs up. I've continued to avoid them to this day. Taking signs down isn't good enough. Calling for justice or revenge on a massive scale will bring me back. Just as I've avoided many places, the same goes for this event.

To be slightly more practical and specific, there is a non-zero chance of my getting arrested if I did go to the event. For one, if I find out that any of the participants had to be "vaxxed" during the '21, '22, or '23 events, I will be in the face of their management. I'm not sure I can remain civil, either. If I were 20% sure I'd go, I'd probably have to look that detail up in advance. Right now I'm at a 0.2% probability of going. That's after my "event friend" bought tickets for me; at least I think he did. I very specifically and consistently poured water on the idea.

I have addressed this at some length elsewhere, including in yesterday's entry, so I'll just paraphrase Dr. Mike Yeadon in April, 2021. Yeadon was the Pfizer Vice President and Chief Scientist for Allergy and Respiratory disease research. He said that he can see no reason for the "vaccine" other than genocide. He's a good source, but he's not at all necessary. The evidence is vast. Thus, if the perfectly healthy youngsters took a deadly vax for something that no one claims killed them, I would see management as parties to murder. I could likely point to specific deaths if the vax was required. For that matter, I can probably find specific deaths of former participants because so damn many of them, statistically speaking, took the vax for other "reasons."

I very specifically remember Yeadon saying that. I've heard of references that he's coming around to both "Covid" being fake and perhaps the "understanding" of viruses being fake, but I don't want to put words in his mouth. Perhaps the Yandex search engine will find that properly. God knows what Big Evil Goo(gle) will say.

I am nearly certain that "Covid" was fake, and it seems that viruses are, too. RFK Jr.'s book on Fauci goes into that in great detail, I've heard. I read Ron Unz' reviews of the book, not the book itself. That aside, it's pretty clear that "health care's" purpose is the opposite of health. That was clear before "Covid" and crystal clear since.

Let's assume there was no vax requirement. I am rather intolerant of anyone uttering the term "Covid" or "pandemic." I almost always use quotes, and imagine dripping sarcasm in my tone. I can't imagine sitting in an audience for that period of time without references to such. I will not let them get away with that terminology. Once again, I'm not sure I can remain civil. It may come to a screaming match. I'm beyond pissed at (((them))), but my anger at anyone who isn't angry is also continuing to rise.

Put another way, I'm not sure I can go back to these events until the revolution has happened. I have hope for that, but it may take another year or two. RFK Jr. spent hundreds of pages documenting Fauci's mass murdering career going back to the 80s. Now he's running for President. This is of course President Kennedy's nephew and 1968 presidential candidate RFK's son. Both of them were murdered by the exact same people (and / or their genetic and ideological descendants) who created the Covid Big Lie. Even if the revolution is delayed, I can go back when there is something close to consensus that dozens of people in the US need to be tried and executed.

I should add that this event was an annual renewal of hope and enthusiasm. Calling it religious or spiritual ecstasy is more or less right, but it's more tangible than that. I have mentally and emotionally deteriorated because I haven't gotten my dose since 2019. That's an intertwined reason I'm more pissed than most over this whole thing.

The solution at this point is NOT to try to get my dose, as I'm trying to explain. It just won't work. It's much more likely to get me yet more pissed and / or arrested.

And that gets into intertwined personal reasons why I probably shouldn't or can't go. I haven't made it a secret on this website that my finances just keep getting worse. On a related point, I mentioned to my "event friend" that I made a specific commitment on the day of the event. I'm not sure I can justify paying someone to fulfill that commitment. Also, I would probably have to select that person from a very small list, so that would take time. These are intertwined because lack of this event has hurt my finances by hurting my mental health.

Then there are reasons that I can't blame on (((them))), at least not as directly. There are details that I won't get into on a public site, but I've gotten myself into some boxes that are related to money issues but are also partially separate. To be vague, I really need to be doing some community building or finding my people, whoever they are. But I need to figure work out first. But lack of "my people" leaves me isolated and makes seeking work harder. And around and around I go.

One of the first traits of "my people" are those who will start pushing back on every front such that it's "Never again!" for such disasters as fake pandemics. And I mean "Never again!" for a disaster that obviously happened. I am deliberately mocking the people who use that phrase for one of the central Big Lies.

I used to think of "event people" as sort of my people, but they have lost that status, as I've explained in this entry. Thus, yet another reason not to go. In roughly 2004 I almost fit in at Dragon*Con, but that was worse than not fitting in because it's so frustrating to be so close. I knew at the time that one major difference was that I relate sci-fi and fantasy to the real world. George Lucas is a Sith Lord, for example. There was an Australian YouTuber in roughly 2016 who very loudly, and in detail, accused Steven Spielberg of being a pedophile / pedorast. Spielberg is on Q's list of such. I suppose Spielberg is a Sith Lord in his own right, or perhaps he's the apprentice. George Lucas is not on Q's list, but I've heard a handful of things over the years, and he just about has to be one of the bad guys.

I could go on that theme for a while, but I will try to stop expanding this. Let's just say that in hindsight, the fact that Dragon*Con meekly folded in 2020 is not surprising, and then they had a vax requirement in 2021. They should have used their Stormtroopers against City Hall in 2020. They're organized enough to look like Stormtroopers, but they can't identify an honest to goodness evil Force user / Sith Lord / Satanist / mass murdering, baby raping demon worshiper. As always, I wish that characterization was an exaggeration, but the evidence is overwhelming that every word is true.

June 21 - clot shot updates / recap

I was just talking to someone I haven't talked to since 2019, before Billuminati Gates Satanic Crusade. Several points for her and everyone else:

  • Last September I talked about Steve Kirsch in this blog for the first time. In that I entry I quoted an oral surgeon in California who observed his patients have become zombies: they have low blood oxygen saturation, the don't have a pulse, and they don't bleed. That sounds like a zombie. Before the Crusade, I referred to most people as "shod muggles." Then I downgraded them to "shod, masked, vaxxed zombies." I thought it was a joke; then I found they are zombies.
  • Kirsch's Substack often has good stuff. In addition to the AirTable with the oral surgeon, another highlight is his 152 points of "Why can't we talk about it?", or 152 points that (((they))) won't discuss.
  • The D-Dimer clotting test is showing very small blood clots in seemingly healthy people. I won't even bother with what Big Evil Goo(gle) Search has to say. A Yandex search on "D-Dimer test Covid vaccine" without quotes pulls the info right up, though. The D-Dimer test has been around for years and is part of "mainstream" "health care," as best I understand. Big Evil Goo pulls the test itself up. I haven't bothered to see what it does with the connection to the clot shot, though.
  • My first longish "Covid" article links to the High Court of Bombay and tells one how to find the public interest prosecution of Billuminati. It was still an active case as of a day or two ago.
  • My news sources are worth mentioning again. They have been all over this stuff.
  • Three or four weeks ago I saw the term "covards" (sic) for the first time. I thought that was very clever.

June 9

A few weeks ago I was given a long lecture on all the absurd things SpaceX is doing to get more out of decades-old rocket technology. I was told that Musk is on the record saying that anti-gravity is not yet possible.

After David Grusch's statements generated some publicity a few days ago:

Richard Branson’s Virgin Galactic spaceflight venture has seen its shares jump following whistleblower claims that the US is concealing crashed alien spacecraft and the remains of extraterrestrial entities.

According to trading data, the company’s stock gained 4.26% on Wednesday, with trading volume eclipsing its 50-day average by nearly 20%. Stock has surged 10.93% over the past five days.

Virgin Galactic has outperformed most of its competitors, including Raytheon Technologies, Boeing and Lockheed Martin, although their shares also showed significant gains following the whistleblower report.

"Virgin Galactic shares shoot up after UFO claims," Russia Today, 8 Jun, 2023 11:28. Business News section.

Branson is very likely in the mass murdering, baby raping demon worshiper camp. The name "Virgin" is a mockery on at least two fronts. Branson aside, my point is that I have some vindication in that the "marketplace" seems to be taking Grusch seriously.

May 28

I'm going to try my best not to comment too much on this. I just want to save it for future reference. I only watched small parts of Justin Pilliam's shorter video from May 3. I'm not sure why we have such high-quality video. Therefore, I'm only 92% sure this event is real. There is probably a really good explanation for the video, but I don't know what it is.

  • Incident involving the Freeport, Texas Police, on or before May 3, 2023. The arrest may have been 2+ weeks before. I vaguely gathered the she's been in jail for 2 weeks as of May 3.
  • "The video of your officers arresting a deaf and blind woman is very hard to watch."
  • "Freeport police arrested a tiny deaf blind"
  • Those 2 quotes were at some point on the Freeport Police DARPA Lifelog ("Facebook") page, but I didn't search hard. They may have been removed.
  • The young lady arrested is Christie or Kristi or some variant.
  • Corruption Report—Justin Pulliam YouTube vide on this #1 (26:52) "'We’re human' Police Arrest Deaf, Blind Woman during Breakup". May 3, 2023
  • Justin Pulliam 2 (2:31:27). "**TYRANT ALERT** Freeport TX Cops Arrest DEAF, Legally BLIND Ex-Girlfriend" May 3
  • Senseless Cops ARREST Deaf-Blind Woman (7:28). Channel: Indisputable with Dr. Rashad Richey. May 10. I did not watch any of this. I'm only noting it for future reference. I have no idea who this guy is. I am glad to see that he's a black commenting on the arrest of a white, but who knows what this guy usually talks about?
  • The woman is totally deaf and legally blind. I take it that she can see some with glasses, and at one point her glasses come up, but she's obviously not wearing her glasses.
  • I take it that her family didn't know where she was for 2 days, and she was still in jail on or before May 3, 2 weeks after the arrest.

May 15

I heard a comment that the current US border invasion is a very bad sign because it would be so easy to fix if the "patriots are in control" as Q (somewhat incorrectly "QAnon") said. I am 70% sure of the Q "enjoy the show" model. The invasion is fairly easy to fix even after the fact; thus, it is consistent with the "show" model.

One goal of the show is to make BiDan the Actor / Acting President look really, really bad, preferably using events that are short of nuclear war, full scale war with Russia and / or China, etc. Reversible and relatively minor points are allowed to get worse. The "vax" is a matter of free will. Despite talk of "mandates," I have had almost no concern here in the Royal Colony of Georgia that I'm going to be forced vaxxed. I would have concerns going to the libtard colonies, so I won't go there until they are liberated.

Perhaps the invasion can be used as Hagelian dialectic against them for once: allow a problem (an invasion), play up the problem, and then propose a solution. The solution may be one more reason for the Actor to resign. I don't think the actress playing Harris will last very long or even take the role at all, which leaves McCarthy.

The House committees' accusations against the real, late Biden are getting serious to the point that Big Evil Media is having trouble ignoring them. This is a headline and top bullet points from the Daily Mail from May 12:

Majority of Americans say Joe and Hunter's business deals and links to alleged bribery scheme ARE serious: BidenGate gets real as new poll shows half of DEMOCRATS believe 'influence-peddling' scheme is a scandal

  • 69 percent of US voters say they're taking BidenGate seriously
  • That goes for most independents and nearly half of Biden's own Democrats


We get ever closer to the 80% necessary for more openly dramatic steps to happen. That's the number Juan O Savin has cited several times in the past 2+ years.

With that said, my concern is growing that parts of New York City and Silicon Valley will be nuked. Those are the bases of the old and new Big Evil Media. On one hand, that would be awful; on the other, it would probably be one of the last steps in breaking (((them))). This goes all the way back to John Titor's scenario that he laid out soon after the 2000 election, and Ben Fulford has mentioned the possibility in the last few weeks.

Israel has been "kind enough" to pioneer low radiation / fallout nukes. ("Xerxes is kind.") Israel needs low fallout if they plan to use it against targets relatively nearby and possibly upwind. I would assume that tech has been spread, so the targeting can be relatively surgical.

Under this scenario, North Korea or possibly Russia would essentially be invited to help solve all of our problems, so there would be no retaliation. The residents of those areas have clearly been warned that their "leadership" are mass-murdering, demon worshiping baby rapers. The "warning" keeps getting louder. I have mixed feelings in terms of sympathy. On the whole, it may be a very low cost solution versus the huge die off (((they))) want. For that matter, the death toll might be equal to the vax deaths in the US. That would serve them right. It would be a fitting end to Big Evil Goo, DARPA Lifelog ("Facebook"), the J-- York Times, MSNBC, CNN, etc. CNN may need to be hit in Atlanta, too. I will hope that the low fallout works as planned, but I suppose I just warned myself, too.

"And a mighty angel took up a stone like a great millstone, and cast it into the sea, saying, Thus with violence shall that great city Babylon be thrown down, and shall be found no more at all" (Revelation 18:21, KJV).

May 14

I'm going to pull down the pinning for the Florida grand jury against the "vaccine" makers; I'm pulling it down for what I hope is a good reason. My statement a few months ago was:

As of the end of 2022, the vaguely sovereign State of Florida showed some degree of sovereignty by moving towards a grand jury against the dark sorcerers / dark witches (pharmakeia). I'm pinning this on January 10, 2023. Off hand, the last news on the matter was on December 22. Hopefully this will be "interesting."

A Florida attorney who has been prominently against Billuminati Gates' Satanic Crusade ("Covid" "responses") says that grand juries work in secret, so we should not expect to hear anything for a while: "I noticed a comment the other day impatiently suggesting Florida’s Covid Grand Jury must have fizzled out, since we haven’t heard anything, but be patient — grand juries operate in secret. It would be bad if we did hear anything" (May 3, 2023).

I have only read small bits of his blog. What I saw annoyed me. He is inconsistent. I'll just leave it at that for now. However, he may know what he's talking about with the grand jury. From the little I know, he may well be correct. In any event, it doesn't seem worth pinning something that may not be updated for months.

While I was looking for that, I came across an interesting New York Post article (April 30, 2023 10:21pm US EDT). Reporter Miranda Devine goes about as far as I'd expect such a paper to go--surprisingly far. Not far enough for the general case, but, perhaps as far as she can go. ("Texas AG Ken Paxton’s COVID-19 vaccine investigation could stick it to Big Pharma execs ")

March 11

a crowd of mask dissidents in April, 2021

Floyd G. Brown was on Scott McKay's show yesterday. The immediate context was Brown has written a book, Counterpunch: An Unlikely Alliance of Americans Fighting Back for Faith and Freedom. I guess it's in pre-release. It's on Amazon with a release date of April 4. (For the record, I hadn't heard of Brown before.) It was a more-or-less interesting conversation. Given all that's out there, I don't necessarily recommend that specific episode. (I really like Scott McKay generally.) With that said, the reason for this entry:

I was moved by what Brown says from 3:17 - 4:19. I don't think he specifies the exact date, but I'm reasonably sure the ReAwaken America conference he's speaking of was in April, 2021 (in Tulsa). (It was Clay Clark's first such conference; I take it Gen. Flynn was a co-organizer / co-sponsor. Even though NPR is engaged in an instance of the usual mass-murdering Big Lie, I refer to NPR simply to pin this down. It's the first result that helped me pin the probable date down.)

In any event, Brown describes going to Tulsa in April, 2021. The airport is abandoned. He can't find an Uber, Lyft, or taxi. He doesn't specify how he gets to the church hosting the conference, but he says there were 5,000 people and not a mask in sight, and people were hugging, happy, exited, united, etc.

I could rant for quite a while, but I'll have to be satisfied with posting that for the record.

yet another epic Musk Tweet

Musk is responding to two Tweets by Zuby on March 8. Zuby 1:

What are the biggest media lies of the last few years?

-Covid-19 (all of it)
-Jan 6 'insurrection'
-'safe and effective' jab
-Jussie Smollett
-Bubba Wallace
-Covington hoax
-Kyle Rittenhouse story
-'Very fine people' hoax
-'drinking bleach'
-'horse dewormer'

What else?
5:29 PM [EST] · Mar 8, 2023

And Zuby Tweet 2:

-Russian collusion
-Ghost of Kyiv 
-Hunter Biden laptop
-'Don't Say Gay' bill
-Twitter collapse post-Elon
-Nord Stream pipeline
-'Transitory' inflation
-Men can get pregnant
-BLM narrative
-'2 weeks to flatten the curve'
-Blaming Russia for missile that landed in Poland

Musk's response was "We are running out of 'conspiracies' that turned out to be true! Can someone manufacture a few more? The shelf is almost empty." (at 2:57 AM [EST] · Mar 9, 2023)

March 8 - 2 groups of entries

The earlier entries are lower down.

some long-term "news" items

I'll post this entry after 9pm. Two videos / topics of note:

'No Virus' Goes International! (15:22). This copy was posted on Jim Fetzer's BitChute channel, 03:08 UTC on March 8th, 2023. This is assembled and presented by Dr. Sam(antha) Bailey of New Zealand. More evidence that viruses are fake.

Mark, Danielle and Testimonials Discuss Fake Money to Real Money with Nicholas Veniamin (22:18). This is a 100% gold-backed money system. They mention the "7k Club." I'd like to annotate this more, but I'm starting with this note to self.

more clot shot pushers

Entries made early AM.

exchange 1

Yesterday a job recruiter from one of the retail clot shot pushers contacted me. My response:

A Big Evil Goo(gle) search on "... covid vaccine" (without quotes) brings up a paid ... ad on scheduling a "vaccine." It is bordering on "mainstream" that the "vaccine" has killed a few hundred thousand just in America and injured several times that. Go find Steve Kirsch's Substack / newsletter. He's a Silicon Valley magnate who has made it his life's work to expose the "vaccine." He's one of dozens of "prominent" people; off hand, he is best at assembling many facts. I'm not interested in working for .... I rather hope the company [in its artificial, corporate capacity] is utterly destroyed--perhaps seized for criminal charges of mass murder and its stock price goes to zero.

I didn't link to Kirsch because it may be be targeted / cause for auto deletion. This is Kirsch's newsletter.

His response, "I think you need to see a Doctor urgently. Good Luck!"

my response 2

Per your suggestion, I'll limit this to Medical Doctors and Doctors of Osteopathy. Jim Thorp was on Dr. Drew's show on October 4, 2022, calling for the executions of his colleages; he said he will testify as an expert witness. Joseph Mercola is Mercola dot com. Simone Gold is a prominent member of America's Frontline Doctors (dot org). They are MDs or DOs. Deborah Conrad is a PA. Her interview with Del Bigtree on the "Highwire" show (late October, 2022) was quite moving. I could name several more MDs / DOs from memory, but that's enough to get you started. Good luck in your search!

more doctors and the murder prosecution of Billuminati in India

I may or may not send any of this, but here are some more notes I made.

  • In October, 2022, the Surgeon General of Florida, Joseph Ladapo, recommended against the clot shot for males 18 - 39. That is slow government-speak, but he's gone farther than any other "health" "official" I can think of.
  • Elizabeth Anne "Betsy" Eads, DO, Ormond Beach, FL. She has a Telegram channel and reported that the executions had already started in Malaysia, I think it was. As of a couple of weeks later, I couldn't find any solid information, so I don't know what to make of that specific claim. I'm assuming Dr. Eads is a good source on the general topic, even if she got too excited in that case. With that said, I haven't followed her channel.
  • Dr. Daniel Nagase is in western Canada. You'll find him on BitChute and such. He had some good, short videos.
  • Dr. Peter A. McCullough comes up a lot, but I've actually never heard him interviewed. Blonde in the Belly of the Beast interviewed him in the last few weeks.

In my old "Covid" article, I mentioned the "public interest litigation" in India accusing Billuminati Gates of murder. The job recruiter in question is Indian, so I looked it up again on the official High Court of Bombay website. The case is still in "Pre-Admission" status, and the next event is next week on March 16. This "stage" / hearing type is "for admission." So, it's still work its way through the court. It's easiest to search ("case status") by advocate (lawyer) as the criminal-case petitioner. Advocate SHIVAM MEHRA filed KIRAN YADAV v. THE STATE OF MAHARASHTRA AND ANR.

Interestingly, "World’s First Vaccine Murder case against Bill Gates, Adar Poonawalla filed in India’s High Court" with the quotes pulled up relevant results on Big Evil Goo a few minutes ago (around 02:50 EST). I got that search key from a press release.

February 15 - 2 entries

later entry - Gab night owls - first posted after 23:19 Eastern

I had been searching Gab for "night owl" without quotes. It took me a while to realize that search results and people results were separate, and there are night owl groups. I've been thinking about what I want to say to such groups, and what I want to say to them applies to what I want to say to a larger group (outside of Gab), so it seems best to put my thoughts here.

"Discrimination" is one branch of the psy war. Various libtard groups claim they are discriminated against. In almost all cases this is a Big Lie or has become one in the last several decades, but that's another topic. If you think you're discriminated against, try being a night owl.

Most broadly, I propose a support group. I have precisely one person I can usually talk to during the night. Both he and I are male / he, we are both very straight, and thus he is not a significant other. Finding a SO would be lovely, but that isn't quite my point. I'm just saying one other person isn't enough in this case. Males are welcome to this hypothetical group, although I mean group is a larger sense than based on Gab. Perhaps we will settle on Gab, but we don't have to.

The point being that I'd like more people to talk to during the night. If it's directly productive talk, so much the better, but it doesn't have to be. In the productive realm, my apprentice offer is pretty much always open.

That's a good start.

earlier entry - posted roughly 7pm Eastern

As with WikiPedia, a few people associated with Big Evil Goo Tube need to be put on trial for mass murder, treason, crimes against humanity, etc. Meanwhile, I will happily enjoy the somewhat literal hymns to their coming downfall and death.

The Goo-ey algorithm found me this: an excerpt of Tchaikovsky's Hymn of the Cherubim. For a day or two I thought this was a work sponsored by the modern Russian government. If Goo is correct, it was actually the USSR Ministry of Culture Chamber Choir. I wonder what the history of censorship was around such. I doubt a communist government can sponsor very many such performances without collapse. Perhaps it didn't. I suspect the recording was made much later in Soviet history than sooner.

I'll consider the performance a premonition / envisioning and creating the reality of a Russian church and state that is slaying the dragon as I write, or at least making it bleed significantly.

February 7

I added to this entry at least once, still on Feb 7.

Os justi

I'm glad I saw the Tenebrae Choir's 2019 performance before this one (see my December 5 entry). Os justi was published on December 4, 2020, and the performers are somewhat over 6 feet and 6 feet and 6 feet part (666).

"The mouth of the righteous utters wisdom, and his tongue speaks what is just. The law of his God is in his heart: and his feet do not falter." Those are grimly ironic lyrics as they bow to the Satan worshipers. Perhaps I'll come back to ranting later.

The few seconds starting from 3:39 are glorious.

That part starts with measure 52 assuming a common time signature, the whole piece is 70 measures, and a tempo varying from roughly 53 - 65 bpm at the beginning, but my math shows 76 for the whole piece on average. (the first score I downloaded, the parent page).

Bruckner, Anton. Composed 18 July 1879 Vienna. WikiP's entry

further musical commentary (22:47, 45+ minutes after first post)

That lovely high note is A5. (The octave numbers start with C, so B4 and C5 are next to each other. Middle C is C4) If tuned properly, A5 is 864 Hz, one octave above the famous 432 Hz as opposed to the infamous 440 Hz. (With A5 as 864, C4 is 256 Hz.) So far, I can't tell which it is, after briefly trying a couple of techniques.

I have the software to answer the question pretty quickly; it's not hard to find, but I should move on to not starving. (a few minutes later.)

NIH has a record of 3 studies mostly by the same researchers which found 432 Hz beneficial to health over 440. NIH seems to be housing the record and has nothing to do with the studies. This of course is the same NIH that needs a few people given their due process of law and then executed. Then it needs to be abolished with a "never again!" for the historical record.

There are other authors, but the common authors are Diletta Calamassi, University and Continuing Education Center, AUSL Toscana Centro - Empoli - Florence (Italy), and Gian Paolo Pomponi, independent film score composer and sound engineer.

January 10

Florida grand jury and lawsuit

As of the end of 2022, the vaguely sovereign State of Florida showed some degree of sovereignty by moving towards a grand jury against the dark sorcerers / dark witches (pharmakeia). There may be lawsuit, too, but I haven't distinguished that from the grand jury, off hand.


SCOTUS denied the Brunson case after a "conference." See my Nov 29 and Dec 1 entries. At least, that's what the docket says. In this week's report, probably written Sunday, Ben Fulford says 3 sources told him SCOTUS had ruled in Brunson's favor, 5 to 4. On one hand, keeping such thing a secret for a while and faking the docket would make sense. On the other hand... Maybe one day I'll catch up with what Juan O. Savin has to say about this.

For the record: Raland J. Brunson, Petitioner v. Alma S. Adams, et al.

Even if the world is collapsing around me, it doesn't let me skip out on figuring out how to survive as a software dev or negotiate something with someone to be a revolutionary. In case I haven't said it, I will literally work for food and preferably board.

January 4

I list some Babylon Bee picks, below. They are all very roughly 5 minutes long.


I may never watch Rings of Power. It's been too thoroughly mocked in the media I watch. There are lots of shows I would catch up on first. Therefore, I'm pretty sure one doesn't need to watch it to get the humor. It does help if you've seen Peter Jackson's movies. There are a handful of in-jokes from that. I've probably watched this 6 - 7 times, and I'll probably watch it every few days for a while.

I have not done a thorough research study, but I would tend to agree that Ben Shapiro is "a great evil," although I tend to think so for different reasons than the characters.

I hope to see the day when Chandler Juliet (the elf) gets a big role. Between the elf and the bedroom scene in Californians... (ep 5: Buc-ee's), she can really act. Although he's even better in the bedroom scene. I don't claim to be much of a judge on acting, though.

There are at least three funny in-jokes relative to Walking Dead. It does help to have seen at least up through roughly 6 seasons.

January 1

I just listed the news sites I visit.


December 20

(Big Evil) Goo Tube traveler Eva zu Beck

There are all sorts of important videos I could link to, but I would say I've been borderline enchanted by Eva and her videos. I've watched most of her videos for the last 2 months. I've watched her border crossing into the US then saw some of the next ones. I saw the Texas video and the Montana rodeo video and then at least part of her approach to Prudhoe Bay. I saw her go a few dozen feet into the Arctic Ocean and then I've seen all the videos until where she turns around from some back roads in Baja California (2022/12/17 video).

Her experience crossing into the US from Mexico reminds me of the security scene from Airplane II: The Sequel. (Keep watching the passengers going through the metal detector all the way through.)

I'm going to refrain from my usual sarcastic "political" commentary. She was thrilled by the rodeo, and she seems to like Texans and Montanans enough that I'll give her credit.

Fetzer update

Fetzer's SCOTUS case seems to have ended in his defeat. Hopefully that doesn't mean Big Evil will go after Fetzer for $2.75 trillion (with a T, as in 1012 like they did Alex Jones).

December 5 - sacred choral work - Versa est in luctum, Alonso Lobo, 1598 AD

Tenebrae choir conducted by Nigel Short.

This is my latest and greatest--it took me 424 years to catch up--but, for now, it competes with Barber's Agnus Dei (see my May 30 entry). The Radiokoor Barber piece was sung by 13 women and 11 men. This one is 7 women and 9 men. At least when weaving air, it would appear that women are more powerful in the One Power than men. Tenebrae's balance is much better. The ratio of men could be higher, most likely.

The One Power is a Wheel of Time reference. I have read the books and then listened to the books. (The audio-books are 19d 5h 25m total). I have not watched the first / only season, though. As I think about it, now may be a good time to start....

December 1

As of yesterday, the Brunson case was scheduled for conference on Jan 6, 2023. Given that the case addresses the events of the (in)famous Jan 6, 2021, that's fitting.

November 29


The Brunson lawsuit has the attention of the US Supreme Court. Loy Brunson was interviewed a couple of days ago. We're hoping the status of the case will change any day. The suit addresses the actions of Congress and Mike Pence on Jan 6, 2021. The Brunson brothers allege that almost 400 members of Congress violated their oath of office by failing to listen to roughly 100 Congressmen plus at least a few Senators. Those members of both houses had serious concerns that the rest ignored.

Loy has an identical suit stuck in one of the US Federal Appeals Circuits. Raland is his brother whose suit is pending at SCOTUS. A third brother is involved. The first few minutes of that interview are quite efficient in explaining the situation. By 8 minutes it's clear something very interesting may be going on.


Meanwhile, Dr. James Fetzer's petition will go to conference this Friday, Dec 2. Alex Jones' situation (also against Pozner, I think) is infamous. Pozner is the alleged father of one of the alleged victims of the alleged Sandy Hook mass shooting; I'll come back to "alleged" momentarily.

As best I understand, Jones didn't fight in the courts. I don't know to what degree he's addressed the situation, but there is no telling how he was threatened or whether he is otherwise compromised. I haven't followed Jones closely enough to have an opinion on the latter. Jones has absolutely done a great deal of good, but I haven't followed him closely enough to figure out where his walls are. As best I understand, he won't go outside of certain walls, such as backing off of Sandy Hook.

Dr. James Fetzer did fight in the courts. He lost a few rounds, but SCOTUS will decide whether to hear his case this Friday. The fight started in Wisconsin courts. I remember a journalist who expressed skepticism about Fetzer's premise but still said that Fetzer was treated unfairly by the courts. That "unfairness" may be further addressed at SCOTUS.

"James Fetzer is a UMD Philosophy Professor Emeritus ... He retired from UMD (Univ. of Minnesota, Duluth) in 2006." His UMD site is linked from WikiP, but his currently active site is, at a glance, hard to find via Goo. Yandex pulls up Fetzer's currently active site as the first result. Yandex is Russian. Go figure. Go Russia! Kick Satanist ass! That's in all seriousness. Perhaps I'll write about that (more) extensively at some point.

Fetzer on Sandy Hook

I thought Fetzer had written a book specifically about Sandy Hook, but, off hand, it seems that his evidence is partially to mostly in From Orlando to Dallas and Beyond: Living in a False Reality where even Hillary is Played by Doubles. As the advertising indicates, it is still banned by Amazon. I can't find it, at least.

Fetzer argues that Sandy Hook was a FEMA exercise / drill. I understand there are photos of everyone, including the children, eating pizza during the breaks. There are big problems with the death certificates. Beyond that, I don't know where Fetzer's argument / evidence ends and other stuff I've seen begins. I recently watched a video, probably on BitChute, that gives the real names of several of the children. (The Sandy Hook video I was just talkng about.) It shows them singing at the Stupid ("Super") Bowl a few weeks after their alleged deaths, as a tribute to their deaths. There are numerous pictures of them after their deaths, and I understand these pictures continue to this day as they get older.

Fetzer more generally

Fetzer is one of the best researchers and commentators we have. I've listened to him recently go past pretty much all the walls that Jones is within. Fetzer is fairly high on my list to listen to / watch, such as on Fetzer's BitChute channel. This is a case where if he says Sandy Hook was fake, I will go with it.

November 24 - Thanksgiving

On "Turkey Day," perhaps the Republic of Turkey will leave NATO rather than becoming Thanksgiving dinner. Some of their people becoming dinner is a horrifically literal possibility. Some of them have throughout history, and people of just about every other nation. Leaving NATO might reduce that number drastically. More precisely, the same set of actions that would result in one would result in another.

October 15 - updated 03:45am

another new hero: Dr. James Thorp, MD, OBGYN (first posted 3:02am, commentary after 3:11am)

"This is where the rubber meets the road. This is where physicians need to say 'no.' And, I will remind you, physicians, in the Nuremberg trial there were seven physicians… and they tried to use this sloppy illegitimate defense: "oh, I'm just following orders – they would have killed my family." You know what? All seven of those physicians hung. They were sentenced to death and they hung.

This is where Austria got it right [recently]. They know that this [vaccine] is killing people, and they're saying: 'you know, physicians, this is your responsibility.'"

They're right. It’s a physician’s responsibility to do their due diligence – like I did. It's their responsibility not to follow orders [blindly], but to do their own due diligence. They are killing patients if they are being told what to do, and I personally will act as an expert witness against them if they continue to do this."

-- from Gateway Pundit, published October 8, 2022 at 8:00am, by Julian Conradson. In turn, they are citing Dr. Drew [Pinsky's] show on October 4.

US General Curtis LeMay said, "I suppose if I had lost the war, I would have been tried as a war criminal." No poop, Sherlock! It should be understood in my blog that I am no fan of Nuremberg, Great War of Communist Expansion edition. It would be true justice, though, for both the ideological and genetic descendants to be rather literally hung by their own petard.

Also, what the heck did Austria get right? They had a universal mandate for a few weeks. Brittany Pettibone Sellner talked about that in early 2022. She was there. Some Austrian officials need to be investigated for mass murder.

With that said, I am pleased to hear him say that.

What does the non-normal checklist say about that?

Specifically, what does the non-normal checklist say about when the non-normal checklist is thrown about the cockpit of a plane and the spine breaks / opens and the pages are shuffled around the deck? See Mentour Pilot's 2022/07/30 video on the 7th January 2017 incident over the Indian Ocean. A Bombardier Challenger 604 (max 9 - 10 passengers) was caught in the wake turbulence of an AirBus 380. The checklist reference is just after 14:10.

It also reminds me of what the checklist says about what to do when there are bloody footprints on the ceiling of a plane. That happened during Federal Express Flight 705 on April 7, 1994. Methinks affirmative action was involved there. WikiP of course does not mention that Auburn R. Calloway, the perpetrator, was black. Big Evil Goo images shows him, though.

yet another beutiful, naive, brainwashed Swede dies

Viktoria Theresie Izabelle Ljungman, 23, died on October 6th when her Nigerian flight student, Oluwagbohunmi Ayomide Oyebode, 18, (most likely) got her killed. The AOPA Air Safety Institute had some interesting input into this. Apparently flight instructors having to overpower or vigorously distract their students is more common than one would think. As a tiny woman, was Ms. Ljungman trained in this at a "Historically Black College"? I am going to guess that Mr. Oyebode was much, much stronger than she was, as would be all of her male students and almost all the female students.

September 27

I am a member of a very small chat room. Last night one member posted about a recent "news" incident. It was a murder with some grisly details. I would caution against posting such stuff without context. It's just the sort of Big Lie that the Big Evil, Satanic, baby-raping media manipulators (psy warriors) engage in. The gristly detail was that the murderer ate the victim's testicles. There is reasonable evidence to suggest that Hillary Clinton and the Podesta brothers eat testicles. That would imply the same of some the Rothschilds and Klaus Schwab of the World Economic Forum, Soros, etc. They are likely all members of one of the Satanic cults.

That news story goes to the psy-war "media" notion that people are evil. That is rich considering they are the most active participants in evil on a mass scale, such as promoting fake viruses and genocidal vaccines, and that's just in the last 3 years, let alone the last 30 or 110 or 3,000 in various forms. The only thing this particular murderer did wrong (in their eyes) was not to belong to the right club, or perhaps he didn't pay his dues. Be very careful of all the vile poop they spread.

September 19

I need to update the phrase to something like "shod, masked, SatanSoft-using, iCultist, 6am-waking, vaxxed zombies."

September 4, 2022

Abby Martin on the modern State of Israel

Once again, go look at my mother's ethnicity in my January 8 entry.

Just the first few minutes of this Abby Martin interview by Joe Rogan are something else. I had a decent notion of how bad Israel's occupation is for Palestinians, but she spells out a lot in a few minutes. That's the modern State of Israel's occupation of Palestine as opposed to the occupation of the whole earth by the (descendants of) the people who created the modern state.

I could comment on her politics for quite a while, but I'll go for the short version. She suffers from the same inconsistency as many on the right. Ayn Rand observed that in politics and elections, inconsistency is worse than being dead wrong but consistent. With that said, Martin appears to be a seeker of truth and reporting very important information.

Although it has the usual vile "bias," her Wikipedia entry is a useful start. One of the ways I've put it recently is that Wikipedia is great until it gets you killed. Now it's easy to die from the clot shot "Covid" "vaccine" because WikiP has a position other than the trial and execution of those involved.

Steve Kirsh - a new hero

Kirsh has been blasting the "Covid" Big Lie almost from the start. That is, he's heroicly on my side. His AirTable of vaccine injuries has a number of disturbing entries. And I mean disturbing to me who in June, 2020 was calling for Fauci's due process of law and execution.

Entry #134 by the "Oral & Maxillofacial Surgeon in private practice in California" might be the most jarring. Before masks, he wouldn't operate on patients with a blood Ox saturation less than 98. Now everyone reads 96, "Patients' hands are ice cold now in the middle of Summer and the finger probe is having a hard time picking up the [pulse] signal..." The vaxxed patients aren't bleeding when he cuts into their gums; the unvaxxed (pure blood) patients still bleed as before, although they are few. So when I call them shod, masked, vaxxed zombies, I now have a medical basis.

As of a few days ago, Kirsh is still talking about logic and arguments and reason. That's great to an extent, but the logic, arguments, and reason were pretty damn clear by April or May, 2020. I'm waiting for his tone to change.

I've said that I might be satisfied with a few dozen instances of due process of law and then execution just in the US. That number starts to climb as I read his AirTable and think about this more. The toxic rot has spread throughout society. A tiny number of people with any authority or wealth or power are doing anything to put the brakes on this ongoing massacre. I'm told Kirsh is worth $280M, so he has wealth. US Senator Ron Johnson from Wisconsin has some authority, and he's hosted dozens of speakers on how deadly the vax is. I'll have to think about that list; there aren't many. I'm not counting whatever wealth doctors have; there are quite a few doctors speaking out--not remotely enough, but quite a few. I would guess I've seen the names of several hundred doctors on various relevant documents.

Back to Kirsh, he admits to being a huge Democrat donor until very recently, although he's also admitted this grave mistake. He helped found Media Matters which now attacks him. Kirsh is one of the tribe promoting "Covid." It would be lovely if he got to pointing that out.

Fortunately, the tribe has pointed it out themselves. In February they gave the Genesis Prize to Bourla of Pfizer. See their video "... Heroes Battling Covid: In Honor of 2022 Genesis Prize Laureate Dr. Albert Bourla." They hang the millstones or nooses around their own necks, taking credit for their latest Big Lie. (Again, these are my cousins on my mother's side.)

August 28

I suppose the following is a spoiler for Neal Stephenson's Termination Shock, 2021, November, so bail out soon if you care. I was a big fan of Stephenson. His Snow Crash (1992) and Diamond Age (1995) are part of my Anarchist Canon--a number of novels and essays that show what can be and should be. All of his main novels since Diamond Age through Fall were good to great.

In Fall (2019), though, I wondered if Stephenson was going libtard. In Termination Shock, I'm afraid there is no doubt. I'm something like 1/4 into the audiobook. I will probably try to finish it because there are elements that are interesting, but I'm getting pretty upset with him.

I think he was friends with Eric S. Raymond of Cathedral and the Bazaar fame. Cathedral is in the Anarchist Canon, and Raymond himself is perhaps a member of my Anarchist Hall of Fame. He got ticked off at the creator of Revolution OS and walked away from the interview. The creator was comparing open source software to communism.

The point being that if they were friends, I wonder what Raymond has to say. I'm trying not to read any of the outside "stuff" until I either finish or decide not to finish.

Termination Shock begins in roughly 2029. Apparently there was a Covid-23 and Covid-27, and there are apps that determine whether a group of people have to distance and wear masks. Perhaps I could write that off to parody, but the main theme is about the dire effects of "Global Warming." A high temperature of 113 (F) in Texas in September is apparently normal in that world.

A few words on "Global Warming." Assume from now on that the term is in quotes and meant with sarcasm. I could come at this a number of ways. When Hitler gave his speech on the Big Lie, he was talking about the techniques of the enemy: make the lie big enough, and no one can believe it's a lie. We face the same enemy, and please go back to my January 8, 2022 entry and note my ancestry. There are a number of Big Lies floating about. They are all either true or false. Global Warming (GW) is sponsored by the same people who sponsor "Covid." If Covid is a lie, so is Global Warming.

I am reasonably sure that it's the 2007 documentary The Great Global Warming Swindle that mentions that Lord Rothschild was at the 1988 meeting in which the "Global Warming" psyop was launched. That almost says it right there.

I should specify the nature of the GW lie. There are different facets. To whatever extent the globe is warming, I have heard that the rest of the solar system is, too. Thus, clearly the sun is a factor. That is very different from human-released carbon. I believe the Satanists' problem in 1988 was that oil was going to become too cheap. According to one of George Noory's guests from the early 00s, we should have reached Peak Oil in 2010. The notion of fossil-derived fuels is likely a related lie. One theory is that oil is produced by bacteria and is renewed relatively quickly. Another theory is that it is abiotic, was created with the earth itself, and thus is not limited by the amount of biomass 100M years ago.

I haven't dug hard at those theories, but there is something wrong with the whole story. Again, my conclusion is that oil was going to become too cheap, so they had to come up with a way to divert society from it. It has a number of added benefits to their mindset. They ban planes, trains, and buses to the non-compliant, non-vaxxed, and they try to take away the independently owned vehicle, too.

Looked at another way, say that man-made, carbon-based GW was real. The obvious solution is to bring out the anti-gravity tech they've been hiding for 70 years. One of many references is Mark McCandlish's Blueprint for a UFO (Presented by Dr. Steven Greer). Greer has a document proving the top secret, special access, unkacknowleged US projects had anti-gravity working in 1952. Of course, doing that would be counter to the Satanists' thinking on all sorts of levels.

Maybe that's enough said. If I either finish or decide not to finish the novel, I may try to figure out what happened to Neal Stephenson.

August 22

As reported last Wednesday (8/17), mass murderess Rochelle Walensky said, "For 75 years, CDC and public health have been preparing for COVID-19, and in our big moment, our performance did not reliably meet expectations." She sounds like she's apologizing to her masters. They didn't kill enough people, their lies weren't convincing enough, and soon they will be given due process of law and executed, if they weren't already 20+ months ago. Latex Hollywood special effects masks and CGI are quite convincing.

On a related point, I got a report of "Covid" yesterday--symptoms were reduced O2 saturation and vomiting, although the latter might be from the former. People act like there existed no such symptoms before "Covid." I've heard a handful of such reports, but they were in the summer of 2021. Once again, my premise on the matter is very simple: They claimed "Covid" was the worst thing since the Great London Plague of 1665. They took steps unprecedented in American history. Being generous, they had until the end of May, 2020 to demonstrate a massive body count that was definitively from a novel "virus." They still have demonstrated no such thing.

August 20 (starting 00:06)

drum corps update

The drum corps situation was as bad as I feared. A friend got tired of my not looking and decided to look. The video of the open class (2nd tier) awards ceremony shows at least 3 corps worth of drum majors and / or colorguard captains--by definition 22 or under and in perfect health--wearing masks. Two of four instructors I see off hand are wearing masks. This was less than a week ago.

I am very concerned that some or all of the corps required "vaccines." Even as Mr. Red Pill, I am loath to go look. In any event, it would appear at a glance that it was a "normal" season in terms of schedule, and that it ended on the normal day last week.

other stuff

I went looking for the zoomed in video of Fauci on Chuck Todd on 2021/02/28. GhostEzra has a new channel and thus presumably all the old stuff is gone, which sucks. Thus, I can't find it that way. I noticed that Reuters felt the need to "fact check" that incident. For now I'm not going to bother.

While looking for that, I found this: Wyoming State Legislature Senator "Bouchard calls for Fauci to be tried then executed." That's Anthony Bouchard (R-Cheyenne), on or just before 2021/09/10. Nice to see that people with standing agree. On that note, it was fun to see Liz Cheney lose with 28.9% of the vote. Oh, no kidding, the self-same Bouchard was running in that race, too. He only got 2.6%, but I have hope that Trump's endorsed candidate will suffice--Trump's candidate Harriet Hageman won the Republican primary.

Laura Logan spelled it out a few weeks ago regarding the fact that a Satanic cult runs the world. I see dates of July 22 - 23, 2022. On one of Sean's / SGT's sites; that's dated June 27, so that must be closer. It looks like the original video and user were removed from TikTok; big shocker.

August 14 (close to posting 00:25)

Several days ago someone answered my apprentice ad with the intention of offering me work rather than being an apprentice. I rather urgently need work, but enough projects have (partially) failed such that I have to be careful. I don't need a loss; I need at least a handful of small wins. My correspondent will probably read this, and I don't mean to make this more harsh sounding than what I told you. I'm just quickly explaining it to those who weren't in that conversation loop.

Whether I work on his first-proposed project or not, I hope we keep in touch. As I told him, he is one of the few who ever passes my writing tests. My writing tests are NOT hard; it's just that no one writes anymore.

I'm writing this in response to a comment he made about a correlation between intelligence and not fitting in--some of the smartest people in history didn't fit in.

This once again reminds me of Randall Munroe of the XKCD web comic. I have called him an idiot-savant quite a number of times. He complains about not fitting in, and he's very likely a genius along several dimensions, but he's also an extremely dangerous idiot in other dimensions.

At least a handful of his comics are priceless. Some of them I go back and reread when I need a laugh. He is a comic genius, and he obviously knows his software and physics and such. However, he was a Hillary supporter, and he is pro-Covid and pro-vaccine. That is, he leans towards Covid being the most dangerous disease since the Great London Plague of 1665. I am leaning pretty heavily towards viruses generally being fake. Yes, they may be detecting sequences of RNA / DNA and calling it a "virus," but I would not assume they have proven correlation let alone causation. I'd forgotten how much I talked about this on January 29.

Off hand, it doesn't look like I ranted about Ron Unz in a somewhat similar context to Randall. Unz is said to have an insanely high IQ. I read two of Unz' articles on RFK Jr.'s Fauci book. The good news is that Unz is on the right side and heading further in the right direction. I was stunned, though, that until he read RFK's book, Unz attributed "Covid" madness to incompetence and not malice. I realize there is a hypothesis similar to Occam's Razor that says one should assume incompetence before malice. I tend to think that is a false hypothesis, and it's damned sure false when it comes to "Covid" "measures." In fact, it's a very dangerous hypothesis. There is a very rich, very powerful Satanic organization that quite literally does malice for a living.

Munroe may not fit in certain minor ways, but assuming the boosters don't kill him, for now he has smooth sailing in life. He is on the side of all of our institutions. He can happily go work for any of them.

Yes, there is some degree of not fitting in solely due to intelligence. It may or may not take intelligence to think differently. Not all intelligence people think differently, with Munroe being a case in point. Thinking differently is more isolating than intelligence alone.

I could keep whittling on this, but I think I've at least sketched my point--in terms of fitting in, there are different issues at work that don't necessarily correlate.

August 13 (00:17, then after 01:49)

comments on a Star Trek novel and then scope creep - after 01:49

I'm starting from this point in my novel review, about the Romulan boy and the human girl.

I hope it's extraordinarily clear from this site that I am no libtard. Such scenes in some contexts are purely malicious psychological war against white people. But given the context, it was hard not to enjoy that scene. For one, Romulans reached warp speed on their own. They are technologically and culturally on par with humans. That analogy does NOT hold in the real world, when certain groups try to push across such scenes. If left on their own, the other culture in current world fiction will not reach warp speed for 200,000 years if even then, despite Black Panther psy war propaganda crap.

Perhaps I'm getting off topic, but among other bits of evidence, a quick Goo search shows that the Ben Rich quote from roughly 1993 that "We now have the technology to take ET back home" appears to be a real quote. That is, some earth humans have had warp speed for decades.

I very briefly met Ben Rich at USC in '91 or '92, at an Engineering Honors Colloquium talk he gave. I only remember a couple of fragments of that, though. I think I remember USC professor Rusch talking to him. I followed them both out of the building, as I remember, perhaps somewhat impolitely.

Professor Rusch went on our trip to Yosemite just before my first year ('91) began. I really liked him. He died by accident on May 28, 1992, at age 58. (I thought he was a bit older.) I remember being shocked and hurt by that. (For the record, Willard Van Tuyl Rusch) His wife came to Yosemite, and we all warmed to her, too. It hurt that much more to know how she felt.

Shasta County (first posting after 00:43)

This article on Shasta County, California, is one of the most encouraging I've seen in months or perhaps years. For bibliopgrahical purposes, Redding is the county seat of Shasta. Without reading this in detail again, the following was in the first few months of Billuminati's Satanic Crusade, so roughly March - May, 2020. Carlos Zapata is speaking at a county board of supervisors meeting:

Right now we're being peaceful, but it's not gonna be peaceful much longer. I'm probably the only person that has the balls to say what I'm saying right now. That we're building, we're organizing. I've been in combat, and I never want to go back again, but I will, to save this country. If it has to be against our own citizens, it will happen.

The context is the Royal Colony of California, or perhaps the Chinese People's Provence of California imposing "Covid" "restrictions." He's basically saying interfere with our lives over "Covid" and die. "The local sheriff, bowing to the county's new political reality, allowed the annual Cottonwood Rodeo to proceed, at a time when large public events were being canceled across the country."

Leonard Moty, a "pro-Covid" county supervisor, was recalled on February 1, 2022. The presumably previously libtard-ish New York-based (?) reporter James Pogue moved to the county. He "went native" as a result of his reporting. Zapata is or was "one of the Cottonwood militia's most prominent members."


Pogue, James. [Letter from Shasta County] "Notes on the State of Jefferson: A sucessionist movement brews in northern California" Harper's Magazine, April, 2022 (I think). Saved to Archive.ph 16 Mar 2022 18:55:27 UTC.

2022, August 2

Who knows where this is going to go? Because it came up in the physical world (like in-person) yesterday and today, I should link again to Hidden_Hand, "Dialogue with 'Hidden Hand,' Self-Proclaimed Illuminati Insider," edited by Wes Penre, Illuminati News, Dec 27, 2008.

I'm not sure I want to natter about that today, but we'll see. As fantastic as that dialog is, I have ...

I just got an email from a job recruiter whom I might actually want to talk to. I'll post this, though, so that the link will be there.

2022, July 30 - responses to the Gab versions of my apprentices ad

As of 22:00, I have posted this live, a few minutes ago. How much I proofread and such varies widely. I have not done very much of it so far. I will likely start replying on Gab.

I think I'm ready to post to Gab at 22:22 (Eastern Time).

no pay

I'll go back to the first post to Gab in May. There was some negative feedback to "no pay." If you look up medieval apprenticeships, the apprentice worked for the master craftsman. The apprentice most certainly didn't get paid. Also, that's why I used the term "master software dev" or whatever my exact words were. I was using the historically relevant term. As to the jackass who had a sarcastic reply to that, I'll deal with him presently.

I'm offering a better deal. If you (the apprentice) will do work for me, great. I don't necessarily require it, though. I have all sorts of ideas on how an apprentice can be useful to me. One model is if you're working on learning (client-side, web-based) JavaScript, and if you're a green dot (available) on some sort of (possibly type-only) chat program, that is useful to me. I'll explain below.

another variant on why I'm looking for apprentices, and why my freelancing is not working

I say "another variant" because I've described it in so many ways over 9 years. They are all hopefully true, but the reasons have proven hard to unify even in my own head. Thus, I'll try again with my latest thinking. I first need to explain why freelancing has not been working for me, at least so far. That also partially explains "no pay."

I'll give a longer version of this because I should explain that, yes, I have mad skills, but no, I have not been able to exploit them. Somewhere on this site I mentioned a developer who was making $50 / hour and working 50 - 60 hours a week but was poor. That was so insane that I didn't even explore the potential business relationship. I am likely somewhat insane in a few dimensions, but I should try to give potential apprentices hope that I can be useful to them.

I have gotten myself into an absurd situation in life. First, I'll explain what is allegedly possible, and then my utter failure to get remotely close to that. Given my inputs, Hired.com's "AI" says that I should make $155k. I got one request to do an interview at that price, so that gives some weight to it. I may or may not come back to the reasons I declined the offer. I've been contacted by 5 Amazon recruiters in the last few weeks, and a Big Evil Goo recruiter in May. Given that I call them Big Evil Goo, that should settle that one. I don't want to go to hell only slightly proverbially, or more precisely I don't want to incur that sort of karma. Amazon certainly has had a number of forays into evil, but they do real work in the real world. I could probably stomach them. My hesitation on them is another topic.

I realize that's bandwagon effect, but it will have to do. I was actually hired at $80k several years ago. In 2004 I was in an almost unique situation such that I got paid $60 / hour for about 235 hours ($14,000). So those are (more) real numbers.

With that said, I've been (on net) slowly losing money for many years, and my expenses are very low. My freelancing has not worked so far.

I hesitate to look for "real" jobs for several reasons. The first is that I am hard-wired night owl and working 9 - 5 literally starts to kill me. From 1997 - 2002 I gained 60 pounds. I haven't been on a scale in ages, but that is much improved. Several years ago I tried again, and I lasted 5 weeks.

So my typed conversations with recruiters ask them how their job will solve the Knave of the Night Owls problem. Most recruiters (and many others) are functionally illiterate, so they don't respond to emails. (Both the Amazon and Big Evil Goo recruiters said it was up to the manager--they might solve my problem, but I won't work for Goo.)

Another problem is that it takes a certain formula before I'm willing to get on the phone with someone. For one, I'm not fully awake during business hours. For another, I find it frustrating to play phone tag or schedule a call and then get refused on the night owl issue after 7 mintues. That happened to me with a DARPA Lifelog (Facebook) recruiter. That was in 2014 or so; they hadn't plunged into mass-murder. We scheduled a 20 minute call, and it lasted 7 minutes. I basically told him that I don't care if you're the almighty Facebook; I still won't / can't work 9 - 5 hours. To his credit, the evidence is that he tried to find a solution and perhaps spent an hour or two on it, but he could not find one.

One reason I avoid the phone is because of that disaster several years ago. The recruiter listened to me talk at length about how dangerous it would be to try to get me into a 9 - 5 job. His response was "The job description says flexible hours and work from home. Stop talking about 'King of the Night Owls' during the interviews, get in there, show them how great you are, and then we'll negotiate." He's the people person, and he's putting his reputation on the line, so I foolishly took his advice, and it worked to a large degree. I was working at 30 - 45% of capacity, but they actually wanted to keep me. I've talked about that elsewhere, I think. I'll leave it that.

To try to bring that chapter to an end, I was furious at the recruiter for putting me in that position. Both that and a few other instances in life make me fear being persuaded by the sales personality to my detriment. That's another reason I am hesitant to get on the phone with salespeople.

I have found in other contexts that it is likely to go badly if someone wants to get on the phone too fast. It's a sign of an incompatible personality. Thus, I am hesitant to talk to potential freelance clients, too.

The sales part of freelance is exhausting to me. From a people point of view, I should not be doing it. I made a brief foray into seeking "real" jobs a few months ago, and so far I've just been reminded of how bad that path is. Choose my poison.

That's a sketch on why I am not making money as a software dev.

back to why I want apprentices

My financial situation has gotten so bad that I've distanced myself from anyone who is not helping me with this problem. Unfortunately, that leaves no one. Just the green dot that I mentioned above would be helpful in that someone is pursuing technical goals at the same time. The green dot means that I'm around to answer questions as you study. I might ask your opinion on the people parts of a given ad. I'm not expecting my apprentices to be any more people people than I am, but, one, it's hard to be worse than I am. And, for another, *anyone* else's perspective would sometimes be nice. I don't like being in this bubble.

Obviously there are all sorts of ways you can more directly help, but I'm making the point that you don't necessarily need to do work for me like a medieval apprentice.

I am very willing to offer commissions and such. Given my potential earning power, this may not be such a risk on your part, but you would have to take some risk. I don't have a red cent to pay you.

I once paid a guy $1,000 for what was probably 5 hours of useful work. I have no problem paying him at that ratio because he was taking a risk. Unfortunately, he had the nearly worst-case sales personality. After several years, I even considered a deal with a minor devil and contacted him again. I laid down the law on what his job was and wasn't. His response was predicable given his personality.

Helping find a real job is ultimately worth $10,000s to me, but it would have to be paid over time once I got hired. Perhaps not much time, though.

Anyhow, I'm getting somewhat off point. Again, I am not expecting apprentices to be any better people people than I am. If you're just a green dot a few hours a week, that would be a start.

I think that covers "no pay" as well as I can for now.

Why not teach?

The context was at the college level, even as the lowest-ranking guest lecturer without a master's degree or PhD.

I don't want to get paid by a state school because I'm an anarchist. I'm not looking for a classroom full of students. I'm looking for one to start, and a handful at most. My ideal vision is for 3 - 5 at most. (Yes, by the way, I do have one quasi active apprentice right now, but he finally got a real job as a dev. He's busy with that and otherwise busy.)

I want my teaching to also be creating code. I don't want to spend too much time teaching. Besides, I shouldn't even use "teaching." My observation is that no one ever teaches anyone anything. The student must learn for himself. I see my job as sending an apprentice in the right direction, answering questions, and reducing frustration. In 1992 I would spend 3 hours fixing syntax errors. That was not necessarily time well spent. I want to spare apprentices that sort of frustration. Yes, one should spend some time on debugging, of course, but I really wish I had someone around to help then.

I want to solve my problem by doing, not teaching. If in 3 years I've netted $50k then I might consider teaching in the sense suggested.

I'm not a big fan of college, as I elaborate below.

For the record, "$" should be assumed to be Federal Reserve Notes / account money / debt money / the Rothschilds' private Monopoly money. The US Mint of course still produces 1 ounce silver, true dollars, which are currently worth over $20.

apprenticeship over "higher ed" - getting work without a degree

I appreciate a 3rd person's response that one should not bother with a degree, and that education at all levels has galloped towards pure evil including mass murder.

One of the potential benefits to an apprentice is to get work experience that I can vouch for. We can create a site for you to work on or post to, you list "blah.com" as your employer, and I will be your professional, managerial reference. Once again, you don't have to do work for me: if there is something you want to create, I will vouch for the work if I indeed think it's worthy. I can give you feedback on "worthy" as often as you want to make sure you stay in the worthy range.

Even with a recession, I get the impression that some sectors of tech are still desperate. If I think your work is worthy, I will probably bend "1 year" of work experience, and if you can list one year, that may get you hired.

the troll

I had one response bashing my tech skills. I may deal with him here, but I may see what happens on Gab first. It was a one line comment; no apparent research into the matter on his part.

2022, July 14 - "another one bites the dust" (19:30, then updated after 19:34)

It took until October, 2020 for me to get a 2-degree-of-separation claim that someone died of "Covid." I never got a one degree claim. However, now I've heard of the first person I know who probably died of the clot shot / kill shot / bioweapon / "vaccine." Quoting from the memorial invitation: "COVID safety was important to [she who died from 'COVID' 'safety']. For the memorial, quality masks indoors are preferred. For the reception, vaccinations [such as the one that killed her] are preferred." Why don't the guests make arrangements for their own memorial while they're at it?

I learned that she died, wait for it, "unexpectedly." I would imagine someone has done an analysis of "unexpectedly" and synonyms in obituaries lately, but it might be hard to find such analysis, of course. (If nothing good enough is out there, I would probably do it for a few hundred so-called dollars if someone wants to commission it. I unfortunately cannot afford to do it for free even for such a good cause.)

Those 2 pieces of evidence together are a good indication of death by kill shot. She was roughly 82 years old, but "unexpectedly" presumably means just that. As far as I know, she lived almost her entire adult life in one of the infamous libtard cities that is relatively big enough to turn the whole state blue. Or maybe it's more precise to say that (((they))) get away with the notion that it's a blue state, given that we don't know how extreme their vote manipulation has been historically. There is evidence that Trump actually won California in 2020, for example.

Update: I just realized that the reception is at the daughter's house. That would indicate that the daughter is aligned, which is not surprising. I have some hope that the other daughter is not as aligned. I suppose I should look into that one day.

2022, June 24 - regarding the (my) state of drum corps (revised 23:35)

addendum C - new Q posts!!!! (23:35)

I mentioned the Q faction of the military a while ago, in today's entries. Then at 20:26:19 EDT, Q posted for the first time in about 1.5 years (see QAnon.pub). Maybe Fauci's execution will be announced before the end of the drum corps season.

addendum B - drum corps fandom speaks (23:32)

"The texter" started research, probably on DrumCorpsPlanet. So far there is a fan musing about "Covid flareups" during the season. He is considering wearing a mask.

A handful of people wore masks in 2019 and earlier. I don't remember if I've ever seen a mask at a drum corps show, so let's say that 0.1% of fans wore masks in 2019 and earlier.

If a handful of people are wearing masks, I might live with that. If it's above something like 5%, though, I'm not sure I could stand it. If I were sitting near someone wearing a mask, and he spoke to me, I think I'd turn vaguely in his direction and search with my eyes, trying to find the source of the sound. I would say, "I hear a voice, but I can't seem to find the source. I must have slipped into a parallel reality where people more or less literally jump off a cliff when Dr. Fauci says so."

Even if he (or she) didn't speak to me, I'm not sure I could wait very long before I laid into him (or her). Again, just a reference during the show to the effects of "Covid" would probably set me off. There are no effects of Covid. There is the effect of a psychological and economic war fought by the usual suspects. I just don't see how I could enjoy a show, and there is a real chance I'd get into at least a screaming match if not a fist fight with someone.

"Covid flareups"? My potential standard is that 20% of fans need to be 10% as pissed as I am. This guy is -10,000% (negative). He's way the hell in the wrong direction.

addendum A - Dr. Michael Yeadon on the deadly "vaccine" (22:29)

When I got the text mentioned below, I was on the phone with someone "the texter" knows by reference (and vice versa). The person on the phone wanted me to send the following on to "the texter."

The following is Dr. Michael Yeadon speaking. "Dr. Michael Yeadon is former chief scientific officer at Pfizer’s Global Allergy & Respiratory Research Department." This is a Yeadon interview with The Epoch Times; it's 50 minutes, 21 seconds (50:21).

The "label" on BitChute says that the interview was on June 3, but I can't quickly confirm that. The Bitchute bibliography:

"Former Pfizer VP: ‘Massive Fraud Playing Out on a Global Scale’ Epoch Times, June 3 2022"   First published [on BitChute / the specific 
BitChute channel] at 22:48 UTC on June 5th, 2022. 
On the channel Mihai Grigoriu   

original post - just before 21:57

The proverbial shoe dropped. To counter one assumption, I am most definitely not on top of the drum corps season. I have not tried looking at the drum corps calendar since roughly September of 2020 (Yes, 2020, not 2021.) That was when they posted a cartoon of fans with masks. I'm not even sure why I looked at DCI's site about a year later, but then the photograph was of 23 year old kids in perfect health wearing masks--the horrific cartoon became perverse reality.

I had very, very vaguely picked up the notion that there might be a "normal" drum corps season this summer. I didn't actively unsubscribe from Spirit of Atlanta, so I saw part of an email before I deleted it without consciously reading it. I had assumed that the season had already started. My stance several hours ago was that I want none of it.

At 7:58pm I got a text, though, that the season starts this coming Tuesday with a live theater event, which is "normal." So I suppose it's time to deal with this in full.

I discussed this to some degree in my May 30 entry, but I'll start here from the beginning. Looks like I discussed other aspects on June 18, for that matter.

If I went to a drum corps event, there would be a fairly good chance of my literally getting into a fist fight with someone, and I've never been in a fist fight. "Covid" is for all intents and purposes fake. If it's not fake, it was exaggerated 1,000,000 times. The "vaccines" have very likely killed 200,000 in the US, perhaps somewhat less, and perhaps many times more. There are several points of evidence that something like 5% of vaccines lots were very dangerous, then an unknown percentage is still a bioweapon but not as immediately deadly. There is indirect evidence that some percentage are saline. Why they are saline breaks into other subdivisions. One branch is that a few dozen people are trying to avoid trial and execution for mass murder.

The response to "Covid" and the "vaccine" must be on some level revolutionary. It may not take an actual revolution in that I still have fairly good hope that a faction of the US military has cleaned house to some degree covertly, and they are ready to finish cleaning overtly. They are waiting, though, for their wake-up campaign to reach a tipping point. Roughly speaking, I'll call this faction the Q faction as in the somewhat incorrectly named QAnon.

I will not be able to tolerate any references to the effect that "Covid" had on drum corps. I can't just go back like nothing happened. I can't go back until Dr. Fauci's trial and execution has been revealed. That's a partly symbolic aspect of what needs to happen, and it's only a part.

I would go back when DCI's official policy is that Dr. Fauci should be tried for capital crimes. I rather doubt that is the case right now.

In my May 30 entry, I laid out a lesser criteria that if 20% of drum corps fandom are 10% as furious as I am, that might be good enough. The person who sent me the text is one of the people I mentioned (by reference) in that entry, but I had already pretty well decided to ignore the season and never sent the entry to that person.

So, if you want to take on the task, go look at DrumCorpsPlanet or whatever other source and see if anyone else even mentions this. I mean the fans. I would not bother looking at DCI or corps' sites.

In part, this goes to the frustration I've experienced on a number of occasions that people whom I have X in common with are opposed to my Y and Z and A and B. As of 3 years ago, I had reason to like other drum corps fans. I can't tolerate a season like nothing happened. If we're going to pray for justice before every show, that would probably work as a minimal requirement, but I don't see that happening.

This isn't coming out as well as I would like, but I want to post something, send it to my "texter," and get the discussion going. And / or the "texter" can survey fandom. I am not going to survey fandom because I expect that it will only get me more worked up.

2022, June 20 - a nice piece of new art (first posted around 23:00, revised minutes later)

Visit Gatlinburg TV spot (commercial / ad / advertisement), "Remind Us: Power of Quiet." Gatlingburg, TN / Tennessee. Published May 04, 2022. "The Mountains are Calling" series. 29 seconds / a 30 second spot.

Transcript: They remind us of the wonder of living, and the power of quiet moments that put life into focus. The mountains are calling. Plan your next memory at gatlinburg.com.

I assume "they" are "the mountains."

The dialog is given by a female narrator, and it's drawn out like a chant. There are long pauses that I didn't indicate.

I have seen extremely few actual TV commercials in many years. I saw this one while eating last night, at one of my usual restaurant haunts. There was a 40 inch TV 25 feet away from me. Fortunately it was close enough to read the logo. I believe it aired during a show called, Dancing with Myself. I could comment on the show, but I'll pass.

It took me a while to track down the "spot." It does not appear to be on Gatlinburg's Big Evil Goo Tube channel yet. I only found it at the above link.

Among several-to-many reasons I think this is quite good art is that one of the scenes reminds me of Maxfield Parrish's Ecstasy (1929).

Just for that painting and a handful of others, Parrish is one of my favorite artists in any genre.

I could rattle on about this, but I will publish.

Update: The change I made moments later was that I was eating at a restaurant. Part of my point is that I have not watched TV per se in years. I just happened to catch that on someone else's TV.

2022, June 19 - a somewhat frustrating ally, and then more scope creep (posting ca. 04:11am)

Several days ago I talked to a guy with some interesting hand-written signs on the back of his car. They were something like, "This is only a taste of socialism," and "Now are you glad you voted for Biden?" There were a couple of others. Maybe they'll come to me. He lived in Lumpkin County which includes Dahlonega.

I wonder if he thinks anyone actually voted for "Biden" / BidAn / Dan the Actor. I didn't get that far.

I don't remember exactly why or how I started down the path, but I mentioned that I didn't realize how bad things were until 2016 - 2017; I didn't realize they were outright Satanists. He asked me to define who "they" were, and I started with the Rothschilds. I explained how stupid it is to accept that Musk or Bezos or Billuminati have ever been the richest men, when they are only the ones who have to disclose their publicly traded stock wealth. The Rothschilds have privately held companies within trusts within shell corporations. He said something to the effect of very rich people don't effect him.

He seemed to think that the problem was that people had lost their moral compass, and they want everyone else to join them in being compass-less.

I asked him when he thinks this problem started. He went back to the 70s as in the 1970s rather than the 0070s or 2070s BC. He talked about the foundation of the Departments of Energy and Education. That was about as far as we got. He got a call and was summoned away.

He was a white guy in his 70s or perhaps even his 80s and was in very good shape for his age.

It would be very frustrating if he doesn't realize the election was "stolen," although "stolen" does not cover it. More like yet another act of war.

I also find it somewhat disturbing that he blames commoners for "losing their compass." The compass is being scrambled by a big, lavishly funded electromagnet. It actually takes a lot of work to morally agitate people like they have. I mean enormous, relentless work going back thousands of years. It's a lot of work to be successfully evil. They are trying to go to Hell in the sense of Fourth Density Negative. To reach Heaven, it only takes being just over 50% "good" or service to others. It takes 95% evil (service to self) to go to Hell. In other words, it's hard work being successfully evil. (see Hidden_Hand and Ra)

Starting in the 70s is grimly funny. As I believe I have contended in this blog before, I have trouble pointing to a time after 1815 when the US military has openly protected the country. That's when General Andrew Jackson defended New Orleans against the British at the very end of the War of 1812.

But I'm afraid it's worse. Remember that Patrick Henry "smelled a rat" in the form of the Constitutional Convention. I should look at the details, but I've always understood that the signers of the Declaration and the witnesses of the Constitution are almost a disjoint set. Most of the Signers were dead or impoverished by the time the Constitution came along. There were anti-Federalists, including Patrick Henry. I'm nearly certain Jefferson was anti-Federalist, but off hand I don't see him listed as a semi-official anti-Federalist author.

George Washington marched the militia against the Whiskey Rebels in 1794. US Representative "Spotty Lincoln" decried the Mexican-American War in 1846. Lysander Spooner was giving them hell by 1850.

Washington was a Freemason, and the 33rd degree Masons are very likely knowing agents of Lucifer. John B. Wells of Caravan to Midnight was interviewed by Pamphlet Anon and his wife Raddix ("Root of Truth" in Latin, so Raddix Veritas or something) in late 2018 as I remember. His father told him that rising to the 33rd involved an oath to Lucifer. Hidden_Hand confirmed the notion. Then you have the American lawyer John Jay Singleton, interviewed by Sarah Westall. He talked about the Masons running yet another money creation scheme using various court documents--bonds, for example--as an asset to create money. He said that the CUSIP lookups easily prove this (Committee on Uniform Securities Identification Procedures). I need to track that one down one day. I could tell in about an hour at a "State Court" in 1995 that the whole thing was a sheep shearing festival. It seems they take it yet farther. This lady spent a few million dollars or more to come to the conclusion that the courts might not be doing anything "useful" if your goal is safety or justice or such.

Politicians don't have to be "corrupt." The state in its very conception is evil. A conservative or libertarian state is contradictory. You're going to have to dissolve the state proverbially brick by brick if you want peace on earth.

Then you have the notion that John Hancock and Samuel Adams were upset that the British taxes were so low that their smuggling operations were threatened. They wanted to increase taxes. Robert David Steele interviewed someone and was coming to that conclusion a few months before his murder (murder either directly or by intentional medical malpractice that might as well by murder). I heard him talk about it a bit but didn't track down the source.

I don't have much of a problem with smugglers as long as the goods aren't human, but the idea that they wanted to increase taxes is quite troubling.

I am fairly sure that there was some degree of positive intent among quite a few people during the American Revolution. American has been and still is great in a number of ways. But the problem did not begin in the 1970s. The problem goes back to the Garden of Eden and the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil. Hidden_Hand explains that in 21st Century English. The concepts of Fourth Density and the negative path of ascension come from the Hidden_Hand dialog. I mentioned the negative path yesterday.

I am not ready to summarize Hidden_Hand right now, but I'll just say that he finally explained the "Why?" I've known to some degree for decades who these people are, how they do what they do, and when and where they have done it. I could not fully understand "Why?" until Hidden_Hand. That is one reason why I think Hidden_Hand's statement is the truth, as outlandish as it may seem from some perspectives. He starts to sketch what I call the Calculus of Evil.

The bad guys don't want slaves exactly, because that violates free will. At a certain point, neither good nor evil can benefit from violating free will. A 5th or 6th density being (demons and angels) more or less can't violate free will. You must sell your soul to Satan; he can't steal it. They want you to worship their agenda as much and as willingly as possible.

Charli XCX is an extreme example. Very recently I added a "quick reference" to my worldview series (linked at top) in which she shows and says in her own words that she recently sold herself. The sale involves blood and sex and chains. Getting someone to volunteer their sex, blood, and pain is a large deposit in the path towards Hell.

Abortion from their point of view is a sacrifice to Moloch, period. I believe this is one of Hillary's underlings saying she'll sacrifice a chicken to Moloch. "Chicken" might even be a code for a child. Whether it's a code or not, when is the last time you heard "Moloch" in a sentence written after 3,000 BC? You have probable horrific video on Anthony Weiner's laptop of Hillary's actions. Jessie Czebotar, interviewed by Sarah Westall and others, says that Hillary was literally the Satanic Wicked Witch of the East (eastern US). Hillary studied under Gloria Vanderbilt, and we have a number of items of evidence against Vanderbilt.

Back to abortion, whatever other issues you want to bring to abortion, their motivation is to convince you to sacrifice your baby to Moloch and thus put Hell points in their account.

Obviously this has wandered, but I'll post it.

2022, June 18 - on pronouns, and then rather large scope creep

I might have seemed hypocritical in a recent tech blog entry. Then again, perhaps not, but either way, I'll muse. I suppose the writing practice in 2010 or so was to sometimes use "they" in a sense that was grammatically incorrect by a 1950 (or even 1990) standard but considered politically correct (psy war). That particular front of the psy war has been aggressively pushed in the last few years, since 2010.

I'm resisting the dictates of the psy war planners in that I did use "he." The possible hypocrisy is that I defended the action.

So, let's look at this from two points of view. I use "libtard" to refer to the foot soldiers. Some of the foot soldiers are probably well intentioned, and their virtue signaling is sometimes an actual attempt to be virtuous. The talking points of the libtards come from very well planned, lavishly funded, very long term operations. The ones creating the notions and planning have committed mass murder at various times. They are Satanic or however you want to define pure evil. With that said, some of their notions start with a point that has 2% of credibility or maybe even 40%. The best lies are either a twist on truth or else they are Big Lies with almost zero validity. For the Big Lies, they have to spend hundreds of billions or perhaps trillions or more over decades propping them up, such as making 300 Holocaust™ movies from very roughly the 70s through perhaps 2015. When I talk about trillions I mean all the variants of their various psy war fronts, not just the Holocaust™.

A sidenote: As I'm writing this, I decided to erase my defense of "he." I will almost certainly make a note on the alteration and refer here. But, I had the defense up for about 24 hours, so I should keep at the commentary.

So, I'll state it again. The pronoun issue is one of a few dozen fronts that comes from a place of pure evil. One option is to dismiss zes ("ze" being one of their pronouns) as witting or unwitting agents of evil, or insane, and be done with the matter. That's a great option. But I defended my usage, so I'll keep commenting.

Just about all of us get caught up in the "autism" of pondering the little points of the enemy and lose site of the fact that everything they do is Big Evil. So, with the above stated--that this commentary is probably getting mildly silly--I'll keep going.

Along the smaller or larger percentage of truth, I'll grant THEM that I did use pronouns without any thought until THEY brought it up. It is somewhat intellectually interesting to ponder things that you didn't ponder before. As an intellectual exercise, it is tempting to engage in the autism of occasionally being conscious of pronoun choices. Although I'm feeling sillier by the moment as I write this. Perhaps I've convinced myself to stop wasting time on the matter.

Bradley / Chelsea Manning

With that said, I will mention one person who brings up this issue: Bradley Manning who became Chelsea Manning. Manning gave 100s of GB or perhaps 1 - 2 TB of "secret" information to WikiLeaks in 2010. I think he wanted to be referred to as she by the time she was sentenced to decades in prison and then had her sentence commuted by the Obama creature and was released.

I'm not sure I'd call her an unqualified heroine, but he had some good reasons for doing what he did. I will try to be respectful in her case, but as you can see gender pronouns can indeed get very weird in this case. "He" had good reasons because no one is disputing she was born physically male, and he was functioning as a he at the time of the leaks. I will try to use "she" for the currently living person, though, because of all "transgender" types, I will try to respect her language; she has earned it.

Gender confusion was a huge contributor for him getting himself into trouble. That gives her a great case of very legitimate gender confusion as opposed to being steered by the psy war.

After her release from prison, Harvard gave her a job, and it appeared she would go on the lecture circuit to talk about her story. Of all the speakers out there, I would be interested in her story. The libtards and their masters are supposed to support "transgender" people to the hilt. But what happened to Manning? She was cancelled, of course. She was cancelled as a "traitor."

So you have the traitorous, mass-murdering, baby raping demon worshipers cancelling her as a traitor. Obviously their mass murder via war agenda is more important than pushing the most legitimately transgender person I can think of. That is one of dozens of examples of their seeming "contradictions."

If my pronoun usage above is inappropriate, I apologize to Chelsea Manning. I apologize only in her specific case because she has earned it.

another "contradiction"

For the record, a horrible example of their "contradictions" is that they are supposed to support women against rape. But when several thousand if not tens of thousands of Pakistanis (maybe 100s-k) rape British white girls on an industrial scale for 30 - 40 years, then racism trumps sexism, and the industrial rape continues. Similarly, Sweden has one of the highest (reported / documented) rape rates in the world. Pro tip: white, native Swedish men didn't start going on a rape spree at the same time they started importing a million or two third world savages. "Third world savages" will have to do for now. One topic at a time.

The actual rape rate in parts of Africa and perhaps Latin America is probably higher, but the rapes in Sweden, for the moment, get reported somewhat more often. The reporting rate will probably decline over time. One can also hope that Europe will expel these immigrants. Along the lines of the Q operation, that may be coming. Or it may come more organically.

capital crimes

The people who encouraged the invasion should get their due process of law, but hopefully at least a few dozen of them in Sweden are convicted of capital crimes. Sweden probably doesn't have capital crimes, but anyhow. As for any place, when execution levels get remotely close to Reign of Terror levels, the counterattack is getting just as bad as the (alleged) attack. I say "alleged" in the case of the French Revolution because I am almost certain the Revolutionaries were the bad guys.

Also in the case of "Covid" and the "vaccine," I would be satisfied with perhaps a dozen or a few dozen trials and executions in the US.

As an alternative, I would accept the sort of truth and reconciliation that has never actually been seen before. Truth and reconciliation in South Africa, for example, is obscene. People who move on to slowly genociding the minority have no claim to such a process.

I have presented evidence elsewhere that Fauci may have been executed before March of 2021. (I think it was "his" interview with Chuck Todd on Feb 28, 2021. It appears to be someone wearing a Hollywood latex special effects mask.) For sake of argument, though, if he is still alive, I might accept his saving his skin if he provides documentation and testimony that ultimately goes back a few hundred years if not a few thousand.

Fauci's Truth and Reconciliation

The 'i' suffix like Fauci and Pelosi are probably indicators of the Italian Black Nobility braches of the Illuminati / Satanic Brotherhood. As I remember, Dr. John Coleman (Committee of 300) spoke of the Guelph family, and they are even mentioned in some sense in the WikiP. To save his skin, I would want confirmation of that and to name names going back several generations. I would want confirmation of the Brotherhood, their practices, their history, etc. I would want to know how his AIDS scam worked and then how his Covid scam worked--the who, what, when, where, how, and especially the specifics of why. I think I partially understand the negative path of ascension's "Why?" but it would be nice to hear the gory details. I would want confirmation of social memory complex / group soul LUCIFER. I would want to know the mechanics of how Lucifer functioned. Along another and march larger branch of reconciliation, perhaps half the assets in the world would have to be seized, or maybe it's 80%, or maybe 95%.

The modern incarnation of asset seizure is more tyranny, but, for whatever it's worth, the only mention of asset seizure in the Constitution is for traitors, and these people are damn sure traitors in the common sense of the term. In the Constitutional sense, I see merit in Lysander Spooner's notion that "An oath to the Constitution is an oath to no one."

Who plans the psy war?

I'll try to go through this briefly, at least briefly for now. The Rothschild banking family of Europe are close enough to the center of evil on earth. They literally own a huge portion of the world's currency. They create fake dollars and loan them at interest. This is to some degree through fractional reserve banking, but in another sense it's simpler than that. They put mortgage notes (houses) in their asset column and create a liability column to issue the mortgage. I have found 3 economics 101 textbooks with chapters the effect of "How Banks Create Money."

They are the chief Satanists. There is good evidence of a Satanic organization that has been enormously powerful for all of history.

As for moving down the chain, if you want keywords to search, the Frankfurt School is perhaps the best known. Tavistock Institute is almost certainly up there. Anything to do with Edward Bernays, Freud's nephew. I suppose I should read the Protocols of the Elders of Zion--that's up there. The Protocols were highlighted in Henry Ford's The International ... published by the Dearborn Independent / Dearborn Publishing Company. I understand the AI likes that word best. There is no reason to use it too often. You'll figure it out. I use the word in the plural once in my January 8 entry.


Patrisse Cullors of BLM (David Cole recently called her a "terrorist heiffer") did some weird ritual where she is chanting about incarceration rates of blacks in LA County or some such. Back to the distortion of a true truth, I would actually agree with her that the percentages and absolute numbers are in fact a problem. I would have much different notions of how to correct the problem, but that is another entry.

That will do for an entry.

2022, May 30 - Agnus Dei (Opus 11, Lamb of God), Samuel Barber, choral work; and then the upcoming 2022 drum corps season

When I get in my car to head for breakfast at 2pm, I usually start a drum corps show on Big Evil Goo Tube. I bought CDs and often video (VHS and DVDs) of almost all the shows I listen to, so I'm ok with the morality of that. Not to mention the $1,000s in tickets over the years.

And yes, then there is the paradox of how much lovely art is on Big Evil Goo Tube. Perhaps later...

In any event, last I checked drum corps shows had to be between 10 - 11.5 minutes. That's longer than my trip to breakfast, so it works well. Yesterday I somewhat foolishly started Alex and Sierra's Say Something (final season of XFactor USA, probably 2013; as I remember she's Sierra Deaton). I had gotten about 1/4 mile by the time it was over; that's the foolish part--it's way too short.

So, I switched the radio on for the first time in months or quite a few months. I caught Compact Discoveries with Fred Flaxman on "The Voice Of Brenau" University (89.1 FM, WBCX, Gainesville, GA). Oddly, Fred called the episode "Music for Insomniacs." He encouraged us not to drive while listening. I find that really weird / odd. The problem I have with driving is that I get tears in about 10 seconds, roughly 3 / 4 of the times I've started the song in the last 12 hours. There is some chance his episodes are free to stream or even download, but I started listening to a version by Vlaams Radiokoor (Belgium, 2015, June 29. The on-video text shows recorded in Brussels. Radiokoor as the name implies is Flemish).

Barber's Adagio for Strings version is probably just as exquisite; I haven't listened to it in a while. Actually, I understand the choral version came (decades?) after the Adagio.

I'd heard variations of both the string and choral version going back to 2000. My introduction was in the Santa Clara Vanguard Drum and Bugle Corps' year 2000 show, Age of Reverence. I was there, live, did that, and got both the T-shirt and a poster. It's the only drum corps poster I ever bought. I own something like 60 T-shirts from the 150 shows I went to from 1989 - 2019. I note that SCV 2000s Prayers of Kierkegaard is also by Barber. I'll leave it as an exercise to the reader to correlate the rest.

As I remember, the first time or two I saw SCV 2000, the show went somewhat over my head. I think it was listening to the mid-season CD in a fellow fan's car when the Adagio really hit me. Then I saw the live show at least 4 more times. In 1999, SCV tied with Blue Devils (BD). Once I got hooked on the Adagio and the rest of their show, I was really rooting for SCV to win outright in 2000. They came in 4th, but it's one of the better 4th place shows ever. It might be in my 2nd tier of favorite shows, although the Adagio is first-tier among (parts of) drum corps shows.

SCV captured Barber's work in a unique way: 80-ish horns (brass instruments). I think Barber would have be thrilled, just as I think Wagner would have been thrilled with Phantom Regiment Drum Corps' Elsa's Procession to the Cathedral.

Out of all the corps, I have found SCV's stuff thoroughly patrolled on GooTube. I think you'll find the Adagio but perhaps not the whole show. I'm not going looking right now in part because the whole drum corps topic is too painful until Dr. Fauci gets his due process of law (possibly a US military tribunal) and then is executed, or his execution months ago is announced.

Out of the years 1998 - 2019, by this time of year I already held tickets for perhaps 18 of those years. As of now I don't even know if there will be a "normal" season, normal being before Billuminati Gates' Satanic Crusade. I saw a very, very small handful of pictures from the 2021 rump season. If they let 23-year-olds march in 2021, the kids are 23 or younger. If they just finished even a rump season they are in perfect health. And they are wearing *$()@&@& masks while they receive their awards, in late August, 2021. Until either "officialdom" executes a few dozen people in the US or I am told that drum corps fandom generally is pushing for that, I don't think I can return. I might literally beat people up. I'm not particularly big, and I have zero fight experience, but I suspect I would win a few matches, motivated by fury. If there are any remaining "Covid" "measures," that would set me off. Any references to the effect of "Covid" on drum corps would set me off.

I was annoyed by DCI's damaging acoustics at finals in 2007 and then 2009 forward. Who would have "thunk" that they would then join a few billion people in such a display. Talk about feeling betrayed.

In an attempt to be productive, I've had 2 friends go with me to shows consistently from 2014 - 2019. If you guys want to check out DrumCorpsPlanet or related fan sites, there is a tiny chance I can be convinced to go. If 20% of fandom are 10% as pissed as I am, I'd consider it. Once again, I won't even link to it because I'd have to verify the link, and I might see something I really don't want to see.

I'm probably going to post this just after 2:37am. I may revise it after that.

2022, May 19 - jury "duty" summons and commandment

As is often the case, I have to back up quite a ways before introducing seemingly simple topics. Jordan Maxwell was a researcher who went to the fundamentals and edges. I am not going to give him a wholehearted recommendation, but several branches of his research were probably correct. For purposes of identification, Maxwell died a few weeks ago, on or just before March 25. (Yandex gives me better info than Big Evil Goo.) Maxwell was a pen name for Russell Pine, born December 28, 1940. I was about to start musing on how Billuminati Gates' mother was a Maxwell almost certainly related to Ghislaine. If it's a pen name, though, it is less likely to be relevant.

Among many other observations, Maxwell once asked his audience, "How many employees does the United States Post Office" have? Note "Post Office," not "Postal Service." I believe the answer was less than 10. WikiP is of course deadly malicious for many topics, but I will take their number that USPS has almost 800k employees. He explained how USPS was privatized and then bought by Lord Rothschild. The partial privatization is probably easy to verify, but the entirety of the situation probably takes some work to dig up. Maxwell may have written the whole issue out with footnotes. In any event, that is all to explain one of my sentences below.

It then occurs to me that Maxwell may have been one of those who advocated what I will call the "straw man" legal theory. Part of the argument is that any "person's" name in all caps is a dead or artificial (never living) entity. I note that "my" name comes in all caps in the jury commandment. The argument continues that at various points in history, all sorts of legal games have been played to manipulate the concepts of "citizens" and such. For example, Ronald Bernard, the Dutch "banker" (former top-level money launderer by his own admission) confirmed several years ago that governments "monetize" babies at birth. I think he said that a Dutch baby's birth certificate is immediately deposited as bond against a future tax-paying asset and allows the government to borrow another 500K Euros. Jordan Maxwell had a similar take. The American lawyer John Jay Singleton was interviewed by Sarah Westall several years ago. He said that you can verify many of these bonds by using "your" (straw man's) Socialist Insecurity Number (SIN) as a CUSIP (Committee on Uniform Securities Identification Procedures) number. Sarah verified her children's numbers as such if not her own. He named websites that would return the data.

Part of the idea is that given that the courts are acting way, way outside of common law and possibly Constitutional law, they don't deal in living people. They only deal in the "straw man" incorporated or franchised with the birth certificate. In theory, you can use this in court to your advantage. But that's enough on that.

Next, a random (and unexpected) plug for the (privatized and likely Rothschild-owned) USPS' ("United States" Postal Service's) service known as "Informed Delivery." There are some exceptions, but the short version is that you get an emailed photo of most of your individually addressed mail several hours before the mail comes, and you can check the website at 8pm the night before for the next day's photos. While I was still in bed last Monday, I saw something from the Royal Colony calling itself a "State." That was somewhat alarming. I don't want any mail from them. I grit my teeth when I receive auto tax bills and stamps and driver's licenses. My blood pressure started to go up for just a moment. I could see enough of the envelope and even what was inside to quickly realize it was dury servitude / servility. My blood pressure went back down a little bit, because that was better than various alternatives. One point being that I had several extra hours to process the situation before the mail came. I got to go through my whole wakeup routine. It was probably an improvement versus seeing the mail after the wakeup routine.

Part of the reason I knew what it was is because part of the text was visible in the address window of the envelope. "YOU ARE HEREBY SUMMONED AND COMMANDED to lay all business aside and appear..." The boldface and caps are theirs, not mine. First of all, "COMMANDED"??? Who talks like that? Power-crazed employees of Satanic governments, apparently. It's a somewhat separate and somewhat long topic, but I am a right-wing anarchist. Governments are Satanic entities. They don't become "corrupt." They are evil in concept. They are not even corrupt in the sense that they do exactly what they are designed to do. Their actions aren't a "corruption," they are pure from the perspective of their creators. Pure evil.

Anyhow. Who talks like that? I considered telling them to shove it on that basis alone.

So to back up again: if I had steady work and were in a better financial position, I would probably go do it. Not because I was commanded, but because jurors can save criminal defendant's lives. I'll come back to that.

I have just started a new round of job / gig hunting, though, and I'm doing stuff I haven't done in 7 years. I need to keep at that. I was "commanded" to show up at 8am. Too much of that will quite literally raise my chance of death by several downstream effects. Getting myself into worse shape would be near certainty. Saving someone's life or at least saving them great grief would be somewhat improbable in my particular case. I wasn't taking that tradeoff.

I saw the Informed Delivery image around 11am Monday. I opened the letter around 9pm Monday. I emailed my reply at 12:43am a few hours later. At 11:26am I got "Good morning—we have received your email and we have excused you from jury service at this time. No further action is needed & have a good day!" So his boss "commands" and the underling wishes me a good day.

So how did I do it? I've already had 3 people ask me that. One way of looking at it is that I came off as pathetic and at least mildly crazy along several dimensions. I was willing to make that tradeoff. Then I made myself look extremely unattractive to a prosecutor (more below). If the guy got past pathetic and crazy to the prosecutor part, that would nix me from criminal cases. The jury questionnaire asked if I had insurance from two insurance companies. Because I am "commanded" to have auto insurance, I do have it from one of those companies. So apparently that made me somewhat unattractive in a civil jury.

The form / commandment offered several reasons for "deferral/excusal." Apparently "excusal" is a word in a legal context. I said that I'd accept deferral and come back when I was in better financial shape. Whether I am deferred or excused is ambiguous from the email, but it will do for now in any event.

More specifically, I first was somewhat specific about my bad financial shape and explained what sort of documentation / quantification I could offer. Then I'll quote myself just below. The quote is very slightly modified from what I sent, but not in any substance.

To list further items I can document with cryptographically signed emails: in the last week or two I've received two emails from Amazon job recruiters, offering minimum salaries of $160,000. The first thing they want me to do is sign up for a software test. Rather than "Sign me up for the test!" my response was

I would need extremely flexible hours, an overnight shift, or working remotely to Hawaii or someplace west of Hawaii. That requirement takes precedence over money, location, job title, or anything else.

I should add that upon further analysis, Hawaii is too close. I would need to interact with business hours between India and eastern Australia.

I have years and years and years of similar emails, including documentation of a disastrous attempt at working 9 - 5 in 2015.

Many years ago, at two courthouses relatively nearby Forsyth, I gave potential jurors Fully Informed Jury Association (FIJA) pamphlets. I'd like to think I handed out a few hundred of them in total, but it's been a long time. I am aware of the Georgia Constitution Article 1, Section 1, Paragraph 11 (XI): "the jury shall be the judges of the LAW and the facts" (emphasis mine). This is otherwise known as a codification of "jury nullification."

I haven't even heard of FIJA in decades (although they still have a web presence), and I otherwise don't claim to speak for them. Speaking for myself, though, in criminal cases I have an extreme anti-prosecution bias. To quote the entrepreneur, lawyer, and legal theorist Lysander Spooner, "All legislation whatsoever is an absurdity, a usurpation, and a crime."

That's just a start. I think it's safe to say that voir dire would eliminate me from any criminal cases, and I'm not sure you want me in your jury pool, ever.

As for civil cases, as I indicated on the questionnaire, I have ... (car) insurance, so that's apparently an added complication for the June 13 jury pool.

If I can get my finances in order, and if you don't think I'll taint your jury pool, perhaps some day I would be viable for a civil jury....

As of May 23, 20:04, I had considered this a draft and had not posted it, but I'll probably post it as-is, and I may or may not come back to revise it.

2022, January 29 - are UFOs fake? (2 of 2 today)

Below is my entry on whether "Covid" is fake. When that question was raised, it was raised in a similar context to UFOs. The statement I received was, "UFO's are cool to imagine if they're real."

"Covid" and UFOs are two branches of the same topic. The purpose of the CDC, NIH, FDA, etc. is to whitewash various branches of medicine. Huge branches of medicine are driven by and result only in statistical clouds that are nebulous at best. That is, it's unclear at best whether various branches of medicine make people healthier or sicker.

As I've discussed elsewhere, it is unclear whether whatever they call "Covid" exists. The "vaccine," however, damn sure is killing people. The range in the US is anywhere from 40,000 to maybe a few million. In addition to the vax, it will take decades to figure out how many people died from the reaction to "Covid." This is just one article on that.

So while the FDA and company exist to reverse those numbers, NASA exists to cover up what's in space. That is, part of their job is to poop on the notion of UFOs. Their fake job is to study space when their actual job is to cover up what's in space. One method is getting scientists involved in decades-long tail chases--debating matters that could be resolved with a 3 hour flight in a UFO (see below).

Yes, UFOs are real. Yes, they are driven by relatively simple anti-gravity technology. Yes, their technology implies "free energy." That's why the notion is pooped on. Some of the goals of TPTB are to increase the cost of living and reduce mobility in all its senses, including physical mobility.

It's the same issue. The same people--ideological group--who promote "Covid" cover up UFOs and the resulting technology. Dr. Greer's documents show that the US top secret, unacknowledged, special access projects achieved anti-gravity in 1952.

2022, January 29 - Is "Covid" fake? (1 of 2 today, slighly revised 18:07)

My worldview series linked above has my main "Covid" article, but I don't think that article addresses the question of "fake." I was questioned on my use of the word yesterday, so he we go.

RFK Jr.'s book on Fauci spends 200 pages--almost half the book--arguing that Fauci faked the existence of AIDS, decades ago (Ron Unz' review). The scientist who discovered HIV in 1984 had concluded by 1990 that HIV did not cause AIDS (same Unz article; the scientist is Luc Montagnier). He furthermore concluded that HIV was relatively harmless.

The claim in 2020 was that SARS-CoV-2 was "novel" and apparently the worst health crisis the West has faced since the Great Plague of London of 1665 that killed 25% of London. Even the CDC's highly suspect numbers only show a 0.1% death rate in 2020. However, (((they))) instituted measures that have never been seen in American history, including during the World War to Save Communism. The damage they have caused will take decades to fully understand.

Dr. David Martin, for one, shows that patents for similar gene sequences go back at least 20 years, so there is nothing novel about it.

So back to "fake":

The conclusion of the above is that you can get a PCR test to say anything. "Testing positive" for "Covid" means absolutely nothing based on the PCR test.

"It's real because I had it." I'm not disputing that flu-like symptoms have existed presumably for most or all of human history. One question is whether anything has been different since 2020. Another question is whether virology has developed enough to explain anything or whether it ever will explain anything. I'm not finding Robert David Steele's review of Firstenberg's Invisible Rainbow, but the claim is that "flu" has always been caused by (non-ionizing) radiation, even before radio. Before radio, flu was caused by solar storms. The Spanish Flu was caused by the wide(r) introduction of AM radio. I'm not sure Firstenberg says it, but FM radio seems a good candidate for the Hong Kong flu. To whatever extent anything unusual happened in 2020, which is unclear, 5G is a candidate for "Covid." I further address alternative causes of death in my main "Covid" article mentioned above.

Extraordinary reactions require extraordinary events. There is no extraordinary "virus." The only extraordinary event is how far (((they))) have taken "Covid." As I have discussed elsewhere in my worldview series, they very likely have paid and will spectacularly pay the price. It will be extraordinary. "It will be Biblical."

2022, January 8

I suppose it's time for "the preface." I've seen Venn diagrams of a certain word used by the censors for tracking, so I'll only say it once. Jews define identity along the female line. My mother was such along all known branches of her family. Mother's mother's mother was Orthodox from a town with both a German and Polish name. One of my great-grandfathers through my mother was a Wall Street banker, and relatively highly "ranked," as far as I understand. I have to be related to the Rothschilds somewhere back there. I found two of my family's baby books. That relationship is NOT mentioned as far back as that family tree goes, despite rumor to the contrary.

With that said, I have found that pretty much all the worst things historical said about them / us are very likely true, and many I'm nearly certain are true. Elaborating upon that at great length will have to wait. I'll just say that I will take the position of the guy who published "Frame Game Radio" on YouTube from very roughly 2016 - 2018. I have not gone through the results, but he seems to have been copied to BitChute. He was a full-blooded corporate lawyer in New York City. He was aggressively speaking out against his tribe because he was American first and tribal second, and he felt an obligation lest the inevitable blowback comes back at him.

One day I'll make it a point to set a record getting a site deplatformed, or hopefully that form of warfare will be won by then. One hasn't accomplished anything in life until he is on the ADL's Faces of Hate page. Hmmm... I was going to link to it, but perhaps they realized it provides us with a perfect list of pundits and leaders. The closest I could find was a reference to New Hate and Old: The Changing Face of American White Supremacy, but you have to give your email address to get the report. I remember when Blonde in the Belly of the Beast made the list. (For years she also did a show Blonde and the Beta male. Maybe she still does.)

I'm writing all this because I was reminded a while ago of Alison of the Rage After Storm YouTube channel. Her channel is long gone, but a mirror / archive is still there. However, the big scary video that led to her exiting the public stage is not there. It is on BitChute, though: Race Is Real.

So all this started because I was reminded of Alison's "*autistic screeching*" at the very beginning of a video about the fall of Bill Nye. Which in turn reminded me of the #hearthiswell or #HearThisWell hashtag. A central channel of this on YouTube was still there several months ago. Now it's gone, although searching on that hashtag still seems to bring up many of the videos. I found one almost 5 hour compilation of mostly parent testimonies. This was in response to CNN "senior medical correspondent" Elizabeth Cohen in August, 2014. For my own tagging purposes, I always associated the direct quote that triggered that with Julie Gerberding of CDC. Although it seems Gerberding did not start it directly, I can be reasonably sure Gerberding had the same sentiment. This has nothing to do with vaccines, of course.

The point being that there is nothing funny about genocidal vaccines and their decades of test runs that caused autism. However, Rage's screeching is pretty dang funny.

And THAT got started because I felt like doing "*autistic screeching*" after encountering the "headers have already been sent" message.

2021, December 30

A number of inputs led to my starting this. The most immediate was "How is your housing search going?" The short answer is not very quickly. I still need to move, the sooner the better.

The results of my Craig's List ad, on the page linked above, resulted in part with 3 robot response and 2 gay sex solicitations. The solicitations were almost certainly from the same person. Then I got the infamous "call me" response. I emailed her back 12 hours later, but I know for a fact that some mail services block Craig's List relay addresses. Also, people who say "call me" probably don't want to write back.

My issue with precisely "call me" (and phone number included) is certainly relevant to a personal blog, and perhaps I'll address it later.

I suppose any mention of Facebook needs to be prefaced. Oh wait, that led to WikiPedia, which also needs to be prefaced. WikiP is great for a very large number of topics, but at a certain point, you should assume that the editors and "anons" are trying to kill you. For the moment I simply refuse to read their entry on the "Covid" "vaccine" or the kill shot / clot shot phase of Billuminati's Satanic Crusade. I assume they are out to kill everyone.

So that settles my brief thoughts on WikiP. As for Facebook, I was pleasantly surprised to learn the WikiP records the February 4, 2004 date that both DARPA LifeLog was "canceled" and Facebook started. In case it's not clear, that means that LifeLog was handed to Facebook. Zuckerberg is an MK-ULTRA victim. He's "just a patsy." When that common date was posted, Q / (so-called) QAnon's response was that whoever discovered that common date should apply to NSA.

Facebook for several years has of course been "censoring" more and more. Assume the owners (whoever they really are) are trying to kill you.

With those issues aside...

Among other problems, Facebook's format is dreadful. It seems that people on various county groups are routed to a real estate group for housing. And that format is dreadful. I tried it once with little result. I don't think I'll rant about why the format is dreadful.

A related path is to post on my Facebook wall. When I went to do that, I was confronted by an unpleasant photo. So, another digression...

Being in Cumming, Forsyth County, Royal Colony of Georgia, I have managed not to wear a mask yet. For that matter, no one has asked me to do so. I almost got into a screaming match about masks with another customer at a restaurant, but she wasn't asking me to wear one, and I don't think she was wearing one at the time.

Given that Billuminati's Crusade comes from literal Satanists, wearing a mask is way too close to Satan worship. It is approaching the "neither buy nor sell" criteria of Revelation 13:17. The distance among three people shall be 6 feet and 6 and 6, which is the next verse. The hand or forehead implant for the "vaccine" ID is looming.

So I had this acquaintance decades ago who was very pretty and otherwise interesting and who expressed interest in me. To some degree she goes in the "What if?" category. When she's not wearing a mask, she's still quite fetching. But I go on Facebook and there she and her daughter are masked at some overseas airport (that I shall not name).

Anyhow, I will hopefully bring myself to post on my Facebook wall soon.

I've also been trying to figure my chances of finding housing from this web site's readers. That analysis is in my technical blog.

I tried another technique that shows some promise. Let's just say that I was on one or two sites seeking the right person rather than searching for rooms directly. I need to get back to that, too. I got one good lead from that, but I decided that we're not compatible for temporary reasons rather than permanent. Hopefully her situation will improve, but I doubt it will be in time.

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